Hello, I would like to replace my name with the abbreviation P(

P)

Let's go together.

That day, I still did well in Mathayom 4, so I had to choose a line to study. So I thought to myself,

I was supposed to enter the Thai-English-Social Arts major. After I entered, I was with a group of friends. Oh, I forgot to tell you.

I'm gay -0- and I come from a special language class. The tuition is expensive!! - But I came with another friend before school started.

He pushed me to go back to the same room, which was like I was sad. I secretly admired him. But before going, he told a friend that

''Hey friend, please take care of IP. He can't help himself but he sees this. It's so horny''

And the person my friend is talking about is the person I secretly like -///- I'll name him Ummm Fame. He's a big, chubby person.

He's white because he's from the North. A little taller than me, sharp. It looks like he just shaved his beard a few days ago and in the group I have

There are 4 people, there will be me, Fame, Bas, Tang and in the age group.

Fame is the oldest, 17 years old.

Basketball, 17 years old, middle person

Appointed 16 years as secondary middleman

I'm 16 years old, the youngest is almost 1 year and 8 months away from the oldest.

That day was basic orientation day and everyone had to prepare a black shirt and black pants. On the morning of the basic orientation day, the teacher had the students gather at the dome in front of the building.

Then I talked with Fame that

Me: It's me...what room are you from?

Fame: I'm from room 3/9. And which room did P come from?

Me: Oh, we're from room 15.

Fame: Oh! I saw him wearing glasses at the time, right? I saw him with my friend a year ago.

Me: Ha! When have we never seen it? :/

Fame: You shouldn't have noticed us at that time.

Me: -smiles softly- I guess he's not very handsome and catches my eye haha.

Fame: 555 -laughs- Very gay.

Before we could continue talking, the teacher spoke through the microphone.

Teacher: Students! The students brought black shirts and black sweatpants, right?

Student: Bring it, sir!

Teacher: Very good. Oh...everyone, hurry up and change your clothes. Women can stay in Building 3 and the restrooms. For men, please go change shirts at 5 AM.

(And the teacher called each class to go change clothes.)

(Then I went with my group of friends to change clothes.)

Me: Fame...uh...do we have to change in the common room like this?

Fame: Oh, why are you embarrassed?

Me: No -///- Why do you think like that?

Bas: P has brought a suit.

Me: Bring it. It's in my bag but I don't dare change it.

Bass: You have to change. There's no other choice. 555

(You can change it. I'm so embarrassed because I'm a person like me and have two-tone skin, but 3 of my friends don't have it. I don't know why - -*)

(Then Fame took off his shirt first. The picture I saw made my heart sink to my feet. Every picture is so deep and mind blowing.

Because this female has smooth, white skin like me, but she has a slight rash on her back but no acne. But he also has belly and chest hair.)

Me: Hey, hey~~~ My hair is ruffled. Let me pull it a little. I'm annoyed >_<

Fame: Hey, don't do it if you pull me and punch me.

Me: You dare to fight me? It's terrible, punching someone who can't fight.

Fame: Sorry.

sorry 

(After that I changed my shirt and finished the activity. When the semester started, we got to sit close to each other -///-)

Fame: Where are you going?

Me: Do you want to sit in the front?

Fame: It's better to ask for the edge of the wall in the middle.

Me: Oh, that's good.

(Once you've found a seat, I went and asked Bas.)

Me: Bas, why do you want to study this line? :

o(

This is nosy at all.)

Bas: I don't know. So why do you want to study this line?

Me: Oh! Well, in the past we were in a special room, so I wanted to study this line. I was the kind of person who was like, "Hmmmm."

English and is quite top in geography.

Bas: I think P came to the wrong place.

Me: Oh...why? It's the line I like.

Bass: That's right, but in this room there are only gamers and people who cram them in.

(Wow, what's going on?

bully

Is that so?)

Me: It's okay. Normally they're already a monk's group. It's okay.

Bass: Let's be careful.

(Then the man walked up to me and asked)

??? : What's your name, what room do you come from?

Me: We came from the room. 15...So...what's your name?

Tor: My name is Tor. pleased to meet You're from a special room, which means you're rich.

Me: I'm not rich, just that Grandma is intelligent and supports studies.

Continue: And what was the highest grade you received?

Me: Is that the highest...ummm...we got 3.90?

Next: I got a kid to study.

Me: Not that much.

Continue: So you're good at languages?

Me: I don't know. Why should I be good at it?

Continue: No, just so that if I ask to copy my homework, can I copy it?

(Huh... Copy the homework... it's fine. My heart is weak!- -)

Me: Okay, if there's anything, I'll help. If I can do it (I shouldn't.

