Hello, all lovely readers.

This matter is another matter. Written as a sequel to the two previously published novels, all three stories are connected. Anyone who has read the story, just a novel and a story

Destiny

Then read the story

Feeling of mine

To understand every angle of the character This story will be the final part.

Finally, I hope readers enjoy their stories.

Thank you...................The season when I'm lonely.

In the late afternoon the weather is not very hot. There were trees covering the side of the road. I drove along the road slowly, not in any hurry. I turned to look at the person sitting next to me. She fell asleep in the driver's seat. I can only look at her while she sleeps and smile in my heart, thinking about past events. I almost didn't think I'd end up with her like this. It's strange. The story between

Her and I started 4 years ago.

That day I was sitting at work. The human resources department walked up to me and introduced me to the new assistant. I turned to look at her. She smiled at me in greeting. “Maybe you can work with me,” I thought to myself, not paying much attention. “My name is Rin. What can I introduce you to?” She greeted me. I just smiled softly at her. Yes, I knew from the human resources department that she was about 4 years older than me.

She sits at the desk next to me. And I have to be a person Introduce the work system to her But she seemed interested in trying to learn the job well. But sometimes I flirt or throw at her. I'm always like this. Maybe because I'm not a 100% man. Many weeks have passed. She may be new to this work, which causes a lot of mistakes in the work. I circled her as usual.

“Sister Rin, you're wrong again. Look carefully.” She looked tense when she heard that. “I'll fix it again,” she said and picked up the work to fix it. At her desk, “Am I being mean? Maybe she still doesn't understand something,” I thought to myself and walked over to look at her at her desk. “Yes, she really still doesn't understand this part.”

I thought to myself as I pulled up a chair to sit next to her. “This is how I have to do it. And here you have to do it like this,” I told her to show her how. She turned to look at me slightly and did as I said. After a while, she turned to me and handed me her work. With happiness that he had finished it, “Finished, Pun, is this okay?”

I turned around and smiled at her innocent look. “Oh, just like this, Rin,” I answered her. She looked delighted with this work. “Pun,” a voice rang out. I turned to follow the voice. “That Hey Mon, where have you been?” I greeted the owner of that voice. He is my boyfriend. “Come around here and stop by to take me home together.” Mon answered me like that.

After that, I talked with Mon as usual. Mon and I have been together for a long time. We have some problems. I feel like sometimes there are too many options. It might include me too. That is one of those options. Several weeks passed and I noticed that Pee Rin works better. It's rarely wrong and we'll get along better with each other.

She is a person who is not as stupid as other women. She seems to be a sincere and strong and reasonable person. In the past, she has never been angry with me when I Hit or fling her She always takes it to develop herself. I like this part of her. I was sitting at a desk outside the room working. Watch her work through the clear glass.

She seems intent on doing good work. As I was turning back to my work, my hand accidentally hit a large stapler for thick paper and fell onto my foot.

“Ouch!” I cried out in pain. Suddenly she ran towards me in shock. She sat down on the floor and lifted my feet to look at me and asked, “Pun, how are you? Look." I was stunned by her actions. I didn't think she would do something like this.

"It's okay, Rin." I answered her like that. But she looked worried and asked me quickly, “Does it hurt a lot? Did you get hit hard? Is the bone broken? ” I secretly smiled in my heart that she was worried about me this much. “It's still painful, but it's not likely to break,” I replied to alleviate her concern. “Then please sit here first. I'm going to go get ice and medicine to apply to you.” She turned to tell me and hurriedly walked out.

She disappeared for a while Then came back with medicine and ice.

She sat back on the floor and lifted my feet up to rest on her legs. “Phi Rin!! “I was shocked and exclaimed. I didn't think she could do this much for me. She used ice to gently compress my feet and it made the pain subside a lot. As I watched her compress my foot She looked up and asked me, “Does it hurt? ”

And at that moment, I locked eyes with her from such a close distance. I feel strange My heart beats abnormally. And couldn't take my eyes off her. I've never felt like this with a woman before. "Am I nervous about her?" I asked myself in my mind as I moved my mouth to tell her the symptoms. "It doesn't hurt much anymore." "Then please apply some medicine."

