Only the breath knows

Have you ever fallen in love with someone..?

Because we're roommates. But just different genders?

At first, I was tense because I didn't know her and had never seen her face.

But when their eyes met, his breathing seemed to suddenly stop...

Her calm, arrogant look almost made him stop breathing at that moment...

I wanted to say I love you but didn't dare, so I did.

But she's too stubborn...

How did I love you before?

How long will it be?

never change my mind

This is my second year of high school in a private school where the tuition is very expensive but I am willing to pay for good benefits.

But he doesn't really feel like coming to study at all...

Because from the beginning, he applied to enter here following the person he really loved...

But she's too stubborn...

I've never been a mother, but I know the feelings inside his heart...

Until she went to take the exam and get a scholarship to study in Scotland...

Kissing in the middle of the airport, but she still didn't know what exactly he was doing.

"Are you going back to the dorm now? Aibel"

A close friend's voice asked when he saw the way he was packing up his things after playing football after school... Beltrut normally always asks to leave early like this, except on holidays when he seems to be free until 8:00 p.m.

"That's right. There's an appointment."

"Are you going to talk to the Scottish girl again?"

Beltruth glanced at Porco, not at all pleased.. Whoever he goes back to the dorm to talk to is his business. These friends are no longer getting into trouble.

"I'm not busy."

Beltruth smiled lightly at his friend before laughing at his annoyance. before picking up a school bag and putting it on his back and walking back to the dormitory

While walking back to the dormitory, the tall and slender young man thought about that woman's face almost constantly...

Even though he had always been clear with her, she still didn't know anything about it. Even then, when the kiss broke away, she made a confused face and kissed him on the cheek...

yes...

That day, he returned to the dormitory with his shyness having already surpassed his limits...

At first, I thought that I might give up because it seemed like I was meeting new friends and a good new society in Scotland.

But...he can't let go because your mother keeps calling him morning, noon, and evening. We chat every day, say we miss each other, say we want to hug...

So he decided that he wouldn't go on with her...

Until now, two years have passed. He really didn't get any moves from her at all. Instead, there were many things going on in this relationship...

sex phone.

You probably don't need to explain what the meaning is, right?

Both you and him want to try it, so we do it almost every week...

But it seems like she's still numb and doesn't know that right now he loves her even more than before... I love you so much that I want to fly and hold you and say a hundred million words of love to you..

Still waiting for you

Not changing Not changing

He had been waiting for her return, and now he was ready to count down. Because there were only two months left, as she had said...

We'll talk face to face sometime. We've been talking via video call for a long time...

He's waiting for the day he can confess his love to her...

He has decided...

At first, I felt bad that she and he were roommates because they were the opposite gender. But as time went on, it turned out that he fell completely in love with her charm and calmness...

Become a crazy person in love...

I've loved you one-sidedly for two years...

A tall man was wiping his damp hair from washing himself in a chair reading a book, typing a code into his favorite notebook and then video calling her...

' How is it going? '

“Annie, what are you doing..? "

The condition of her room, which seemed more vacant than usual, made him a little suspicious as he saw her as if she was stuffing something into her bag.

'I'm packing up'

And where will your mother take it...?

But is it a good idea to tell her I love you...?

"Will you return before the deadline..? "

'No, I'm going to move rooms to stay with a friend.'

"Yes, I understand."

In the end, I couldn't say the word love. Because she invited him to talk about a movie she liked instead, which he had just watched last night, so they chatted casually as usual...

Talking and talking, it was already 11:00 p.m. in Germany, but in Scotland it was 10:00 p.m., which is the time when he likes to put her to bed because he doesn't want her to stay up too late...

"Annie, you can go to bed. It's already 10:00 p.m."

'I'm going to sleep late today... '

"I can't... "

' You don't want to talk to me? '

She said while frowning slightly through the camera, which he could see, even though he didn't have the right expression...

It's too cute...

"Just give me thirty minutes."

' Isn't it forty..? I like the number four.'

"I like the number three."

She would prolong her sleep like this sometimes because she wanted to continue talking, inviting and chatting here and there like a lonely person, there's nothing wrong with that...

But he's lonely too..?

My roommate moves to another school and he has to take care of the entire room by himself...

You never know

What do you think?

I'm not brave enough to say words of love.

And then she didn't go to bed at the time he had set, causing both her and him to wake up late for class because they were sleeping and watching movies...

Came to class late for the first time in two years...

“Are you late today..? Really strange."

Marcel walked over and teased Belltruth a bit before lightly patting his tall friend on the shoulder. Belltruth only smiled faintly at Marcel and the others, well...

"So in conclusion, have you told the girl you love her in your heart yet? Beltruth~"

Peak, the only girl friend in the gang, asked while she was still drawing pictures in the style of an artist girl..

"I don't think I'm telling you for sure with this face."

Counselor Zeke had just entered the room before he could tell him to leave... In fact, Master Advisor Zeke was only five years my senior and grew up nearby.

"Oh~ Your little cat daddy is really pitiful."

Advisor Zeke said, his voice sounding sweet. It made everyone else in the room laugh a lot. Including himself Well, what can I do?...in the end, he was the one who didn't dare speak out.

"I tried, but that way, my face was dizzy and I didn't know anything."

He answered as he walked to his usual seat where the donut lover was originally sitting, but now it was empty except for the book under the table...

I miss you so much..

He could only think in his heart before picking up his textbook and putting it down as usual... Most of the subjects that Advisor Zeke teaches are not really in the stressful category. Chilling again..

