April
She is a first-year nursing student, a young Chinese girl, quiet and methodical. There must not be even the slightest bit of dust on her reading table or even in her closet. She doesn't have many friends and is not close to anyone.
Roommate
Who is in the room?
shrimp
First year economics student, southern girl with round eyes, strong beauty, she is bold. Easy to eat, comfortable to live and most importantly
Room mate
The only person who likes to play games can be my friend.
And this is me, Kot Kotchakorn Worawee.
I studied architecture in my first year and am an introvert. I like listening to indie songs such as
Alt j,Peach pit, The xx
And many more. I don't have many friends at the faculty. There are only friends who play games together. And this is it.
Roommate 2
my person
April is a first-year nursing student, a young lady, quiet and methodical. There must not be even a tiny bit of dust on the reading table or even in the closet. She doesn't have many friends and isn't close to anyone.
Roommate
Who is in the room?
Kung, a first-year economics student, a southern girl with round eyes, darkly beautiful, she is bold. Easy to eat, comfortable to live and most importantly
Room mate
The only person who likes to play games can be my friend.
And this is me, Kot Kotchakorn Worawee. I'm studying architecture in the first year. I'm an introvert. Likes to listen to indie music such as
Alt j,Peach pit, The xx
And many more. I don't have many friends at the faculty. There will only be friends who play games together.
Three of us are first-year students at a public university. This university will house all first-year students in university dormitories. By arranging accommodations for four people per room. There are four 3.5 foot beds in the room. They are placed in different corners of the room. The ends of the beds face each other, leaving space at the end of the bed for a walkway.
There is a wardrobe for each bed along with a writing desk. I sleep on the opposite end of the bed. and April sleeps next to shrimp As for the bed next to me
Roommate
She fled to sleep in the dormitory, thus making the bed next to me free. My bed and April's bed are next to the door to the room. The shrimp beds and vacant beds are on the side of the balcony door and bathroom door. The dormitory we live in is an entrance building, so you can hear people talking all the time walking into the dormitory. If you stand on the balcony, you will clearly see people walking.
I'm a weirdo. I like to dream over and over again. It would feel like we were awake but couldn't move or speak and no one could hear us. And the environment when we wake up is very similar to when we dream. Therefore, there were many times when I couldn't tell if I was awake or still in a dream. And this is once again a dream over a dream happened.
Friday 15 May 2015
I felt like I was lying still on the bed in my room. unable to move Only the eyes can see the actions of every friend. I tried to look and call out to them but no one seemed to recognize me. Everyone is still working and talking to each other as usual. It's only me who sleeps in the evening.
It's not an ordinary sleep. I tried to make myself move but tried so hard I couldn't move at all. Until I closed my eyes again and opened them again with a blurred image in front of me. I sat up and looked at my friends and spoke.
“Just now we had the same dream again.”
I spoke up and turned to look at my two friends, but no one turned to talk to me. Or will they not hear me say that?
Tears began to fall and I thought, did my friend really not hear what I said?
Are we still dreaming?
Is this the feeling of not existing?
This feeling of being lost is so terrifying. The sound of the ceiling fan continued to be loud. Suddenly, April, my friend in the opposite bed turned to me. I'm glad we finally woke up. April must have heard what I said. A pale face Tired eyes and colorless lips were trying to smile at me. Then she turned around without saying a word.
April can hear us, right?
I received silence in response. Right now I'm confused as to whether this is a dream or reality. There's only a light breeze but it's so cold right now. I sat in the same place on my bed and started crying. In my head I'm thinking What if I don't wake up this time?
5:30 p.m.
Bang!
Mesa slammed the door of the room shut. wake me up I looked around the room and everything was the same as in the dream. There will be only differences. April who has already returned home
I often have dreams like this, dreams upon dreams, dreams that I try to wake up from but can't. A dream that is very realistic, but in that dream we do not exist. When I woke up, I was still in the dream. But what was surprising was If I sleep anywhere, I will dream there. Everything and the people in the room were the same, as if it were reality, to the point where it was impossible to distinguish which one was a dream and which was reality. Sometimes I'm afraid I won't wake up.
The dorm usually looks lively in the evening. The streets along the buildings will always have people walking. Except for Saturday and Sunday when people go home, making the dormitory seem eerily quiet during Saturdays and Sundays. The same is true today, which is Friday evening, when everyone wants to go home, but probably not me. I have work at the faculty on Saturday.
So this week I didn't go home like everyone else. Now everyone has gone home. It will be just me and the shrimp because the shrimp will be going home tomorrow. At least tonight there is still a shrimp to sleep with as a friend.
Do you finish this game and let's go down to eat?
I asked Kung to go eat, but Kung didn't answer. Kung played the game like he didn't hear me calling. I saw the shrimp getting upset in the game so I didn't want to bother them. As soon as I'm finished taking a shower, I'll invite you again.