She told me as she bent down to apply medicine to my feet. She kneaded my feet for a while. She helped me to the work desk inside. I sit on the chair and thanked her, "Thank you, Brother Rin." She smiled back at me. But the feeling just now has not disappeared. “What is this feeling?” I am confused by this feeling of my own....................... ....

After that, I felt like looking into her eyes and wanting to know if she would feel the same as I felt. I tried to find an answer from her eyes. And I think she felt the same as me. But lately, she seems to have changed. She doesn't meet my eyes like usual. and try to avoid me rarely talks to me I would go in and talk to her and she would get annoyed at me. “What is wrong with you?”

I could only ask myself in my mind, “Or maybe she hates me for being like this?” I thought about her changing condition.

One day I had a job that I needed her help with. I had to control myself not to feel anything for her.

“Do this job for me,” I tried to speak to her as calmly as possible and I couldn't call her hyung anymore because of my feelings, she was not my hyung from that day on.

She took the work from me and did it quietly, without any response.

“Do you really hate me?” I looked at her and thought painfully in my heart. I returned to my seat at the table. After a while, she handed the work to me. “I'm done,” she told me, handing the work over. Giving "Um" I could only give a short answer like that.

And I found out that she resigned and didn't come to work anymore. I was shocked by this event. “Why? Why did you do that?” I could only ask myself.

And after 4 years, I met her again.

Pan, my younger brother, had a problem with his girlfriend and was sitting and talking with me at a table by the water. We sat and talked for a while, then I went inside the house to get ice and walked back out. I saw a woman sitting with her back turned. “Is your friend coming?” I asked my younger brother. “Oh, yes,” Pan answered me.

And that woman turned towards me. I was silent for a moment, "Rin," I immediately recognized her. But she looks so calm Will you remember me? “P'Rin, this is my older brother.” “This is P'Rin, the older brother at my job.” Pan introduced me and Rin to each other. Rin smiled at me like we'd just met. I looked at her suspiciously.

You really don't remember me?" I thought to myself. That night we sat and talked until 3:00 a.m. "P'Rin, it's late and you should sleep here. I'll be back tomorrow." Pan invited her to sleep first because it was getting late. "You can stay here first. Please come back tomorrow.”

I was also worried about her, so I added, "Uh," she agreed without looking at me.

and followed us into the house

When I reached the second floor which was my room. I opened the door to let her in. “Sleep in this room,” I told her. Because I was going to sleep in Pan's room, I followed her in. To pick up a pillow and blanket and tell her, "Make yourself comfortable." She turned to look at me and asked me. “Are you going to sleep in the bedroom?” I turned to her and answered briefly, “Yes.”

“You can sleep in this room, I don't want you to cause any trouble.” I turned around and looked confused at her words. “Well, I don't have any feelings for women, do I? ” she explained to me. “She remembers me, and she doesn't think I'm a man,” I thought to myself, walking back to the bed. “Oh, maybe.” She turned and smiled at me, and said, “Okay, then. You're sleeping on the floor." I secretly smiled and thought to myself.

"You're still the same Rin." He called her up to the bed.

“Come and lay on the bed. The bed is wide. ” She turned to look at me and responded with a short “Uh huh.”

And she lay down almost on the edge of the bed. I secretly smiled softly at her actions.

Soon she fell asleep. and put his hand on me I think she must be cold. I got up and covered her with a blanket. and tried to move her not too close to the edge of the bed She was fast asleep, so she must be tired. I watched her sleep for a while, then I lay down and fell asleep............

I woke up at around ten o'clock. I turned to look next to me. She's not here anymore. I got up and looked around the room, but didn't see her. “Did she go back?” I muttered softly to myself. and go down and look below I saw my mother watching TV. I looked around the room and asked my mother, "Mom, have you seen Rin? Has she come home yet?" Mom looked away from the TV and turned to answer me, "Oh...

That person has been gone since It's already six o'clock, child."

“Yes, Mom,” I responded to Mom's words. and walked up to the house.................

Many days have passed. Today, I got off work early and had some free time, so I stopped by to see Mon at his condo. I arrived at his door and rang the bell and called "Grak." The door opened, but the person who opened the door wasn't Mon. But it was a man wearing just one towel. I made up my mind but was still shocked by the scene in front of me. I walked into Mon's room.

