It's been two years since I finished writing it.
First time writing, can't continue writing.
Two years have passed and I am able to continue writing, but still..
I want to let the world know that there used to be a dog named Grass Jelly here.
It's an unlovable dog at all. He doesn't like anyone touching him...but it's okay for us and the people in the house to catch him.
It's a dog that we carry everywhere we go.
He likes to be hugged. think so
When I was a child, I used to sleep on the bed too. The thing that I can't forget is that At first it slept near the knee. Waking up in the middle of the night, he was lying on his back with his head on the pillow between our heads and Goolin's. It was very funny at that time. It must have seen us lying on our backs, so it also lay on our backs.
It is a dog that is not cute with other dogs.
Throughout his life, he has never had a dog friend. Maybe it's our fault that we never let him hang out with any dogs when we were kids. Growing up, he never had good relationships with any dogs.
We think he may have grown up feeling like he wasn't a dog. It probably feels like a person. More like a family member
When a dog comes in front of the house, it always barks violently. Most dogs are afraid of us because our faces may be scary to them. So they keep running away. As for the grass jelly… he would be proud that it was his own work. It will turn around and look at it like, 'What's going on? Did you see it?' We pretend to praise it or it will be sad.
But sometimes we taunt it. I don't know but I'm still proud of it.
We went to work and Grass Jelly stayed with Goo Lin at the shop. When it was close to time to return, Goolin would tell Grass Jelly to look at the door.
Look, if Neung comes back, you have to deal with it.
It was a dog that wanted to please Guo Lin so much that it would make its ears puff up into the shape of an M. Keep an eye on passersby at the storefront window. Turned around to follow people passing by for half an hour. When we come back, it will run around our feet. Shouting and bragging about the matter, when he was finished he ran towards Guo Lin….
How's it going? How's it going?
I think he's one of the few dogs that can talk.
Just like we can teach a parrot. But with the shape of its mouth, it probably couldn't speak much. But because of Goo Lin's teaching, he was able to say "bring it" sometimes…clearly…to the point of being quite shocking. Especially when told to speak first. before getting the food you like
Grass jelly is a greedy dog.
If you feed it Assuming it's grilled liver, it will run out at a speed of 3 seconds per stick. Goolin used the term "tapam" to chew once and then swallow completely, so he could handle the food very quickly.
I still wonder how it knows the taste of food.
Grass Jelly is a dog that was given for free. It was a dog that he gave to his sister-in-law. But he doesn't want it.
I'm from Saraburi.
I saw that he said he would take it and release it to the temple. And then he stayed in the crate and cried all night. Woah..woah..ngh..ngh…all night
The next day, after talking with Goo Lin, he volunteered to come and eat together. At that time, I didn't think that we would be living with it for 14 years. Now, I never thought that anything would happen. Just crying and feeling sorry for each other.
When we were at the grass jelly shop, we would sit and watch together all the time. Customers come and go without barking. One day there was a story I mean, we have a water bottle. After eating it, we were reckless so we didn't close the lid and left it next to the chair. It didn't look like there was anything because the grass jelly was still asleep.
Well, it didn't seem like he had any interest in this thermos in the first place.
Sitting doing computer work for a while, I heard Guo Lin loudly cry out, "Grass jelly!" Or Iguay! come from behind
We turned around and looked in Guo Lin's line of sight, next to our chair we saw grass jelly that was "thumping".
The whole head disappeared into the canteen.
I felt like I was going to drag it out by the neck. He still doesn't want to leave. When he came out, he sat down and felt sad. One knows..he sees..he's dead.
Actually, the question is, how many times have you done this?
Grass jelly is a dog that has many words - Grass jelly (common) - Grass jelly (fierce, fast, concise, loud) - Chao or Chao (when talking about it with an accompanying scent) - Pee Kuay (comparative noun that we have subordinates. Nun is much younger, 7 years old) - I-Kuay (when angry, wants to strangle him) - I-Pee (jokingly calls me because I have a younger sibling) - E-Yea (
Now this is the feeling of hopelessness when it makes a mess and is difficult to deal with) - P' Ma (this one is cute) - Ma Ma (this one is also cute)
Words that I often say to P'Guay “The dog is a very smart dog” (to express admiration for it) “You are very smart” (This is to praise and please it. When talking to dogs, our accent will change, unlike when talking to people it will have a high pitched voice. The level is very different. At first I thought it was a strange habit that I did automatically. Later I thought it was good. It made Grass Jelly know that this was talking about him.)
