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Baekhyun

Chanyeol

It's true that the two of us are not lovers...but we are lovers...right Chanyeol?

Can you tell Baek that Baek is not alone in his thoughts? Can you tell Baek that now Yeol's heart still has only Baek like before...

Baekyeol's pretty eyes looked at his lover, who was standing outside on the balcony talking on the phone with a very happy look on his face...to the point that it looked even brighter than when he was with him...

Yes, the two of them weren't boyfriend and girlfriend, we were friends, roommates, the closest to each other, and the action between the two of them started to move to a point where fans said we weren't friends and the two of us came back. Think about it, yes, the feelings between the two of us right now are not friends.

But we weren't together. We took care of each other, were upset with each other, loved each other all along. We both knew that we loved each other. Even if there is news of something happening The truth was only us, that we loved each other at that time...but Chanyeol was still unsure about his feelings with...Kris hyung.

Fans don't know what they think or what they set up. It really happened We love each other, but we're not even lovers or have sex like that. Chanyeol is a carefree person. He likes to tease me. But he won't force me. I trust him.

But at that time it wasn't just the Chanbaek pair that happened, we were all close. It's a friendship between friends who are family, so it makes many fans think in different ways.

Until... Kris hyung walked out.

EXO

That was an event that everyone was very sad about. We shed a lot of tears over this. It is true that fans' accusations are being made about the company and its treatment of the artists. We are truly sorry that we were unable to do anything and would like to apologize to all fans for what happened and want to express to everyone that we are weak. But we can't do it.

The show must go on...We were staged and given a script to act out. We don't forgive traitors, and Kris Hyung plays the role of the villain...and the hero is the company.

Chanyeol was very saddened by this incident...so much that my heart ached, but I had to be as strong as possible. In order to be able to rely on him, Chanyeol also tried to be strong in front of everyone. But he was very weak. Behind my friend, I try to be as strong as possible, but sometimes the weaknesses that have been stored up are released in abundance but without a sound.

I can't stand seeing everyone in pain, everyone being staged, everyone being slandered by taking their phones and doing things that our hearts don't want... I'm the only one who resisted because everyone else knew the consequences. It's going up well. They banned me but I don't want Kris hyung to feel bad.

And this incident... caused me to be slapped very hard by my mentor... At that time Chanyeol was very angry, Suho hyung and the other hyungs were as well. But the person who was the most angry was Chanyeol. He was very angry but I was there to reassure him. To keep him from getting into trouble

That night in his room, the two of us, Chanyeol rubbed the area where I had been slapped. It was so red and bruised that the look in Chanyeol's eyes looked hurt. It hurt me even more than the slap I had received.

When Brother Lu left, our maknae was in a lot of pain. Chanyeol moved a little further away from me. To take care of my little one...

I didn't feel anything because I understood him well. I went to comfort and take care of him as well. But every time I go to take care of Chanyeol, he always looks at me. At first I thought he was jealous of me but suddenly...I'm not so sure.

Until I became close with a senior female celebrity and news spread. The company gave me the role. That he and I They have to love each other, which makes Chanyeol not understand. and started not believing in me I explained it to him over and over.

Until one day we had a really big argument... Chanyeol attacked me. He molested me that night...

But after that, the anger It changed into love. We spent a long time indulging in that love. We hugged each other and kissed each other back and forth as our emotions increased. We snuggled together, hugging each other tightly with both arms. It's as if...they won't hug each other again.

After that the news disappeared and it became about me and Chanyeol instead. Chanyeol is more expressive. I expressed myself more, we became more like lovers. Everyone has developed greatly.

It was the best time in the past when he and I loved each other. Eat both your mind...and your body. We both know that we love each other very much. Our members know that the company knows. But no one was very interested. Because we've set ourselves up well.

Until recently, Chanyeol and I argued a lot but it didn't end like last time... Chanyeol packed up his things and walked out of the room. After that, he didn't come back to sleep often. As usual We don't have as much of each other as we used to, both physically and maybe mentally as well.

I'm not sure about things between him and our maknae. I'm not sure if his feelings for me are still the same or not...

Until one day I was sure when I saw a picture of him and Sehun. I saw, I knew, and I heard...

Now he came to the room from every day to three days a week, two days, one day, and less and less. But I was happy and acted the same the whole time we were together but like Chanyeol, he didn't try as hard as I did anymore.

The reason I didn't say it wasn't that I didn't know...but because I loved him with all my heart. I gave my body and mind to him. I still smile at him. Give him encouragement and take care of him as usual in everything...

"Okay, then hang it up. Good night..."

Baek's body trembled after being silent for a long time. Chanyeol walked in, hung up his phone and closed the balcony door. Chanyeol walked into the room without looking at anything other than his cell phone screen.

Baek looked at Chanyeol as he walked towards the bed with eyes filled with exhaustion, disappointment and pain. But Chan went back and didn't even see it.

Chanyeol sat leaning against the head of the bed next to Baek. He was sitting with his head down in front of the screen and smiling and laughing with someone on the other side, while the person next to him was watching with a gentle and loving smile. Even though his heart hurt like a knife was cutting deeper and deeper, tears of pain welled up in her beautiful eyes. and ready to flow out at all times

Baekyeol sat and looked at Chanyeol with happiness and pain at the same time. He was happy to see his lover happy, and he was hurt that he saw his lover...loving someone else.

Chanyeol felt Baek's gaze on him so he stopped everything and slowly looked up at the other's face and put down the phone.

"What's wrong..."

Chanyeol asked with a half-shocked, half-disgusted look in his eyes that hurt Baekyeol even more. Because of the eyes of the person in front of me right now It seemed like he was close to disappearing.

