If one day the moon disappears from the sky
If one day the moon doesn't return
Will you still miss that moon that day?
( backgroundmusic –
cling,
polycat )
Lalal | 021719
m o o d y
Prologue
“Thank you for everything.”
We continue to scan the text that has appeared on our phone screen countless times, from the first letter to the last. Many times, it was the last message you sent to us. The reddish-orange light of the evening sun streams into our bedroom, the white bedroom where we used to sleep and talk with you.
A familiar feeling still lingers in this room, like being hypnotized to stop in that time. Your messages that used to send greetings every day are no more. There was no green chat in the top right corner, not even a goodbye from you. If that day We hold your hand tighter. Will you still be with us today?
We 1
We've known each other for a long time.
If it's been almost 10 years since the first time we met.
From acquaintances, they became friends.
from the word friend It became the word "like".
From the word "like" it suddenly turned into love, I don't know when.
Just one person causes us to have this many feelings.
Both sad that you responded to our message late.
Even though I'm glad you talked to us. that you responded to our message
But
It's us.
You don't know each other at all.
If we get to know each other then we will make you sad.
If you already know each other, you will disappear.
If you already know each other We won't meet again.
We really don't know each other.
If we compare you to a planet, we want you to be the sun. It is a bright and bright planet in the midst of dark space, waiting to shine its own light like that. We don't want you to be the moon floating among the clouds because one day the moon will disappear. We'll never see you again that day and we know there's no way the moon will ever return.
But even so, we still hope to see that moon again. There is nothing more to ask of you because your memories with us are so bad :- (
"excuse me"
We sent a message to your chat box after not sending it to you for a long time. And of course, after we finish sending you that message, you hardly ever look at the chat box. But probably hoping you'll reply. This seemed like an unlikely hope from the beginning when there was no sign of you replying or reading at all, so we clicked to delete all messages.
Many people may think that it is a good thing to let him go and meet someone new. I myself would like to start over. But we can't do it without those messages. But we still remember it well. It was like those things had just happened recently. Even though we ourselves can't remember everything.
2005
When we first met we were too young. Too young to even know love We remember that time as one of our joys, playing like children. Play without thinking about anything. You don't have to take on this much responsibility. You and I studied in the same room until 3rd grade when we were moved to another room. We met new friends
You can study in the morning without having to line up. Actually at that time I thought it was good. But when I sit and think about it again, I don't like it. And then secretly liked a classmate, but in reality it was just a childish crush. It's not the love that people call '
puppy love’
We weren't seriously flirting. Then when I got to 4th grade, we moved back to the same room as you because in our old room, the competition was very high. When I came back to be with you again, my feelings from before changed. You were so cute when you were small. No matter what you did, you looked cute. Especially if you were a competitive person. When you win a competition, you'll smile until your cheeks burst into tears.
'You who are you are like that. It's really cute :- )'
That feeling grew bigger every day, until in sixth grade we started writing you letters. Bring some to the table. Give it to me. When we grew up, we got our first mobile phone. We used it to talk to you until our mother scolded us because at that time we didn't know that messages were a waste of money. When we got to know
msn
We used it to talk to you again until
Come in. At first we didn't have our own account. Use your mother to talk to you. Let's talk about games. Some homework Didn't go off track. Plus, in Grade 6, there was a new online game released. It belongs to a telephone company. Every Friday we get together with friends to play games. It was fun.
At that time, our friends teased each other all the time while playing games. Until one day We want to know who you like. So we asked you. So you told us If we compete and win 3 badges, you will tell us, but you probably already know. That we rarely win in games, when we play all the games we don't actually win. So we refuse to play anymore. So you said then follow me.
Wherever you go is a garden in that game. I'm not going anywhere far. So we asked you directly again. You still wouldn't tell me. But suddenly you typed a reply.
'How are you?'
We were stunned for a while. I never even thought it would be me. Once you're done telling us, you almost quit the game. The day you told us was a very good day for us. After that, our friends in the room knew. Friends teased each other even harder than before. At the end of 6th grade, you went to another school to take the exam. As for us, we are at the same school.
It makes the time to meet each other less. But we still talked every day until one day a friend suddenly greeted me. It's someone we don't even like. He greets me every day. But even so, we're still talking to you. I didn't care that much about that friend. But because he's probably closer than you. Makes us feel good. We date him.
And after that you know this. You sent that message. The message says
“Thank you for everything.”
And then you never contacted me again. At first we didn't think anything of it. Because that day you came to see us at school. We exchange things. I'd probably appreciate that. But when I grow up We learned that what you typed was not meant to be. We know and we are sorry.
to you now
We hope you are still well. And I'm happy.
May you meet only good people in your life. You smile a lot.
Your smile is the cutest.
Keep being the cute and bright you like this.
Hope to see you again someday.
Until then, all we can do is smile at you.
But it's better than not seeing you again.
I still miss you, Mr. Moon.
from us
Lalal | 021719
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