Hello all lovely readers.

Today the author has the opportunity Posting another story.

Title"

Destin (

What is this feeling?)" which is a sequel to the story "Just a novel" that the author

went down earlier Let's continue in this matter. that your love What will happen next?

May all lovely readers Happy with her and his love story.

The season when I'm lonely.....Thank you for following.

DESTINY

The rain had stopped and it allowed me to see what was outside.

After that event I brought work here for almost a week.

I just want to be to myself for a while. To come to terms with what happened, I hope

When my heart is strong enough I will be able to see images like that without

I don't feel anything. But in my heart, why do I still think of him all the time, even though it's over?

It's been a week already. I still can't get him out of my head.

I still think about him and me from 4 years ago.

The day he and I met for the first time.

4 years ago

I walked into a company. It was the first day I came to work here.

I met with the human resources department. And he took me to the department where I was to work.

When I arrived, he introduced me to a man. I think he must have been a colleague who was here before me.

“Pun, this is Warin. I'm coming to work here. Please introduce the new person.” He nodded and answered, “Yes.”

I smiled at him in greeting.

"Warin, this is Punkan. You can call me Pun. He will give us work advice."

HR introduced him to me. I nodded and answered him, "Yes."

And he walked away. I turned to look at Pun and smiled at him before surrendering to him because my job was to be his assistant.

“Hello, you can call me Rin. If you have any advice, please let me know.”

He turned around and smiled, "Yes." I sat down at my desk. After a while he started Please advise me about the work. The first day went well. I tried to understand the system as quickly as possible................................. ............

Several weeks passed and I still wasn't functioning well. There are still quite a lot of errors in the work.

"P'Rin, you're wrong again. Look carefully." He always hangs out with me. Because I'm still new to this job. I think I did my best. “I'll fix it,” I told him, picking up the work. The broken one was fixed again. He looked very annoyed at me. At that time, I felt very discouraged. “Here, we have to do this right here.

And the other one has to be done like this.” Just then, he came and sat next to me and taught me how to work. I turned around and looked at him a bit. along with doing as he said, “Why is his mood so unstable?” I could only think to myself. He is always like this, up and down, sometimes bad, sometimes good. Sometimes I can't keep up with his moods.

“Finished, Pun, is this okay?” I showed him the finished work.

“Ah, it's like this, Brother Rin.” He smiled and replied to me. I was stunned for a moment when I saw his smile. “Why should I be shaken by his smile?” I said to myself in my heart. “Pun!” An unfamiliar voice came up. So I turned to look at the owner of the voice, "What's going on, Mon? Where have you been?"

Pun replied to the owner of the voice, “Come here and stop by to pick me up. Let's go home together,” Mon said to him in familiar words. They seem very close. I saw their actions and words. I could tell right away that they were lovers. I was stunned again. “No, do I like a guy?” was a question I already knew the answer to.

So I didn't dare ask a stupid question. go out................................

After that, several weeks passed. I started getting more and more into work. and began to work with Pun more than before He doesn't swing or tease me like before. It wasn't often that I saw Mon come up to him here. “Oh!! ” A voice rang out while I was happily working. I turned to find the owner of the voice, Pun. Sure enough, something fell on his foot.

I see that I hurriedly got up and looked at him, “Pun, how are you? Look." I sat down on the floor and lifted his feet to look at him. "Sister Rin, are you okay?" He told me, stunned by my action. "Does it hurt a lot? Did you get hit hard? Is the bone broken? ”

I asked him about his condition with concern. “It's still painful, but it shouldn't break,” he replied back to me. “Then, sit here first. I'll go get some ice and medicine to apply.” I told him as I hurriedly walked out to get the medicine. and ice............

I came back with medicine and ice. He was still sitting in the same chair. I sat on the floor and lifted his foot to rest on my leg. "P'Rin."

Pun exclaimed softly. I put ice on his foot gently. “Does it hurt?” I looked up and asked him. At that moment, my eyes Goes in line with his eyes. Such a close distance My heart was pounding faster and hotter, but I still felt like this. I was mesmerized by his eyes. I couldn't move. "It doesn't hurt much," he said.

Made me regain consciousness.

"Oh, then I'll apply the medicine for you," I told him, picking up the medicine and applying it to his feet. When he was finished, I helped him to my desk.

“Thank you, Rin.” Pun turned to me. After sitting down I smiled at him in response. After that, we were always like this, like we looked into each other's eyes more often. Like both of us There's a feeling inside of something Sometimes I always think I might be imagining it, but I know his feelings for me.

