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Reader

Every meal that I read.

This novel is the first novel that I may ever write and it may be the last as well.

The novel that you are about to read is all about my experiences.

One of the reasons I wrote it was to express my own knowledge. with what's in your heart

Please feel free to read.

"Dream turned upside down"

"..Before it was a good dream.

From now on this is a nightmare.."

dream

You can dream about both good and bad things, right?

Dreaming of someone you love is quite a good dream, right?

I used to think like that before.

But now it's not anymore.

Every time I close my eyes on the bed

I always have a feeling.

fear

I held my hands and prayed in my heart.

(May this night go well)

...Some time passed and I don't know how long.

I was in the midst of darkness where not even light could penetrate.

I heard a voice float by.

It's a soft voice.

It was a sound that was very familiar to my ears. But it was a very long time ago.

'..bird..'

As soon as I heard I hurriedly turned around to look for those words in the wind blowing past.

Suddenly everything was dark. Instead, it glowed with white light. I couldn't even open my eyes.

I tried to glance at what was in front of me.

Appears to be the shadow of a person.

As soon as I saw

I ran towards it without thinking.

..There is nothing more to think about..

I ran and hugged that woman.

I just held on and wouldn't let go like

..I don't want that girl to go anywhere again.

I burst into tears and cried loudly while sobbing.

“I..I'm sorry.

sorry for everything

..Don't leave me anywhere again.

please.."

When I finished speaking, I dropped to my knees in front of her.

The woman smiled and hugged me and gently rubbed my back. along with saying

'Oh, don't cry, my little bird.

He forgave her for everything Nok did.

Smile and let him see first. And he promised to forgive me.'

I could only force a smile through my tears. With happiness that cannot be explained..

'Look, this is your cute little bird.'

She took both of her hands and tried to pinch my cheeks, making me smile.

I started to have a bright smile again..

I looked at her face along with saying

"We'll be together forever..right?"

She secretly smiled and laughed softly.

“Hahaha..Of course that promise. You'll never forget a day.

Crazy bird

We will always be together----

She hadn't even finished her sentence yet.

Phew!!!!!

(It was the sound when I woke up in bed again)

I looked around myself, what was going on?

After a while I started to feel better.

(You will never come back again..)

I could only keep my head down and kneel on the bed.

My bright smile turned into a sad smile with endless tears.

What started as a good dream thinking of the person I love turned into a nightmare that came back to deceive me again.

-It's a dream turned upside down. A dream that was once good has become bad..