“My life is like a drama. who is jealous...is an evil woman That I could never really find true love. They say...the hero must be paired with the heroine. A bad girl like us has to repeat herself. No matter how much I love you In the end, it's just someone they don't want anyway.”
BeeCris (
short story)
(falling in love with) a bad woman
“My life is like a drama. who is jealous...is an evil woman That I could never really find true love. They say...the hero must be paired with the heroine. A bad girl like us has to repeat herself. No matter how much I love you In the end, it's just someone they don't want anyway.”
“I love my wife. Never love you!!! Get out of my life!! go!! Go!!” A voice shouted loudly in the middle of the hall of the headquarters of one of the country's largest companies. I stood trembling, clenching my fists. Tears filled the eye sockets. My mouth trembled until I accidentally bit it. To suppress the emotions of regret and resentment
The man I would do anything to have. He was insisting on cursing me loudly all over the place. The people nearby...began to walk out to see and gather together to gossip about me.
'It's shameless... if men don't want it, they'll still....!!..'
'Yes, it's very pitiful..I want to be a mistress until I tremble...'
'Can't compare to another person, it's me! I chose that girl...'
I looked around. There are only people who criticize and despise me. There are people who keep aggravating me. What's wrong with me?..I just want to have good love. Am I so wrong? But nothing hurts more than this. Both the words and the eyes that looked down on me
Like I'm worthless. It made me unable to stand it any longer...in the end...I....
“Scream, scream, scream, scream!!!!!!! It's not true. It's not true!!!! I don't give in.... Scream!!!!” A scream came from me. It was so loud that it almost cracked my throat. until everyone in the area was shocked They looked at me with disdain in their eyes. And pity me...I became even more strange in their eyes in that second.
“Kutt!!!!” The director's voice brought my consciousness back into reality mode. The thing is right now...I'm filming a drama.
“Very good!!! Little Chris is going to rest first. I'll continue with the hero and heroine scene...Nong Chui...are you ready...?”
“I'm ready...”
“The makeup artist takes care of the heroine. Don't let your face be dull..."
I...!!!! 'Kris Horwang' I am an actor and a top model. The role I received Most of them are supporting actors, especially the role of 'villain'... My personal personality isn't as villainous as in dramas. It looks like a clear, beautiful world. I sat and watched the staff rushing towards the beautiful heroine. They will be treated very well by the team.
I will say that the roles of actors can be divided according to class and caste very well in this Maya society. At least...I still secretly think I'm pretty lucky being a villain. It's good that I didn't get to play the role of a maid. Otherwise, I would definitely become a water server in this pile...
"Chris!!!! Please help bring some water from that tray to serve. Just then, the adults came down to watch the filming!!” 'Oh!!! So there aren't any waitresses? Come use a star like me?? Is it right?? The heroine...the heroine's friend We can still sit together and talk and gossip. They're free! Why don't you call for help?
This is not fair to the role I have been given...hehe...if I don't have to use the money to support my family's needs. Why else would you send your child to study? I wouldn't quit being a dance teacher and become a supporting actor that people all over the country hate like this!!'
“Hurry up!!! What are you doing sitting there dizzy?!!”
“Yes, yes, yes, yes!!”
And the said executives actually came down to see the work. Most of them are channel executives. Including those sponsors with deep pockets! who is a supporter in drama production It's a big capitalist who subsidizes the actors' fees...I'm carrying a tray full of water bottles lined up. 'Ummm...it's heavy too'
“Water…” I said quietly and walked around there. I don't even know who is who...
"Last bottle, please? Thank you!!" A woman picked up the water bottle on the tray. He smiled at me once and said thank you. His appearance is very good. So much so that I still wonder if he's a new star model or not. Because I had never seen this person in the industry before. It must be right....There are a lot of new stars these days.
Happens like mushrooms Old people who are still able to stay in the industry and still have work to do are considered lucky until they die. I didn't care much. So he smiled at her to maintain good manners. before walking away from that point to go back into the dressing room to change clothes Today's work is finished! I also want to go back and rest!! But....
He doesn't know me, right??? That I'm a star myself, why?? Am I not so famous that this woman doesn't know?? Damn it, should I just quit the industry??