I saw him lying on the bed in a different condition. “Mon,” I called him. He looked shocked and turned to me. “So, are we still going to be together? ” I asked him in pain. This isn't the first time he's cheated on me. Just in the past, I've never encountered anything like this. "Pun," he softly called my name. "What's this?" The man walked up and asked Mon.

“Nothing, just a friend came to see me,” Mon told the man like that. I knew the answer immediately. I turned and walked out of the room in pain.

“We've been together for a long time, doesn't it mean anything to you? Mon”

I said to myself, feeling hurt by his actions. I drove home absent-mindedly. The feeling that I'm trying to support the love between Just me and him alone is so tiring. I entered the house and found my mother sitting on the sofa. I tried to walk away. I don't want my mother to see me in this condition. But it wasn't too late.

“Pun, is something wrong? “Daughter,” Mother turned to me and asked with concern. Mom will always know my feelings. “No, Mom, nothing,” I answered Mom and hurriedly walked upstairs to the house. and went into the room......................................

The next day, Mon tried to contact me. But I don't want to know anything right now. I don't want to go back to the old world again.

The next day, Mon called me again. I was tired of avoiding him, so I answered the phone. “What's wrong with you?” I asked Mon. “Pun, can you come out and talk?” Mon tried to bargain with me. “Just some time, Mon. It's always been like this. No matter how many years we've been together It's still like this as usual. Enough is enough. Just one more time." I feel like I can't take this crazy thing anymore. "Pun."

Mon called me in a soft voice. “You don't have to call.” I said and ended the call. At this point, my feelings were really bad. “What should I do next? I was cheated on by my boyfriend. I can't be a 100% man. Should I stay?”

I thought about all sorts of things and was completely confused. An idea came into my head. I went to pick up the cutter. In the box placed on the table and came to sit against the wall

“Mom, I'm sorry,” I said, taking the cutter and cutting it into my wrist. The red blood flowed out and would not stop. I sat in a blur. And my head was spinning from the loss of so much blood and for a moment all my feelings disappeared............

I woke up again at the hospital bed The nurse brought me porridge.

“Am I not dead yet?” I asked the nurse, dazed and curious. “Not yet.” The nurse turned and smiled at me. I smiled softly and nodded. “Grack.” The door opened. “Rin? ” I thought to myself, “Pun, how are you?” Rin asked me with a smile. “It's better.” I smiled and answered her softly.

Are you hungry? Have you eaten anything yet?”

She turned to ask me again. “The nurse brought it to me,” I answered her, turning away. “Why didn't I just die? I don't want her to see me in this pitiful state,” I thought to myself, “Wow... Brother Rin came before me.” A loud voice came.

“You're late. What time is it? Why did you just come?” I looked at the two people teasing each other intimately. “I can't possibly be a 100% man like that.” I could only think to myself. I felt hurt by everything in front of me. “What's wrong with me?” I was so confused and sensitive. At this time, my mother walked up to me and asked me with concern, “How are you? child "

I turned to look at my mother, regretting what I had done. “Mom,” was all I could say. Even though I have so many things to say "It's okay, child."

Mother took my hand and held it in hers as she gently comforted me.

“Pun, I'll come and visit again tomorrow. I'm going back today." Rin walked in and told me before leaving because it was getting late. I smiled at her and nodded in acknowledgment. She smiled at me and walked out with the sculpture. There was a mother who was still there because she would watch over me in the hospital and I fell asleep because of the drugs. I woke up again in the morning.

Mom fed me porridge and medicine. “Mom, I'll be back first, Pun. Mom will come again in the evening,” Mom told me before leaving.....................

When I'm alone My thoughts were all scattered. I looked at myself right now and said, “Why am I so pathetic?” I felt bad about myself. I looked outside and thought about something. “Let's go get some fresh air,” I thought, and walked out. I only walked up one more flight of stairs to the rooftop.