It's not good for us to talk to dogs.
Sometimes it's because when I'm angry, it's not very good. But I think it's a sign of closeness, like when we talk to friends, they won't be polite like that.
Another type of word that is often used is language used purely for talking to dogs, such as "samethethosamothethesamothethe". If you ask the exact meaning, there probably won't be any. But most of the time, when pulling someone to hug, hold them, or walk by and want to show their love and interest, they will speak this language. The meaning is something like... How are you? I (I) love P'Guay. How are you? He's really cute and adorable.
These words are a set of languages that have absolutely no etymology, created in the 20th century, with only two users and one letter.
Grass Jelly is a dog that is very afraid of cats.
Even though Grass Jelly barks at general dogs everywhere, regardless of size, regardless of model...but with cats that are smaller. I will turn away.
Even though we're very, very close. What Grass Jelly does is to look at other things intently.
If the cat is on the right, I will look to the left. It was as if the world to the right didn't exist.
Every now and then I would look and then nervously turn the other way. No, it's true, I don't even exist. Don't come towards me. In my heart, Grass Jelly probably cried like this.
People who love grass jelly and are good relatives too. There are many beloved human beings. We, Guo Lin, all of Guo Lin's grandchildren.
The only person I don't like is Nong Pie. Brother Goolin's son
The cause seems to be that Nong Pie was born later.
He probably thinks it's an older brother. Don't come, don't do this to him. So I bit Nong Pai a few times when I was a child. Accused of petting him
Our son, Nong Nun, probably loves you, but because of the fact that he is an older brother. It will hold its own. I don't go to social gatherings with my siblings.
When I was still small, I wanted to hold you. We have to hold on to its head. I growled loudly in my throat.
But I'd never do it to chase and bite the younger sibling.
Another person he allowed to hold was Ann, a friend of our family. She allowed to hold her, but sometimes she bit. But Ann didn't mind. This friend has a lot of dogs.
But there was another human who allowed to be captured but very politely. is one customer
This person is an employee of the Revenue Department.
I don't know what your name is. We call you the Revenue Department. As soon as we get to the shop, we'll pick him up and hug him and kiss him.
It made a face of agreement. I don't know what word to use.
We gossiped that Grass Jelly fell in love with this man. If he took it, he would definitely agree to go live with him.
One day, this man borrowed Brother Guo to carry him and show off to his friends. He had been gone for a long time. Guo Lin was in a bad mood. Searching for the whole market
He looks precious, but he's definitely a dog that we wouldn't trade for anything.
Finally, that person took it back. I took it to show off to my friends, really nothing. But this way, I'm almost worried to death.
Playing: Grass Jelly is not the type of dog that, after throwing something, will run and pick it up and come back and give it to you.
My friend's dog looks like this. Running like crazy But this stupid dog didn't bring it back to me.
The ball will be chased and snapped.
Then it bit and writhed like it was a small creature.
It will bend its front legs and half hug, half bite, supporting the ball. Buttocks rose up. The short tail shakes non-stop.
Then he would glance at us and cry out in his throat like it was mine.
When we go to grab it, it will cause people to shout loudly. We grab the ball.
Then a game of tug-of-war ensued. Yes, this was what Grass Jelly liked. That is, fighting over things and pulling them back and forth. This is my favorite game.
But my favorite game is more That is, he would pull and pull back and forth...and then he would randomly start nipping at my hand.
Then it would be chasing and playing with our hands for ten minutes without getting bored.
This is a game that begins with the ball, usually ends with the hand, or sometimes with the hand alone.
Sometimes we pretend not to care. It will release the ball by itself.
Hotel: Grass Jelly is a dog who gets to sleep in a hotel.
In those days, there weren't many people taking their dogs anywhere.
It's not like nowadays where dogs are taken to stay here and there. There are hotels that welcome pets these days.
So where to go? You have to check first whether they will allow animals to stay or not. which few would accept
But, I think Grass Jelly is probably the first Thai dog that has many opportunities. There are some places that allow you to stay even though normally they don't allow you to stay. There are some places that even let dogs play in the pool with us.