I can't think of it as love. But I know that He only feels good about me and he has a girlfriend. I repeat this word all the time. To remind myself not to get any closer to him. Because my heart is Starting to be unable to accept it when his girlfriend Come see him at work. My heart feels so painful.

But I couldn't show that. I can only let it stay deep in my heart. Because I can only be his co-worker. I began to pull away from him, not quite meeting his eyes. I don't talk to him like I used to. and acted unlovely to him. “What am I doing?” I said to myself.

I regret every time I did that to him. But I still can't find a better solution.

I lived like this for several weeks.

“Do this job for me,” Pun walked up to me in a cold voice. I nodded and took the job from him. Why am I angry at him? I got it because I made it like this myself. “Pun, it's finished,” I told him, handing over the work. “Um,” he nodded and gave me a short, cold response. Since when?

That he never called me brother again. There are only random words. Always cold like this. “What I did to him Does it make him hate me so much? ” I said to myself in my heart, “It is appropriate to be treated like this.” The next day, I resigned from that company. And didn't see him again until I went to see Pan at Pan's house and found out that he was Pan's older brother.

“Ring, ring, ring,” the phone sounded. Takes me out of my past trance.

“Hello,” I answered the phone. “Where are you, P'Rin? It's been a long time.” The voice on the other end of the line that greeted me was Pan.

“I'm out of the country, what's going on?” I explained to him.

“No, it's been a long time since I saw you. I haven't joined the company yet so I'm worried,” he explained to me. But I can't go back now because I still can't get Pun out of my head.

“No, I'll stay for a while,” I said.

“Um..where are you? I'd like to go on a relaxing trip. I've been working all week and Rin isn't here. I'm stressed like crazy." He asked while complaining to me. "Okay, you're not here. Don't you have someone to mess with?" I teased him back. We're always like this. We can tease each other all the time. “Hahaha, that's right.

Brother Rin is not lonely with me at all. Where are you? I'll go find you." Pan laughed brightly and asked for my address, so I answered him.

“I'm at the resort. In Kanchanaburi, if you want to come, come. I'm looking for friends to drink with."

"OK, I'll go right away. See you soon, Rin." He said to me and hung up.

Several hours later

“Brother Rin, I have arrived. Please open the door for me.” It was Pan that came to me via chat line.

I acknowledged this and walked over to open the door for him. When I saw the person standing next to him I was stunned for a moment. “Wow....What have I been doing here for almost two weeks?” I said to myself in my heart. Pun looked at me. and smiled at me, "P'Rin, I'll go in," Pan said, asking for my permission.

“Come in,” I said, inviting the two of them inside. Pan came in and opened the refrigerator first.

I walked over to collect my desk. To have a place to put things. As for Pun, he followed me.

“Are you traveling alone?” I casually asked as a greeting to him.

“Pun, you came with me?” He looked at my face and answered the question in a conversational way.

I turned to look at him. And he looked at me We meet each other's eyes. But my heart is beating fast again I'm never used to seeing these eyes. No matter when, they always look like this.

“Sister Rin, I'll be right back. Today is my girlfriend's birthday." Pan said. His voice made me call myself back again.

“Girlfriend's birthday? Then why did you come to Kanchanaburi?” I complained to you.

“Does he have something to say to me? That's why I had to have my younger brother bring me here,” I thought to myself.

"I'm going, P'Rin." Pan said goodbye to me. I smiled and answered him. When he walked out the door and closed it for me I turned towards Pu. “Does he have something to talk to me about?” I walked towards him at the table where I worked.

“Pun, what's the matter? ” I asked a straight-to-the-point question. He stopped and turned to look at me.

“Who said working at the company is better? Why are you here?” I was stunned by this question. He asked me questions I had. Told him when I walked out that day.

“Wow....came all this way to ask this question?” I teased him to cover up the answer.

“Then why haven't you gone to visit Pun since that day? You told me that you wanted to work at the company but came back here?” Pun asked and cut me off. I stayed silent because I didn't know how to answer him. I turned to look at him while thinking of something.

I walked up to him and stopped in front of him sitting in a chair. and put my face close to his face

“In addition to these questions Is there something else?” He looked into my eyes. He looked shocked and tense. He was still. I put my face closer to his. “Huh? ” I asked him, unbuttoning the first button of his shirt. He looked tense and unable to do anything, his face turning red.

