Hello, all readers. It is the author's first novel.

It might be a genre that maybe not many people have written about yet.

The author thinks this line is interesting. It's a love perspective.

in another corner

The author would like to allow me to introduce a few characters.

Warin (Rin) is a smart and smart woman, 32 years old.

Paris (Pan) is a cute, bright, sincere, family-loving man, 26 years old.

Punkan (Pun) is the older brother of Paris (Pan), aged 28 years.

What will their story be? You can follow and read.

......just a story

Please allow me to introduce the characters here first.

The author hopes that readers will enjoy this novel.

You can criticize. Please come and read a lot.

........................The season when I'm lonely

The sound of thunder and the strong wind and torrential rain sounded like the sky was angry at someone. I looked out that window. Look at the rain falling on the window and the ground.

It makes me miss “Things from that time” that I never thought would happen..........................

Where did the story begin?......Yes, it happened when

That day, my phone rang. “Hello, what's up?” I greeted the voice on the line.

“Are you free?......I want to go see you.” The voice on the line replied. He was a junior who worked closely with me.

My very bad tone made me very worried about him.

“What's wrong with you? It doesn't sound good.” I replied with concern.

“My girlfriend broke up with me. Can I go see you? I'm drinking alone....I'm really stressed out."

That young man replied to me, “Where are you now?” I asked back with concern.

“I'm at home right now,” the voice on the line answered me in a tone that didn't sound very harsh.

“Then you stay right there. I'll go look for you." Out of concern for him, I answered him like that.

As soon as I finished clearing the work I immediately drove to his house.

When I arrived at Pan's house I saw two people sitting and talking at a table by the water. He turned to face me and

He waved his hand to greet me as if to say that he was here. So I walked towards him with concern.

I looked at him and smiled and greeted him. “How are you?” He replied and handed me a glass of wine.

“Too bad, Brother Rin, I don't know what to do. Anyway, please help me be my friend.”

“Uh...okay, what's the matter?” I responded to him, “Is a friend coming? ” A voice came in.

I turned my eyes to the source of the voice. Stunned me for a moment. “Oh, yes,” Pan replied.

The owner of that voice and introduced me to the owner of that voice

"P'Rin, this is Pun, my older brother." "This is P'Rin, the older brother at my job." I turned to look at Pun's face and smiled.

Pun looked at me suspiciously, as if he was going to say something to me. But I quickly turned away from him.

and continued talking with Pan, "P'Rin, what do you think I should do?" Pan asked me in a consultative way.

“Pan, I think you already know that. What should you do with this incident? But you're just afraid that it won't.

Is it work?” I asked back like that because we were very close so I knew what kind of person he was.

Pan laughed and said to me, “As expected of you being my older brother,” that laugh immediately made me relieve my worries.

“Let's have a glass,” Pan said, holding up the glass in his hand. Everyone lifted up and followed. Immediately I turned around.

Makes eye contact with a pair of eyes. "Pun" is he looking at me like that? I can only ask myself in my heart..........

“Pan, you should do what you think and want. No one knows your boyfriend better than you. Just do it.

What will the results be like? At least you tried your hardest,” I said encouragingly.

Pan turned and looked at me and smiled, "Uh.....Yes sir." I smiled and accepted that smile feeling relieved.

We sat and talked until about 3:00 a.m. I looked at the clock. “Oh, it's three in the morning,” I said, making everyone feel like

You should go to bed now.” Brother Rin, it's late. Go to sleep here. Come back tomorrow.” Pan invited me to stay at his house.

“You can stay here first. I'll be back tomorrow," Pun added. "Uh," I replied to him without looking at his face.

And we all walked into the house. “You can sleep on the sofa down here,” I suggested to the two brothers.

“Hey, Brother Rin, what are you sleeping here? Go sleep upstairs.” Pan said to me in a funny tone. “Go upstairs.”

He spoke urgently to me. So I followed the two brothers upstairs. “Sleep in this room,” Pun said to me when we arrived.

at the front of the room and opened the door for me to enter. I just nodded and walked into the room. I looked around the room.