It was very impressive that so many of our family and relatives were able to go on vacation together. And everyone doesn't mind grass jelly. Grass jelly is allowed in the swimming pool. In fact, they wouldn't normally allow it there. There's no need to tell me where. Thank you very much for allowing me to play.
But let's think back to that day today.
Not only a kind accommodation All the relatives who played in the same pool as the dogs were deeply touched.
Because they saw the dogs as family too. Otherwise, there wouldn't be a picture of a grass jelly in the pond floating around and clinging to that person. That day, Grass Jelly would be very happy one day. We thought of it ourselves. Being in the water might not be my favorite thing. But playing with everyone would definitely be Grass Jelly's happiness. We can feel it.
Grass jelly can be said in another word, which is "Nung" calling our own name.
Maybe it was because Goo Lin only taught the children to manage one thing. Where is Nueng going? Call Nueng. Let's go and see what Nueng is doing.
When it gets old and needs help, it will call "neungngngng" in a long sound.
At first I thought it was a coincidence, but when I listened carefully it sounded right. It wasn't. Ngh, ew, ew, ew, like when a dog is hurt.
This will be a slightly high-pitched sound.
This part of the message was added later, two years later. There are things that need to be recorded as a dog owner and this stupid dog. P'Chao Kuay is a dog that is not really a small breed of dog. When I got it for free, the person who gave it said it was a small poodle breed. But seriously, Grass Jelly is a medium sized poodle breed.
Or if we were to speak correctly, we still suspect that grass jelly might not even be a pure poodle. But the fact that we see grass jelly every day since it was just a little. So we thought that the grass jelly's small size never changed even though the grass jelly kept increasing in size from age and from eating indiscriminately and eating a lot.
But we carried grass jelly to the market.
Guo Lin and I were the first generation of dog owners who couldn't carry our dogs around on the ground. Since the time when no one walked dogs
The way to carry them is to carry them like a child, holding them at the waist.
The reason why I carry him is because I don't want him to walk around and encounter ticks and fleas outside. Until finally it became a habit.
Grass jelly has never been to the market. If you don't carry it, you have to put it in the bicycle basket.
Carrying grass jelly is a strange sight for the villagers. But when I carry him every day, it makes people in the area and people in the market become accustomed to it as well. Until we realized how big the grass jelly was, it was when it was actually very big.
The original bicycle basket looked too cramped.
From being able to sit on all fours to being able to sit on two legs. Then he took out one of his front legs and hung outside the basket like a person sitting.
I used to have him sleep on the cushion between the driver's seats near the gearbox. One day it lay on it…and then fell down. The grass jelly tried to curl up and stay in the same area as possible. But I can't stay. It would be surprising too.
We carried him since he was still easy to carry. Until the time when the carrying distance between Pee Guo's buttocks was at the waist. The head gets in the way of the neck, making it difficult to go shopping. But we still hold each other. Take turns carrying each other.
Therefore, the culture of carrying dogs around in the last ten years I must say that we have been trendsetters before. I've been doing it since no one else had done it. Grass Jelly is not ordinary at all. It was a dog that was raised and carried everywhere in the early days.
When he started to get old, Brother Guo began to have some illnesses. But what I want to talk about first is the girls.
At that time we didn't have any siblings to support us. Pee Kuay is a beautiful girl in the alley.
Anyone who sees it wants to hold it and hold it. It's chubby and has thick fur. Even though it's not an expensive dog, there are a lot of people wanting access to it, but I don't have access to anyone. I bite all the time. They don't touch each other at all.
At that time, the grass jelly had symptoms of periodontal disease and there was blood in the urine. We took him to the local doctor. They say that the uterus is inflamed...it must be removed.
We came back and thought about what to do, but we were afraid that the grass jelly would die. So I agreed to have a hysterectomy with that doctor.
Goolin was responsible for taking us to work. When we came back, we saw grass jelly lying unconscious in the shop. Goolin cried, her eyes red, and she asked what the doctor at this clinic was. (But they call themselves a hospital) They don't weigh themselves. Give some anesthesia. It's been half a day since surgery and I still haven't recovered. Plus surgery in an open area. I don't know if there is any disinfectant or not. If infected, he will surely die.
Both of us were upset and waited for a long time. The grass jelly recovered. I stood up and staggered, then collapsed. I felt bad at all, but in the end I gradually got better. I became a satellite dish dog for a while. But the subject of the story is There was still blood in the pee.