“Your feelings Is it still the same?”

Baekyeol asked quickly in a trembling voice, but the tears didn't fall at all.

“...What do you mean...?”

Chanyeol had a shocked expression on his face that his lover would ask such a question, to which Chanyeol's words were not an answer. But it is avoiding answering by asking in return.

"You don't know or you don't want to answer. I just want to know...that our feelings are the same, right?"

Baekyeol asked with a reproachful look in his eyes. Baekyeol expressed his pain. This isn't the first time they've talked. This isn't every quarrel that ends in ambiguity. Because he had always accepted this person. But it mustn't be this time. Baek isn't ready to go, but he has to do it.

When the answer was silence, Baek himself became quiet. Chanyeol stretched out and sat up straight. and crawled to sit in front of Bag Baek looked at his lover with the same eyes that had always been with Chanyeol, his hands clenched tightly. Peck your palms to relieve emotional pain. But it doesn't seem to help at all.

Chanyeol sat and looked at Baek for a while with equally pained eyes. As time passed, Chanyeol slowly reached out both hands to loosen Baek's tightly clenched hands and it seemed to work. Baek loosened his hand on Chanyeol's chest, so he grabbed Baek's hand and pulled him closer. But Baek resisted, so Chancall could only pull him so Baek leaned down on his chest.

Chanyeol hugged Baek and kissed Baek's hair. Causing Baek to slowly let the tears he had been holding back for a long time flow down silently.

"Sigh...Baek...listen."

Chanyeol spoke in a distressed tone and Baek knew exactly what would happen next. And he really wasn't ready. Baek's hands clenched tightly, his mouth pursed to express another way to express his pain. Tears streamed down his face until the vision in front of him was blurred. Chanyeol also began to notice Baek's breathing was labored.

“Our feelings...are not the same anymore...”

After Chanyeol finished speaking, it was as if the little person's world suddenly stopped. His breathing suddenly stopped and his heart increased in pain. Baek's eyes widened shortly after. Huge amounts of tears were released.

Back slowly pulled himself away from his lover's strong chest and tried to avoid his opponent's eyes.

"Why"

Back let out a soft, trembling voice. He just wanted an answer. I want to be hit again with the same knife until he dies. Baek lowered his head and breathed in and out to relieve the mental pain. Baek's voice when he watered Chanyeol was equally painful. It's not that he doesn't love you. But just now, he may not love you as much as anyone else.

“...Sorry for being selfish like this. I'm really sorry..."

Chanyeol lowered his head as he spoke to someone else. Baekyeol sat with his head down and not a single tear fell from his eyes like Chanyeol.

“Chan still loves Baek, but it's...not as much as anyone else right now...”

Baekyeol was as quiet as ever, without any response. Chanyeol himself was momentarily heartbroken. But suddenly Baek slowly turned around even though there were tears welling up in two beautiful eyes but not falling down.

Baek smiles at Chanyeol like he always does, no matter how much Chanyeol has done wrong. The person in front of him continued to smile and look at him gently, even though those eyes were filled with tears. He still knew the love that had been sent, causing Chanyeol to stop as his eyes fluttered and trembled.

Baek looked at the scene in front of him with equal pain. Baek reached out and gently rubbed Chanyeol's head while holding Chanyeol's hand with his other hand. Chanyeol took Baek's hand and held it tightly. But Back was never uncomfortable and always ready to forgive. No matter what No matter how long...

“Sorry Baekyeol, I'm sorry.”

Chanyeol spoke out and stood up and threw himself into a tight embrace of Baekyeol as if he was about to lose something important. Baekyeol's tears streamed down slowly. Both hands embraced in pain. Baekyeol's hand rubbed his lover's back to comfort him like every time Chanyeol showed weakness.

The two continued to hug each other until time passed and Chanyeol slowly pulled away.

The two began to loosen their embrace and Baekyeol smiled softly at his lover. But the other party looked at the hands that were still loosely held together. Chanyeol pulled Baekyeol up to his feet. And what he was going to do was make a decision.

Baekyeol looked at his own hands as well as Chanyeol, they both looked at their clasped hands and then...

Chanyeol slowly released his hand, in contrast to Baekyeol who kept his hand in the same position but it was too weak to hold Chanyeol's hand any longer. He could only trace his fingers along his hand. of Chanyeol slowly relaxing himself to acknowledge it one last time

Baekyeol watched the other man's hand slowly loosen with a look of pain. Baekyeol's heart was now as if a knife was slowly cutting deep into the middle of his chest.

“And in the future...”

Chanyeol said, backing away slowly, his eyes hurting a lot. The voice that was trembling slightly

"I'm still in the same place. Good luck...darling."

Baek said as he walked Chanyeol to the front of the room with the smile he gave every time. Baek let Chanyeol know that

Whether Chanyeol comes back or not, I wish my loved one good luck. And let it be known that there are still people here waiting for us to be 'ours'.

After closing the door, Baek leaned his back against the door and slowly sat down, not having the strength to stand, the tears he had been holding back slowly flowing down like Baek never thought they could flow. This size

Baek brought his hand up to cover his mouth tightly to keep his own cries from escaping outside. He bit his hand so hard that blood came out. Baekhyul sobbed hard and let out a silent howl.

Until a long time had passed, Baek was still at the door of the room. Because I didn't have the strength to walk back to the bed, I lay down on the cold floor in front of the door and let the tears flow down one after another. Looking at the picture of the empty bedroom, looking at the place where the two of them used to be. Looking at the reason and every memory the two of them ever had together. Until falling asleep with the same strength of sobbing as always.