[Short story] So what do you want me to do? [

Yaoi/BL]

“Pete loves Ek.”

“Darling, I love you.”

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[Short story] So what do you want me to do? [

Yaoi/BL]

In a room of a luxury condo in the heart of Bangkok Pete is making lunch. After making the minced pork tofu soup, He turned to heat a pan and put in oil. When the oil was hot, the young man turned and took out the previously marinated chicken wings and slowly Drop into the pan until you hear a hissing sound.

“Smells good.” Pete felt strong arms wrap around his waist and a low voice sounded in his ear. “What are you doing, darling?”

“What do you like about fried chicken wings?” he said to the person behind him before Pete moved his hand to hold his fidgety lover's hand and began caressing his stomach.

“The fried chicken smells good.” The young man behind him looked at the fried chicken wings that were drowning in grease for a moment, then turned to press his nose into the crook of his white neck. “But darling, it smells better.”

Pete, who had been teased until he was so shaken that he had to cry out.

“Donna, don't play yet. Let me cook first.”

"I didn't play."

It was then that Pete felt the hardness against his buttocks. He immediately removed his lover's hand that was clinging to his body.

“Wait, not now.” At least let him finish cooking first.

Donna withdrew according to her lover's needs. Then he stood and stared at the round butt under his shorts with shiny eyes. He knelt on the ground, his hands caressing his legs from the ankles up to the thighs. Then he squeezed the soft round ball that he liked.

"...Dek ah," Pete bit his lip to hold back a moan. As usual, Ek is still the person who knows his body best. Pete felt two hot palms caressing his buttocks like hands. “Ah, uh.”

“Baby, it looks like you're starting to get turned on,” Donna murmured near his lover's butt. He looked over and felt it, so he took a bite.

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Ek looked at the handsome face of the person beneath him and smiled.

“I love you, darling.”

"Oh, Pete loves Ek too." Pete looked at the handsome face that he loved with all his heart tenderly. "This is Ek."

“Huh?”

“We will be together forever, right?”

Ek looked fondly at the person under his body.

"certainly darling There's no way I'm leaving you." The tall young man smiled mischievously. "One more time," he said, grinding his hips closer until Pete's face turned red. But even so, he nodded in response.

“Ah, ah.”

Upon receiving a satisfactory answer, the tall figure immediately began playing a new love chapter.

It seems that lunch will probably turn into afternoon lunch...

"um"

Pete opened his eyes and woke up. He accidentally fell asleep on the sofa. Glancing at the clock, he saw that it was already 7:00 p.m. Inside the room is completely dark. He got up and turned on the light and walked into the kitchen. Cook your lover's favorite dishes: fried chicken wings and minced pork tofu soup.

When he was finished, he set two plates of food on the table. Pete picked up the cutlery and glanced at the plate across from him. The chair over there was empty...

"vigorous..."

Clear water drops flowed from his eyes, down his white cheeks, and then onto his own rice plate. He scooped up rice mixed with tears and put it in his mouth. Grab some fried chicken wings and eat them. He scooped up soup and slurped it down his throat as tears flowed continuously.

"Why don't you leave each other? Hee hee hee."

'Darling, you're too skinny. Eat a lot. Seeing you eat this little makes my heart hurt, you know?'

'Darling, you like white roses, don't you? From now on I will give you one white rose every day, is that good?'

'Today is the tenth anniversary of our relationship. You just want to eat with me? Are you asking for too little, darling?'

'Alright, let's have dinner this evening.'

'Honey, I'm going to work first. I'll come back and eat with you quickly today.'

spongy

'It's gone, darling. I'll be back to you soon.'

And that day, Ek didn't come back. Let him wait until late at night. But what I received instead was a call from the hospital saying that his lover had been in an accident. A truck whose driver was asleep collided head-on with Ek's car waiting at a red light from behind. He remembers that day he was barely conscious. Hurry and grab your wallet. and the car keys then drove straight to the hospital that called to notify

He didn't know how he had driven all the way to the hospital. Did you drive through a red light? He almost ran to the emergency room where Donna was being treated. The doctor said that Ake's condition was very serious. I want him to come to terms with it first. If he makes it through tonight, Donna might be fine.

And yes, Donna couldn't make it through that night.

He only remembered that he fell to the ground and cried loudly, causing people to turn and look. He doesn't care anymore. Go find the lover inside.

He didn't look at Ek's deformed limbs. But he stared at his lover's face, which looked like he was fast asleep. His mouth muttered, "Wake up, wake up and come to Pete," over and over again.

Since that day, one year has passed. But he still couldn't come to terms with it.

"Hug, Ek. Pete loves Ek. Huk."

Pete sobbed until he couldn't eat any more. He put down his fork and spoon and cried loudly.

"Donna, Pete misses Donna, really misses him, do you know that?"

Pete got up and picked up a picture frame of his lover. and caressed the face of the lover there

"When will we meet each other, Donna? Pete misses me. I miss him so much. Hehe."

He also believes that his lover is at his side all the time. He believed that no matter how many friends scolded him that he was delusional because he couldn't come to terms with it.

It's not that he's delusional, but...

Pete walked into the bedroom. On the large bed, there was something that shouldn't have been there. He went and picked up a white rose and placed it next to his pillow every day as someone promised.

“Ek…”

'From now on I will give you one white rose every day, is that good?'

He picked up a large white rose and smelled it, smiling through tears before going to put the rose in a vase together. And another white rose that I got from the other day.