I don't remember if Goo Lin went back and asked that crazy doctor or not (from that point on we always called that doctor the crazy doctor).
But if you go, there should be an answer about what the side effects are for a while. We don't quite believe it anymore. So I went to look for many more places. No less than three places. I remember..at first we asked for an x-ray to see if the uterus was still there and they gave it to me. But it looks quite difficult. But he believed that he had really taken it out.
But there was some blood. Some blood in the urine It was like this for a month or two.
Until finally I came to see Dr. Pramet.
I remember the name, he was a young doctor with a cool expression.
He decided that it had nothing to do with the uterus, just a bladder infection from an infection. Then he inserted a small rubber tube. I remember looking at it and it still hurt. The doctor said that this was a method that would definitely yield culture results.
A sentence that I remember clearly, the doctor spoke with a simple expression. "Well, no one else does it...but I happen to do it." Kon Sa didn't have one, but he was really good at it. The grass jelly disappeared.
When I thought about it, at that time I really felt resentful of that crazy doctor who performed an unnecessary surgery on my child and nearly died. And I am still grateful to Dr. Pramet to this day.
As he got older, Brother Guo began to have eye problems that were quite difficult to treat.
Good eye doctors are hard to find. In the end, no matter what Brother Guo's eyes became blind. But what is amazing is the walkway. Pee Guo can remember the paths quite well. Although sometimes the location changes Can remember very quickly.
Grass Jelly used to have a problem with itchy feet and gnawed on his own feet until they bled. After applying the medicine, he bit and licked them. If you put in a satellite dish, you'll complain. Probably because I don't agree.
So we have to solve the problem by lying down on the floor and hugging him. If something bothers him, he wakes up and hugs him. So you can stop gnawing on your feet. After that, this behavior disappeared.
The problem that follows is the problem of the rear leg starting to have no strength on the left side. Sometimes after sleeping for a long time, I wake up yelling.
This rant is really rant, oh, oh, oh, because I can't get up.
There was a time when I had to massage my legs so I could walk.. so I did. But that's it. Everything has to happen according to its time.
P'Guay also began to have pain in his right leg. It's good that you're much thinner. Makes it still possible to fix it in rounds with massage. and foot trimming
Because having hair on feet also makes them slippery.
But like the eyes that deteriorate, eventually one cannot walk. Brother Guo crawled around. If we see which side has been used for too long, we will lift P'Guay's body and switch sides so he doesn't put too much pressure on him and cause a wound.
But... because I can't walk The problem that followed was pooping and peeing. Because I can't lift myself up.
When doing errands, Pee Guo would drown in a pile of his own pee. So we had to put Pampers on. But Pampers themselves aren't the best. Because when we're not at home Brother Guo is alone and besides crawling here and there, he will excrete over and over again. When I came back in the evening, I was still soaked inside. Even though I took a shower every evening, I still smelled permanently. Thinking about it, I have to smile.
At that time, I thought it was a hardship as well. But now I want to have the opportunity to do that again.
As I said, Brother Guo is blind in both eyes. I only see it faintly. It can't fix anything. I feel very sorry for Brother Kuay. Because P'Guay is a dog that must walk around. If you still have strength Crawling around the kitchen area P'Guay has been walking like this since he was still able to walk. And then I walked with a sore leg. And until I had problems with my eyesight, I could only see things in a blur, and I liked to walk around like that.
There is one thing that I feel like I should know first. When he came back to give P'Guay a bath or wipe himself, he could see that P'Guay's head was hard and convex. which came to be known not too long later that My head is going to hit at some point. which is the part of the stairs that extends down Because it is a split-level house. And it's probably because I walked around in circles. It will hit there every time.
Later, I attached plastic to protect the sharp corners. But before knowing what the cause was, P'Guay also has a hard, raised spot that always stays there and doesn't go away.
Brother Guo began to weaken. Because apart from being unable to walk There isn't much power either.
At that time, Brother Guo was fourteen years old. If he were an old person, he would probably be very old. But I'm still paying attention that Neung has returned. I never trust you if Nueng doesn't come back. If Guo Lin didn't come But with Nong Nun, Pee Guay probably doesn't have much of a problem. Well, I'm the older brother.
If they hear us coming into the house, they will raise their necks and look up. Even though I looked up, Brother Guo couldn't see him anyway.