'Hey, hey, do you see that woman in that white suit?? That's the son of the president of B Plus channel. I saw that I had just returned from abroad. He looks really good. The more I look, the more I'm lost. Awww!!!'
'I saw it!!...I saw that I was going to be the daughter-in-law of B Plus channel, hahaha'
'I made a reservation!! I said it first!!!'
The sound of gossip and gossip in the dressing room between the actress playing the leading lady and her fellow leading ladies. Plus there was a makeup artist who came to join in too. The third party is still debated. That woman must have been among the senior executives who came to visit the department just now. The person wearing the white suit seemed to be the only one.
The person who picks up the last bottle of water left on the tray. But unfortunately...I didn't look up to see what his face looked like. Having said that, it doesn't have any effect on me at all...heh!! I stopped paying attention and turned to face the large mirror and used cleanser to wipe all of the makeup off my face.
Cosmetics that make up the face with thick, bold colors. Mouth covered in bright red lipstick It's not me at all. I looked at myself in the mirror as if my mask had been removed. A bald face is what I think looks best. Before that, I lightly dab on powder and apply a light pink blush. A light pink lipstick color that suits my face. That's it, it's over!! 'Sirin...she's really cute!!'
I couldn't help but admire myself in that big mirror...
'Toottttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!' When I put it on silent mode and it just vibrates when I'm working. But honestly, I think I prefer the soundless version. Because sometimes I like to be shocked when a phone call comes in.
“Hello...Kris has finished filming the drama...OK. You go out with friends. I don't think I have to ask Chris for permission...I know...I know I love you. I love you too...that's all for now. Kris, please pack up your things first..." I smiled sweetly and shyly as I hung up the phone from my so-called 'boyfriend'. He has always been someone who has cared about me like this since we were dating. Hmmmm. ..4 months maybe?? I'm not in a hurry.
If you can talk, keep talking. I don't see any harm in just talking. I don't care if there's news of a love breakup like in the past. Sigh...the people couldn't continue, it was like they couldn't talk. Why should we resist each other? Afraid of being in the news??...a lot. One day the villagers will know too. In the end, they talked well....
“Who are you looking for, Mr. B?”
“The boy served water just now. Where did he go?”
“Is the boy serving water???”
“Yes...this is water!! Bee also picked it up from his tray just now../ Oh..that's it!!..that person!...that woman on the screen from the director!! People who are screaming It's there!!”
“Oh...that person who screams is a star. She's an evil woman!! Not the girl who serves water...as you understand B!!"
"celebrity! Evil woman! Is that so?...What's your name?"
“Chris Horwang!!”
Sirin Horwang or Kris Horwang....entered the industry by becoming a heroine in a 100 million baht movie like... 'Metropolitan Railroad' and changed her role from heroine to villain... like.... 'Dear friend, bad friend' and it seems that fate has brought her to the right path with the role of 'villain', durian peel calling me, broken market!!!
After that, she got to play the role of a mistress, a crazy person, a psychopath... bad roles made her work very prosperous. And it seems like her path in the industry has turned this way...a story that is currently being filmed. 'The King's wife deceives and kills' as for matters of the heart. There have been some love and breakups. But right now, you are secretly planting a love tree. It must make everyone's hearts flutter. I heard that the profile is good. The country's leading businessman degree.
'Wow...' I sighed before folding down the Macbook screen as I went to briefly read the history. of a chubby-faced woman when seen in the morning A chubby face that looks younger than his age. Makes me unable to erase that image from my mind. That white face is still stuck in my thoughts and feelings.
So I have to let you live in my head I keep smiling... Smile... and keep smiling like that all day and all night. Am I delirious now? I must have done something. I don't want my heart to suffer like this... But she has a boyfriend...what should I do next??
“He already has a girlfriend!!!! What should I do???....hehe...a businessman? I'm a businessman too. The son of the station owner. The national level is the same. Someone please tell me...where can I compete with him???”
I!! My name is 'Bee Namthip Jongrachatawiboon'. I just graduated from America with a Master's degree in Management. And I just returned to Thailand, so I don't know many people in the entertainment industry. I only know people who are top people. of the country only I came back this time to learn from Father.
that you are the channel executive
B+ (
B Plus) The first day of work today wasn't bad or boring at all. While I finished the meeting and discussion with the executive board and partners, I came to walk down and inspect the area in various areas of work. Until I met her, that 'bad girl' who I thought was just a girl serving water...
