Wrong Way

"I'm bothering you again. I'm sorry, Shin."

"It's okay, Gin. You can always come here. Think of it as another house."

I thank Shinwoo once again. before jumping onto the bed like it was his own Today I have to escape and rely on it again.

"What were you arguing about today?"

Shinwoo asked me with concern as usual. along with offering warm milk

"Ok, I'm an outsider."

"Someday...if you can't stand it, I will escape from that house. A house that has no place for me."

I spoke loudly and splashed milk into my mouth in one go.

Shit!! hot!!

I sat still with tears in my eyes because my mouth was swollen. Shinwoo looked at me with sad eyes before rubbing his head in comfort.

"If there's nowhere to go, Come stay with me."

I immediately felt more at ease. Even though the mouth doesn't swell

But the warmth that this childhood friend gave me made me forget the bad things. I hugged him in response before slowly closing my eyes and falling asleep without knowing that. After that night I will be the one who drags everyone to sadness.

Plenty!!

My face turned at the force of the blow. Today I argued with my father's new wife as usual. But this is the first time the person I call father has hit me.

"Now my wings are strong and my legs are strong. If you're so good, leave the house!!"

I gritted my teeth and looked at my father's wife with murder. This is what she wants

Even though I tried not to interfere.

We can't be separated, right? Yes!! I'm going!!

"I won't come back again!! Let's all be happy!!"

I slammed the words into both of their faces. He hurriedly stepped out of the house before being slapped again. I didn't think to take the things I got from those dirty money.

I picked up the phone and looked at the time. It's already one in the morning. Press to call the only number I can contact, Shin Dong Woo....

(There is no response from the number...)

Ah.. What should I do now? I kept walking until I came to a park near Ai Chin's house. I lay down on one of the long benches in the middle of the garden.

Close your eyes...

Try to review only the good things you've experienced in your life.

"Sleeping Beauty?"

A voice sounded above his head. I quickly opened my eyes to look at the source of the sound. Seeing this makes me afraid of ghosts.

The image in front of us was a young ghost with a yellow head and chubby cheeks. I lifted my sleeve and wiped away my tears before asking.

"Who are you?"

“I have to ask you more. What are you doing here so late?"

A young yellow-headed ghost asked me.

"Lie down and play."

"Why are you lying around? Tonight the moon is beautiful. We'd better transform together."

The yellow-headed ghost said as he pulled me up by the hand before inviting me to dance The Boy.

I looked confused. before laughing at the other person's cheerful expression.

"I'm laughing. Hahaha."

The yellow-headed ghost stopped dancing and turned to point at me and laughed instead.

I raised my eyebrows and looked at the other person's face confusedly as usual. before another person comes out

"Just now, if you didn't look wrong, I saw you crying..."

"Oh, um."

I can only answer. Lazy to deny anything that causes chaos.

"I'm Cha Sun Woo. I come here to practice dancing every day and..."

"Jung Jin Young"

I introduced myself and reached out to touch the hand that had been extended before.

“I allow Jinyoung to come here every day. You must come.”

I laughed at the strange behavior of the yellow-headed ghost. Is this guy the owner of the garden? Nod your head in response. Before my phone rang

Chinuni

“Um, I come here often to watch comedy. I have to go today. Thanks for the laughs.”

I smiled again before waving.

.....CNU talk....

“You know, I said I was a fox. But that one said I was a lizard dog.”

It's another day that I have to hear about that thing from Jinyoung.

“That kid is really strange. It makes me nervous every day hahaha! That's where you cut your own finger, Shinwoo."

I felt myself throwing my knife, missing Jinyoung's face two millimetres. Lately, Jin has been talking about that guy every day. Plus it looks so fun that it's scary.

"Lately, you've been more clumsy than me, haha."

That guy is a good one. I watched another person run and bring a first aid box to dress his wound. You look very happy. I should be happy to see you happy. At least it's better than when you just put on a sad face. Why do you feel bad?

"Alright~"

Someone put a plaster on me before asking to go prepare for his own performance. This guy has been working at my live house for a long time. It's been since the day he left home. His acoustic songs are so charming that young men and women are addicted to them. Tip per day, not a small amount. will be richer than me

"Oh hyung, what happened to your finger?"

I turned to look at Gong Chan Shik. The young bartender I just hired I feel relieved when I see this pillow.

