The loudest silence —

getsunova????

( chanbaek )

“Do you listen to this song again?”

“It's because it's good.”

Respond with a smile to the person hugging him from behind. Before being kissed by a tall man on the soft hair that he often liked to stroke with affection.

“Today I went out with friends.”

“Go again : (”

“Please.”

“Will you be back late?”

“Definitely no later than 3 a.m.”

Nodding his permission, the older man pressed a kiss to his cheek, thanking him repeatedly. before pulling away to chat and tell friends that he was fine.

“No need to wait, go to bed first, it's late.”

“Ah, I understand.”

"Then I'll hurry back and cuddle you."

Place your palm on the small man's head before gently rubbing it. only Then he turned and opened the door and left the room without forgetting to lock the door for the other person.

Ah..it's time for his party :)

The little man didn't know what to do, so he chose to play the same song over and over. again and again I don't know why he was so attracted to this song. I still don't know how many times I've listened to it.

late at night..

People who went out to hang out with friends came back struggling to bring their slightly conscious self to the room.

lay down next to My boyfriend who has fallen asleep Pressing a soft kiss on the cheek until the other person turned away, but still unable to escape the strong hand that pulled the other person to hug him like a pillow before falling asleep.

early the next morning

Since the little guy has a habit of waking up early from time immemorial, it wouldn't be a surprise if he could wake up early without an alarm clock that made loud noises in the morning. Except for the extremely tiring days. There may be some late awakenings.

Glancing at the person sleeping soundly, filled with the smell of alcohol from last night. Until I had to take a deep breath.

“Don't forget to take care of yourself.”

If you speak, the other party probably won't understand. I walked over to take care of myself and then found a towel and a basin moistened with water to wipe the other person who was still in a deep sleep. Falling asleep without knowing what time I would wake up, sure that it would be late again as usual.

He wiped himself off and then left the bedroom. Walk straight to the fully equipped kitchenette. Make an easy breakfast Like hot porridge So that people who are drunk will be able to take their medicine accordingly.

Soon the gas stove was turned off along with a pot of hot rice porridge. The fragrant aromatics will be brought to a table with a bowl and spoon already prepared.

"Is it already nine o'clock?"

He muttered softly to himself. When your eyes were drawn to the clock that was decorated on the wall Decided to go in and wake up the person who was drowning in the bed.

“Wake up, it's already late.”

Wake up a sleepy person because of the alcohol. Gradually increase the intensity from light to shaking the other person. It took several minutes before he succumbed to trembling and woke up.

“It's late.”

"I'm still sleepy. Please continue sleeping."

“No, not at all.”

"sleepy"

Looking at the person sitting on the bed with a sleepy face with affection. Bending down, he kissed the other person's mouth softly to calm the person who kept complaining that he was sleepy over and over.

“I have to go to work today, so I don't cry.”

"Sigh..I'm lazy. Can I resign?"

"That's crazy. Go, I'll prepare the clothes for you."

"Oh~ There's a meeting today."

"okay"

He nodded to the large man who disappeared into the bathroom. before turning around and preparing clothes for another person There's a meeting today, which means you have to dress nicely. It's special, right?

Thinking about it, I secretly laughed. We're like a married couple.

Even though we're still just lovers, let's face it, it's already happy like this.

“What are you thinking?”

“Think about us.”

His face was confused and suspicious of the little person's answer until the other person had to open his mouth to explain.

“It's like we're married.”

“Do you want to get married?”

“Oh, not right now?”

"Why don't you want to get married?"

“Not at all, but don't forget that our society doesn't accept that. Please wait for it to open up a bit more.”

“Whoa, I can wait for this person.”

After getting dressed and fixing our hair nicely, the two of us sat down to eat breakfast together and then went to work together. The big man wouldn't let the other person drive the car. He volunteered to pick up and drop off his young girlfriend himself, without the other person having the right to refuse.

Is it good or not? Because the two of us will have a long time together.

“Today should end a little late.”

“I can wait, don't worry.”

“Just wait with the manager.”

“Understood, sweetheart.”

"Very cute. Keep fighting, you talented boyfriend."