I couldn't say I was excited. Because I immediately knew whose room it was. Yes, I was in “his room.”

“Make yourself comfortable,” the owner of the room said. So I hurriedly suppressed the excitement I had in my heart.

“Uh,” I could only reply briefly. He walked closer to me. and took out blankets and pillows

“Are you going to sleep in Pan's room? ” I asked him. He turned and answered me, “Yes.”

I heard that and told him, “You can sleep in this room. I don't want to cause trouble.”

He turned to look at me in bewilderment? “Well, I don't have any feelings for women, right? ”

I explained it to him. He walked back and told me, “That's all right.” I smiled at him.

and told him, “OK, then you sleep on the floor.” But he didn't agree, “Sleep on the bed. The bed is wide.”

I turned to look at him and could only answer him briefly, "Uh," even though there wasn't only that in my heart.

I lay down almost on the edge of the bed, my heart pounding so excited I could hardly sleep.

Until I couldn't stand my own exhaustion and finally fell asleep.............

I was startled and woke up by the coldness of the air conditioner at 17 degrees. “Huh.....so cold.”

I mumbled in a very low voice because the person next to me was asleep.

“It's already 6:00 a.m. It's better to go back,” I told myself as I got up from the bed and turned to look.

The person who was sleeping, "I'll be right back," I told him softly. before walking out

I went downstairs and saw the brothers' mother going into the kitchen to cook. I went in to say hello.

Let it be a sign to let the family know that I am returning.................................... ...

2 weeks passed normally. The doll looks in a good mood. Having fun with your co-workers

“Brother Rin, are you going to eat at my house today?” Pan asked me in an inviting way.

“Okay, what do you have to eat today?” I replied in an annoyed manner. He laughed loudly.

"It's an agreement, Brother Rin. We're fully equipped with alcohol, medicine, and grilled fish. Hahaha." He laughed in a good mood.

Because tomorrow is a holiday, you might want to hang out a bit, which is normal for working people like us.

When the work time was over, I went to Pan's house together.

We sat and chatted casually at the table next to the water as usual, but this time there were just the two of us.

Out of curiosity and curiosity, I asked Pan:

“Pan, why haven't I seen Pun today? Aren't you here?” Pan turned to look at me and replied.

“That's it. My brother has returned and saw the car parked. But I haven't seen him come down to eat yet.”

“I'd better go up and take a look. Do you want to go with me?” Pan asked, inviting me.

I thought for a moment before turning to answer him. “Umm.....let's go take a look at him. Go say hello to him too.”

Then we both walked into the house.

go up to the second floor To the front door of Pun's room. Even now, I'm still excited. Even though it's just in front of the door

And I've slept in this room before. "Pun, are you there?" A voice knocked on the door and called out.

'Quiet' there was no sound in response. Me and Pan turned to look at each other. "Or are you not here?"

I expressed my opinion to Pan. But Pan doesn't think like that. “Then wherever it goes, the car will stay. The shoes are still there.”

Along with knocking on the door and continuing to call, “Hey, Pun, are you asleep? ” But there was no reply at all.

"Hey Pun, what's wrong with you? Why are you so quiet?" Pan started to be surprised and felt something unusual.

“Is Pun not coming out yet?” a voice sounded behind us.

“Not yet, Mom,” Pan replied to the owner of the voice who seemed worried about his son.

"Mom is really worried. Lately he seems uncomfortable, rough, depressed, and stressed," the mother told us.

Worried about the child in the room, "If you don't open it, I'll break the door in." Pan who tried to communicate with the person

Being in a "quiet" room, there was no reply. The three of us looked at each other and nodded in agreement.

that previously Pan said that he would break down the door and go in. "Bang, bang," came the sound of Pan kicking the door. Just three times and the locked door latch broke. We all hurried into the room. “Pun,” Mother's voice rang out. Both of us turned towards the sound.

Everyone was stunned by the sight in front of them. I can't say anything. I hurriedly ran towards him.

