Love is like a jigsaw puzzle of the heart that keeps adding to our lives. Even though sometimes that love may be unrequited, at least it's good that we used to secretly love that person and secretly hope that that person will have a good love life with the person he wants...
Are they the same?
When we secretly like or fall in love with someone We also want the person we secretly like to like us back. But when you think about it carefully Turn your face to the mirror. I myself don't look good. The shortest person in the group of friends, not good at pleasing, and has a cold appearance. Studying is not as good or luxurious as other people's.
What reason would there be? That he must like us?
There are countless other people who look a lot better than us. Handsome, smart, tall, good-natured, good at pleasing, and seem like people with many futures to choose from.
He himself is bright, cute, friendly, and many people seem to fall in love easily. So there is no reason for him to like us.
Sometimes we meet face to face We accidentally caught each other's eyes and smiled at each other. At least it's still good to greet each other in the sense of "acquaintances".
Sometimes there is a good opportunity and I want to buy a gift in order to have the opportunity to put myself in their sight. But in the end, I didn't dare to give anyway because there was no claim that I was giving "for what reason."
To honestly say that I like it would probably not be possible. If you tell him, he'll probably think that you're the type who gives gifts and expects something in return, which makes him uncomfortable. Until I had to say the kind words, "Let me think about it first."
People who chat with us on Facebook come to talk. There are some that please us. But it seems like there isn't anyone I like as much as him, or is it because I have already tied my heart to him? Sometimes open your heart and try talking for a while. The longer we talk, the more bored we get because continuing to talk only hurts the person he comes to.
If possible, we would also like to know what he really thinks? We will choose the right path. whether to "stay" or "go", but if you interfere too much with him, you will be annoyed Will he be accused of disturbing him?
Friends in the group suggested that we try to approach him, but it seemed like the "closer" we were, the more "far away"….. If you say "I like" you may be hated or you may disappear from our lives forever! It's not worth the risk.
Must continue to stay like this If you think about it like this, it's already good. We often smiled and greeted each other when our eyes met. Even though I didn't own it, it was like I was taking care of it from afar, "not getting involved or getting into any trouble."
This is good. Even though it may seem good, that's okay. Because we "can't do anything"
Will he himself see us in his eyes?
Will he think the same way as us?
Even though there is no obligation to truly love each other But we still have hope. I hope that one day he will turn and look at us.
I want to wait that people can't wait for anything forever. Even if one day it's not us, it's him who has to leave us.
"Today is the end of the academic year…."
We also walked home as usual to catch the public subway near the school. But during our walk, we looked at the park next to the school. It is as if something invisible is motivating us and our eyes to look into it.
When I turned to look back, I found that
The person we liked was sitting with a man we didn't know. The behavior is very friendly. Her hands and his were close to each other, resting on his seat. The smiles you gave us were different from those sent to him like the heavens and the abyss. The bright smile that was once sent to us that we thought was the brightest. But the smile she sent him was even brighter.
The mind is completely depressed, even though we never really expected anything from him. But why does it hurt this much?
Tears began to flow. Flowing from the eyes like clouds that sprinkle raindrops The tears that I had been secretly holding back from my feelings all along were finally released.
In the end, we ourselves can only pray. Praying that she and him can get along well. As for us, we will continue to be "good viewers."
As someone who waits that "someday someone we love and someone who loves us will come into our lives to complete the jigsaw of our hearts."
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