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WARM EYES) 

Please.

Author : Katharinb 

Pairing : JB x Jr. 

Rate : PG-15

Genre : Drama , Feeling

A/N :   

Beam likes this song very much. Even more, Beam wanted to read a Binir fic but there wasn't any so I wrote it myself, haha.

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I don't want to ask for this time to be ours.

I don't want to say that we're still the same as before.

I just want you to know that in the past, I missed you with all my heart.

(Please open the MV and watch it first to enhance the experience. or listen to music while reading)

THEME -----> :) Shalunla

- Turn on the music and listen as well.

I don't know how long we've been apart. No, I have to say that we've been apart... Because for us it's not the same anymore.

Until I knew it was important I lost him already...

We met again at the coffee shop. Favorite restaurant that we like together No one spoke, no one said anything. Just walk in together before separating and sitting on opposite sides.

Himself... Park Jin Young was with another close friend, while he... Im Jaebum, he came alone.

They both chose to pretend they didn't see each other, even though in each of their hearts they knew. I want to go in and hug you. Go in and say hello and say

“We apologize”…

Duu Duuuuu!

JB:

What are you doing?

An application notification sound comes from the screen. Jinyoung took his attention away from what he was doing and typed a reply.

Jr.:

Didn't do anything, just sat there and was bored.

Jr.:

I slept so late.

Choose to continue the conversation. It felt like my heart was expanding for no reason. The corners of his mouth quirked up as the other party quickly replied. He typed a reply as well before waiting.

JB:

I'm going to work but I'm not in the mood to do it.

Jr.:

You're so cool!

JB: J

Jaebum's side

I don't know what inspired him to say hello in the first place like that. I just know that I want to talk to you. from the afternoon because he saw that person He wanted to walk over and give him a hug, but he could only smile and say hello normally.

JB:

Oh, I forgot to ask, what are you doing there in the afternoon?

Jr:

do not tell

JB:

I don't want to know.

Jr.:

Good, don't be a nosy person:

P

Send back the frowning emoticon. Knowing that the other party was just pretending. But it makes me feel really good. Many old memories kept popping up. He sat and waited for Jinyoung to type a reply. In my heart I was excitedly waiting as if the outcome would be good or bad.

Jr.:

Just kidding. How are you?

JB:

It's still good. But when I talked to him, it started to get worse.

Jr.:

Ha ha!

JB:

You use youthful words.

They both typed answers back and forth. The feeling in my heart swelled and then collapsed like this many times. When he saw the other person reply, his feelings rushed in again. After replying, you have to wait to see if the other person will reply or not...

But that made them both happy and smile. Two hands intently tapping the keyboard back and forth in a short time.

Jr.:

Is this annoying with your new boyfriend?

The smile faded before turning into a neutral face. Jaebum sighed and got up to go outside. As for the other person, seeing the other party being silent, he could only wait and hope that the other party would come back and answer.

Jr.:

quiet

This is his feeling that he doesn't want to happen. I don't know which gland I'm jerking to or how. The fact that another person is silent in his heart is 'not wanting to talk', but in reality, When we talk like this, it might not be very good. It's not that I don't want to be the same, but it's impossible...

JB:

Go smoke a cigarette.

Jr.:

Oh, why did you quit already?

JB:

I like the feeling when it's over. If you get addicted again, you'll quit again.

Jr.:

Crazy, that's funny! But we can quit.

Jaebum gave him a thumbs up.

JB:

The other day we went to that store too.

Thinking back to a few days ago The day Jaebum passed by the same coffee shop he often came to, he stopped by to sit and sip coffee for a while. His eyes scanned over before meeting familiar eyes. Those full lips smiled shyly at him and he lowered his head. I turned to continue talking to my friend next to me, while he just sat and looked on with a mix of nervousness and confusion.

It's a feeling that can't be explained. Thinking of...

Jr.:

What are you going to do?

JB:

I happened to pass by and stopped by.

Jr.:

May I ask, why did you say that?

JB:

When?

Jr.: ...

JB:

Oh, then you started first.

Various images flowed back in. The day we argued because of misunderstandings Jaebam yelled at Jinyoung so loudly that Jinyoung cried. There was no explanation or reason to explain it when both of our emotions were still simmering and dissatisfied like this.

In the end... they both chose to walk away. Leaving only regret and unforgettable memories. The more I think back, the more I miss it with all my heart.

Jr.:

I'm not interested.

JB:

Hey, don't look for trouble. It's been a long time.

JB:

That's enough.

Jr.:

excuse me

Sorry to disappoint you. Sorry for our farewell that may not have been intended to happen In the end, Jinyoung still misses our old days.