So comfortable that I accidentally told him everything. Everything that I kept until I felt uncomfortable Everything, even that thing, Jung Jinyoung.

"Shin~ After work today, can we come together~?"

"Sure. Where should we go?"

I smiled at the other person. It's true, we haven't eaten together in a long time.

"Well, I'm going to take you to get to know..........my girlfriend .////."

I sat still, numb. Your ears weren't astringent just now, were you, girlfriend?? When did this guy have a girlfriend?? who??

"Do I know you?"

“I know, I know very well. You just haven't seen him yet."

The doctor stared at me, forcing me to agree. I just said yes. That day, Jin took me to meet that doctor. Bring us together The lover of the person I love......Cha Sunwoo.....

.......Gongchan talk.......

Can I consider myself to be someone important to Chin? Well, he trusted me to the point of telling me everything. Chin doesn't tell anyone anything. I'm a special person.

.....Even though it's less special than Jinyoung's brother.

At first, I was happy to see Jinyoung hyung has a girlfriend.

But I take him to the store every day. Bringing you to see Chin every day like this is really bad.

Brother Shin's irritated mood that Brother Jin never noticed.

Don't even care

Time passes

No matter what I do, Brother Jin will never know Brother Shin's heart.

But I understand. I can feel that uncomfortable feeling.

In the end, Brother Chin decided to distance himself.

"Don't you think you'll find anything to do?"

I'm asking because Chin has been keeping himself to himself lately. I'm happy too. If you hadn't kept telling me stories about your childhood between you guys.

"No, I don't want to walk across town with them."

I touched his shoulder in understanding. Listen to the description of being only a consultant all along from another person's mouth. I gave as many words of comfort as I could. Why don't I understand?

Since I am like that too

Can only be a consultant

.....jinyoung talk....

be happy

That yellow-headed ghost makes me laugh every day.

But lately I haven't gotten to meet Chin very often. That person is either busy or avoiding me.

"wait a minute!!"

I walked in front of Chin's back. I called and didn't answer. I went to look for him at home but he wasn't there. Came to work and avoided What does it mean? Answer!!

"What did I do wrong"

My fear of losing something resurfaced. I frantically urged another person for an answer. That one just kept his head down and was silent.

“At least please tell me what I did wrong. Why did you promise not to leave each other!!"

I still don't relent. Shinwoo was never like this.

“I don't want to say a single word because if I say it, It probably won't stop easily."

Shinwoo still leaves me with a mystery. And then walked away...

Tonight...I came to see the yellow-headed ghost like every other day. The park where we meet as usual. But today it's not the same.

My brain kept thinking about Shinwoo.

I don't know what to do in this situation.

Frustration made me cry.

"The first time we met, I cried..."

I almost forgot that I was with Baro now.

He grabbed me and hugged me before I could raise my hand to wipe away my tears.

"You can sing. You can sing. But promise me That you won't cry without me."

Kind words made me cry harder than before.

I buried my face in another person's shoulder. I couldn't even tell myself why I was crying.

“Promise me, don't cry...in front of other people. Only with me."

The yellow-headed ghost gently pushed me away. He extended his pinky finger with a cheeky face that made me smile like never before.

"contract.."

Cha Sun Woo.......Did you know? Brother....stick to your promise.

.......gongchan talk.......

After Shinwoo hyung almost said something to Jinyoung hyung

Today P'Chin seems to be more popular than usual.

Glass after glass of strong liquor was passed from my hand to his hand. Can't scrub it. I'm just an employee here.

Brother Chin is completely drunk. Keep moaning and moaning like crazy until I can't stand it.

Confessing words of love fell from another person's mouth repeatedly.

I picked up the phone and called the person that Brother Chin was talking about. Turn on the speaker and put it away.

Let the person on the other end of the line hear everything.

I hope that your repressed feelings will reach the people you want them to know about. Brother Chinwoo continued to pour out the feelings he had for more than ten years before falling asleep.

Chinwoo is already asleep. I found a cloth to cover and looked at the other person with a feeling of hurt.

If it were me who could make you like this, it would be good.

But if I were that person ....................I will definitely never make you like this.

......jinyoung talk.......

After knowing the whole story That night I could hardly sleep.

I....what should I do next?