'You keep me thinking about your face. What should I do??'
In a famous club in the Bangkok area, in a room
vip
There were about 5-6 young men who were frantically bumping into each other. Along with having beautiful girls by your side to entertain. There's both hugging and cuddling. 'Tonight, go to the condo, bro,' whispered a voice in the ear that only two people could hear. The young woman looked at the smiling young man's face with teasing eyes. Before nodding willingly....
It is said that the intentions of both sides are known.
“Oh..
Cheers!!!!! Cheers!!!! Cheers!!!!”
Tonight...Sirin came to hang out with her friends. But it was a room in a luxury condo belonging to her friends 'Wirithipa and Janie', all three of whom are close friends in the industry. Sirin looked at the clock often. Because in truth, she wanted to go back to her own condo because she was starting to feel sleepy. But because she was waiting for something to happen, she continued drinking as friends....'2.00
am.’.....
"I'm back, you guys...."
"Okay, drive back carefully, Muay..."
I was driving out of my friend's condo before I remembered what I wanted to do. I slapped the turn signal on the side of the sidewalk before walking straight to the noodle shop open for sale at this time.
'I'll take 2 bags of tom leng, please.' Since the way I return will pass my girlfriend's condominium, it would be nice to stop and buy some to eat to cure a hangover.
I drove and parked in the parking lot under the condo for a while. Before that, a familiar luxury sedan also drove under the building. But the picture I saw after the car was parked and the engine was completely turned off. The two men and women teased each other after getting out of the car. before touching each other without being ashamed of heaven and earth
“Are you dating me and bringing other women into the room??? Hey!!! How pitiful!!!”
“Chrisss!!! That is, I...!!!”
'Thump!!!!!' I threw the two bags of Tom Leng I was carrying onto the ground near where they were standing. Broken Tom Leng bag Water splashed everywhere, including the two people.
“Aargh...it's hot!!! Are you crazy? You were able to come here!!!” The woman's voice suddenly rang out when boiled water splashed onto her legs, making them wet.
“Deserves it. Revealing the true essence quickly. Good!!!!! So that we don't have to waste any more time with bad people like this.”
"Chris !!! It's not what you think.”
“Huh, can you still talk like this? I don't eat grass. So that I can believe your words...we broke up!!!!! From now on, don't let me see your face again. Don't say I didn't warn you. I'm so disgusting!!!!!”
“Oh...just quit!!!!! What kind of woman is so boring? I thought it would be as spicy as on TV in real life!!!!! Just about to kiss, but haven't even kissed yet. Do you know how patient I am? To be a gentleman in your eyes.”
“This kind of evil idea. Thinking only about the bed It's a good fit!!!!! Both of them, my body is only valuable to those who love me sincerely. And in the past I felt that you came and wanted something from me...let's end it now, this time. I don't want to talk for a long time.
Because it's so disgusting I want to vomit!!!!!”
'Let's talk about it..' The villainess with the initial letter C breaks up with her high-society boyfriend. The reason was because a young man sneaked up to a condominium with a young woman....
2 days passed....in a cafe. It's a regular shop for young actresses who like to sit and enjoy the relaxing atmosphere while sipping coffee. When you don't have a work schedule, you have to find some free time to relax. Her usual seat was at the bar next to the window. Facing outside, we saw a garden of small and large trees. Small fountain and colorful flowers
Sirin wears comfortable clothes but looks really good. He wore large black sunglasses that obscured his slender face. Before she saw the news on the internet with the headline that everyone who read it They probably guessed correctly that it was her. “The villainess with the initial letter C” before she picked up her mobile phone and dialed someone.
"What do you say? My daughter... called me like this. You've seen the news, right?"
"I saw it. P'Wan Jeab was the one who spread the news, right?"
“Hahaha...that's right. I did it myself...but I just got angry at you. You just did the right thing like a star manager should do. Who wouldn't have to have Chris talk later about being cheated on by his girlfriend? It's good to release news like this. The villagers will know that they have broken up..."