He believes that his lover is always at his side. No matter who says he's crazy, he doesn't care.

Pete went to collect the dishes on the table and washed them, then took a shower and went to bed. Even though he wasn't sleepy, he didn't know what to do. So I chose to sleep in order to dream of my lover too.

“Pete...”

“Darling.”

"yeah"

Pete let out a loud moan before turning around and facing the other direction.

“Darling, wake up quickly.”

“Wake up and look for me.”

All of a sudden

“Dek!”

Pete woke up in the middle of the night. He turned to look around. Just now it was like I was hearing the master's voice.

"....or was it a dream?" Pete looked down at his lap. His hands clenched the blanket tightly. “Huh..”

“Why are you so cynical?”

The sound was accompanied by the gentle touch of his palm. Unfolding his clenched fingers. Pete quickly looked up. The moonlight streaming in through the window made his vision blurry.

“Dek! Ek!?”

"yes darling"

Pete turned to turn on the bedside lamp, allowing him to see that face more clearly. There was no mistaking this, it really was someone he loved. Pete held out his hand, shaking. to touch the face of the person in front of you The cold touch made him shed tears.

"No, it's not a hallucination, is it, Donna? Really Donna?"

The tall young man smiled and raised his hand to hold Pete's hand that was still holding his face. Of course, Pete only felt cold and didn't have a warm temperature like humans. But even then, Pete didn't show anything on his face except happiness, gratitude, joy, and surprise.

“Yes, I really came to see you.”

Pete rushed over and hugged his lover. The coldness that could be felt throughout his body was easily overlooked by him.

"Huh, Ek, Ek is late, very slow."

Donna hugged her lover tightly. His other hand rubbed the head of the person in his embrace soothingly.

“Sorry, sorry.”

“Huh, will Aek disappear? Can we be together forever?”

“Yes, darling, I will be together with you.”

“I'm not going anywhere.”

Donna pushes her lover away so that they can look into each other's eyes.

“I'm sorry, I had to prepare a lot of things, I had to wait for time, wait for everything.”

“Until everything is ready Darling, you have to wait this long.”

"But even so..." Ake took his lover's hand and brought it to his face again, letting the other person feel a temperature that humans shouldn't have. He looked into his pitch black eyes that had no spark of life. “I can do just this. Darling, do you hate me?”

“I can't take you out like a normal person.”

“I cannot appear to anyone but you.”

“I can't take you to show off to anyone anymore.”

“Baby, can you accept me like this? Do you hate me?”

Pete shook his head back and forth several times.

“No, Pete never hated Donna. Donna can be whatever it is. Pete can accept it all.” Pete burst into tears. But this time it was tears of joy and relief. “I just want Ek not to leave Pete anywhere. Pete really asks for this.”

Donna smiled in relief. Previously, he had been very worried, afraid that his lover would not be able to accept his condition, which was no different from a ghost like this. He wrapped his lover into his cold arms again.

“Why are you so thin? Have you eaten anything yet?”

Pete rested his face on his broad shoulders and smiled. He said in a tone of criticism that was not serious.

"It's Ek. Because Ek is Ek. Ek...huh."

Thinking of the time he lost his lover, he cried again, so hot that his tall body had to console him. and pat the back to calm your loved one down

"Yes, it's my fault. I'm really, really bad."

Saying this, he laughed a little, causing Pete to lightly smack his lover's chest.

"Yes, Donna, that's wrong. Very wrong."

“Yes.” The tall man looked at the clock on the side table. In there it was indicated that it was now past three in the morning. “Darling, go to bed first. It will be a long time until morning.”

The tall young man bent his white lover down to lie flat on the bed, but Pete bounced up and hugged him tightly as before.

"no! I don't sleep. Pete doesn't sleep. If I wake up and Donna is gone, what will Pete do?"

“Darling, even though I'm not the same anymore. But I can be with my beloved day and night.” Even though he heard that, Pete still refused to let go of his embrace until Ek was relieved. "So, darling, are you going to stay like this all night?"

It worked. Pete released his embrace. But instead of going back to sleep as usual, he climbed up and sat on the tall figure's lap.

“Pete isn't sleeping,” Pete smiled and whispered into his ear, blowing hot air over his cool ears. “Do something else. Other things that Ek really likes.”

“Heh.” A cold palm slipped into his warm skin. “Then it must be difficult, darling.”

Aek kissed the soft flesh of his lover softly. Then lift your chin to make your lover turn to kiss. The contrasting warmth and coldness of the touch, combined with the ice-like palm touching his body, made Pete shiver.

That night, the two of them spent time together. They exchanged touches, love, and nostalgia, conveying every feeling through physical contact, until the morning they were still apart.

Two hearts are firmly connected.

The promises made to each other weave together their fate to meet again.

They will never...be separated.

END

It's finished. Huh. This is my first time writing a short story. How is it? Please leave your comments. This story comes from when we listen to a song. The content has nothing to do with this story. But like...listening to it makes me feel inspired to write.

I mean, we listened to Pae Rue's song "Sua Khao". Some people are probably like, eh, what's the connection with this? Hahaha, it's not relevant at all. It's not like listening to music makes us sad, we cry, so we want to write a sad story to express the sadness in our hearts. But we are happy people, so we were happy in the end.

The title is like I don't know how to express my sadness, like, what should I do? So I wrote a novel to express it. To be honest, I'm very new to writing novels. Every once in a while I'll have a mood that I want to write, so I don't want this kind of feeling to just disappear.

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