Just hearing P'Guo's voice made me happy.
The stubby tail will shake gently. Well, I don't have much strength anymore.
The worst thing is that besides Brother Guo's leg hurting, he can't walk. Brother Guo still has some unknown pain inside.
There was almost no way to know where it was because Pee Guo couldn't speak.
But when it hurts like this, I'll cry, peng, peng, peng, peng, for a long time.
During the day he cried but we couldn't hear him because he was at work. In the evening, I didn't cry. Or cry very little Maybe..maybe because I'm happy that we're back home, the thing that hurts inside isn't important. At 10:00 p.m., when everyone in the house had to go to bed, P'Guay was left alone on the floor level in front of the kitchen. Pee Guo will start to cry. We'll have to come down and have a look and get a massage.
Talk to me to make me feel comfortable. Until P'Guay began to fall asleep. We'll go to bed. Sometimes, only a few moments after going up, Brother Guo cried again and had to come down and look again. Going around like this
Sometimes it was very late..before Brother Guo was actually asleep. We think that when we are asleep And it's very late. Maybe P'Guay was lying there moaning, but maybe it was because we were tired. So we couldn't hear him again. I think that in the latter period, P'Guay might not really get much sleep. If I sleep, it's probably because I'm really tired and can't bear the sleepiness.
I noticed that in the morning, Pee Guo would fall asleep to death. This kind of sleep sometimes makes us feel bad.
If you were to ask why didn't you take Brother Guo to bed with you? I have to say that because Pee Guo smells very bad.
That is, both old and having Pampers to carry water and pee often. causing accumulated stench So we chose to come down and find it better. Sometimes he sat and slept next to Brother Guo for a while. When he saw that Brother Guo had fallen asleep, he slowly sneaked upstairs.
But one day this changed. One morning we went to work as usual. We often check our mailbox. That day there was a letter that could not be called a letter. because it was not addressed on the envelope Anonymous sender It's not even a real letter. We kept that piece of paper with us at that time.
In it it is written: If we don't do something with P'Guay, he will call the Bangkok Metropolitan Administration to come take care of it.
In summary, that's what it means.
When reading, we were very worried. He was also angry that he had no sympathy for the old dog who was seriously ill.
But think again, if someone else met this old, smelly dog, how would they come to love it?
We love P'Guay this much, but when he cleaned P'Guay's pee and poop, I didn't like it. But I do it because it's both my duty. Both feelings Well, if we don't do it, who will do it for Pee Guo? As soon as I thought of that, I began to reduce my anger until I wasn't angry at all. But I'm still worried that he will actually call Bangkok to come take me away.
If that's the case, we won't be able to endure it.
That night, when I came back without telling anyone after cleaning the floor Clean up P' Kuay. When it was time to sleep, we took a large basin and put in P' Kuay's bedclothes. Then he put P'Guay in a basin and carried it up to the house.
Guo Lin then asked why he brought Brother Guo up. We didn't say that there was a cool card. But he said that he brought P'Guay up to sleep comfortably in the air-conditioned room. I took P'Guay to sleep in the small bedroom. I myself slept on the floor. Then he put his hand up and hugged Brother Kuo who was in the basin. When P'Guay moaned softly We woke up and got a comforting massage. Tell him not to be loud or else he won't let us be together.
Brother Guo calmed down very quickly. Even if you have to wake up several times a night, it's a good method. Because I myself sleep better. Because there's air conditioning too. And there are people who keep touching you. ..P' Guay would be relieved to know that there was someone with him.
But during the day, I had to leave P'Guay alone in front of the kitchen as usual. Because everyone has errands to go out and do.
At that time, I was also afraid that if P'Guay cried out loud during the daytime. What will the owner of the letter say? I still hope he doesn't mind because it's not bedtime. Several days passed and we kept checking the mailbox but no additional information cards were sent. So I began to trust and think that the solution would be effective.
The neighbors would probably forgive me and not take issue. We never asked who wrote it.
It's even better because from the time Nong Noon was born until he grew up. We didn't sleep and hug Pee Kuay at all. He came when P'Guay was old so he could hug P'Guay again.