"Yes, Chris, I understand what P'Wan said. Thank you. In the free time, Chris will go visit the office...that's all. Hello."
“Yes, yes... take care of yourself. Makes him feel like a broken person.”
“Well, it doesn't work. How can I be excited? 555”
“May I sit with you?” A voice asked for permission because the tall bar stool next to her was vacant. She kept raising her head to signal to the other person that she could sit. because of the people who will sit at the bar Most of them were alone. The woman tiptoed up and sat on a tall bar stool as if it weren't that tall. 'He's very tall, taller than me.
But it looks familiar, like where have I seen it before?’ She secretly looked out of the corner of her eye, covered by a layer of sunglasses. Why do you feel that this person is so warm? Just listen to a few sentences. It made her feel strangely good inside.
“Aren't you going to serve water today?” ‘What? Serving water. Do they think I'm the coffee/tea server at this cafe?...Really crazy!!'
“Sorry, I'm not the water server as you understand!!”
"Yes!!...I'm just kidding, Mr. Dara!!" 'Oh!!! What else?? kid?? Since when did he become close to me??' I turned my head and looked at him directly with slight reproach in his eyes. Why are you joking with people you don't even know? It is true that I am a public person. But does everyone have to have boundaries?!!
As soon as I turned to look at him reproachfully, He stared back at me with eyes that made my heart flutter all over...a feeling that I don't know how to describe. I don't understand if I was shocked or what. Why is my heart shaking like this?
‘Is the coffee too strong today?’ My blood was pumping more than every time I drank it. My heart was pounding loudly...until it was completely uncomfortable!!
'Please...I'm still intimidated by love....no, no, no....but this woman Where have I seen it?? Not long ago...I was sure...' I tried to think in my mind.
'Hey, hey, do you see that woman in that white suit?? That's the son of the president of B Plus channel. I saw that I had just returned from abroad. He looks really good. The more I look, the more I'm lost. Awww!!!'
'I saw it!!...I saw that I was going to be the daughter-in-law of B Plus channel, hahaha'
'I made a reservation!! I said it first!!!'
Ummm, I can imagine!!!!
"I thought I wouldn't turn to talk anymore..."
“Sorry!...I just didn't know you!!”
“But I want to get to know you, Mr. Chris!!” I turned to look at him. Before his eyes mesmerized me like I was falling into his vortex again....
........8 months have passed.......
“A woman like you. I don't want to take it for a wife. Get the fuck out!!!!”
"I won't give in. I won't give in... You guys must be destroyed!!! I will definitely make your life miserable. Remember this!!! Scream!!!! Scream!!!!”
“Cuttttt!!!!” The director's voice ordered cut. I breathed a sigh of relief. This take is my last take before the story ends. My role is like this. In the end, if you don't die, you will go crazy or go to jail. It's like this. I walked over and sat down at a cloth chair that I could lean on.
Before closing your eyes to rest your eyes for a while Today I woke up at 4 a.m. to go out and film a drama in another province. 'I'm so tired!'
“Nam...darling!!!” That voice woke me up. Before meeting someone in my heart Come stand next to me....
“Ugh...thank you. Since when? Why did you say you couldn't come to a meeting????” I accepted the bottle of water and drank a bit of it to soothe my throat. Screaming just now until my throat hurts...
“I'm really in a meeting. But B ended the meeting an hour early because I missed you..."
“Who do you miss..say it again!!”
"I miss my boyfriend...is it clear yet?"
.....Looking back 8 months ago.....
I walked (run away) from the cafe. He got up and ran after me...before he grabbed my hand. To stop me from walking
'I like you!!! Shall we get to know each other??'
'What did you say???'
'I said I like you!!! Can we get to know each other?? I don't want to just let you walk past me. Without me doing anything I'll probably regret it for the rest of my life. If not, start getting to know you now!!'
'I don't want to get to know you, I'm sorry.'
'Because you still haven't gotten over the break up with your boyfriend? Yes, I saw the news this morning. I didn't approach you because I knew you were single. But I liked you the first time I saw you. I like knowing that you already have a boyfriend. Today it was just a coincidence that I met you again. If you're still afraid of love or don't want to start over with anyone.