The condition of Pun Tee sitting against the wall with blood flowing from his wrist and Cutter who fell next to him.

“Hurry up and call an ambulance,” I said, barely able to speak.

"Yes, Rin." He regained consciousness and accepted what I said. I walked closer to Pun and his mother was sitting next to me crying.

“Calm down, Mom. The ambulance is coming,” I said, comforting my mother who was in panic.

along with finding a clean cloth and alcohol To clean the wound and stop the bleeding.

I looked at his pale face and prayed in my heart, “Don't worry, the ambulance is coming.”

Soon an ambulance arrived and took Pun to the emergency room. The three of us waited outside the room.

With concern for the people in the emergency room

Until almost morning the doctor came out of the emergency room. We immediately rushed to the doctor.

“Doctor, how is my son? ” the mother asked with concern for her son.

“The patient is safe. Don't worry.” The doctor smiled and answered the patient's mother and walked away.

“Pun is safe now, Mom. Don't worry. Now mom, let's go back and rest. I'll come and visit you soon, Mom." I said to the siblings' mother, worried because I hadn't slept all night.

“Go, Mom. I'll come back later. Mom needs to rest too,” Pan added.

The mother turned to look at the emergency room for a moment, then turned and nodded in agreement with her youngest son.

“Brother Rin, please take a rest first. Thank you for staying with us.” Pan turned and spoke to me.

I smiled and answered him, "Oh, it's okay. Anyone who encounters something like that needs help," I said to him.

“Thank you, Rin,” he said, turning to smile at me gratefully.

I looked at his face and smiled back in a friendly way.

I finally got home and fell asleep. ........................

I woke up and looked at the clock. “Is it already 2 p.m.?” I muttered to myself as I hurriedly got up from the bed.

“I have to go to the hospital and can probably be visited by now,” he said as he picked up his towel and walked into the bathroom.

When I finished getting dressed, I immediately drove to the hospital.

When I reached the front of the patient's room, I felt hesitant to enter. “How should I react when I meet him?

No, you have to keep quiet, Rin. Do you understand?” I said to myself in my heart. Along with opening the door

I walked into the room. “He's awake,” I said in my heart, happy to see that.

“How are you?” I asked him with a smile. But he still didn't look any better. He turned and smiled a little at me.

Fiercely like he was forcing his feelings right now. “It's better,” he replied back to me. But I know that

He hasn't gotten any better yet, his mental state might be the hardest right now. “It might take time. So what is the cause?”

That was a question I couldn't ask him. "Are you hungry? Have you eaten anything?" It was just a simple question.

What can I ask him now? He turned to me and answered softly, “The nurse brought it for me.”

After speaking, he turned away and looked blank. When I saw that, I was even more worried about whether something like last night would happen again.

“What should I do? I don't want to see him like this,” I thought to myself.

"Oh..P'Rin came before me again," a familiar voice greeted. I turned and smiled at the owner of the voice.

“You're late. What time is it? Why did you just come?” I replied irritably, “Hello, Mom. How are you?”

I raised my hand to pay respects and greet the mother of the two siblings. "Mother is now resting." The mother smiled and greeted in response.

“How are you, Pun?” the mother asked her eldest son with concern. “Mother,” Pun turned to look at his mother and called out with water. A voice that seems to cry The mother lovingly held her eldest son's hand. "It's okay, son," the mother said comfortingly. The eldest son with great concern

I saw the scene in front of me and felt a lump in my throat. Tears will come out. I can only hold it back

Until the evening, we separated. Only the mother of the two brothers stayed to watch over their sons.

“Pun, I'll come and visit again tomorrow. I'm coming home today." I didn't forget to tell him. He turned around and smiled slightly.

and nods at me I smiled at him again before leaving the room.....................

The next day, I came to the hospital with big bouquet of flowers and a basket of nourishing drinks

I walked into the patient room where I was. But the room was empty. I walked over and put things on the table.

