Boy (Dear friend)

Technology is like making the world a big place without borders. Communication even if you are on different sides of the world can be connected just by having the internet. Just the sound of someone's voice coming through a communication device is like actually meeting that person. Nowadays, you can communicate by seeing the face of the person at the other end.

It's like bringing that person in front of you. But how do you get someone like me? It doesn't keep up with the times.

I want a video with it. But it's not better. If you want to chat, it's not better. So write something about it. To....boy............

If I were to think of the one friend I would like to talk to and meet the most. You probably can't escape this guy. In fact, me and Mr. Chai originally started.

There's rarely even a conversation. But took a break before graduating from university. I feel like my time has been spent quite a bit with this guy.

Today, while working, I thought about it. I would like to write to my dear friend through letters.......

Miss you……….

I'm all alone when I go anywhere. As for the guy, he has a group of two or three friends, no matter where, no matter when, he must be seen together. It's as if they use the same excretory organ. It's not that I'm jealous or resentful. I just like observing people.

Especially in the first year, I didn't have any fascination with the guy at all. I just feel like it will have quite an influence on my friends.

He's tall and big, has a big voice, has long hair, and doesn't really give in to anyone. I don't want to disobey him because he is a good-hearted person who serves the public.

counter to its mouth That's even more insidious than being blunt. But how can I do it? It belongs to me like this.

I admit that in first year They rarely cooperate with branch activities. Whether it's hunting for senior autographs Doing activities together Because I put it last. Otherwise, I might have gotten closer to this guy sooner. But nothing is certain, maybe it will cause discord.

I saw the guy who got the signature. Even though his personality seems stubborn But it's also fierce and gentle with him when he does something like this. Luckily, I still got to see the guy at the dormitory event. It goes into almost every activity as well. and was surprised when the test came out. If I remember correctly, Chai's first semester GPA should be the highest in the branch.

I slept and studied and often saw him fall asleep with his head on the table. They're probably smart but lazy. The event in my memory is probably when I went to pick up my younger sibling at Prachuap. I got drunk and ran around the island in the year of the coconut tree. I ran and then disappeared. Saw it and said he was asking to find him.

When I got to the second year, I started talking to him more. Because I had to do activities to welcome my younger siblings, I was still a loner as usual, not having any main group. As for the guy, he's in his group. Just talked more. The second year seemed to see each other often while tutoring. The man went with the group. As for me, I went with my people.

Until now, I am not fascinated or displeased with this man. I almost forgot both year one and year two. The guy went and scolded me for boxing too. He might have gone to see a friend who was punching him or someone else was punching him. I only got on the first pair. This year's freshman year, the status changed from a freshman to a second-year senior. My heroics are still the same, just cycling. Raise the Cupid statue

Didn't get the cut but secretly vomited in the room. You see, there's no sign of me and this guy getting close. When I went to intern, even though I was in different places, I heard the man's voice through the phone. I don't Instagram. So I don't know much about the story. Well, I intend to play it when I graduate.

But then fate, heaven and earth, seemed to destined for me and this guy to become close. I found a free English lesson sign at the library and picked it up to read. I want to practice English to study at university. Even though I ended up not being able to speak, I sounded really bad. In a hundred days, a thousand years, I would never take it back. Suddenly, it was like seeing a man holding the same card.

It is said that the man also picked it up from the library. (I'm calling while typing this) I made an appointment to meet on Sunday at school. If it's a lottery ticket for selling a house, the bet is by someone like Ai Chai. Wherever you go, you must have friends, especially a close group of friends. But no one seemed to come with it, so I ended up going to study English with this guy by default.

For me, I think this is the beginning of becoming close to the man.

The third year is a very difficult year. I feel like I've been hit by one storm after another. Waiting for the day when the sky after the rain will always be beautiful as someone once said. But it was as if at that time I didn't know if it would be beautiful or not. I just want the storm to weaken. It's already beautiful. Both camp problems Problems with teachers, studying

Fortunately, the love problems had ended earlier. Even though the man and I had more conversations Discussed more about studies But for me, in order to be promoted to be a close friend, there must be a decorative event. And this guy did it.

