"Sigh..."

They say that if you sigh often your life will be shortened. If that's true, I'll probably die tomorrow.

Now I'm sitting on the sofa inside my condo with him. It is a very familiar place.. and don't want to come back again

'People must learn to accept the truth'

Because of that word Made me agree to come back here again. I spent six months traveling around. Japan, Korea, Italy, England, all places we had visited together. But now, no matter how beautiful the environment, It didn't make me feel any better at all. It will only make me miss him more.

Finally decided to come back...

I sit and think about the past. When we were still together The laughter that we used to share

'You've burned your fried eggs. I don't want to get cancer.'

'I give in. I don't want to fry it anymore.'

Even though you said that But instead, he agreed to eat my burnt fried egg and even praised it as delicious.

"Foolish person..."

Now there really is nothing left. There's nothing left.

'Can you promise that you won't cry like this again?'

I broke my promise again.

Tears slowly flowed down to the tip of his chin. before dropping to the ground I feel the warmth that surrounds me. I know he still cares about me. I don't want to make him uncomfortable at all. But I can't do it. Because of a past that can never be forgotten

Or myself, who never came out of it.

I sat and cried for about half an hour. Before there was a sound of protest from the little pit of my stomach, I turned to look at the clock on the wall.

'She's dead again'

'Tomorrow I'll buy batteries to replace.'

There is no tomorrow. Watches that have died since that day Until today, he still hasn't returned to walking straight as before.

"The battery hasn't been changed yet. Why don't you come back?"

I started crying again until I fell asleep.

I broke my promise again.

I decided to return home that I hadn't been back for a long time. Mother's voice is always happy and bright when I call. But this time there was something else, a sobbing sound.

"I miss you, Mom." A voice that has made me smile these past few months.

I raised my hand to greet my mother. We hugged each other for a very long time. I know...Mom is crying.

I walked into the house Everything remains the same. The atmosphere is always warm. Dad turned his head and looked at me. I raised my hand in greeting before Father could speak.

"You're back?" It's a simple word, but I know full well that it's full of concern.

We sat and ate in silence. Mom occasionally invites me to talk. After finishing eating I excused myself and went up to my bedroom.

The room that has not been returned for a long time is still clean. Mother takes good care of it.

.......Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......

The phone rings. Before I press accept

' hello.. '

' Tin, you answered. Do you know how many calls I've made to you?'

'Sorry'

' Sigh.. I know you're sad. Everyone was sad. Even though it's not equal to your feelings.' Beam comforted me. He knows that I'm very sorry about what happened. until running away to a foreign country alone

'The team is doing well now. If he knew that you were still so sad that he wouldn't do anything like this. It must be uncomfortable.'

A name I hadn't heard in a long time rang out.

Yes... The team is my lover.

We've been together since 2 years ago. At first, I didn't accept it at home. But he proved himself. Until finally it was successful The team broke down the walls of people at my house until everyone agreed to our relationship. We have been dating and living together for 7 years.

The team has no parents. He grew up in an orphanage. He sends money and visits there every month. And that day...

'She's dead again'

'Tomorrow I'll buy batteries to replace.'

'You're going to visit the house tomorrow, right?'

'Oh, probably going in the evening after work.'

'Do you want me to go with you?'

'It's okay, you go to work, you'll come tomorrow.'

'Drive carefully'

'I know,' he replied before wrapping his arms around my waist.

'I love you'

'um'

Before he pressed his lips down

We kissed... for the last time.

.......Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......

The phone rings. I thought it was the team calling to say they had arrived at the orphanage. Yes, it's the team's number... But it's not the team's voice.

'Excuse me, is this the phone owner's girlfriend?' I heard a loud noise coming from the other end of the line.

'Yes, what's the matter?'

'Your boyfriend was in a car accident and died at the scene.'

My ears stopped for a moment.

what...

' The body is now being taken to the hospital.

N

yes '

The call was cut off. I hurriedly ran to find Beam on the same floor to take him to the hospital.

'I'll make up my mind first'

I can't stop the tears from flowing. If God can hear this, please help him. I wish he was still here. I wish he was still here. I haven't told him I love him yet, please. I've been thinking like this all the way.

And then my voice didn't reach...

There was no more him, only a body without a soul. His stuff is lying there. That's right... he's already left me.

Beam hung up the phone.

I just sat still. Thinking of the past that has passed I sat and looked at the picture that was posted on the wall when we first came to my room.

'What did you secretly write?'

'I won't tell you, when it's your birthday, come and see.'

I suddenly remembered it. Since that day, I haven't unwrapped it.

I walked over and peeled the four corner stickers off the wall. Then flip the picture up.

Dear Tin... Happy another birthday to you.

In fact, I have another gift for you. But suddenly it's hard to write this. I don't know when you'll read it.

Since I was born, my life has been raised by Baan Saengbun. I've never seen anything as important as that place until I met you.

After you enter your hair, you are another thing. that I want to preserve for the rest of my life I don't know what the future will bring.

I ask you to take good care of yourself. I will take care of you too. What I expected the most is seeing you happy

I love you, Miss Tinmanat. Whenever and wherever, smile a lot. Your smile is the most beautiful thing in the world.

love

- Tirakorn

After reading, I could no longer stop my tears. But even though I cried, this time it was different.

Because I'm smiling

I promise to make the things you hope for most in life come true.

In the morning I decided to tell my mother that I was going to make merit at the temple. Mom smiled and prepared various things for me.

"Please say hello to the team."

I smiled back.

After giving offerings to monks I walked over to where his urn was kept. Even though there are people who come to take care of me sometimes, it's not often. I cleaned the vase. Change new flowers Pull out the stuck incense stick. Take a cloth and wipe the marble slab with his name engraved on it.

"As handsome as ever."

After cleaning is finished As I was walking out His grandfather walked by and said,

"Letting go is a good thing. In addition to that person being at ease. Your body will be at ease as well."

I bowed before he walked away. I turned back to where his urn was kept.

I saw him standing The team stood there...

He looked at me with a smile. I can't stop the tears from flowing again. before he said something to me

'Be happy'

I nodded in response. then speak back

'love'

He nodded. Then raise your hand and touch the thumb and index finger to hold the remaining fingers. Then he placed it under his mouth before spreading out the two fingers that were touching and smiling.

I followed, we looked into each other's eyes and smiled at each other. before he disappears

Today is the last day that I will break my promise to him. He can see me happy from now on. The tears that once were there have all dried up. Only the smile on his face remained. I turned around and decided to walk away...

'What is your name?'

'Oh, my name is Tin.'

'Our names match. We're a team. Nice to meet you.'

'Um,' he looked stunned, as if he wanted to say something.

'Is there something wrong?'

'It's you...

Beautiful smile'

Ending with the story of Tin and the team. From now on, I wish you both lots of happiness. Younger sister unlocked herself and went on with her life. As for you, you look down at your younger sibling from heaven. This is Wright's first story. If there's anything, please feel free to comment. Thank you for coming to read.

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