And went to look in the bathroom, but no one was there. “Mother must have gone back and her bag of groceries wasn't there. So where did Pun disappear to?”

I said to myself, “I don't feel good. Where are you going?” I tried to look for him with a worried feeling.

“Oh, what about P'Rin? ” A voice greeted him. So I turned to him and told him the story.

“Do you know where he went? ” I asked Pan in case he knew. Pan shook his head as if he didn't know.

“Phi Rin, let's go take a look around here in case we find it,” Pan offered to me. “Oh, let's go.” I nodded and agreed.

So we walked around but couldn't find it. “I didn't find it, Phi Rin, where did it go?” Pan said to me, looking up.

“Hey, that's Rin, right? Pan called me in excitement and shock. And I look up

I was almost shocked. The picture I saw was Pun on the rooftop as if he was about to climb the fence. "Hurry up," I called to Pan for him to go upstairs. that with the fastest speed possible .................................................. ..........

We came up to the rooftop and tried to see where Pun was, and we found him.

With Pun who is about to cross the last fence. Pan hurriedly ran and snatched Poon's body so that it fell to the shore on the rooftop.

“What are you going to do, Pun?” Pan asked his brother angrily. “Don't you want to mess with me, Pan. I don't want to.”

Pun said as he walked back to the barrier. Enraged, he walked over and tugged at the collar of Pun's shirt.

“What are you thinking? You tell me, Pun, why do you want to do this? Huh? You tell me!! ”

“You let me go, dammit!! You don't understand me.” The elder shouted back at the younger. This made the younger man very angry and raised his hand to punch his older brother.

I saw a bad move. I hurriedly rushed in. Two brothers who are quarreling

“Pan” I called him to regain consciousness. It worked, so he stopped and slowly relaxed his hand. and threw Poon to the ground.

I see the picture in front of me I feel like I can't stand it anymore. His mental state was extremely severe.

“What should I do? ” I said to myself in my mind. A pun trying to get up and struggling to get to the rooftop fence.

“I can't take it anymore,” I said to myself. As I walked towards Pun, "Pun" I called his name as I held his arm and looked at his face. "I won't tolerate seeing him in this condition again" I said in my heart as I hugged him in my arms.

and whispered to him, “Don't hurt yourself again. There are still people who love and care about you.”

He was silent for a moment, then he hugged me back and cried out. I could only hold him tightly in my arms.

I'm sure it's safe for him. I don't know how much time has passed. But we didn't say a single word.

But he's still in my arms. I'm relieved now. There were also people who were stunned by my actions.

This time too, it was Pan. I knew he was suspicious of the relationship. Mine and his brother live.

After a while, Pun got better, he didn't cry anymore. I loosen my arms I looked at his face and smiled.

With his hand raised to wipe away the tears that were still remaining on his cheek.

“Don't cry,” I teased him, smiling at him. He laughed sheepishly. I've seen this picture. My heart is very swollen.

“Let's go back,” I said to him pleadingly. “Yes,” he replied, smiling sheepishly.

“Don't do that. My heart is about to fail,” I thought to myself, very restrained.

And the three of us I returned to the patient's room and the nurse complained until my ears went numb again..... But it's worth it.

The next day, I had to bring work to the hospital. Because I don't want him to be alone.

He was sleeping now, so I sat on the sofa working. “Why is today's work so difficult?” I muttered to myself.

“Are you busy?” a voice said behind me. Startled, I turned around at the sound. But my face and his are not far apart. Fingers crossed and our eyes locked like this made my heart stop right there.

But before my heart stopped, I needed to call myself back. I slowly withdrew my face back to the notebook.

My work along with answering him, “Oh, yes, I've fixed it many times and still haven't gotten it. I don't know where I'm wrong.”

“Would you like me to take a look? ” He offered to help, “ Here ,” I know, he doesn't know how to look at my work. But I wanted him to help me. I postponed.

The notebook went closer to him so he could help look at it. “How are you? Do you see anything unusual? ” I turned to ask him and gave him a cheeky look. “I don't know, I haven't seen any.” He answered me with a shy smile. “This is something unusual,” I said, turning to look into his eyes.