“Um! Let's fight, too."

Smiling at each other before the little man got out of the car when he reached his own agency building. Watching the car driven by his big boyfriend disappear until he was out of sight, he turned into a tall building.

"hello"

“Yes, have you eaten yet?”

“Already finished. Today my wife made my daughter's favorite shrimp porridge. It was absolutely delicious!”

"Oh, what a coincidence, today I also ate rice porridge, but it was just pork porridge. I want to eat some shrimp."

“If my wife does it again I'll definitely bring it to you. I guarantee you will like it.”

“Then I'll wait. Today I intend to work as usual.”

“As well.”

Smiling at the close security guard he likes to hang out with. Because he's good at talking and we both like to bring things to each other so often that we're already close.

He bowed and greeted the people walking around with a smile like every day. We stopped to chat sometimes, as was the popularity of small people.

“Here it is.”

Said his talented manager who was checking his schedule today.

"Until it comes, I'll wait until the roots have sprouted."

“I'm sorry~”

“Just kidding.”

"So, is there a lot of work today?"

“Not much. And what we asked for The agency has agreed.”

“Really!?”

“Really, why would you lie? But why do you ask for that? I've always avoided it."

“I suddenly want to try it.”

"Ah, as you please. I'll go call a technician to take care of us first."

“Wow!”

The door closed, leaving him alone in the room. Taking off his long-sleeved shirt, he draped it over a chair and placed his favorite backpack that his big boyfriend had bought him not far from himself.

Creak~

The sound of his phone vibrating on the table made him pick it up and look at it with blank eyes before answering the phone.

“Hello..Doctor.”

“Today I'm extremely tired.”

I complained as soon as I sat in the car with the cool air conditioning on. The big boyfriend who drove to pick up the other person reached out and adjusted the air conditioning so that it hit the other person but not too much or he would get sick.

"What did you do today? Why are you tired?"

“Can't tell, it's a surprise.”

“Is it such a surprise that you can't even tell your girlfriend? Secretly going to take a photoshoot in a shiny outfit, right?”

“That's crazy. I don't do work like that. Aren't you going to remind the manager himself that you can't accept work like that?"

"Of course, I'm jealous of my girlfriend."

Especially if your small girlfriend is both cute and loved by everyone, how can you not be jealous? I can't tell you it's any less cute than this. Where can something like this be banned?

“So what's the surprise like?”

“I intend to surprise my fans especially. Because of that, I definitely won't tell you first.”

“Oh, do I have to wait a long time?”

“It won't be long.”

“Then you can wait. Just wait for this person alone.”

He moved his hand to caress the other person's soft cheek before being gently nipped by his small boyfriend. In the end, we both burst out laughing at the same time.

Just having each other like this in every situation. One day he didn't want anything anymore.

Just having you in my every day :)

"hug"

“Huh?”

“Sleep and hug”

"Why did you say you don't like it?"

"You want me to hug you, don't you? :("

"No, just confused, but okay."

He turned to embrace his petite boyfriend, who pursed his lips and gave him a ten-level pouty look. Let me tell you, I'm completely lost. Lose like you lose and lose again and again. Until I can't go anywhere.

“I love you very much.”

“I love you too.”

Bending down to gently kiss the round forehead of the perverted person. Maybe it's because the little guy is tired from work today, so he seems to be extra irritating. But this angle is really cute. I'm glad that only him got to see it.

Big tears flowed from the corner of the eyes of the person in his embrace, but it looked like the person holding him was already asleep. It's good that he fell asleep like that, I didn't want to see him cry.

Just seeing him smile is enough...

“Huh, this evening!?”

"Um, urgent work."

"Oh, I don't want you to go."

“Just a moment.”

“One day.”

“Just a moment.”

Squeezing the cheek of his big boyfriend who was giving him a pouting face like a child with affection. After he said he had to go to work in a nearby province this evening.

“Why do you have to go in the evening?”

“I got there and took a break. In the morning I finished work. Hurry and come back to your girlfriend.”

“My heart will surely die : (”

"This person is so talented."

“You have to come back quickly.”

“Um, I understand.”

