No matter how much you love, it has no effect.
No matter how much I give, I won't be able to change her mind.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BU5SWC4OpRk
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fluffypak
I don't want to cause trouble, you know that, right?
I just don't want to hold back anymore.
“But if you don't restrain yourself, you will become a troublemaker. Isn't this kind of okay?”
I don't want to intrude, disturb anything.
I just can't stop it anymore.
“The bottom line is that you have to disturb the other party, like this?”
Many questions filled my head while listening to music. No, not really listening to music. It's more of a lyric analysis.
Many times when I listen to a song, I like to imagine what I would do if I were the main character in a song.
The song you're listening to is Mai Mai's song.
fluffypak
The music is very sad. People who aren't heartbroken like me still listen to me and say it's sad.
"You're going to listen. Why are you stopping?"
“I analyze songs.”
“Is your father a DJ View? I-will-listen-to-song!”
No matter how much you love, it has no effect.
No matter how much I give, I won't be able to change her mind.
People who don't love you don't love you.
My love has no reason
No matter how much I resist, it's still the same.
Love really can't be forced against one another.
Analysis of the lyrics continues. Just change to thinking quietly in your heart. only one person
But please, can I love you?
Why do people have to beg and beg to love someone?
It's okay if you don't feel it.
Even though I know that he doesn't love me.
Deep down, I understand. I know very well that it cannot be prevented.
Because I myself am still waiting. My heart still misses this girl.
… Really weak. The person who wrote the song is really weak.
“What do you think the MV looks like?”
“It's beautiful. The picture is a bit vintage. It's popular these days.”
“It's sad.”
“Well, it's a sad song.”
“But you've gone to the point of erasing your memories, Wei. How sad must it be for the MV heroine?"
“Many movies have memory erasures.”
“Then I have a story to tell.”
"I'm not listening. I'm a grown man, not a child."
"Annoying"
There was no response from my friend. Looks like you really don't want to listen.
“Doyoung”
"that"
“Listen to my story. My mouth itches to tell.”
"You can listen. I pity you. Your mouth will be itchy all night."
“There was a woman and a man who were friends. He's the same age as us. That day was the first day of school and the girls came to study as usual. Meet friends and have fun chatting. And there were some conversations that friends had and the women couldn't even remember anything.”
"how"
“For example, before the two-month school break, let's go to the beach. Friends were talking about another friend being drunk and laughing. Fucking women, do you remember? I don't remember.”
“Did the woman have an accident and a brain injury before the school year started?”
“My female friends think so too. At first, I thought the woman was dead because three days before school started, the woman went to the mountain with a group of friends.”
“Are you telling me ghost stories?”
“Not a ghost.”
“And what next?”
“When women see their friends, they start to wonder a lot. It started to think about whether or not it really was. It had an accident while going up and down a mountain and can't remember. But the strange thing is that he doesn't remember the story with the male friend that I talked about in the beginning. It's not that I don't remember my friend, but I don't remember certain things about this man.”
"Oh, that's strange... I think the man is the villain."
“Do you think so?”
“Guess what I heard. And what next?”
“Friends and the woman herself helped each other to find the truth. Both looking for news about accidents where women travel. Accident in a woman's neighborhood But didn't find any clues. Until that guy's friend said If you don't remember, that's okay. Don't force yourself to be tired. Women really like it too, so that's enough.”
“That guy is weird.”
“Until one day, the woman had no idea how to open the folder of deleted photos on her phone and she was shocked and started crying, crying really hard, crying like she was going to die. And all the memories came back. What do you think is the picture on your phone?”
"Clip of a man attacking a woman. I don't know."
“Um…not really. What women find are pictures and videos of women and men who are friends.”
"nude?"
"It's not naked, it's like a picture of a flirt, a kiss on the cheek, a kiss, something like that."
"So they're dating?"
“More than friends but not lovers. More like this.”
“What about the lost memories? Are you so sad that your brain will let the guy go?”
“If that's the case, that's good.”
“What do you mean?”
“You guessed wrong. During the school break, the women go to the clinic to erase their memories like in the music video. But the worst thing is that the man was a friend who had to see each other all the time. When he forgot and went to look for answers, the deleted picture on his phone was still there, so he remembered it. The woman went back to being sad again, crying to death. Again, like the day I decided to go to the memory erasing clinic.”
“So what do women do next?”
"Let's go erase the memories again."
“Wow, is it going to loop?”
"do not know"
“Oh.”
“It's finished.”
“Then why is that woman sad even though she is in love with that man?”
"I don't know. Go ask yourself."
“Why are your reactions so strange?”
“…” The young man, about the same height, did not answer. Just look at his face steadily.
