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youngmin x donghyun
It really hurts.
A feeling settled in the center of his chest and the edges of his eyes began to burn. If he closed his eyes and opened them again, what would follow would inevitably be tears that were ready to fall under the force of gravity.
Someone standing there and someone else standing in his place.
It was a bit unfair as he was still standing in the same place.
But that person is moving forward with a new person.
Many weeks of not seeing each other, all relationships were left behind and put aside as before. The smile on the last day we met, he remembered it well. Im Youngmin didn't hold him back like before, including the request that he had always made to him that he wanted to leave. That day, Im Youngmin didn't say it either.
Loving fun, being fascinated with life and not wanting to be tied to a relationship that feels like a corset, thinking it's annoying.
That was his thoughts when he was dating the other person.
The care and love that I thought I had started to fade away from my feelings.
He thought that it was not appropriate to live your life and tie your status to another person like this if it felt so much less.
Is it bad to let him find someone better?
Friday 18 January 2019
The conversation was simple, the same actions had happened all this time, and that day it was still the same as leaving the university. Hands holding the other person's waist, face nestled close to the broad back.
What he did would still be the same if it was the last time before he didn't do it again.
Preparing yourself to break up with someone is not difficult at all for them. All relationships in life that start at an age when they know about love because they are easily bored. The decision to end the relationship wasn't difficult at all for him.
This time too, he just thought of it that way.
'Why is it strangely quiet? Have you encountered anything uncomfortable today?'
The other party was always gentle and attentive to his little matters.
'Come and hug me, I'm like a cat.'
That smile is still as beautiful as the first day.
'elder sibling'
'What do you say?'
But is he forgetting something about the hardest moments?
Isn't that when you were about to speak?
'Are we breaking up?'
The silence and awkwardness now had an effect on his heart rate that was frightening.
That smile slowly disappeared as the dull atmosphere in the square room rose, almost making it suffocating.
'Let's go if we want to'
Until the end of the relationship, this man still smiled at him.
"What's wrong?"
He was clearly aware of his surroundings, he knew who was standing next to him and who was observing him. Protesting to get himself out of the trance and dark tunnel that was showing the image of his old lover standing next to someone new, someone who could give him happiness instead.
Thinking about it, it was funny that the old scene that was shown that day was of him walking out of our square room and never going back the same way again. The last sentence is stuck with Lim Young Min's goodbye. Not a single tear will fall.
I just feel relieved that from now on I can live my life however I want.
You can go drunk anywhere, you don't have to have someone call you, you don't have to have someone worry about you. No need to dissuade yourself from your actions when it's time to have fun.
The questions sent from his close friends swirled around in his head to the point of irritation.
Asked if it was okay or not, at first I was completely confident that I could. It would be ridiculous to come back and cry even though you were the one who left him.
But right now he was so insecure that it would be really funny.
The first tear that fell
It is very telling that the pain right now is real.
"I don't want to be here anymore."
The more I saw the smiles that the two of them had for each other, the more I felt..
I want to disappear.
In fact, that smile used to belong to him, right? What about the hands that were holding each other? That warmth was what he had received.
So what?
“Let's go.”
“You can cry out loud.”
“Men don't cry.”
He was so good-mouthed and smart-mouthed that he couldn't even understand himself at all. Now all the tears had been released and there was no end in sight. He just thought that he didn't feel anything in the past. And I've stopped loving you all this time. Until today, he knew that it wasn't the case at all.
"But you're still crying."
Just stand there
It's been a long time.
When will you walk out, Kim Dong Hyun?
His lips began to tremble and he began biting them until it hurt all over. His body, which he thought was strong all along, was poked by his senses that were only slightly exposed and seemed to collapse.
Don't look at me.
Don't look at me.
“Fuck, are you okay?”
The picture in front of him became blurry, but seeing through the curtain of tears he still knew that the other person was looking directly at him, he hated himself so much that he wanted to break his body at every second. The other party's face was smooth and expressionless.
It was like he really said that it was extremely unfair that even though he was standing in the same place, the other party was moving forward.
It's the same now.
There was still only him who kept standing and crying like crazy even though the other party had already walked away.
“I'll definitely be back.” The emotional field in the morning gradually faded and disappeared. All of today's studies were finished. Saying goodbye to his close friend who supported his feelings and body in the morning, he answered the question with a smile.
Traveling between the university and his condo wasn't that difficult, just two blocks away he was able to bring himself to sleep on the soft bed, feeling miserable.
Walking forward with feelings rising again.
At this moment, he was completely confident in himself that the feeling from this morning would still not fade and fade away like he thought.
Today the condo seemed to be further away as every day the number of steps seemed to increase as tears began to form.
He still couldn't come to terms with it.
Is it like that?
“Donghyun”
He never believes in coincidences and fate because they cannot be proven. Everything that happens in human behavior comes from pure thoughts and feelings.
"What's up"
He spoke without looking at the other person's face at all, just for a split second when he got to look closely at his face again. The tears that had formed earlier could hardly be held back anymore.
Whatever you want, please.
Don't cry in front of the person in front of you, Kim Donghyun.
“Bring things back.”
Turning to look at what the person in front of him was holding out, everything seemed like it was over.
Feeling more broken and broken than before.
“Leave it and it's over, right?”
I tried to keep my voice from shaking but it seemed impossible. He didn't know what the person in front of him was thinking. Actually, it's been a week since we broke up and we shouldn't have gotten involved like this a long time ago.
“Isn't it important?”
Can you stop thinking for others?
"That's enough, don't waste your time with us."
The scenes in the drama that he had seen were exaggerated, now who knew that they had actually happened to him? Walking out from where he stood was difficult, he didn't want to force himself to walk out without facing the other party anymore, and letting the tears flow was what he chose to do after that.
From regret, it changed to resentment and doubt, but still accompanied by the same pain.
When do we take the time to talk?
Why was anyone else so quick?
“Donghyun”
Just some time.
“Kim Donghyun!”
If having someone new makes you have to expose your unlovable self and ruin his feelings like this, don't choose to walk back and reinforce the old thing like this, okay Im Youngmin?
“We hate you.”
Don't let the good feelings you have turn into hate feelings like I told you.
Be very happy with that person. Even though he himself is in so much pain :-)
Good luck, then.
based on true story
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These days I'm good at it, but the fic is very slow/proudly strong.
It's a shock day.
inspiration
It's from a song.
GOOD LOVE
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