In the end, I chose to act like I always did. Pretending not to know Shinwoo's feelings When we meet, I still act the same way. Talk like usual

My crazy attempts continue. Until one day

"Aren't you lonely by yourself? Shall I take you to see my girlfriend? Will you be happy like me?

It's like I poked everything and it collapsed. Shinwoo dragged me to the back of the store. I immediately knew what he was going to say and tried to escape.

Shin pushed me against the wall, blocking me with his arms so I couldn't escape.

“You never know. I never really knew anything!!"

Chin slammed his words into my face.

“I know, but what do you want me to do? Maybe pretending not to know It's good for both sides, right?"

I really want to slap myself...

“It's only good for you. Please disappear from my brain. Gone from my life, did you hear that?!!"

Shin shouted in my face again. I was helpless and felt like the strong person in front of me was about to cry.

Before things get worse than this Gongchan suddenly appeared and saved my life.

"Is there something wrong? It's loud."

Shinwoo hurriedly changed his expression as soon as the other person entered.

"do not have anything"

before following Gongchan into the shop

I'm about to sigh. But then Chin stopped and left me the last sentence.

"If it makes you uncomfortable, I will leave your life myself."

I stood in shock, looking behind the other person with a confused feeling. For me

Friends..the most important thing Especially this friend I definitely don't accept his last words.

I kept following and pestering him to ask. What do you want me to do? What kind do you want?

But Chin never said a word to me. Not even looking at the face

I don't know who to discuss this with. Then I thought of Gongchan. Yes, the number that called me that day was Gongchan's number.

"What exactly does Shinman want it to be like?"

I sat and sulked in the chair at the counter. Looking at Gongchan who was wiping his glass.

"Shin, he can't stand seeing you keep talking about the people you love. If it were me, I couldn't stand it either."

This kid spoke loudly.

“I don't know how much Chin keeps watching over you. I've never secretly loved anyone, I don't know..."

".....What does it feel like to be jealous of someone you love who isn't that person?"

I stopped and sat quietly. Listen fully to the person in front of you.

"It may sound selfish. But I'm begging you. Please stop acting like this. You've hurt Brother Chin enough."

I looked away from the other person, still stubborn.

"If you care about anyone Just choose to focus on that person. If you never thought of turning around to look If you don't plan on breaking up with that person....."

"..............I've stopped giving hope to you, Chin. Stop acting like he's important.."

I was struck by Gongchan's words.

"If you don't plan on breaking up with that person."

A crazy person who thinks of solving problems with stupid methods.

People who think that everything in this world will be the same forever.

People who think of demanding everything to be returned to the way it was before.....that way.

I know very well that no matter what I do, it will never be the same again.

But I will. I choose that method.

I would like to take time off work and call Baro to make an appointment. Can we meet early today?

Speak especially pleadingly.

I spent the whole day with the yellow-headed ghost. He still makes me laugh as always. I held his hand tightly all day as if I was afraid it would disappear.

Until finally ending up in the park

"Remember? This is where we met."

I leaned down and put my head on another person's lap. Staring up at the dark sky

"Haha. I remember. At that time, I thought you were dead. What kind of crazy person doesn't know this? Looks good and lies down in the park."

I just listened and remained silent until the other person felt strange and fell silent as well. I let the silence last for a long while. Before deciding to say those words

"We..let's break up."

"Why..."

I got up there. Say the sentence that you have been thinking all day in a calm voice and answer the other person.

"I...love other people..more than you."

...........baro talk.........

"I...love other people..more than you."

A sudden surge of pain made my whole body go cold. What...

Just now, we still loved each other.

So why why?

I shook my head back and forth, unable to understand myself and the person next to me.

He reached out and grabbed the shoulder of the person in front of him tightly.

"I do not understand What kind of joke is this, bro?"

Brother Jin violently slapped my hand away before shouting in my face.

"I don't love you anymore!! Didn't you hear that?!"

I listened and could only keep my head down.

"understand"

Turning your back to the person in front of you, you slowly walked out.

Even if you don't understand why, when the other person wants it to be like that.

So what can I do? Let's offend this person for once. I've never had anything like this happen before.

I walked out of his life without looking back for even a second.

It's because I'm afraid that If I saw that face, I might not be able to accept it.

I can only hope that his voice will hold me back.

But no

not at all

Even though if you call my name even just softly I was ready to run back and embrace him.

