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Himdae is here to serve. Haha. I heard there's an exam next week.
Just take it to relieve stress. I'm (acting) free.
Anyone who has finished the exam, please enjoy reading. For those who haven't taken the exam yet...
You can read my fic and then go read the book, haha.
Do I have to let go of your hand?
These warm hands How much longer? I'll catch it again.
Or I don't have the opportunity to do that again.
I think I'm fine. But I'm not okay at all.
Even though I'm smiling But inside my heart, it's not okay at all.
Saying that I forgot It's easy.
But why is it so difficult for me to do it?
I cannot do...
B.A.P - 쉽죠
Title: Easy
Couple: Kim Himchan x Jung Daehyun
A tall figure walked into the room of a luxury condo in the heart of the city. How are the lights turned off? The owner still lets it be like that. He shook the dark colored sneakers off his feet. before kicking it away from your ears and eyes He walked over and plopped down on the fiery red sofa in the middle of the living room.
A large palm was lifted up to rub his face and eyes tiredly.
All of a sudden!
But what he hates most about this luxury apartment is its high-techness. The sensors worked flawlessly. Within 10 minutes of remaining in the room, the lights in the room automatically turned on.
No, he didn't even want this.
He doesn't want the truth to come out...
That he must be alone...
Nae bam pulri gyeojimyeon nukungga
When I turn on the light in the room
Tashi Veroun Narul Annachulka
Will anyone come and hug a lonely person like me?
The sound of the stomach growling loudly in protest causing him to drag his body into the kitchen area It's almost three in the morning like this. It was the only thing he could rely on. There must be only one.
instant noodles...
The tall man placed the pot of ramyeon on the coffee table where a small man sat, waiting anxiously. His small hand gripped the chopsticks tightly. His eyes sparkled and he looked excitedly at the pot of ramen.
“Try it and see.”
The little man smiled sweetly. before forcing the ramyeon noodles into his mouth out of hunger His mouth was full and he chewed back and forth, his eyes still sparkling.
“Do you know? There are only a few people…”
“The place where ramyun is boiled is not delicious.”
“Dae Hyun Na!”
The little one laughed. But he still refused to stop pinching the noodles into his mouth. Until the tall man couldn't help but tease him. Maybe it's said that ramyun isn't delicious. This must be good!
“Ah! Himchan!! Bring it.”
“Isn't it delicious? You don't have to eat. I'll go downstairs and buy some food for you."
The tall figure pulled out a pot of ramen. But another person held it jealously. Big eyes stared at the other person without giving up.
"no! I'll eat this.”
His full mouth turned down and he looked at the other hammer. 'If you don't let go, you'll get angry' to the point where the tall person can't help but agree to let the pot go to another person. I thought about teasing him. In the end, I had to give in anyway.
“Okay, I'm not teasing anymore. I'm not teasing anymore."
“Even though ramyun isn't delicious. But I'll eat it~”
Naeka geulrinun toralge majcheopneun rammyeonun
The ramyun I made didn't turn out well.
EJ Nuka Gatti Mokkochulka
Will anyone come and eat it with me now?
Feeling bad... Kim Himchan felt the worst for just a moment. He let images of the past pass into his head. He popped the ramen noodles into his mouth and realized that the taste was not like anyone else had described. It was really bad.
Even though he is used to being alone But since that person came into my life He was never used to being alone again. And now he has to go back to his old life. The kind where no one else is there.
But why is it so difficult?
Everyone said he was truly a city boy. A cold and arrogant person Because a face that looks smooth is different from when smiling. Who would accuse him of being a cold person, even though he's not like that at all?
Mal opko mutokdokhan ai
She's the kind of person who hugs me.
Aniramyeon nal gamsajuneun
Type
Said I'm not a quiet, cold person
Sonni cha nae to soneul natchi andon bam
When you didn't let go of my cold hands all night.
It's ribnae oneulreun tabdabhae nae maeummi
I miss it, today I feel so disappointed.
I just miss the warmth of the person who walked away from him. He thought that there would never be a time when we would be separated. However, the future is something we cannot predict. He coldly broke up with me. The smile that adorns your cute face Including the look in his eyes that shows that he feels guilty. Still stuck in my memory and not going anywhere
"Should we... break up?"
Full lips pressed together tightly. His eyes lowered in guilt. He didn't even dare to look up and see how he felt.
“Wha... Why Daehyunna...”
“I... I want to study in Japan.”
“I don't see anything wrong with it.”
"You'll find someone better. Trust me..."