I walked over to the bulkhead of the deck and looked down. “This building has eight floors? ” I said to myself. and look up at the sky The weather is nice up here. Tears suddenly overflowed. I put my hand up and gripped the roof fence. “Just pass here and everything will be over,” I muttered to myself. along with slowly climbing up because my wrist was hurting

Blood slowly seeped out of the bandage. The nurse gave me a wrap this morning. I continued to climb up until I almost reached the final step. A lot of blood was already oozing out. “Just one more step and everything will be over,” I said to myself as I took a step to cross. Suddenly, I was pulled and fell to the floor on the rooftop. “What are you going to do? !!Pun”

It was Pan that pulled me down and asked me in an extremely angry voice, "Don't you dare mess with me, Pan. I don't want to anymore!! ” I shouted back. Along with walking back to the fence as before.

“What are you thinking? You tell me, Pun, why do you want to do this? Huh? You tell me!! “Pan followed me along. Pulling the collar of my shirt, "You let me go, you don't understand me." I shouted at him, feeling that I had lost everything. Whether it's Mon's story or my own story which is only half-baked.

Right now I feel like I'm the most worthless and pathetic person I've ever lived. Pan looked at me with anger at my actions. and raised his hand to punch me, “Pun!! ” A voice rang out. Pan stopped and threw me to the ground in anger. “Rin, are you here too? ” I thought to myself. Even though I didn't turn around to look, I recognized that voice.

She is the person I most don't want to see me in this condition. She saw my pitiful condition like this. Will she hate me even more? I almost don't want to be here. "Pun" she walked up to me and called out to me. along with pulling me into a hug And whispered in my ear, “Don't hurt yourself again. There are still people who love and care about you.”

I was stunned by her actions. But your embrace It felt really warm. I hugged her back and let go of all the feelings I was feeling right now. I sing for you with you He hugged me to comfort me. “You don't mind me being like this, right? A half-assed guy like me,” I thought to myself, and started to feel better.

Those past bad feelings are gone. I feel my head is light. and much more relieved She loosened her warm embrace when she saw that I was better. She looked at my face and raised her hand to wipe away my tears. “Don't cry,” she said softly, smiling at me now that I know.

All hot, she could only laugh lightly to relieve her embarrassment. “Let's go back,” she said to me in a pleading tone. It made me hotter than before. “Yes.”

I can only answer briefly. and smile at her and walked to the patient room where I was staying I lay down on the bed and it was time for the nurse to come in and check on me. “What have you done, patient?” the nurse asked me when she saw the blood seeping from the bandage. “It was a small accident,” I explained to the nurse. “The patient needs to be more careful. This. Look, the mouth of the wound is all open.

It has to be washed and sewn again.” The nurse explained to me and complained to me about many other things. I turned to look at Rin and Pan. They both laughed and teased me. Things the nurse complained to me about I could only look at their hammers softly. After a while, the two of them returned. Because my mother has come to watch over me. Today is the first day I feel much better than before.

You can sleep without taking medicine. I felt myself coming back to life. again..................

Late in the morning of a new day

Today, Rin, she brought work to do here. because he came to be my friend After yesterday's incident, no one dared to leave me alone again. "Thank you for your concern." I looked at her and said in my heart. Suddenly she turned around. I immediately pretended to be asleep. I opened my eyes again I saw that she was stressed out at work. with doubt So I went to look at her on the sofa.

I walked up behind her and greeted, “Are you busy?” She looked startled and immediately turned around.

At that moment, I met her eyes from less than an inch away. I don't want to retreat. Now I want to look into her eyes with this feeling again. She went silent and turned back to the notebook. of her along with answering the questions I asked her.

“Oh, yes, I've fixed it many times and still haven't gotten it right. I don't know what's wrong." I looked at her work and offered to help. "Would you like me to help you look at it? “She moved the notebook closer to me. “Here,” she told me, asking me when I looked at the screen.

“How are you? Do you see anything unusual? ” and gave me a teasing look. She must have known that I couldn't see. "I don't know, I don't see any," I replied, embarrassed at being teased like that.

“This is unusual,” she said, looking into my eyes. “Which? ” I asked her, staring back into her eyes. I really want to stop time just like this.”

Her answer and her eyes Makes me feel hot all over my body. I was almost speechless by her actions right now. “What is cute? what ? Cute” is the most that can be said right now.