.....jinyoung talk......

I stood still. He didn't even look at the back as he slowly walked away.

He could only lift his sleeve and cover his face.

I won't cry. If it's not in front of you...promise."

I dug out the cigarette from my pocket and pumped the smoke into my lungs. Spent some time staring at the dull cigarette smoke floating around before it slowly disappeared, then picked up the phone and pressed a message.

"I'm at the garden..heartbroken. I want to die."

and immediately sent it to Shinwoo

As expected, less than ten minutes. I saw another tall figure running over with excitement. I stared at the figure running towards me and thought...

In the past, no matter when There is only this person who is dedicated to you.

The person who misses me before anyone else So why don't I do something for these people?

As soon as the large figure came to a stop in front of me, I immediately embraced the other person.

Shin covered him with the thick coat he had in his hand before hugging him comfortingly.

I stood there, stunned by what had just happened. Everything is determined by myself.

I feel...drunk.

The smell of your own cigarettes.....

.....Baro talk.....

I looked at the harrowing sight in front of me with a weak heart.

understand

I understood everything immediately.

Not at all.

I shouldn't have looked back.

I walked on aimlessly. Kicking rocks and sand along the way.

I'd like to ask why.

But I don't know what I want to know.

I walked until I reached a gas station. There was a 24-hour coffee shop inside. I walked straight in hoping to find pure coffee to drink.

Let it be known That there is anything more bitter than my life?

"A cup of black coffee. You don't have to wear anything."

I ordered coffee and the round-faced employee gave me a big smile.

"Not wearing anything?? You don't have to wear glasses, right keke?"

Coffee employee slaps jokes at him I gave a sad smile. I'd like to laugh if I'm not in this mood.

"Haha, put it in a glass. I'll take black coffee."

“Of course, the coffee has to be black. I've never seen pink coffee before."

Many other jokes that employees tried to slap at me. Actually, I laughed. But I have to maintain a sad form. Used to make people laugh....

I just realized that getting my head right feels good like this.

From the time I used to sit and wait for someone in the garden in the cold weather.

Change to sitting and sipping coffee in a warm shop while chatting with a good-natured young man who always smiles. ....It's not bad.

......jinyoung talk....

I don't know how much time has passed. Chin and I live our lives as usual.

No, we're not dating. I just hope that Shin will be more comfortable.

Because I don't have to listen to my love life like usual.

The three of them didn't have to go anywhere like he didn't want.

“Shin, can you promise me this? That you won't leave me You will stay with me forever.”

I still acted like a little child.. thinking that a promise could hold everything back to me.

"Um, I promise."

That's it, this is all I need.

.....gongchan talk.....

Today Jinyoung hyung and I had to take Shinwoo hyung to the airport. Because my family forced me to study abroad.

I know what Brother Chin promised.

I know

Then I noticed that Brother Chin's eyes were worried and felt guilty for not being able to keep his promise.

A look in my eye that I will never get.

“I will be beside Jin instead of Shin. You don't have to worry. And hurry back and take Brother Jin back with you."

I'm talking about destroying this dull atmosphere.

They turned and laughed at me with affection.

And you probably don't know how reluctant I was to say it.

Before going, Brother Chin turned and said to Brother Jin,

"Wait for me. Just wait for me. Promise."

I probably don't have to explain. How much my heart aches

Every day life passes easily. Jinyoung hyung's popularity makes me tired as well, having to keep turning away all those people for Shin Woo hyung.

"Tired"

Brother Jin asked me jokingly.

“Brother, are you really tired and diligent in looking for trouble? Today you have to go buy something to go to the store as a friend of mine."

P'Jin and I have to take care of this life house after P'Chin. We went shopping at a supermarket.

Then I glanced over and saw.... Cha Sun Woo...

I quickly turned back to Brother Jin. intending to hide it from him

But it's not in time. I looked into Jin's eyes and immediately knew.

The mournful eyes of this person It made me feel a little offended.

What's going on? Brother Chin, aren't you still number one in this person's heart?

"Uh, I have something to do. Please.."

"Wherever you're going, just go!!!"

I raised my voice without waiting for Jin to finish speaking. But at this time, I probably don't care about anything.

As soon as I give permission Brother Jin immediately pulled away from me. I just stood there, clenching my fists, looking at the other person's back.

....I don't know what I'm angry about.