JB:

Why are you sorry?

JB:

forget it

Jr.: 555

So, why are you arguing?

The time we were together then I'm extremely happy. Buy a bowl of ice cream and eat it together. When the other party ate the mess, they laughed until it was spilled on both of them.

When we are together, we sleep together, we go outside to look at the stars on the balcony together. Jaebum's thick hand caressed his head with kindness and affection. He was... happy.

Sometimes arguing can lead to understanding, but if it comes at the cost of losing someone, that's quite painful. When I think about it again... What are we arguing about?

Jr.:

Actually, it was good at that time.

Jr.: J

JB:

I want to travel to many places together.

JB:

It'll be fun.

Because of a moment of misunderstanding It shows feelings of guilt replaced by many memories that I wanted to happen but couldn't. Including memories from the past that we had together

When they went to the beach, Jaebum took Jinyoung only by driving a motorcycle together. The atmosphere is quiet. There weren't many people around, so we were able to enjoy playing in the water like crazy, teasing each other and pushing each other around.

The thick figure carried Jinyoung on his back along the beach and threw him into the water as laughter followed. Wide smiles spread across their faces indicating that they were very happy. Finally, Jinyoung came and hugged him from behind. Place your chin on the shoulder blades. before reaching forward to come closer The arms tightened and hugged even tighter.

Then we went to watch the fireworks together on the mountain. On the top of a mountain with no people Beautiful colored fireworks can be seen from below the concert venue.

Jr.:

That's it.

Jr.:

But we've traveled to quite a few places together. Talk like you often

JB:

So it's a shame.

Two hands holding each other tightly as if they were afraid the other person would disappear. Jaebeom turned his head to look at the figure next to him who was enjoying the concert in front and dancing non-stop, and so was he. holding hands with someone next to you Going and singing together is such a joy.

until dawn They were both still not asleep. After returning from a concert late at night The pair also bought beer together. It was almost six o'clock and Jinyoung was starting to feel sleepy. Some yawned. A hand reached out and caressed the little head and rocked it back and forth.

Jinyoung moved his body to sit next to each other. Lean back against the warm chest and close your eyes. Thick lips leaned down and kissed the lovely person's forehead softly before kissing the center of her head again. Jaebum let the little man fall asleep in his arms like that...

Jr.:

Actually, at that time we had just argued with Brother Mark.

I don't know why I said it like that. Maybe because they thought they should 'stop'.

In the afternoon we met again. The two smiled at each other before walking and stopping opposite each other. Then they smiled shyly at each other again, and they hugged each other. It's a warm hug that's hard to leave.

Just like when we were together last time, we slept together, wrapped in the same blanket. Warm like back then, nothing has changed. I want to go back in time one more time.

Lips pressed softly to his forehead. Then move down the bridge of the nose to full, beautiful lips. Jaebum pressed his lips gently before emphasizing it again forcefully. with longing An inexhaustible sweetness that comes to the point where you don't want to let go. Just a light touch can make your heart swell to this extent.

Both hands were placed on each person's waist. Jaebum pulled Jinyoung closer to him and tightened his hug. Their faces then got closer to each other...

... Jinyoung gave him a smile. This smile that I didn't want to share with anyone except him.

But in the end it's just the past... We didn't hug each other. Just meet and greet each other and smile like normal. We talked for a while.

Jr.:

Actually, we shouldn't be having this conversation at all.

Jr.:

Anyway, thank you.

Thank you for having traveled together. Thank you for coming to be a part of his life. Two hands that hold each other tightly and walk together, never leaving each other's side...

Thank you, Jaebum.

JB:

What are you thankful for?

JB:

It's sad to say.

Jaebum felt shocked too. He felt like Our time is running out.

I don't want to ask for this time to be ours. I don't want to talk about whether we can be the same or not.

I just want you to know the past. I miss you with all my heart...

Jr.:

this

Jr.:

We'll go first.

Jr.:

Good luck, wish you lots of happiness.

Let go of your hand... There's no more between us

Some of them asked to go back. The back began to move further away. Just turn around and smile at each other for a few seconds and then turn back.

Jaebum looked after him for a while until he was out of sight. He just thought that there wouldn't be any more. When we really chose to walk away from each other... we could only look down and reflect on what was happening and what was about to pass.

JB:

Hmm.

In the end, all he could do was accept the truth. That time will never come back again... In the end, only the words were left:

miss.

FINN. 

Dress up for fun. Are you happy? It's up to everyone to think. I think about my beanie with all my heart. Dressing up like this is very emotional because it's difficult to dress up. It might be confusing.

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