My story is an arc based on a true story but was modified a bit but in the end it ended up being a true story. I came here to share my experiences. I think there must be people like me. yes Thank you for coming to read.

My name is Anju. I believe love is someone we can feel used for and he feels the same way as me but it doesn't work that way. When I was 8 years old, I secretly fell in love with my mother's older brother who went to work for his mother. He is a warm man. and take care of me like a sister Because he doesn't have a sister. His older brother's name is Vee. Vee has two younger brothers.

The second younger brother's name is Wat. The youngest's name is Min. Min plays with me most often because he doesn't like helping his mother work at the store. So I get to play with Min most often. My best memory is Pee V. I like him. But being young, I think it's not love, it's like, because I don't have an older brother, I'm the eldest child.

But my happiness faded away. When my mother told me that she was going to move to work with my father but that I would stay here with my grandmother. I told Min that I wouldn't come here. Min also told me that before Uncle Orn came to collect the things He will give me gifts. And he really gave. I am the only friend that I love and value. After 5 years

My school would gather athletes from other schools to compete at the provincial level. Then I met Wat. Wat doesn't like to talk, but he uses facial expressions instead. Wat remembers me He came to talk to me and asked about various things that we hadn't seen each other for 5 years. After that, I met with him very often. I asked for Pee Wee. Watt said that Pee Wee went to study in Bangkok.

I smiled but didn't say anything, then Wat brought me a box. In one box, it had a Taekwondo uniform. Watt should have seen that my uniform was polished on the day of the race. So he said he bought it as a gift. I thank you and accept it. Because I know that if I don't accept him he will definitely be angry. After that I moved school because I got accepted into high school.

The end that mother wanted me to be able to reach. And I've started secretly loving someone else You could say I'm gullible. Because I feel like he's a real person. His name is Mix. Mix is ​​in the same class as me. He's not good at school, but he has a lot of friends. He lives with friends and seniors. I don't understand how I like him.

Mix will be numbered after me. At first we talked well but as we lived we got to know each other's personalities. They began to pester each other until they were like friends. But I never told him I liked him and acted normally because I was afraid he would hate me. But love doesn't exist in this world. In the end, it was learned from friends in the same room, causing people to tease.

But I know that he probably doesn't like me. Mix starts using harsh words and doesn't take kindly to the sergeant. So I like it. play hard with me Until one day, I was going home but I forgot my phone and homework book in the science room, so I had a friend go get the car. I went to the science room. But what I saw was not an empty, quiet room.

Mix is ​​going to have something with Care. Roommates in the same room My legs collapsed causing everyone to turn to look at me. I quickly picked up my notebook and phone and ran towards my friend who was waiting. My friend was so shocked that take me home Then he volunteered to lie down and comfort me. I told him everything and cried until I was sick. It hurt so bad it felt like someone was sticking a knife into my heart.

After that, Mix tried calling and texting me. Many messages but I don't read them and don't speak to them. Until he started getting more angry and violent with me. I was sick that day. I have my period. Mix still hasn't stopped harassing me and is trying to successfully reconcile with me. But we pushed each other harder than ever before.

Mix pushed me and slammed into me. My potted plant fell and my stomach hit the ground. I felt pain and pain. When I woke up, I was in the hospital. And with Mix watching over me, I felt angry and wanted to forgive. But I choose to be quiet. Mix watched over me until I left the hospital. I thank you Mix. Mix apologizes and asks for reconciliation.

I said okay but we'll just be friends like this. Mix didn't say anything and drove me away. After that I graduated and went to vocational school. Mix also went, but we studied in different fields so we rarely saw each other. On the first day of school I made 4 new friends. Everyone was very nice to me and we loved each other very much. I walked to the cafeteria.

There is one older brother, his name is P'Tum. He's in his second year. He stared at me. I turned my eyes and covered my hands because I thought he looked like him. But he laughed and smiled at me then I started. I know him because he is the second code person. He knows that my brother is me. He tried to give me a hint but I didn't care.

Because I am interested in finding the first code brother because he is very hard to find. Then the day of graduation arrived. He said he was my brother and I was like that. He asked for my Facebook and Line. I gave it to him because I was afraid of being punished. He greeted me. But I sometimes answered and sometimes didn't answer. Because I thought he must be teasing me. But he tried to tell me that Year 1

No matter what, I listen, but I probably don't pay attention to him until A friend in my class told me I was stupid. He expressed that he liked me but I didn't feel anything at all. I was quiet and the day of the camp arrived. I met Mix again that day. All the students were tired and wanted to go to a place to stay. I was walking with my friend Mix.

He walked up and hugged my neck, but I didn't know it was Mix so I twisted my arm until he screamed loudly. When I saw his face, I was shocked and asked why he didn't speak so that he could hear his voice and then it was quiet. I was shocked. He laughed and said goodnight. I'll see you tomorrow, I said um, after the camp is over, P'Tum. Called and asked how the camp was going and I answered in a nonchalant way. I'm still here.

He said I competed like a piece of wood. So I said um. After that, I went up to year 2. P'Tan is in year 3. He has to go to internship. I was very lonely because he would come and play with me every day until I felt like I liked him. After that, I liked to call and talk with him more often. Until finally he had a girlfriend. I feel like I'm hurt again.

I sent him a nice message and I knew he knew how I felt. But he has met a good person and we have to move on with our lives. I believe that everyone has love that has been blessed with them. I believe that one day I will find a love that is fulfilling.