“Jungwoo…”
“Tonight, you'll think about it. What did that man do?”
I'm glad we can still talk and see each other.
Just sometimes I get to look into your eyes. Do you know how happy I am?
'But the worst thing is that men are friends who have to see each other all the time.'
Even though sometimes it hurts in my heart One sided love but it probably doesn't matter.
Ten…
2 years ago…
"Who's on line?"
"friend"
"Is that right? Do you have a friend with that name?"
"Even if it's not, it's none of your business."
"So, do you understand that we're not the same thing?"
“You have no rights.”
The silence that day seemed to be the end of our relationship. After that day, Ten disappeared and there was no contact. There are only IG stories that update each other's movements. with Facebook where he posted saying goodbye to the old year Say goodbye to old memories of the past year
Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!
“Jungwoo, Jungwoo, please open the door.”
“So,” Jungwoo opened the bedroom door with a sleepy expression on his face. He seemed to be asleep but was woken up by the sound of the door slamming hard on me.
“That woman you told Ten about? That woman is Ten, right?”
Jungwoo's face immediately changed color, “You remember now?”
"You really mean Ten. So at that time Ten couldn't remember me because it really erased his memory, right?"
“Are you crazy about erasing your memories? Who can do it?”
“And how do you know about this?”
"The story of you and Ten isn't just me. Everyone knows. Everyone knows."
“Aren't we guys stupid? During that time, what were you addicted to? But we didn't talk because it was a matter between the two of you. Me and my friends didn't want to interfere. We think that if one day the two of you are ready to open it, we will open it ourselves. We don't want to rush into your relationship.”
“But in the end, what we all saw was you opening up to other people. As for Ten, he disappeared and has no contact with anyone.”
“It must be very sad. Until now, you may still regret it.”
'Do you still have contacts for it?'
"do not have"
“But I'll help you find it for you.”
JUNGWOO
JUNGWOO : Sent Contact
JUNGWOO :
Bow down to my feet.
Doyoung :
Father / Respect
Doyoung :
Ten
Doyoung :
Is this Line Ten?
Doyoung :
This is Doyoung himself.
Doyoung :
Do you remember us?
10: Ah, I remember.
Doyoung :
Are you well?
10 : Fine, what about Doyoung?
Doyoung :
We're fine.
Doyoung :
We haven't seen each other for a long time.
10: Yes, we haven't seen each other for a long time.
10 : Hello, is there something wrong?
Doyoung :
I don't know if it's a good idea to type it haha.
10 : Then you can type slowly.
Doyoung :
It's a story from 2 years ago.
Doyoung :
We don't know if Ten will remember or not.
Doyoung :
Well, it wasn't that long ago that we just remembered about that time. And then we feel guilty. So I was looking for a contact lens and talked to me.
Doyoung :
excuse me
Doyoung :
I'm very sorry. At that time, we thought too little of her so we did that and said that to her. We apologized and now we feel very guilty.
Doyoung :
I want to atone and don't know what to do.
Doyoung :
If you have any problems Or if you need anything, just tell us. We want to help.
10 : Ah…
10 : Actually, we forgot.
10 : I completely forgot.
Doyoung :
So I apologize for talking about old things.
Doyoung :
Are you feeling bad?
10 :No
10: Not at all.
Doyoung :
I'm relieved.
Doyoung : Sent Sticker
JUNGWOO
Doyoung :
I would like to talk to you on TenTel.
Doyoung :
Ten didn't get anything.
Doyoung :
What a relief.
JUNGWOO :
Then it's good.
JUNGWOO :
Go to work and go freelance.
Doyoung : Sent Sticker
10 : Doyoung
10 : We have the truth to tell.
Doyoung :
How is it going?
10: Actually, we're sorry.
10: It really hurt at that time. It hurts like I'm going to die.
10: Deep in my heart, I really want to hate you. But in the end, I still can't hate you because I fucking love you so much.
10 : I love you more than friends can feel for each other.
10: Well, I'll tell you.
10: I'm still hurting right now.
10 : And the more you greet me, the more it seems like you're rubbing your foot into my wound.
10: I'm living my life well. I'm going to come back and apologize for what the heck I did.
10 : Selfish
10: Please, from now on we don't have to meet face to face. No need to contact me. We don't have to get to know each other anymore. Because I don't want to know you or be your friend anymore.
10 : Block.
JUNGWOO
JUNGWOO :
Well, what do I have to say?
JUNGWOO :
Super peak
JUNGWOO :
Can Ten, the one who wrote the song?
JUNGWOO :
MV too
JUNGWOO :
I thought of it all myself.
JUNGWOO :
Isn't it really cool?
× END ×
talk :
In fact, Ten didn't compose the song and made the MV haha.