The other person looked apologetic and wanted to break up. Words that I definitely want to break up with causing him to have symptoms of being unable to swallow or spit out
“But for me, there is no one better than Daehyun.”
"I don't want it, Himchan."
“You just study. As for me, I can wait for you.”
"Don't cling to me. I... don't want to hold you back."
His small palm grabbed the same thing from the other person and held it tightly. The look in his eyes said he was begging. Even though he didn't want it to be like this. But in the end...
“When you go to Japan, take good care of yourself.”
Gütturo jal jinarago malhago ogjiro museoun mammeul sumgijyo is dan moruijyo.
(Jeongmal Moruejyo)
At the end, I told her to take care of herself. I hide my heavy heart, you don't know (you really don't know)
Norul bewonanun ilri gueri swiun ilri aninde
It's not easy to erase you.
“Thank you.”
He grabbed the younger man into his embrace. Hug as tight as you can. It was as if he was afraid that the other person would disappear, but no matter what, the little person in this embrace had to go anyway.
Gütturo annabojamyeo nol ango oktiro mugeun baleul olgijyo egon aninde.
(Cheongmal Aninde)
At our end I hugged her again Walking away with legs that looked like they were being weighed down This isn't right.
(It's really not correct)
Norul bewonanun ilri gueri swiun ilri aninde
It's not easy to erase you from my heart.
"You have to forget me."
It's easy to say, but where can I do it? It's been a year and everything is still in my memory as before and hasn't gone anywhere. Many times I have tried to forget what the other person said. But it hasn't been easy. It's not as easy as when we forget the content we just learned. That one was forgotten just by walking out of the room.
But this is all people. How can someone who loves with all their heart be forgotten?
“Ever since he went to Japan Your face is not bright at all.”
A close friend patted me gently on the shoulder. before sitting down next to him Hug Himchan's neck, who has been sitting like an old goat dying like this for a year, ever since the kitten passed away.
“Maybe now kitten you will be happy with the Japanese guy.”
Damn it!
“Is it better to keep a mouth like this from breaking in the winter? Yes! It's already winter here. Then let it break today.”
The grumpy-faced man first poked the sole of his foot before clenching his fist and violently grabbing his friend by the collar of his shirt. But Bang Yongguk knows enough that this one isn't brave. But I didn't want to risk the ups and downs of the old goat's emotions as he neared death.
“I'm just kidding. Are you playing too hard?”
“Are you kidding me too much?!”
"Uh, sorry."
Noreul ijjeul goran malreun neomu jwibjyo
Saying I'll forget you is so easy
Noreul icjuryoneun naega neomu mibjyo
I really hate myself for trying to forget you.
Heorginun i sunkanjochado pabo gattasaw
As if I was a fool even during our break up
maeumedo eobneun malreul hamyeo utjayo
I said things that didn't mean a smile.
Kim Himchan walked slowly. Let yourself drown in loneliness. The cold air made him raise his arms to hug himself loosely. The colder it gets, the more I miss the familiar warm embrace.
What the hell is he thinking?
Hurry!
Delusional! I miss you so much that I imagine it's getting warmer, right? I don't know what happened. Just feel the warmth from the back that penetrates through the fabric.
“Do you miss me?”
This kind of tone
“Daehyun…”
His voice was hoarse. He could hardly hear himself at all.
“Isn't there someone else already gone? If I hug like this, will anyone say anything to me?”
The tight embrace gradually Loosen slowly But he held the other man's wrist tightly.
"No, don't let me go!!"
soft laughter With arms that tighten It is a reminder that this is not a dream. This is true.
The true story that Jung Dae Hyun has returned to Kim Himchan
“I haven't been here for 1 year.”
"I miss you!"
Himchan almost immediately jumped up and once again heard that bright laugh.
"I just wanted to ask if you're okay?"
"Okay, I'm fine."
Kwanchanna
I'm not OK I'm not not not OK
It's okay. I'm not okay. No, no. I'm not okay anymore.
“I can still smile.”
Utjeman
I'm not OK I'm not not not OK
Even though I smile, I'm not okay. No, no, I'm really not okay.
“If you don't mind, that's fine. But I don't have a new person yet...”
Kwanchanna
I'm not OK I'm not not not OK
It's okay. I'm not okay. No, no. I'm not okay anymore.
Utjeman
I'm not OK I'm not not not OK
Even though I smile, I'm not okay. No, no, I'm really not okay.
“Can we love each other again like we used to?”
-THE END-