I got up from the bed to take a shower. The bathroom in the dormitory is attached to the balcony outside the room where clothes can be dried. Today there were some of my clothes on the balcony. I stood on the balcony looking at the stars. Today's wind is colder than ever. Looking down, the street between the buildings looked empty. There was not a single person walking as everyone had gone home.
Fizzy.
Today I feel that the water is colder than every day. So I adjusted the water until it was warm, causing the bathroom mirror to fog up. The image in the mirror is only blurred. The wind blows softly at the back. I wondered to myself if there was wind in the bathroom. At that moment, I turned to look in the mirror. The mirror, which was blurry because of the steam, reflected an image of me that was not very clear.
So I reached out my hand to wipe the glass. The wind blows again This time it was so cold and I couldn't tell you a tingling feeling. The glass that had just been wiped away revealed a sight that made me flinch. Because in the mirror there was an image of a young woman covered in blood, her head bowed, standing behind me. I was so shocked that I lost consciousness and screamed as loud as I could.
“Scream!”
Wee wow wee wow !!!!!
Emergency sirens sounded inside the university dormitory before officers swarmed out of their vehicles and headed towards the dormitory where I lived. Everyone on the street between the buildings seemed to be in a great commotion. I decided to open my eyes again. The woman had disappeared. I hurriedly finished taking a shower. Put on some clothes and quickly come out of the bathroom before taking yourself outside to the balcony to see what was going on.
But now the emergency vehicles had gone far and only people were standing and talking in front of the dormitory. Everyone seemed shocked but couldn't figure out who was what. I hurried into the room to tell Kung about the incident in the bathroom.
Bang!
"You met me just now. Oh!! April."
Just a little.
April is lying on the bed. It doesn't look very good. A pale, weak-looking hand covered his coughing mouth. April's face is very pale. Now April is not at all like the old April, no matter how sick she is. I can't allow my face to look this shabby. April is just like April now. The person who smiled at me that evening
“Did you not come home today?” I asked April.
“The car just broke down a bit. Did you want to say anything just now?” I saw April's condition was not very good, so I didn't want to tell her about the bathroom. So it's better to let it go and then go make merit for him tomorrow.
"No, nothing. Oh, why did the emergency vehicle come just now?"
“Someone just happened to be sick. We came up just now and walked past each other.”
"Hoy! So it's our building?"
"Um, third floor too, but I don't know which room." I wondered in my heart why April? They don't have curiosity glands like us. If it were us, we would already know the room. But so be it.
"So where did the shrimp go?"
“Just in time, the shrimp has returned home. Mae Kung came to pick me up just now. Just a little."
“You don't look well. Have you gone to the doctor yet? I've never seen you look this pale."
“I'm a little sick, but I'm going to take a shower and take some medicine to sleep. Oh! We bought some rice for you. Put it on your table.”
"Actually, you don't have to be difficult. I thought I'd go down and buy rice."
I went to pick up a plate and opened the rice on the table.
"Hey, this is fried chicken rice, please. Thank you very much, April."
I smiled and nodded at April. Then he brought the plate of rice to sit at his own table. Ready to call and tell my mother about what I found in the bathroom, but if I told her now, April would definitely hear and be afraid. So I thought it would be better if I didn't tell mom yet. I opened it.
To tell friends about what they've encountered. But when I opened it, I found a friend from the faculty telling me about an accident that happened near the university. It was a car accident that resulted in the deaths of 3 people. Moreover, they were students here but the details are unknown, making them not sure who they were. This happened just this evening. What day is it today? I'm closed.
and sit and watch various clips on YouTube Try not to have a care in the world. But tomorrow, when I go to the faculty, there will still be people speaking.
11:25 p.m.
It is now almost midnight. April, who had already gone to bed So I went to turn off the light in the middle of the room and turn on the light at the head of the table to continue playing with my laptop. It was so dark outside that the only light was the streetlights that shone through the clothesline, onto the shuttered window, and onto my bed. Normally the building opposite has some rooms that aren't slept in and the balcony light is on and the light shines into our room, but today there was only a small light in the walkway between the buildings.
Even at the lowest setting, the laptop screen light still looks bright. When the clip on YouTube is dark, the screen light will be dark. Makes the reflection clearly visible Until finally, just as the clip on YouTube was about to change to a new clip, the screen suddenly became very dark. The image from the screen reflected to me a woman sitting with her head bowed at the end of April's bed.
and was about to turn and face me. With my bed and April's bed They were across from each other and the reading tables were across from each other so the reflected image could see everything behind me. I was shocked and hurriedly turned to look at the shadow clearly. She had disappeared. This time it seemed brave, but it wasn't. The image reflected from the laptop screen was not very clear, so I wasn't sure if it was April or someone else, or if I was just blindsided.
Now I really want to turn on the light to sleep. The other 2 beds are empty. I don't know whose bed will show up this time. But I can't be too afraid, April will know.
Just a little.
"Aren't you asleep yet?"
"Let's just say we're going to sleep."
"Oh, then don't forget to turn off the lights."