“You, someone said that you were being selfish about asking for an internship for the summer.” A man's voice came from the phone.

“Ah, I know who it is, never mind, I've never seen it before.” My voice replied indifferently.

“But other people will enter, so it's wrong. You should go fix the news.” The man's voice sounded like he wanted me to demand justice.

“Never mind, I know what I'm doing. What is true or not? Other people are not important,” my voice answered.

"Oh, I'm in trouble instead of you." The man's voice felt disappointed. When the other end of the line was indifferent to the situation

That day, then, until today, I feel that Chai is a true friend. Instead of it just being there. Make things quiet. But it chose to tell me At that time, I couldn't tell anyone that I was going to exchange. Everything seemed out of control. I was stressed, confused, and overwhelmed, but I chose to speak out for the man to hear.

But it was a mistake. One of the professors thought that I was being blind and refused to tell him, so he told his close friend (his close friend was a colleague in the department). And this guy was open-mouthed and told the story to other friends. Some friends are in the group of guys. He knows what's going on. Probably saw that my friends thought I was a selfish person. I can take it alone. I didn't think of telling anyone.

But for me, who will say anything?

I don’t care

Already, but man.......it's not like that.

The lights are dim in my dark room. Please rest your eyes a bit. Afraid to fall asleep The man will follow and scold you in your dreams. You'd better hurry and write about it. Just the thought of his voice making him tremble from far away. How can we do it? It's just an idea. The truth is it's just a fan.

After I returned from being an exchange student Everything seemed hard after I led a beautiful life in the land of raw fish. This is the time to atone for my karma. The last semester of university study. At first I wanted glory because I could live with it. But looking at my condition at that time, it was difficult to support myself until the end.

In the end, there was only one male representative of the village.

Those times were very difficult. I'm stressed out about the experiment. Stressed about studying In addition, his health is poor and he is breathing blood. But he didn't bother to find alcohol to drink. Even though I don't drink much, I get drunk easily. This guy likes to invite me to drink. If I remember correctly, he was the only one who could read Thai. I showed him a diary and had him write the last page.

I don't know if I want it to be written or if it's intoxicating. But no one ever saw how drunk he was. Especially every place where people drink and eat with random men (assembly room, in front of the mission team, in front of CR 1), even though they are shouty, loud, and like to do physical harm sometimes. But it has its quirks. I used to help him with his lab work from dusk until almost the next morning.

I get sleepy between one and two in the morning. But after that, the man became irritated instead. I think it's cuter.

Don't say I'm like this. When I lived with it a lot, I went everywhere with it. Eating with it, drinking with it, it would be hard for me not to secretly think about it.

I mean afraid that I'll like it. If that's the case, it won't be able to look at your face. Even when walking to the front of the dormitory, they were already sober. We stood and talked for a long time in front of the dormitory. Until 2:00 a.m., many mosquitoes bitten me. But pretended not to notice

“Are you afraid?” the man asked.

“What are you afraid of?” I replied (confessing I knew what he would ask).

“I'm afraid you'll like me. Or do I like you?” The man seemed serious about the question.

“If you say no, it's not possible. I'm afraid, but I don't,” my voice answered firmly.

In my head at that time, even though I was still dizzy But he thought back to the events in himself. The guy has a girlfriend. My boyfriend lives abroad. Even if we like it, there's no way. I'm not his type. He likes tall people, even though we can polish it off. I don't like that kind of guy. But it feels good when I have it with me.

Even though he said he saw it like this There are many people who like him, both men and women. He said it and laughed and told the truth.

For me a man Even though he was tall and had a big voice, he had a soft and gentle side that was normal for a human who was born female. (Ai Chai is a nickname for a woman) especially on the day of the Bye Year Festival in the third year. In an evening gown, a long, off-the-shoulder skirt that sheds off his masculinity. But just the gestures and the tone of voice that came out......that's it......boy..................