A story about the confusion of living life and discovering relationships that are both beautiful and painful. A story that you may understand and not understand at the same time. Because humans and people are too complex to understand…

A short novel for people who feel that they are different from others. No matter what is often disappointing. Or have to grieve alone? Let this novel be a medium to relieve you...

Hello, I'm 'Blood Drops of Love', a freelance writer. I would like to leave you with this short fiction work.

I hope that you will like this story a little more or less. I will gradually develop my skills to become a professional writer in the future. I would like to introduce myself and this work.

Lucifer

lonely person

Devils are symbols of suffering or evil. God is the opposite of all suffering and evil…

The gods have a clear origin. that he is the creator and is praised for his goodness But all demons or angels were created with the understanding that… They are evil and should be driven out…

Me in my early 20's Who lived a difficult life like everyone else who was not always comfortable.

I was a better person when I was a child. Better than now, bright, cheerful, and dreamy. Receive love from people around you.

But at some point we just didn't get it. And it gradually disappeared in the end…

“Human… tell me your desire.”

Even though Lucifer was right in front of me. But I didn't feel afraid at all.

“The only thing I want… is to want nothing more.”

The angel looked at me with surprise.

The angel stood silently and refused to say anything to me for a while until I felt uncomfortable.

“Probably can't do it. What I want is because you are not a god.”

The angel heard the words “not a god” and he made a sad face and sat on the ground with his knees hugged.

It's not the first time I've encountered such a strange story.

“Since the first time I met you You are a human being in a hundred years who isn't shocked to see me.”

"Even though you look like a scary demon, But the look in your eyes was filled with anger.

Instead, there's pain. sorrow And it's all confusing.

That kind of look can only be seen in humans who can express their emotions. So I don't hate you."

“So… In the past, when I appeared in front of someone? They will be afraid of me.

They were so afraid that they had to go see a human working in what today is called a psychiatrist.

In the beginning, I could only tolerate people hating me. But right now it's really lonely."

“That's why I don't want to be afraid of you, Lucifer.

You, like me, are hurting and can't express it, but we still have a duty to do.”

“Damn, humans these days live to the number 2 but are in excruciating pain as if they have lived for a long time like me.”

“Is it wrong? I grew up from a family that lived together.

In my family, my parents are all together and have not separated. But all this time

Family is something that creates devastation. and slowly destroy me

In this era, convenient technology has increased, but people's hearts are still complex.

A love that is distorted without realizing it and forgets the pure love that many parents should give to their own children.

It causes their child to not see self-worth. I've seen a lot of those people.

The father who attacked his daughter when she was drunk A mother who gives her son freedom and forgets to teach morality.

Society right now has many distorted people for many reasons. people's needs

or sexual desire becomes more open But there are some people who do it without care.

Until causing another life to be born and have to encounter hardships or do things without thinking morally."

“Are people like you strict about the country's morals?”

“No, I mean your own morality that you created.

To control one's own actions, morality should not be what the person we call 'told you'.

What he said might be for that time but Time still moves forward

The existing morality should continue but be modified according to the times. in order to move forward.”

“Unexpected, but this one is serious enough.

But what you said is true. Even my story is still being told today.

and has been modified according to the era I think so too. Some things should change with time.

And some things should disappear if they are not necessary in the present. People, places, and things are all like that.”

“It secretly hurts when you say people, because at one point the things that disappear are also people.”

“You mean loss or death?”

“No, not loss or death.”

“Humans, how complicated is this? All the angelic demons all have headaches and fear.

I think that if you talk to another human, they might listen to you and understand you better than I do.

I can't keep up with what the current world is like. But people connect more easily with technology.

What is this thing called? It's in your little touchscreen device that you use every day."

“Some things come easier. The value and importance of maintaining it is also less.

But… why did you become a demon?”

“Huh… So you don't know this?”

“I'd like to hear it from the person's mouth rather than from the inside channel.

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“Well, as everyone knows. I am a fallen angel. The truth is only that.

I just had the misfortune of aiming to be number one among the gods but was seen as disrespecting the Supreme God.

There is only that truth.”

The reason I ask is because I also feel that we are all demons.

If god is purity, devil is the opposite…

As children, we are all pure in everything. But as we grow older, some things start to become dull or black.

Even a bank robber from his childhood, no one knew that he would cause trouble when he grew up.

“But I'm glad. After being lonely for so long, I have friends to talk to.

I will always remember the times when I was not alone because you were my friend.

Even if you die, I will remember you too.”

“Does Lucifer like you have a time limit? When will I be born?”

“The curse of my punishment. that is, to be an immortal demon forever I must endure this loneliness forever.”

“It is pitiful for you, who is considered horrible and disgusting by many people, to have to endure this fate.

This misfortune for the rest of my life."

Goodbye, Lucifer.

A friend who's only in my head when I'm lonely...

Then I will be happy and not alone...

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