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My name is Mina. Mina came from a house with many rai of rice fields. It's not because I was born in March.

I am 17 years old and currently studying in 5th grade. I have three close friends: Min Sun Pin, who live in the same class but just started Mathayom 1. And now.....

I'm actually reading a novel, but I don't intend to read it too much. To be honest, I just sat and looked at that man. I look at it every five years and next year I won't be able to look and I'll be sad. That man was a year older and was in Mathayom 6. His name was Tiw. I knew all of his group of friends. It would be easier to call him. Me and three other friends were in the same group as him.

But even then, I wasn't close to P'Tew. He was the only person I could talk to on a near-word count.

Just sitting here looking at him makes me happy. I could just sit and look at his back. Sigh. Will he ever feel that this person secretly loves him?

"March"

"Yes, Brother Bas."

I turned to look at Brother Bas who was sitting next to me. Within this table were all his elders.

"Look...there."

"Let me look at it first. Soon I won't be able to look at it."

"Aren't you going to tell me?"

"No, even if I tell you, he probably won't think anything of me."

"Maybe not."

Pin said softly.

"Why don't you try it?"

Pam added.

It's worth noting that almost all of his friends still know that I secretly love him. As for him, he probably knows...maybe.

"I'm afraid that things will never be the same."

"It depends."

“Hey, the teacher told me to go find him on Line. You guys have work to do."

P'Tew at the front spoke out.

"Whoa, what's this?"

The elders in the group complained and walked away.

"Sun and I will deliver the work first."

Min and Sun picked up the work the teacher had ordered them to do. Mine was sent this morning.

"I'm going too. I need to pee."

Then the three of them walked away. Leaving only me and....two P'Tews.

Heh...

I sat and looked at P'Tew who was sitting with his back to me. I can't tell you why I love you. Why don't you get bored when you look at it? Turn around... Turn around, turn around.

pouch!!

Pee Thew turned around and sat across from me. I'm shocked, Brother Thiwba.

I gently handed him the hammer. Then he quickly lowered his head and read the novel in his hand.

"March"

P'Tew called me, right? First time in a month

"yes"

"You're really good at reading books upside down."

You bastard, I slammed the book shut. Summer is coming up.

"Ha ha."

I gave him a wry smile.

"Can I help you with something?"

"what"

"Can I have your pin line please?"

"Why did you take it?"

"My friend likes hairpins but doesn't dare ask."

"Hi"

I wrote it on a piece of paper and sent it to you.

"What is this?"

"already..."

"It's Mina's."

"Can you write it for me here?"

Pee Thew held out his hand and made her eyes blink into the sky. She was so cute. Oh, so cute that I was about to die of embarrassment.

"Can't you?"

"Okay..Okay."

I hurriedly picked up a pen and wrote down the Line ID in my hand.

"March"

"Huh?"

"Want to go for a walk?"

"Where are you going"

"The same place"

"Hi"

I put things in my bag, friends later, men come first.

I walked beside him slowly. P'Tew took my bag and carried it for me.

"March"

"Huh?"

"You've been secretly in love with me for almost five years now."

I kept quiet and didn't answer anything. I knew that Thiru said I loved him. But he just didn't want to say it.

Pee Thew held my hand and walked forward.

"In a few months, I'll be graduating. It's bad, right?"

"um"

"Do you love me very much?"

"love"

"Do you want to date me?"

"Can you?"

I stopped walking and turned to look at Pee Thew's face.

"I can't."

"Then why do you ask.."

"I just want to know. I'm sorry."

I looked down at the ground. I don't know how sad it is.

"I love you too, Mina. But I...have to study abroad."

"Really"

"Um, I don't want Mina to wait."

"It's okay. I can wait."

"I'm sorry I just told you now. I just want to see Mina every day. I'm afraid that if the two of us are lovers, once we break up, we won't be able to see Mina again because I know her bad habits."

"I'll wait."

"You don't have to."

"I told you, I can wait."

I let the tears fall I'm glad he loves me too. But it's sad that we won't be able to see each other again after this.

"I don't know that until then, when you come back, I don't know if the feelings you have for Minamat will still be the same as now."

"So, can I ask you something?"

"what"

"The remaining time before you go, may I ask?"

"okay"

"thank you"

..........I hugged P'Tew.

Five years have passed.

I still come back to the same school where P'Tew and I used to live together before he went to study. Everyone went their separate ways. I told him I wouldn't wait but I couldn't stop thinking about him. I have a year left to study medicine and I'll be finished.

Whenever I'm sad, I come back here. It's good, at least it makes me happy.

He and I still keep in touch. Even though I studied a bit too hard

"March"

"P'Bass called and said he was going to have a party for his high school friends. Brother Bas asked me to finish my work. See you next week. He said everyone must come. Otherwise, you'll definitely follow me home."

"understand"

I nod. Sun shook his head.

"You still haven't forgotten?"

"I can't forget. I dream of him all the time."

"He's back."

"Are you sure?"

"Huh, but..."

"But what?"

"His brother came back with his girlfriend."

"You can make up your mind."

"um"

"Are you okay?"

"No."

I sat down and cried. Even though I prepared myself mentally, when I actually put it into practice.... It's numb all over. A feeling of disappointment comes in. It really hurts, like a knife was taken and cut into my heart... Serves myself for still waiting for him.

"Hey Mina."

"Hello, Brother Bas. I'm a little late. There's an emergency case."

"It's okay. He's here."

I followed Brother Bas into the house. I saw the elders sitting and drinking reminiscing. I walked over and sat next to the pins.

"You've come to terms with it."

Min asked me

"I think I got it."

I cried for three days straight and refused to eat anything. I cried until I fell asleep and woke up when I thought about it and my water flowed again.

"He's here."

"Hi"

I looked around. P'Tew was sitting on the sofa with a woman lying on his lap, his girlfriend.

"Is this okay?"

Brother Bas asked.

"Okay, just a little tired."

I send you a smile

Not okay at all. I'm hurt again

"Go to the bathroom first."

"Straight to the left Please pick up the items in the box on the refrigerator."

I nodded and walked along as Brother Bas told me.

Ugh..... I'm hurt all over. The left side of my chest hurts. It hurts so much. I collapsed and cried heavily.

I restrained myself but I really couldn't do it.

Tight, tight, tight.

"March"

I was shocked by Pee Thew's voice. I hurriedly got up and washed my face from the tear stains. then opened the door

"Huh, what's wrong, Tiw?"

"I'm sorry."

"Um, that's okay."

"I'm sorry it's like this."

"No, what's wrong? You have ok eyes."

"I heard a cry."

"I'm just a little tired."

"Mina will always be your little sister."

"Um, I need a little more time. I'm really not ready yet."

I walked away and picked up something for Brother Bas.

"This is yours. I'm sorry, but I really can't."

I finished speaking and walked out of Brother Bas's house. Driving fast, I cried because of sorrow.

Cabinet

And then Mina's car collided with another car with the force of driving, causing the two cars to collide violently. And Mina left and never returned....

“If you had kept Mina, Mina might not have left you so quickly. Another year has passed and I still can't get over it. I miss Mina so much. I didn't have time to tell Mina I loved her and she was already gone."

"I've loved Mina since I saw her for the first time, but Mina fell in love with her friend. All I could do was cheer on the sidelines. I want Mina to get her wish but then.... But even though we won't meet again, Mina will always be in my heart. 'Bas loves mee na na'"

The ceremony of placing roses next to the grave. In the entire Christian cemetery there was only a young man standing there alone. Manly tears overflowed.

......finish .....