MST present
Bless you
That love and warmth
'That I used to receive'
I'm fine.
I'm fine.
If you are happy with the person you love
I really just want you to be happy.
But how much time do I need?
For a month?
Is it a year?
Or forever?
May God bless you
5:00 p.m.
The setting sun cast a bright orange glow across the sky. In the foreground was a large lake and a flock of white swans gracefully floated on the water surface. A cool breeze blew across the treetops causing them to move. A male and female couple walked happily holding hands. His palms and feet rested on the marble-patterned bench next to his body, stroking it back and forth lazily.
Thinking back to the sweet past, a slight smile appeared on his face. Once, Min Yoongi used to sit in the park with a woman. A person who wishes well and always gives warm love to him. Until the day when the feelings of both of them were no longer the same as love changed to just familiarity.
The feeling of being embarrassed when making eye contact or speaking sweetly didn't happen anymore. Within 10 years, it would be too much for this lesson. Both of them decided to end this love, leaving this in the end. Our love ended a long time ago, only familiarity remains. Such simple words but with various meanings could stab his little heart very badly.
We once had a beautiful dream together. We work and she takes care of the house and takes care of us. We will work hard so she won't be in trouble. I dreamed of building a small house but filled with warmth. We always argued with each other. We will paint it black but she will paint it white. In the end we have to give in to her. She also said that she wanted to plant a big tree to provide shade when sitting and admiring nature and watching the soft yellow moon stand out in the sky as she leaned down to rest on her body.
Every anniversary she talks about her dream honeymoon, Italy. She likes to go on a gondola. Venice, Italy's water city Love the charming charm of classical architecture. Beautiful scenery seen on the internet Do you still want to go?
The warm sunlight of the morning shines on both of our bodies. The gentle breeze blew and her long hair fluttered in the breeze until we had to put our hands up behind her ears. A romantic wedding just the two of us The long shadows on the sand must act as a witness to our love. After a year of marriage, she ran up to us watering the plants and handed us a pregnancy test.
A joyful smile spread across both of our faces as her stomach began to bulge. She probably wanted to show off to us and say Will your child be as cute as me or as handsome as you? And we want to answer her: If my girl had a smile like yours, it would be very cute. I want to name the little girl Sarang because this child was born from the love between the two of us. But this is probably another dream that we painted together.
When we haven't met Her favorite cell phone ringtone always rings before we go to sleep. She always likes to ask us: Are you tired today? Did you smile as much today as I asked for? What time will you sleep today? Questions filled with warmth and concern poured out from the phone. When we heard her voice, we were completely exhausted.
Moreover, she still likes to say that she will sleep with us, but she falls asleep before us again.
When I got out of that memory The sun that once stood out in the sky had left without saying goodbye, just like that girl. We didn't break up because of problems, we ended because of ourselves. The problem isn't concentrated on any one person, it's balanced on both sides. She probably thinks so.
But don't you feel how much we still love and care for you? The more time passed, the more it doubled. We may seem like a selfish person for still holding on to her. If we asked the reason, there would be only one answer that we can still confirm to this day, love. Even though 5 years have passed, that word is the only one we use with her.
Three years ago, a crisp white wedding invitation was delivered to our home. I thought it definitely belonged to one of my friends, but when I flipped through it and got a good look at the meaning, Instead, her name was on it along with the name of the man who truly loved her as much as I did. Hopefully he will be the person who loves you and the person you love.
That person was truly lucky to receive such pure love from you. The warmth from your embrace Your lovely smile How envious.
A simple wedding was held by the seaside. The guests were probably close friends of hers and I knew them. So I chose to stand and watch from a distance. She is still as beautiful as ever, and so is her smile. A gentle breeze blew, causing her long hair to sway in the breeze. The man did his duty knowingly. He raised his hand to her ear and moved it down to caress her soft cheek.
The feeling in my chest built up and I could hardly bear it. There was a burning sensation around the eyes before a stream of warm water could not be stopped flowing down the face. Tears of joy are like this.
A few months after her wedding She posted a photo of her pregnancy test on social media along with congratulatory messages from friends and relatives from both her side and the man. Along with photos from the honeymoon. Image of two people sitting on a gondola. Tears streamed down my face once again. How much longer will it take for me to put those good feelings into my memories?
How much time do I need to take? Months, years or forever?
Trying to shake that memory out of my head, I carefully considered myself and thought. If you could keep it as a memory, it would be good. I pulled out the cell phone in my pants pocket to check the time. It's strange that I could sit and think about her for hours. I unlocked the screen and pressed into my favorite application. A picture of a one-and-a-half-year-old smiling happily appeared on my feed.
Scrolling deeper, you will find a short video clip of only a few seconds. I clicked to take a look with joy. Her sweet voice was still as sweet as ever, but when she called out my name, it brought tears to my eyes. Sarang was this girl's name, the name I had in mind if we had a child together. I didn't feel any anger, but I couldn't say I was delighted. Is there still hair in your memory or not?
I closed the lock screen of my phone and put it back in the same place. Pushing himself up, he brushed off his pants before striding back to his house. We are always waiting to hear good news from you. At least we don't have any conflicts with each other and I'm thankful that she still lets us be like familiar siblings. We have never stopped loving you for one second. When we see you happy, we are happy.
We will put the memories of you in a locked box and keep them very carefully so that no one will touch them. Please take care of yourself. Take good care of that girl and her husband. I hope you don't get sick. We will watch you from afar. Good luck with your love and loving family.