“Why?” he said and looked back at me. “Well, you're unusually cute.” I teased him while giving him a look. Cheek at him again. But his reaction was unexpected. He smiled shyly at me and sat on the sofa with a gourd red face. “What is so cute? ..What's cute? ”

He spoke to me in stuttering words. His behavior that didn't seem like his really made me want to jump in and hug him or do something more with him.

“Oh my gosh, P'Rin, what are you doing over there? Have you disappeared? ” A voice greeted him before My thoughts will run wild. I opened up even more. "Do your work. I just came to help you look at it," I replied to the owner. That is, sculpting.

“Do you want me to help you look at it?” Pan asked and gave me a cheeky look. “Oh, do you want to do it now?” I replied in an annoyed way. Ready to hand him a notebook. "Do it yourself. Rin's work is difficult." He said that to me. and hurriedly walked towards his brother. That went back to bed. I looked at the two brothers who were chatting happily.

Seeing that, I felt relieved. that bad things happen It will pass. .........................................

Now it's late afternoon and my work isn't finished yet. I'm still working on the sofa because I'm asleep. As for Pan, he probably went to get something to eat because he heard him complain that he was hungry. "Crack," the sound of the door opening but I didn't turn around to look.

“Pun” there was a voice I wasn't familiar with calling me Pun. I turned to look at that voice. "Mon" I mumbled softly.

“This might be the cause of this incident.” I looked at the scene in front of me and thought to myself.

“Mon” Pun woke up and called his girlfriend's name, “How is it? Why do you do this? I'm sorry."

Mon spoke to him in a dismissive manner. Pun didn't answer and looked at me. who is keeping a notebook in his bag

Before they talked about anything more. “I, who feels like I'm extra, should leave.”

I said to myself in my mind. I turned to look at him and walked towards him on the bed. “I'll be back first. I will also stop by the company.”

I said to Pun and turned to smile at Mon. before coming out of that room

“Probably not a problem, right? Should I let go of him?” That's the question that's on my mind right now.......

The next day

Today I bought some porridge from the store that he likes to eat. With a bunch of flowers For putting in a vase

I want his environment to be bright and relaxed. I want him to feel good.

I opened the door to the patient room he was in. The picture in front of me is Mon is feeding him rice.

I could hardly carry on. I want to walk back. But I've opened it up. I can't go back.

“I must move forward,” I said to myself in my heart. Pun turned to look at me. I smiled and answered him.

“Come early, Mon.” I greeted Mon, who was trying to feed him food. “Yes, sir, my boyfriend doesn't want to eat.”

Mon turned and spoke to me in an accusing manner. “This might be good,” I said to myself in my heart. along with turning to look at Pun

who is trying to avoid feeding Mon food I put the flowers in a vase. and put the porridge in the bag

“It's over, my duty,” I thought while arranging flowers in a vase. By turning your back on them

Because now my tears are reaching the corners of my eyes. How long can I hold back these tears?

I tried to hold back the tears and push these feelings away. “Be strong, Rin. You mustn't cry now.”

I try to tell myself that. and took a big breath. “I can do it,” I said to myself.

I put the flower vase on the table. and turned to tell Pun, "I'm back." Pun stopped and turned to look at me.

“Aren't you here today?” he asked me in surprise.

“I'd rather work at the company. Mon is here with me today, so he won't be lonely, right? Mon.” I answered his question and turned to ask Mon. “Yes, sir,” Mon replied in a cheerful voice.

I turned to look at him and smiled at him. Pun looked at me as if he had some questions. But I couldn't hold back the tears anymore, so I quickly walked out of that room........................ ..........

I walked up to the car. I opened the door and got into the car. With many suppressed tears flowing out and not stopping.

“I really should let go of him,” I told myself in pain.

I just hope that one day the pain I have now will subside. and our story

It will become just a memory because the relationship between me and him can only be

.........................Just a story

to be continued...............Desiny