Let me be your friend. As long as you open your heart, no matter what situation you are in, I'm happy. Because just seeing your face makes my life happy'
'Your words are good. But I also don't see the world as beautiful. You are the son of the channel owner. Don't lower yourself to get to know a no-name villain like me. It's not appropriate at all. You still have to meet good people who are suitable for you. I have to go to work now...please let me go!!'
'Just right...I don't need a heroine in my life. A princess or someone who is ready and suitable comes with a social status. Just now I know in my heart that it's you. It's enough...give me a chance, Mr. Kris??'
I still remember the old days. I've always been impressed with this person. His words at that time made my heart melt. No one has ever confessed their feelings to me like this. both in the script and in real life He changed my life to make it more meaningful and valuable. He made me know that I am more special than anyone else in this world.
The illusion in the play is the surface of real life. But one thing is our spirit. That person who has access to us will see us differently from other people.
On a warm and romantic night There were only two people standing on the balcony of a luxury hotel, enjoying the breeze. Today marks the 8 month anniversary of our relationship and Namthip has prepared and arranged everything for the woman he loves. After finishing eating a luxurious dinner He walked in and embraced the woman he loved with all his heart from behind.
His face was buried in the crook of the other's white neck before he took in a deep breath. I want to keep this woman's body odor so that only he can smell it. He was so jealous of anyone getting to touch this woman. She that he had reserved for both his body and his heart for a long time...
"What's wrong? What are you asking for? Hmm?"
“Be Huang...”
"What are you jealous of? Chris is with Bini.."
“I'm jealous that everyone looks at Kris. Even more so when those male stars appear off-screen, they come around. Come drop sweet desserts and dumplings onto Kris. B doesn't like it at all. It's frustrating that he can't do anything..."
“Like this??? As for myself...I shouldn't be jealous. Chris saw the look in the girls' eyes. Celebrities, actresses, models, and businessmen look to Bepan to devour them. Do you think Chris doesn't feel that way??? Chris just didn't speak because he didn't want B to be uncomfortable. But somewhere B started to speak first. Chris, please tell me something!!”
"Really?? Are you jealous of B??”
“Oh...I love you and I love you so much!! Kris is afraid of losing Bee...because one day Bee might find someone more beautiful. and more equipped than Chris Both appearance and job duties Celebrities who only play villainous roles like Kris How can I compete with someone who is a heroine or a high society Madco girl??”
“I'm so glad...that Chris said his feelings like this. Because it's the same feeling that B feels...even though words may not guarantee how certain it will be. But B wanted to let Chris know. that B loves Chris because Chris is Chris Even though Kris is a villain on screen But off screen, Kris is B's real-life heroine...Kris trusts B!!
That B loves Kris only and forever.."
“Your mouth is so sweet??...Speaking to please like this. Do you want anything??”
“I want Kris!!”
“Want Kris?? Which one do you want??? B has already taken over both Chris' body and heart. Chris has nothing else to give B!!”
“Do you want to be B's forever?? Let's get married, let's be each other's half lives...B loves Kris...loves him so much that he doesn't want to be apart from Kris anywhere.”
“T!..married....??”
“Yes!!..OK, darling!! Because B won't let Kris answer otherwise!!”
“Force..willful!!! But in the end...Kris loves B too...Kris is willing to be everything. As in B's life from now on forever..."
“Villains...in the television screen like me, people hate, despise, and have no dignity. Everything bad comes down to the villains in dramas. But in real life, I am one of the luckiest women that everyone is envious of. I want to thank fate for bringing bad people away. and bring in people who truly love me
Until my heart found true happiness He is my life and breath...so Who wouldn't even think of touching or crossing the line? Otherwise...the villain on the screen will come off the screen to take action at any time..." Sirin Horwang
Sirin left the interview in one of the magazines that will be released monthly. Before asking the same question, I turned to ask Namthip in return.
“I don't have any words. Because in the past I have proven it through more than my actions. In this matter, Mr. Kris, you probably know how much I love you....if I could just say the same words. That I love this villain and will love you forever” B Namthip
............................END...........................
**Let's relieve stress. I don't know if we'll like each other or not...hehe**