T_T)

(Then Fame walked up and asked.)

Fame: You can stay in a special room and get 3.90?

Me: Oh, yes. Is there something suspicious? - -

Fame: Why is it for homework? May I ask?

(Of course it's for you, haha.)

Me: Okay, you can ask any questions, just choose and we'll help you:

D

(Then we studied English but After teaching, the teacher usually gives us a test after teaching.)

English Teacher: All right, students. Teacher, please take the exam after class. The teacher will give an exam about the subject.

 Vocabulary, Used to

and

If, When 20

item)

(Friends in the room shout together. And there was a person named Phew.

Few: Teacher! Can I please not take the exam? I don't want to take the exam or I'll die.

Teacher: Hey, don't say that. Let's just take the exam. The teacher will give you the exam on the website.

Quizziz

Please.

The teacher will send you the room number.......this is the room number (number).

Teacher: Teacher will press to start the exam. If everyone has already entered

(After taking the exam They will tell you the score on the test.

real time

On the board. I got the leading score, it's not wrong at all.

But I fell off the horse on the last point and got so restless that I made a mistake - -*)

Friend: Hey, who is this? He's so talented he's taken the lead.

(Huh, I'm sure I'm good at it, haha. Fame was sitting right next to me, so Fame asked.)

Fame: Hey, what do I do with this? Please help.

Me: Ummm, this answer answers this question. -Ready to point at Fame's phone screen-

Fame: Yes! Thank you very much. That's right. And this one?

Me: Oh, this one answers this one - points again -

Fame: So what's the answer to this one?

(.....again? - -)

Me: This answer is at the bottom. -I didn't wait for anything and just sat and pointed out the answers until the exam was complete-

Fame: Thank you, P. It's very cheap.

Me: Sure, but please give us one thing.

Fame: What do you want?

Me: Can I be your boyfriend? :3

Fame: Your mother is gay.

Me: Haha, just kidding, don't think too much (but I'm telling the truth -~-*)

Teacher: Ah, everyone has finished their exam, right? Who is Chayaphon?

Me: -raises hand briefly-I snap~

Teacher: Students, please applaud Chayaphon. -Smile sincerely-

-All students applaud-

Then we came out of the room to prepare to walk to our new class.

Fame: P is good. Do you want to be as good as yourself?

Me: (Now that's my history while walking and talking) That is, if you want to know. It took quite a long time because of Grandma.

I've been practicing since I was a child, around 3rd grade. At first I didn't want to study and cried and cried. But there is a lot of pressure on teachers right now.

At elementary school when the teacher praised him for his abilities. So we had motivation, and at the end of Grade 6 my grandmother contacted us and asked us to apply.

Special language classroom At that time, I didn't think I would pass the exam, but I passed. And when we went in for the interview, we thought there would be a Thai teacher.

Wow.....there weren't any, only foreign teachers, so I was able to build on the old ones that were there (at that time I spoke a little bit, I spoke for a long time and liked to stutter and sometimes interrupt).

Fame: Hohohohoho, if it's going to be this long it's better to pass.

(Walk like it's very fast. You'll get to your room in a moment and you'll be confused.)

Fame: Okay, let's go into the room... Hey, I'm starting to cough. Hurry and come in quickly.

(He's also a big person. Simply put, I'm small and very thin. Some of them got hit by something, some hurt. Got a little bit of blood)

Tang: Oh, you know that I'm fat and you make me hurry.

Fame: You're going to lose weight.

Tang: You also weigh a lot.

Fame: I'm just chubby. You're fat.

(Ao Phachatikan -0- We must prohibit it)

Me: Calm down. Don't argue with each other. Don't argue with each other (the sound is very worthy of being kicked - )

(Then regardless of whether it worked, they both quieted down and went to sit where they were going to sit. We study and study. At that time, I was bored, so I looked for something to play with, which was to be very mischievous until something caught my eye.

That's below and in front of that. I noticed the leg hair. I'm jealous that I have long leg hair like this - -*I want to have it because I'm very smooth and clear. I don't like it.

So I managed to pull Mom.)

Me: -Slowly secretly pulled the fur on the back leg- Fame pulled. (Without time for Fame to get ready, I pulled Mom)

Fame: Oh, P...did you pull it? -Making a dark face- (I'm sure it'll go away. Do you get hurt or not? ;-;)

(But it turned out to be Fame Come tickle me, which I'm really ticklish about. It made me fall to the ground.)

Me : Fem...yah..yah...hahaha...don't...ask...ka...sorry...hahahaha....Fem. ..hahahaha

-Fame stops tickling. and said ''I'm very sorry''-

(But I won't allow it. Please tickle me >:

D)

Me : Fame...cough-stick out tongue- :

P

Fame: -Not in time for me to finish getting up. Tickle me until I fall down again - please forgive me. Hee hee...hee hee.