I moved closer. “Huh?” I asked, unbuttoning the second button. He was still as red-faced and silent as ever. “Huh?” I looked into his eyes and asked the same question. But this time I moved closer until my lips touched his. I feel that warmth I can't stop

I thrust my tongue into his mouth while grinding it and unbuttoned another button of his shirt. I kissed him for a while, then I pulled my lips away from his. “He didn't reject me,” I said to myself in my mind after I thought of proof that if I did this to him, Will he reject me? But before I could think any more,

He stood up and pulled me in for a kiss. He thrust his tongue in and crushed mine eagerly. "Ugh," I moaned softly. He still kissed me endlessly. I was tingling and burning all over. My nails dug into his back tensely. He kissed me until I was satisfied. So he pulled his lips away. and looked into my eyes “P..Pun”

I called his name with a trembling voice. With a gasp from his kiss He lifted me into his arms and walked me to the bed. I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my face in his chest. I knew what was about to happen to me. He put me on the bed. “Pun,” I called him again. “Yes.”

He answered me and kissed me again. and slowly moved down to the neck He nuzzled the crook of my neck gently and slowly moved down to my chest. And slowly took off my clothes. "Uh....Pun." I moaned, calling his name. With a feeling of tingling With his touch, "Be my wife."

He moved his lips to my ear and whispered softly, nibbling on my ear. “Uh…” I replied to him with barely a word. It was very unexpected. I didn't think it would go this far. Now I let him do everything to my body. I stopped thinking about everything. My head is completely white.

I don't want to think about anything anymore.......................................... ...................

I woke up in the morning With a dazed feeling and reviewing the stories that happened last night I turned to look next to him, still sleeping next to me. “I... wasn't dreaming. ” I mumbled softly to myself before getting out of bed. and picked up a towel and walked in Go to the bathroom.........................................

I walked out to check out the morning market to see if there was anything they could eat. He is a rather difficult person to eat. So I needed to look around and see a lot of things. I saw a clothing store already open. I think it would be nice to buy one for him to replace. This shop has good fabric that you can use, so I bought one set for him. I've walked around the market.

I looked at the things in my hand to see that I had everything I wanted. So I went back to the resort. I opened the door. Met him just as he was about to open the door with an impatient expression.

“Where are you going? What's wrong?" I asked, suspicious of his attitude.

“Where did you go? I won't tell you at all. I thought you disappeared again?” he asked in a teasing tone. I was shocked by his words. “Disappeared again” like that? I stumbled upon his words.

“How about going to the market in the morning? I bought some things for you. Here they are.” I explained to him as I held up the items for him to see. He looked at the things in my hand and spoke to me in the same dismissive way, "Well, Rin likes to disappear. Likes to go without telling me." I stumbled upon this sentence again. He called my name.

How long has it been since I've heard it? But this time he called only his name, without the word "Phi" in front of it.

I walked into the room. and put things on the table He followed me and hugged me from behind while whispering in my ear, “Where will Rin go? Can you tell Pun as well? ” This sentence of his made me think of the past. “He was hurt by his actions. Do it for me?” I asked myself in my heart. I turned to him.

and raised my head to look into his eyes Those pleading eyes made me Feeling guilty about my past actions, "Uh," I answered him, bending his neck down and Kissed him on the mouth and he responded to my kiss by kissing me back. It's like he and I have already made a promise. With our kiss...........................

As the afternoon wore on, I packed up my bags. “I probably have to leave,” I said to myself.

“Rin, have you finished packing?” Pun walked up and asked me. “Uh...it's finished.” I replied and smiled at him. He smiled back and stretched out his hand to take my bag and carry it. “Pun, hold it for me. ” He told me and held my hand to walk with him. I linked my hands with his and held them together with our fingers.

He turned to look at me and smiled. I looked into his eyes and smiled back, but why? This time it was me who was embarrassed. I blushed, walking next to him. Arriving at the car, he managed to put his bag in the car.

"Rin, let's go back," he said walking over and taking my hand. I held his hand and looked at him questioningly.

“Is there something wrong? Rin?” he asked me curiously. I was silent as to whether or not I should ask.

“What about Pun and Mon?” I decided to ask him. He smiled at my question. He brought his face closer and locked eyes with mine. But I feel hot again My heart raced and my face turned red. “We're done. Don't think too much, Rin,” he said, kissing my forehead. I smiled at him, embarrassed.

Why don't you call me like before?" I asked him curiously. But this time he Laugh at my question along with presenting Whispering softly in my ear, “Who would call my boyfriend hyung? And Pun didn't feel it. that Rin is also an older brother Pun didn't call. Rin says it's been a long time since you. Don't you know? ”

He replied, lightly nipping my earlobe. But right now I feel all hot. I can't tell how red my face is. "Pun...." I called his name, embarrassed by his actions towards me. and I got in the car together. Now I'm ready to travel with him no matter what's next. I won't.

Definitely let go of him again.................................

Because this might be my "destiny" with him.