“Oh my gosh, P'Rin, what are you doing over there? Have you disappeared? ” The voice that had just arrived greeted me. It made me less shy right now. and walked back to the hospital bed And Pan walked towards Rin. and tease each other as usual I could only secretly look at them. I feel envious of my younger brother who can talk so intimately with Rin like that....................

“Pun” I don't know when I fell asleep but I had to wake up because a voice called out to me.

“Mon” I opened my eyes and called the owner of the voice out of curiosity. Before I say anything else "How are you? Why do you do this? Mon is sorry.” Mon complained to me about the past events. But I don't feel anything anymore. I quickly turned to look at Rin. Rin was putting things in her bag. and walked towards me on the bed along with saying goodbye to me

“I'll go back first. I'll stop by the company as well.” I could only nod in response to her words.

“How will you feel about me, Mon, coming to see me like this? Will you hate me again?”

I could only ask myself in my heart. and looked after her

“What do you have? Mon, why did you come? ” I asked Mon after Rin had gone back.

“Are you still angry at Mon? Come on, let's be good." Mon turned and spoke to me in a pleading tone. He raised his pinky finger to me. "That's enough, Mon," I said, turning my head in another direction. "Pun, don't be angry at Mon. I'm sorry." Mon still didn't give up trying. But now I don't feel anything for Mon anymore. Anyway, I can't go back to being with Mon the way I used to. “Go back, Mon. I want to be alone.”

I said as I turned to look at Mon's face. With a serious expression, "Alright, then Mon will come see me again tomorrow." Mon then agreed to stop pestering me and go back. .................................................

The next day

Today Mon came to me early in the morning with porridge. When he arrived, he put them on a plate and fed them to me.

I tried to avoid feeding Mon and asked to eat it myself. But Mon refused. and tried to feed me Suddenly there was a sound of the door opening. “Rin,” I exclaimed in my heart as I turned to look at her. “What will she think of me about this?” I thought to myself, worrying about her feelings for me. She walked in and Smile at me in greeting

and greeted Mon, "Come early, Mon," who was trying to feed me.

“Yes, hyung, my boyfriend doesn't want to eat.” Mon's answer to her made me almost throw away the rice bowl. I quickly turned to look at her. I am very worried about her feelings right now. She was arranging flowers for me in a vase with her back to me. After a while, she finished organizing and walked up to me at the hospital bed and spoke softly to me, “I'm back.”

I was shocked by her words, “Aren't you here today? ” I asked back with doubt, “ You'd be better off working at the company. Mon is here with me today, so he won't be lonely, right? Mon”

She answered me and turned to speak to Mon. Lamon answered her happily, "Yes, sir." But I wasn't happy about this. I'd rather have her be with me, but why? I feel like Rin is becoming like she was 4 years ago. I'm so scared now Afraid that you will disappear again

Before you leave She looked at me and smiled at me and walked away, but I couldn't hold her back. I turned to look at Mon. I probably need to talk to Mon to find out. “Mon,” I called Mon in a serious tone. Mon walked up to me with curiosity, “What? Pun?” Mon asked me curiously.

I looked at Mon's face before saying everything to Mon. "Mon, that's enough. You don't have to come and see me. Go find the person you want because I don't have feelings for Mon like that anymore. Everything has changed, Mon. Now I feel like I'm falling in love with someone. Pun doesn't want him to hate Pun again. Mon understands, right?

Our story is over. Pun isn't angry at Mon anymore. Mon, let's go Mon's way. As for Pun, I will go my way." I said while looking at his face for him to understand. "Um, okay." Mon looked at my face and answered me with understanding. "Thank you, Mon." I smiled and thanked him.

"Then let's go." Mon said goodbye to me and walked out. ....................

The next day, I waited for Rin all day hoping she would come to me. But there was no sign of her.

“Is she busy with work? Or is she going to hate me for being like this and disappear again?” I kept thinking in my head, I was worried about everything. With the feelings you have for me

It had been almost a week and she hadn't visited me since that day. “Where did she disappear to again?” I muttered to myself. Because today is the day I will be released from the hospital.

“Come on, let's go home.” Pan walked in and called out to me. I turned my eyes at the sound and looked around. "Rin didn't come with you?" I asked my younger brother out of curiosity. "He didn't come," he gave me a short answer. Even though I wanted to know more than that, "What do you have with Brother Rin?" I've never heard you call me brother before."