(The face smiles at me. Haha. I like it.)

Me : -I can't take it and can accept it- K.I have given in..hahaha..Yo..I agree.

Fame: If you say it again, do it again.

Me: Oh, that's okay.

(From that day on, I always did it. I like to tease him and make him tease me.)

One day, quite a long time I feel like, eh, I feel like I'm starting to want more than my best friend. No, that's impossible. I've never felt anything like this before. I really just like to give. But this one is more than liking, it's that I love him. I saw him with someone and got jealous and didn't want him to be with anyone. You have to be alone with me, don't go anywhere, don't leave.

When we stood in front of the classroom in the morning And we met each other, but today I don't want to see his face, I don't want to look into his eyes. You can only look at it for a moment and have to look in another direction. It's embarrassing -///-

Fame: Ai Tang, what's wrong with P? He doesn't make eye contact with me?

Tang: I don't know what you did to make me dissatisfied. Just ask it directly. It's next to me.

Fame : Er... I... uh P

Me: ...yeah

Fame: What's wrong? Are you angry? I'm sorry. Did I do something to make you unhappy?

Me: No... -with a simple, cold voice-

Fame: Let's be honest, this is annoying.

Me: No, there's no way to tell. Told you it would have an effect.

Butterfly effect(

I like to say things that I don't understand all the time. Don't take it personally ;~;)

Fame : What is Butter Effect?

Me: It's like if we do something, it might have a chain effect. But if you don't speak, nothing will happen.

Bas: Hey, it's academic.

Set: Be quiet first.

Fame: Oh, please be quiet.

Bas: Well, don't say anything and just listen.

Fame: Please tell me. What secrets do you have? I'm not angry like this, it's annoying, you know!?

(I slowly started to feel depressed)

Me: No, there's no way I won't tell you not to interfere...Something has already been said. It doesn't just hurt us. But the people around you were damaged, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

Don't bother, no, don't ask, no, no, no, no!!!

- I walked away from the front of the room. and sat on a bench somewhere else to calm down. That is, at that time I had the symptoms of a touchdown. I'm afraid we'll definitely make Fame very angry and worried -

- Fame walked over and sat next to me. At that time, I knew that my heart was beating very fast and I was breathing hard and fast-

Fame: What's wrong? You look strange. Why are you shy? Do you like me?

Me: No...

Fame: Tell me what's wrong. I'm worried about you.

Me: No...we...ummm...don't dare.

Fame: Oh! Know and be okay

Me: ..... -Look at his thighs. Then he slowly lifted up and looked at his face.

Fame: -smiles softly- If you like me, tell me.

Me: Don't bother.

-Fame urged me to tell him my feelings-

Me: -Tears flowing before I look down at the floor-

Fame: Oh, it's okay. -Hold your arm around my shoulder. It's okay. I already know. I'm not angry myself. I just want to know the truth.

-Fame hugged me all over and put her head close to mine-

Me: -Crying harder and harder- F...Fem, we're sorry we never told you.

Fame: It's not wrong for P to like men. As long as he's a good person, that's enough.

-I nodded in agreement-

Fame: I feel the same way.

(Oh, it seems like he has a heart...)

Me: -Snuggling into his embrace-hmmm...I love you.

Fame: Same.

(Not long after a friend rushed over It should be seen that it's too long, I'm afraid I won't have time)

Tang: Ao Fame, what did you do to make P cry?

Fame: No, it's just stress. It's nothing.

Bas: -Walked over and patted me on the back- Hey P, don't cry. Stay strong.

Me: -nods in agreement-

(Suddenly the loudspeaker sounded)

Speaker : It is 7:50 AM...It is 7:50 PM.

Fame: Well...hurry up and get in line.

Tang: Oh, hurry up or you won't make it in time.

Fame: Oh, and Phi Phi will join the line as well?

(That is, at that time I was in two minds. that if you go you will be embarrassed by the thousands of people in line But if you don't go, it will be against your discipline, I don't know how - -*)

Me: Oh...go...you can go. -Sobbing sound-

Fame: Will it be okay?

Me: Okay?

(I walked to line up with these 3 friends in the group. And other people told me out of curiosity what was wrong. But no one walked up to ask me.

Probably because we were behind us, other people could see but our friends in the room couldn't. Because normally people who don't know wouldn't walk up and ask.

After passing that event We returned home feeling depressed, but our hearts were changed with love and joy that he loved us and we loved him.)

I'll come and sit and review first what happened in the past.