Looking at the person who nodded with a bright smile with concern. But after all, work is work, he must know how to distinguish it correctly. Okay, he probably won't die in one day, right?

The small man with his chin looked at the person who was concentrating on his food with a smile. It was like every day that passed was very precious to him. And he wants it to stay like this for a long time to come.

“Oh, yes.”

"yes?"

“Surprise, I'm coming tonight.”

“Huh?? Why does it have to be when I'm not here?"

"The agency gave it to me today."

"Okay, come back and we'll settle things together."

Nodding with a smile as always. And he could only hope inside that the other person would like the surprise he was about to give. He was very focused on it. As he said, it was something he had always avoided until now.

He was determined to do his best.

And I hope his girlfriend will like it.

“Then...”

“See you tomorrow.”

“Yes, hurry and come back.”

Hug your little boyfriend who will leave him alone for one day. Oh, I don't know if I'll die first or not. He's not overbearing at all, but he's really attached to another person. Ever since his little girlfriend came, his world has never been free again.

Just having this person makes him very happy.

Time 00.00 hrs.

'There's a new message sent to you'

A big man who refuses to sleep because he's secretly excited about a surprise from his girlfriend, but he won't tell me that he's been waiting for it since his girlfriend left. Otherwise, you'll definitely get teased.

'The loudest silence -

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His brows furrowed together in bewilderment and doubt. This song is often listened to by his fans. But he's never seen it.

mv

It's its song. Is this a surprise from his girlfriend?

Better try it first..

'There's something new sent to you'

'My boyfriend has died'

'At midnight'

'The doctor said that my boyfriend has been sick for a long time and he has really been patient for a long time.'

Huge manly tears spilled onto the phone screen in his hand in shock and shock. My ears were ringing and my vision was dizzy. Everything was blurry and painful.

Until the end of the clip It was the little boyfriend who appeared to say hello and smile at the camera.

'The last message I want to say. I want everyone to be happy with their lives right now as much as possible. Before it's all too late Thank you very much.'

The smile he just saw this morning was still clear. It was so obvious that he could hardly bear it. Another person's story flows around inside the club like a movie reel being played over and over.

He collapsed on the ground, tightly hugging the picture frame of his little girlfriend who was like the world to him. So tight that he couldn't believe that the person in the picture had left him.

'There's a new message sent to you'

'Come to the hospital.

x

Our boyfriend is there. And there's something you'd like to give us as well.'

A message from his young girlfriend's manager made him wipe away his tears and take his body out of the room to a hospital not too far from his room.

He walked towards his girlfriend's manager, who was holding a piece of paper in his hand.

“This is in the hands of our fans. Until the last second of life"

“It belongs to us.”

He doesn't accept the paper. The envelope was more damaged. He slowly opened it and dropped it to the side. The manager, who had his head down and cried as hard as he did.

'To the boyfriend I love the most.

When reading There probably won't be any more of us on this earth.

I'm sorry I never said anything. Don't blame yourself. We really made a good decision.

Thank you for the love you have always given us. In the past we were very happy. So much so that I thought it was a dream.

There's no more of us after this.

Don't forget to take care of yourself.

Eat on time

Wake up early and set your alarm!

Don't forget to find a handsome outfit. to wear on the day of going to work

Don't forget to lock your room.

Don't forget to turn off the TV.

Don't sleep on the sofa either!

You need to rest a lot. Don't overdo your work.

Love yourself very much.

And then...

Don't forget our love.

We love you the most :)'

Have you ever heard that It hurts like dying. I never thought I would have to experience this feeling. It really hurts a lot.

Why

Why do we have to leave each other like this?

It felt like the whole world had collapsed and there was no way to return to the way it was before.

understand

The meaning of this song

He really understood it..

'Have you ever felt or heard?

The voice inside shouts I love you

Keep it inside all the time'

I feel like I've known this all along.

'Do you feel it? Do you hear it?

A love that I have never spoken about

Always keep it in my heart.

It is the silence that is loudest in my heart.'

Your parting was very quiet.

So much so that I don't think it will happen today.

The day you are no longer with us.

-the end-

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