Lately...no, almost every moment I've been sitting idle in my mind has been filled with stories of her and him...

She is someone who has a hard time understanding things like this. Plus, with her thoughtless attitude, he doesn't know how to convey this feeling...

She never really knew how he felt about her...

He, too, didn't dare tell her directly that he loved her...

So, is it him or her that is at fault...?

Until Advisor Zeke's class ended, everyone acted relaxed because it was two free periods in a row. During this time, there are many activities for children and teachers competing, so there are often free periods.

Everyone was chatting loudly except for him, who was smiling faintly at his classmates. But in my head I was thinking about how to confess my love to her..?

Damn it...

Such a person who takes nothing for granted...

Just this cannot be done...

I could only look at it like a lonely person.

that secretly have you

When thinking about the past, in the memories of many friends in the room, there will often only be an image in the back of his mind looking at her, such as when she was chewing snacks until her cheeks puffed out. When she was a sports lead He himself still remembers that day well when she ran into his arms to hug him during the winning football match...

There are many other stories including the day she walked into the room and said she wanted to try kissing like in the movies they do... That day was the first day that both you and he lost their first kiss to each other...

Kissed for a very long time...

There are too many stories to tell in one day... It was a very good year before she moved to study abroad...

Having said that, there's also the thing that he feels the most good about, the day she seems to be jealous of him..?

That day, another class of students came in and sat and talked with him for a long time about their studies and other miscellaneous matters that were mixed up under the school building.

Suddenly, your mother walks in and hugs your neck before inviting you (forcing) you to go buy donuts as a friend. Her face at that time clearly showed that she was really unhappy...

Keep it deep in your heart.

Only the breath knows

that my heart loves you love more than anything

Today was another day without anything until I returned to the dormitory where there was only an empty bed and mattress left in another room...

He wanted to keep this feeling quiet because if she told him back that she didn't like him and she felt uncomfortable, what would he do?

He didn't want to lose her permanently...

He wants to have you in his life...

Only he and his breath knew that he loved her alone. And will love you forever too...

He walked over and sat in the same reading chair in the same corner before pressing to call her...

' Didn't you play football today..? '

She asked, slightly confused but the location of her room seemed a little strange. Maybe it was in a friend's room..?

Okay, now he's made up his mind.

“Annie, I have something to tell you...? "

' Why do you sound so serious like that..? Is it important? '

Annie's heart began to swell a little when she knew that Belletruth must definitely declare her love... It's not a waste of energy to play for a long time...

Seeing her cheerful expression, he understood...what she wanted.

" sex phone

together."

She suddenly became quiet and her expression returned to her usual gloomy face.

"Don't you want to...? "

' come '

Keep the word love inside only

There's a breath that I've heard

You don't have the right to love, it's true.

that is heartbreaking

Today, he was strangely depressed all day because when we finished doing that, she immediately said that she wouldn't have time to talk to him via video call today...

What can I do...she's busy...

Will I be able to tell you I love you?

And if I don't tell her in the next three months...

When will he tell me again..?

Will there come a day when he will dare to tell her..?

Then you can just type this into the chat!

I thought about it all the way to the front of the room and suddenly I thought about it just now and I started to feel a bit uneasy..? But you can tell me. I should have told you longer than this or I'd be snatched away. What should I do?

" Surprised! "

Beltruth opened the door to the dormitory and saw a petite girl with light yellow-blond hair jumping and playing. He could only look at him in surprise... What do you say, another two months..?

"Are you lying to me..? "

"If I don't lie, will I call it a surprise?" "

She jumped up and hugged him longingly. Until his face turned red. Right now my head has so many things to think about..What should I do now..

Will you tell me if it's good or not?

But it's too embarrassing!

"I really miss you~"

"I miss Annie too."

He hugged her back but it was so tight that she felt like she couldn't breathe so he let go. He is an irritating person to a certain extent because of that, he sometimes plays rough things with her sometimes.

He made eye contact with her for a moment before raising his hand to gently caress her head. While thinking about many things at the same time.. The little guy had a slightly bewildered expression on his face…

but…

If I don't tell you now, I don't know when.

"I love Annie. I've loved you for a very long time."

“Can you be my girlfriend…? "

Annie heard this and her face turned very red… The Reiners said that no matter what, Bell didn't dare say anything, so she had to say it first, and what was the current situation? Why can it be like this??

"Why haven't you spoken for so long?!" "

"Because I don't dare... I'm embarrassed, I'm afraid, I'm thinking too much.”

"But right now I think it would be better if I said it."

"……This crazy eye."

She immediately smiled widely when the tall man confessed his love to her…

How can I say that I didn't waste my energy pretending to be a fool for so long?

"Take me to eat donuts filled with sweetened condensed milk. I'll say yes...^^"

"Annie!? So cheeky! "

She took his hand and led him into his bedroom, which seemed neater than usual because she had probably finished packing up all her things…

Are you ready...?

"Not in the slightest bit arrogant."

"Is it true…? "

He repeated his question before hugging her and throwing her onto the bed… She giggled like it was all fun.

"I miss you very much ^^"

He said, pressing his lips against hers before slowly pulling away.

"Oh, I thought the same thing."

"Because of that, let's exercise."

Do you know what sweetened condensed milk donuts are?

I don't know. That's good.

It is a theme song for the drama Suphap Suphat Chukhathep, episode Khun Chai Tharathorn, song: Only Breath Knows.