During that time, bathing will be a little frequent. Because I slept and hugged Brother Kuay. So I had to try to make Pee Guo smell as little as possible. On days when I took a shower, I actually slept and hugged Pee Kuay. That is, sleeping on the floor, P'Guay would sleep on a cloth outside the basin and we'd put one arm around P'Guay. But if after a day or two, Brother Guo became more smelly, he had to go back into the basin and reach out and hug him instead.
To this day, I still feel grateful for that little letter. Without that letter, Brother Guo would not have been as happy during his illness as he had. I didn't sleep in a comfortable air-conditioned room. There was no one to cuddle with.
Then came the last day of Pee Guo.
The last day we hugged Pee Kuay. That day was really like every other day. Because I'm very old. Whenever I leave you in front of the bathroom, I always think about whether today will be the last day we'll see each other or not. I always tell P'Guay I love you. I love you. I'm a smart dog.
Remembering that Brother Guo would have more strength, he raised his head to look. Probably because I got more sleep, so I have more energy.
In fact, during that time, I looked strong. Looks like you can eat rice. It looks like it can go on.
But that day it was raining. thunderstorm It won't be long. It doesn't have anything to do with the rain. But when lightning strikes Brother Guo is afraid. We don't want Brother Guo to be afraid. I feel sorry for him.
But, what can nature prevent?
Late in the morning, Guo Lin called to say that Brother Guo had died. P'Guay didn't wake up. Brother Guo had already froze. We were in a blur all day, and I couldn't remember what we answered. But I still continued working and asked to return quickly.
On the drive back, I can honestly say that I didn't want to go home at all. I don't want it to be true. We parked our car in a village alley about three houses away. We didn't want to get out of the car and didn't want to go see P'Guay in that condition. Well, Brother Guo was still together last night. Will they really die from each other?
We entered the house and found Guo Lin crying. Guo Lin let me stay in the old place.
When we saw him, we couldn't hold back our tears. P'Guay looks like he's sleeping. The difference is that the swollen belly doesn't move up and down anymore.
I slept soundly and didn't cry out in pain anymore.
We caught Elder Guo and couldn't remember what he said, but tears covered his eyes.
I only ask and hope that you will go well, go to a good place, a place you like, and be reborn as a human being. Not suffering, not difficult You don't have to suffer from an illness that you can't explain and can't explain. I love you. I love you only. There aren't any others, don't worry.
This record was written on the day that Brother Guo died. I wrote quite a bit until the time when I was sick. Then I left it and didn't write any more.
At that time, I didn't want to write about the time when I was sick. Until two years had passed before I came across this record again. So I sat and continued writing until it was finished.
But when I continued writing, most of the memories came back. Sadness and nostalgia also returned. Before it was over, I cried silently a few more times. But I'm glad to be able to write to P'Guay again.
Glad to miss P'Guay again. I'm sorry, P'Guay, for not thinking of P'Guay often. But we still miss P'Guay a lot.
Whenever I meet a dog that someone raises, I always think of you.
The image in my memory is usually when you just got together. Furry and round, big and greedy. When I wrote this note, the image of Brother Guo when he was old and skinny, walking around because he was blind, returned.
The image of the elder who couldn't get up because his leg hurt and was crying loudly came back.
But it's not all pain It comes with a bond of remembrance. I feel lucky to be able to take care of each other. I feel happy that we were able to hug each other during P' Kuay's last moments.
If Brother Guo hears this No matter where P'Guay is. There is love for Pee Kuay here, always and forever.
Look, I'm crying again.
I want to tell the world that this is where our family is. There used to be a dog named Grass-Jui.
It's not very cute. But we love it the most.
Year 2022
Come back and read it again. It's been six years since Brother Guo hasn't been around. This time I still cried as usual.
The memories of Brother Guo were still clear. But I miss you less. In the past couple of years
I'm sorry that I missed you less. Probably because there are so many stories.
But I'm thinking about it. If one goes through something serious and Pee Kuay is still there. Brother Guo must have come to console and be very worried. Because Pee Guo is like that.
When P'Guay was there If Neung or Guo Lin pretended to cry, I would come in, mix with him, and cry too.
Look, I can't remember how you cried, but I remember that Brother Guo was very worried. I'm worried that something will happen.
But P'Guay doesn't have to worry. Even though there is a serious matter? One can still go. And thinking of P'Guay, even though it's sad, is happy.
Someday we will meet again. Somewhere At any time, I love you. I always love you.