The younger brother turned to look at me and asked back with doubt, “Well....he's not Brother Kun. And I didn't see him stop by at all. Is he sick?” I explained to my younger brother, who asked in return, curious to know about her.

“Oh...he's not your brother. And what do you see about him?” He turned to talk to me and looked at me with a knowing smile. I turned and smiled at my brother. It was an admission. “So what's wrong with him?” I asked my younger brother out of curiosity. “I haven't seen him for several days. But I saw that the boss said that Rin went out of the country and took work with him, and he hasn't been to the company for several days."

Pan told me Rin's story. She went to another province? Even before telling me that I wanted to work at the company instead, "Wow...are you planning to disappear again?" I could only think in my heart with so much worry.

“Do you know that? Where did Rin go?” I asked my younger brother because These two are quite close.” I don't know. But you and Rin. Is there something wrong? Why did Brother Rin suddenly go to another province?" I was stunned by my younger brother's question. "That's why? If you hate me so much that you have to flee to another province? Well, it shouldn't be.

Because even though she works at the company I can't get into trouble." I tried to find a reason for her actions. "I want to see Rin. Please help me find a place to live." I begged my younger brother for help. I really want to meet and talk with her right now. “Oh, I'll try it.” My younger brother accepted my request.

I smiled at my younger sibling, happy that he understood me and tried to help.................................. ...

We returned home. Pan began to operate Find Rin's address for me.

The evening of the next day

“Oh, just kidding, I have Rin's address. What do I do next? I told him I was going to go look for him.” Pan came over and told me happily. “Really!! Let's go then,” I replied happily to my younger brother and immediately invited him to leave.

no more than two hours We drove to the resort where Rin was staying. and walked to the front door of the room. We waited for a while. The door opened and Rin, who was at the door inside, looked at me in surprise and remained silent. “Brother Rin, let me go inside.” Pan broke the silence by asking to go inside the room. “Come in. ” She invited us in.

I followed her and went into the refrigerator to find something cold to eat. She walked over to her desk and gathered her things. In order to have space, “Come to travel alone? ” She turned to me and asked. She probably meant Mon. "Pun Kor came with Pan." I turned to answer her at that moment. We made eye contact I tried to find out from her eyes how she felt about me. "P'Rin, I'm going back first. Today is my girlfriend's birthday," Pan said.

Rin turned to look at him and asked curiously, “Girlfriend's birthday!! Then why did you come to Kanchanaburi?” Pan turned and smiled at her as he said goodbye and walked out. Yes, because he only sent me because I wanted to talk to Rin alone.

She was silent for a while. and walked up to me at her desk. She looked at me and shot a direct question at me.

“What's wrong with you? ”She probably knows that I have something I want to talk to her about.

“Who said working at the company is better? Why are you here?” I asked her, irritated that she said one thing but did another.

“Wow....came all this way to ask this question?” But she laughed and teased me back.

“Then why haven't you gone to visit Pun since that day? You told me that you wanted to work at the company but you came back here?” I asked, but she cut me off with a feeling of disappointment. with her actions My words made her go silent. and walked towards me and stopped in front of me with his face close to mine “In addition to these questions Is there anything else?”

She looked into my eyes and asked a question. I was stunned by her actions. I felt shocked and hot when she brought her face closer to mine and repeated the question, “Huh?” while moving her fingers to unbutton my shirt, “Huh? ” She brought her face closer to me and asked me again and unbuttoned my shirt again. I was shocked and confused by her actions. “What do you plan to do?” I could only think in my heart.

Before I could think any more, “Huh?” she reminded me again. But this time, she brought her face very close to mine, my lips touched hers and I was even more shocked than before. She stuck her tongue in and crushed it in my mouth. Yes, she's kissing me. The thrill of her kiss made me feel my desire for her. It surged up.

A feeling of heat like a volcano exploding. Like I've never felt about a woman before. She removed her lips from mine. I looked on with regret. I still feel hungry for the feeling I felt just now. She was silent as if thinking about something. But now I can't stop myself. I feel so much desire for you.

