Since I can remember, the world I live in has never been happy, but instead has suffering, only sorrow. I can only feel hopeless in my heart. I can't speak, I can't act. I've thought about dying many times.

I just smiled and said I'm sorry, it's okay, it was my fault, huh! I look back and feel sorry for myself.

I am a good looking person. He is a good student. It is people who must let them define what must be. He also said that he was never pressured into anything. never push To do or be as told, but the truth is so funny. On the contrary, it's distorted to the point of being unbelievable.

"Being a dentist is rich. Becoming a surgeon is good. If you study, you can get a higher education. It's up to you. Point out the hole to a squirrel. The only thing left is which way to choose. If you don't want it, it's up to you." If you ask me now or ask me right now, The answer is probably the same.

This is what is called no pressure, no pushing, no planning, no laying out a path for you. Even if I say that a hundred times I thought the same thing. That it is indirectly saying that You should study like this. Work like this. If you don't do it, you don't have to show me my face. So say that.

I have learned that no matter how you lose, you cannot escape your fate. In the end it turned out that My life ended with me following. The way they indirectly tried to impose it on me since childhood. They boasted that I was like this. Graduation like this For me, even as I get older, I still don't understand what it's for. But in the end

The reason that other children say is probably that they want their parents to be happy. Moreover, we are comfortable too. When I thought of it, there was another reason. I came up to argue.

If we look at it from another perspective, these things may be suppressed to the point of It can be a mental disease. If a child who is repressed is annoyed and spoiled, and if he or she does not have a mental illness, then he or she will likely be a child who does not finish school and will live later in life. What doesn't end with prison and grid is probably death that is ready to come.

From just wanting my beloved child to be

People are "perfect" for themselves.

But it's "imperfect" for the person you love.

No matter which path any parent chooses, it is the final decision. It depends on the reasons of each person. I can only suggest experiences. Because although this short story will make you think In the end, it was no different from cramming. What was chosen for that child?

So I'm telling you that it's appropriate because this child has accumulated pressure all his life. Probably not the same as those of you who only read it for a moment. Then feel guilty for a short time and then go back to being the same.

For children reading this, don't rely on yourself too much. Because each family is different, including ideas, beliefs, and appearance. So use reason.

Consideration according to correct reasoning is a sign of someone who has "superior intelligence."

Finally, I bid farewell, but let you know first that no matter how I express my opinion, it's the end. But the consideration of each person