Tip! I still don't know what I went through to dare to speak like this. It's okay. If I tell April, I'll be afraid. I won't sleep in the dormitory as our friend. If I sleep alone tomorrow, I probably won't be able to handle it. I agree to turn off the lights and sleep. I quickly turned off the lights and jumped into bed.
Building
Right now, the sound of the ceiling fan is quieter than my heartbeat. I closed my eyes again and again but never fell asleep.
Just a lot, just a lot, just a lot, just a lot
Eh!!! Or will April be really difficult? I got up to look and turned on the bedside light. I got up and looked at April. who was lying down and coughing earnestly
"April"
I called my name and walked in to take a closer look. April turned to face the other side. I reached out and grabbed April's arm and asked.
“April, are you okay?”
There was no response other than April's coughing. My body was so cold. So cold that I feel like I'm afraid of April. Then I asked myself in my mind why I didn't turn on the table light. You will see something clearly. I reached out and turned on the table light. She was bent over and turned to the other side. So I grabbed April's arm. again to turn around to face me. But wait!! It's now April.
She began to cry and scream louder than before. April's head looked like it was bleeding. Bright red blood smeared onto her pink pillow and a fishy smell spread everywhere. Now I was so scared I ran out of the room but I couldn't move. She slowly turned her head towards me.
Hey!!!!
A face covered in blood You can hardly tell that it's April. I fell back in shock.
Saturday 16 May 2015
4:00 a.m.
Sip, sip, sip, sip.
I opened my eyes in my room. I'm still lying on my bed. It shows that I must have dreamed just now. The room was still dark, but it was probably already morning because the birds had begun to sing. I tried to lift myself up but it was the same again, dreams upon dreams, dreams I didn't want to dream. I wanted so badly to wake up but I couldn't move. All you can hear is the sound of birds, the ceiling fan, and
Just hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee
April continued to cough again and began to cry. The room now began to have dim lights. There is enough light from the road and walkways between buildings, but it doesn't help much. What I'm afraid of right now is probably afraid of April. I'm afraid that what I saw last night will be true. I'm afraid April will come to see me now. I quickly closed my eyes because I was afraid April would see that I was awake.
All at once
The sound of the blanket being thrown off made it seem like the friend in the opposite bed was waking up.
Building, building, building.
April walked out onto the balcony, wondering to go to the bathroom.
The sound of birds flying away. I suspect there's a bird on the clothesline. A bit relieved, at least last night wasn't true. Because what kind of ghost will go into the bathroom, right? But even if I thought about it like that, I would still close my eyes.
Bang!!!!!
April came back into the room. I heard her dragging her legs. I didn't even dare open my eyes to see if she was walking towards the bed or towards me. Now I can't move anywhere, I just close my eyes because I don't want to see. Please don't walk towards me but the sky is not happy. The most feared thing happened.
Building
The sound of my heart beating like a drum A feeling as if something was dripping on the forehead. I held back my courage and opened my eyes to see. Come on!!
Hey! A crumpled, blood-stained face looked down at me, causing blood to drip down my face. I can't tell if it's April. I can't see her condition right now. It's the kind of April I want to cry the most. She tilted her head to one side. Blood flowing from his head fell to the floor. face full of blood You can hardly see the face.
One leg didn't work so she had to drag her legs.
“Are you okay?” April asked me. Right now I can only cry. A fishy smell spread throughout the room. All I could do was close my eyes and keep crying. After a while, the smell of incense replaced the fishy smell. The cold wind came again. This time it was colder than before. I thought time was moving so slowly. When will it be morning? The smell of incense was getting stronger and stronger.
6:30 a.m.
Awesome!
Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee
The sound of the door opening came with the sound of crying. I opened my eyes to see
Oh!!!! This time it wasn't April's crying. But it was the cries of my own father and mother. April had disappeared. I hurriedly sat up on the bed. I want to be happy that this time I can wake up again. My parents walked over to my bed, crying. The black and white picture my mother carried made time stop for me again.
It was like everything was quiet even though it was filled with the cries of Mom and Dad. I haven't finished studying yet. Haven't had any success for parents to see yet. Will this really be my last time? Or am I still not awake from this dream?
“Koch is here, Mom. Mother, don't you see Koch? Is this your son? Father."
The monk begins chanting I turned my head to look at a black and white picture of myself.
Death 15 May 2015...
I feel like I don't exist. Watching parents cry but not being able to do anything Even hugging him couldn't do it, the tears wouldn't stop. No matter how loud you speak, no one will hear you. There was only April, the girl across the bed who was sitting on the bed. This time, her face looked colorful. She smiled at me, but it was a smile filled with pain and sadness.
She smiled through tears like I am now smiling back but I smiled through tears. At April's table There is also a black and white picture of April and her death on May 15, 2015. The accident that happened yesterday must have been April. And yesterday, when Kung didn't answer, it must have been because Kung didn't hear what I said. Yesterday's emergency vehicle, Kung must have called it for me.
Is it true that I haven't woken up since yesterday? I thought there would be a day when I didn't wake up. Now there's probably only April. who understands my feelings the most
Thank you, April, for being friends.