.....jinyoung talk...

I secretly followed that person without realizing it.

His eyes kept staring at the golden hair. Until we reached a gas station.

He looked like he was having fun and laughing happily with someone. It's great that you're happy.

I accidentally stood and stared in front of the coffee shop for a long time.

Standing and looking in awe Until I didn't realize when the person I was looking at opened the door and saw me in front of the store.

"elder sibling....."

The other person seemed to have a slightly surprised expression on his face. I, who had just regained consciousness, hurriedly made an excuse.

"Huh? Hey, what a coincidence. You..are you alright?"

Does it look unnatural?

“Yes, are you stopping by for coffee? The food here is delicious. Come in, I'll recommend it."

I followed him into the store. Smile and respond to the bright smiles of the employees.

"Does anyone know you?? Hello, I'm Sandeul."

Sandeul bowed and introduced himself to me with a bright smile again. A smile that I can never make

He walked over and held Sandeul's hand tightly.

I could only look at that expression and feel a little pain.

So what? This is my choice.

Sandeul handed him a cup of fragrant coffee. I took it and sipped it before pretending to look at my watch.

"I have errands to go. The coffee is very delicious."

I stood up, intending to create the happiest smile for Sandeul and him.

Yellow headed ghost

From now on, hyung won't be able to call you that.

When talking about you again I can only use the word "him" to represent you because I'm already someone else.

As soon as I walked out of the front of the store I picked up the only cigarette I always had with me and lit it.

Walk as straight and still as possible from the

Walking like he's rushing but has no destination.

Until finally coming back to stop there.

Where we met

Today..........I couldn't cry like usual.

......gongchan talk.....

After meeting that person Brother Jinyoung has returned to living a carefree life. Frequently disappearing with strange customers I'll warn you and stop you, but you won't listen.

"It's okay, I'm lonely."

""Lonely..Are you lonely by yourself? Chin also sends emails to me every day. Why don't you answer me?"

"...Didn't you think about how Chin would feel?"

I'm using my emotions again. Brother Jin could only let out an annoyed sigh before replying.

“Why do you have to worry about me all the time? Do you like Chinman?"

That tone is so insulting that it's irritating. I won't tolerate it!!

"yes!!!"

“I love Chin more than you love him. I love him more than he loves you."

"Hahaha, so what? Are you saying that what I'm doing these days is because I can't make him love me? So, will you let me be your representative?"

"elder sibling!!!"

I was so angry, I grabbed another person's body and slammed it against the sofa in the store.

"I'm really asking, have you ever loved Chin? Have you ever known the knowledge that he dedicated to you?"

I said through tears

"If I were you If I were your older brother, hehe."

I forcefully pressed my hand on the other person's shoulder, hating it and wanting to destroy it. If you could disappear, it would be good.

Why? Why is Brother Chin so attached to this heartless person?

Why aren't you willing to do anything? It's fun to screw many people at the same time.

The cold eyes staring back at me didn't make me feel any calmer. It's even the opposite.

Say it hurts.

Say you're sorry.

Say anything!!!

Feelings of both anger and sadness came rushing in.

I acted violently against the person in front of me carelessly.

The fierce kisses I gave The fury that I repeatedly slammed down

It only hurts me more. When the other person didn't even resist or request.

I was conscious when the unfortunate person raised his hand to wipe away tears.

I don't know when it came out.

In the past, I thought I was the most pathetic person.

But even so I have no right to judge anyone based on my own thoughts alone.

"I beg your pardon, I, I."

What the hell have I done?

I cried harder. Hug Jin's body tightly. He spoke in a choked-up tone because he choked on tears.

"I'm sorry, Brother Jin. Are you hurt? I'm sorry."

"You can get hurt more than this. If it will hurt you less.”

I felt guilty. I thought I knew everything, but I didn't.

What the hell am I doing? The excitement makes you lose consciousness. And how should I look at Brother Shin's face? I promised him that I would take care of him, and this...

While I was confused with myself Brother Jin reached out his thin hand and rubbed my head. His hand still trembled but pretended to be strong.

“Forget it and do as you please. I'm going to step out of your lives. If that day I chose this way Everything wouldn't last long."

Brother Jin was still looking at me with the same cold eyes, but I could see a flicker of pain in them. before walking away as if nothing had happened

That was the last look in his eyes that I saw.