I stood up from the chair and grabbed her for a kiss. He thrusts his tongue in and crushes hers with hunger. My mouth and tongue crushed. Her mouth and tongue, "Ugh!" Her voice regained my consciousness somewhat. that I accidentally acted violently towards her I slowly removed my lips from hers and looked into her eyes, "P...pun."

She looked into my eyes and gasped from my kiss. “She probably doesn't hate me,” I thought to myself as I picked her up in my arms and walked her to the bed. I put her on the bed. “Pun,” she called out to me again. “Yes.” I looked into her eyes and accepted her to show that I was still fully conscious of my actions.

I kissed her mouth again softly. and moved down to nip at the crook of her neck and moved down to the chest of her and took off her clothes. “Uh…..Pun,” she called me softly. I moved my face up to look into her eyes and bent down to whisper in her ear. “Be my wife,” I whispered, biting her ear softly. “Ugh.”

She responded with a trembling voice. It made my desire even more intense. I tried to insert between her legs and slammed in. “Ugh…..Pun!” She cried out with pleasure, her nails digging into my back. It made me feel more and more like I was pounding into him many more times. She responds well to me.

It makes me feel incredibly happy. I've never felt this way about a woman before. You're the only one who can make me feel this way. Until I'm afraid of losing you.................................

I woke up in the morning and turned to look next to me and couldn't see Rin. I hurriedly got up and went to look in the bathroom, but couldn't find it. I was even more anxious. I was so afraid that she would disappear again. “Where have you disappeared again, Rin?” I mumbled alone, almost unable to do anything when I didn't find her in the room. I quickly walked to the door and opened it to look outside.

I met Rin at the door. “Where are you going? What's wrong?" She asked me, suspicious of my attitude. "Where have you been? I won't tell you at all. I thought I was disappearing again.” I complained to her, feeling hurt, worried, and afraid. I'm thinking about many things because right now I'm really afraid of losing her. “How about going to the market in the morning?

I bought something for you too. Here it is,” she tried to explain to me. I looked at the thing she handed me. I felt somewhat relieved. "Well, Rin likes to disappear. I like to go without telling anyone." I tried to explain my feelings right now to her. She went inside and put it away and I followed her.”

Why am I so afraid of her disappearing?” I looked behind her as I followed and thought to myself. I walked over and hugged her from behind and whispered softly in her ear in a pleading tone, “If Rin were to go, where would you go? Can you tell Pun as well? ” She turned to look into my eyes and leaned my neck down towards her and kissed me with tenderness and warmth. I kissed her back with a feeling of jealousy.

What's wrong with me? I feel worried about everything with her, I cherish her and I'm afraid of losing her..................

“Rin, are you done packing?” I asked her as she finished packing in the late afternoon of that day. “Alright, are you done?” She turned to look at me and answered the question and smiled at me. That smile that I want to keep only for myself. “Sigh....What's wrong with me?” I could only think to myself with the feelings I have for her right now. “Pun, please hold it for me.”

I reached out and grabbed her bag. And I put my other hand in hers and her hand joined mine. My feelings right now, my heart is so swollen that she responded to my feelings like this. I turned to look at her face and smiled. She looked shy. “Why do you look so cute?” I thought to myself and secretly smiled happily alone. ..........................

“Come on, Rin, let's go back.” I walked over and told Rin after I had put my bags in the car. I took her hand and walked with me. But she held my hand and had a worried look on her face.

“Is there something wrong? Rin?” I asked her curiously. She hesitated before asking me a question.

“What about Pun and Mon?” I smiled at her question and moved my face to look closely at her eyes.

"We're done. Don't think too much, Rin," I replied and kissed her forehead softly. I watched as she blushed at my actions. Her condition made me feel even more depressed. “Falling in love with you” more and more each time. “Why don't you call me older like before?” she asked me. She must have been wondering about this for a long time. How long has it been since I've ever called you hyung again?

I looked at her and laughed good-naturedly as I reached up and whispered softly in her ear, “Who would call my own boyfriend, hyung? And I didn't feel like Rin was my older brother either. Pun didn't call. Rin says it's been a long time since you. Don't you know? ” I gently nibbled on her ear with my teeth. “Pun..” She blushed and called my name in embarrassment.

I smiled happily at her reaction. The feelings I have for you today "Falling in love with you" And I will definitely not lose her again...................

The end ............