.....jinyoung talk......

I searched for a single cigarette in my bag as soon as I stepped out of the store but couldn't find it.

I probably already used it. Right now, one might not be enough.

I stepped forward with a strange feeling.

It hurts, it hurts all over.

Walking all the way to the place that used to be my last resort. That garden...

I lay down on the same bench. A place that used to make you laugh

It can make you cry almost to death as well.

It's just that I can't.....

can't laugh And I can't cry anymore

I could only reach my hand up to the sky. Stared at his own fingertips for a long time.

Let tonight be the last night that I will be stuck in the memories

At this place, just tonight..............

And tomorrow, I will erase my name from everyone's memory.

.....gongchan talk....

Three years since I fooled myself and Shin hyung by sending emails to Shin hyung saying I was Jinyoung hyung. Today, Chin is back. I may have to admit the truth about my wrong actions.

I picked up Shin hyung at the airport but he was still looking for Jinyoung hyung. When I said that Jin didn't come. Brother Chin made a sad face. Am I not able to make you smile?

Many days have passed. Shin hyung kept asking about Jinyoung hyung. Well, I can't hide it any longer.

“Jinyoung hyung hasn't been here for a long time. The person who talked to Brother Shin every day was myself."

"Why? I trust you, but you..have always tricked me. Where is Jin? Where did you promise to take good care of him?" The day it disappeared, why didn't you go looking for it?"

"He has no relatives. It probably won't be far to go anywhere."

I lowered my head to listen to another word that came out of another person's mouth through tears. Never, never, I was never worth it. I'm just a candle that Chin takes out when the lights go out.

Now this candle has completely melted.

.......only candle tears left

""I love you.."

A soft voice escaped my mouth. Before all the feelings from the past could not stop flowing out of his mouth.

“Uncle Jin..he never loved you the way you loved him. You're the one who always forced all your feelings onto him."

“Can't you see that Brother Jin is unhappy? Can't you see how I....feel about you?"

If I don't love or care What do you think I'm doing today? Do you think people like me are that good?

"You keep saying that no one understands. And you, have you ever understood me?"

I started to act like a crybaby. Crying and sobbing without shame

Brother Chin probably did something wrong. He grabbed me and hugged me tightly and rubbed my back to comfort me. I resisted for a moment before burying my face in his shoulder. Keep speaking your mind.

“But as each day passes, how must I feel? How much pain I had to watch the elders? Can't it be me? Can you look at me?"

.....CNU talk......

"Can't it be me? Can you look at me? Or have I never existed in your eyes?"

Gongchan had never talked this much. Every time he kept quiet and listened to me.

This time, it was me who had to stand quietly. All you can do is hug the person in front of you tightly.

Why can't I know how this kid feels about me?

Deceive yourself and pretend you don't know so that everyone can be comfortable.

And I would probably continue to play dumb if this person didn't wake him up today.

I'm probably no different from Jinyoung.

I feel sorry for myself for being angry at the fact that that doctor pretended not to know my feelings.

That day, I didn't say a word to Gongchan. Avert your face, get lost in your own thoughts, ask your heart, ask your own feelings again.

 .............Endless writer talk............

After Gongchan expressed all his feelings, Shinwoo was so quiet that Gongchan thought it was all over with him being hated.

But on Gongchan's birthday Shinwoo then surprised him by closing the shop. Change the decor of the new shop to be the way Gongchan likes.

Together...a love confession

Shinwoo who knows his own heart Choose to be honest with yourself.

Accept the decision regarding Jinyoung's departure. He will try to be happy.

Gongchan who had only been waiting for Today he realized that the wait was worth it.

Tears that were once lost It comes with happiness

Baro fully pursues his dreams.

With Sandeul, who today is the owner of a coffee shop, always beside him to encourage him.

Thank you for all the pain. That makes you know that it's time to be happy. How much happiness is it?

If you can cry on a very sad day On happy days, you will smile a lot.

So why don't you try crying?

The number one best seller of a boy's bar who still stands and smokes a cigarette like he does every day before work.

He smoked cigarettes every day until the smell became another part of his charm.

His long, sharp eyes still looked cold and expressionless.

But there were times when those strong eyes flickered.

And often accidentally follow someone who has the same hair color as the person in his memory....

The life without you today still continues.... Just thinking about it makes me happy....