Have you ever written a love letter? Hoping that when courage comes I would like to hand it over to the owner of that love letter I wrote. Yes, it might be corny to mention letters. What era is this now when it comes to writing love letters like this? But probably no one writes an email saying they love each other. If it's a message or line, say so.
But who knows if someone will come pretend and secretly type to tell us they love us through someone else's Line? But the letter, at least, still shows one aspect of your identity. The identity that makes us know Until each message is distilled from the heart. and conveyed in writing It's difficult in your own handwriting. Definitely a love letter It's one of my favorite classic love stories.
I write stories like that too. But it's a bit of a reversal from the first paragraph I just described. Because the story I wrote is not a fantasy love story. I love you. We are dating.
From a love story, it's more of a secret.
Why? The letter I wrote had nothing to do with love. But it's completely secret. OK, maybe I'm exaggerating a bit. It's actually a love story. Because of this secret It often comes out because of love. Not when love is sweet. But it's when love reaches a turning point. Broken love feelings
The light of understanding changes direction. Everything affects other people. Of course, when you become an ex-lover It wouldn't be wrong to dig up his bad stories and secret stories and broadcast them to others, right? But that's what I mean by secret stories.
This secret story It's none of my business. But it's because I'm a good listener. I tend to listen to each of my friends who often vent their feelings to me. Without asking why, without judging, I listened intently to every word. Fortunately, my friends often saw me as just a place to vent, often just saying and then leaving.
Never asked for their opinions on what they had done. Is it right or wrong? Or how should they continue to behave? Because of that I have time to collect the details of the story. that friends tell about people, places, dates and times that they all gushed out
And of course, if you were to listen to someone's secret story. Someone who insists heavily on not telling anyone. It will cause discomfort, itchy mouth, and the chest may burst and die. If you don't go tell someone else to listen. Maybe if you have just one or two friends to share your secrets with, You might be able to handle it. But definitely not with my group of four or five friends.
So I cope with my dying feelings by writing secret letters. I write one secret letter for each story my friend confides in. As I said, post all the dates, stories, events, and people in the letter. Read it again. To see if I missed any details my friend shared.
My secret letter, of course. It is a letter written without bias. It is written truthfully. It is conveyed exactly as it was heard. And when it's complete I will seal it. Write the name of the story owner in the upper left-hand corner as the sender. and write the name of the person my friend mentioned as the recipient. At first, that's all I wrote.
But when I often have to write secret letters I feel like my secret letter must be perfect. So I went to search for information on the addresses of both my friends. And the person they mentioned was addressed to, would this really be the perfect secret letter?
Each friend doesn't have just one letter. But some of them had as many as six or seven copies. Think about it, how could I really bear the pressure of carrying so many people's secrets without venting them?
Do you want to know what part of my friend's secret is?
Okay, I feel like I'm going to die again.
Therefore, I will tell you only a small part, a small part, a fraction of a secret that should not affect my friends.
Rabbit's Secret
Rabbit, this friend of mine is a beautiful girl. But it's a bit precocious. She has had a boyfriend since middle school. We've been friends since then. Until high school, she and her boyfriend To were already living together. Of course, they lived together as husband and wife. He grew up to be a very handsome young man. I secretly admire it too. He was tall and white, had a good figure, and looked clean.
It's not like his friends the same age who look dirty, like drinking and smoking. I don't like that kind of guy at all.
Plus, rabbits used to come and brag about it to their friends. Listen also to the fact that the big thing is big, worthy of its name, before it ends with the big rabbit making the girls Many people are already hooked on it. Even though they both seem to love each other very much. But rabbits also have disadvantages in that they are jealous, love strongly, are extremely jealous, and follow and watch as they grow up. Until everyone thought that there was absolutely no way for the rabbit to break up with Toh.
But she had sex with To's friend, a handsome boyfriend. She didn't say why. But the place was their own dormitory. Plus, it was a time when I was growing up and was only interested in the game in front of me. I didn't know that friends and girlfriends in the bathroom were having more fun than the games they grew up playing. And it's not just one time.
Rabbit also secretly had sex with this friend a few times. Growing up, he didn't know at all. When he does something wrong, he will be so excited and excited that the rabbit won't quit. And according to the formula, now the rabbit is planning to break up with To. So far so good I thought. There are only bad things. But I won't tell you. As I said, I will only share some of it.
The secret of holy water
Nammon, this friend of mine is a neat and cute person. Her family is very warm. Every morning, Mom and Dad would come and drop them off. and come pick us up on time every day I always wondered if Nammon would want to come out of the fold. Do you walk off track sometimes? But I think probably not. Mom said she wouldn't have to struggle to travel to school like I had to hitchhike on the bus.
But during the daytime, she seems tired and has no energy. Or it could be because she reads and reviews textbooks until late at night.
Until one day I realized the reason why she looked exhausted. This is a secret that I waited a long time for the holy water to reveal to me. Nammon thinks she has another person inside of her. Another person whose personality was completely opposite to hers. Holy water that likes pain You're the one who wakes up when you're asleep.
During the night her body would be used by another woman. Sometimes I join live groups that are sadistic and masochistic. Her body often has bruises. Black and green which is not known what caused it. But what she did know was that when she woke up, she would often find those pages open. which is certain that she has never opened it and has never had that account at all
In this matter, I think it's like she's delusional. Maybe they were too strict from their parents? That idea came up. But let's just say I won't judge, just listen, like I said from the beginning. I made two copies of this letter from Nammon. One letter was addressed to Nammon's own parents.
The other letter was addressed to the school director. I don't know. I thought that if anyone were to know about this, It must be at home. And in order for the school to help solve this problem, is that true?
Nan's secret
Do you remember the incident of two female friends being lured into a gang rape earlier this year? One of the women in that incident was Nan. I don't mean that this was Nan's secret. that Nan had been gang raped But the secret of Nan that I know is Nan wasn't gang raped. But Nan is the one who continues to lead another friend to be gang raped in exchange for a little satisfaction. Because this friend is better than himself.
When everything was over, Nan had read the news and knew that Nang Nok Tor would not survive. Therefore, she had prepared from the beginning that she would not show any satisfaction towards her friend. But she acted like she was the one who almost got hurt and helped her friend out. Two female friends who met the same fate. We hugged each other and cried together and went to report the crime together.
No one ever knew that behind Nan's tears was the satisfaction of successfully completing the plan. Who am I addressing this secret letter to? It's easy to guess, right? What about your fate friends that day?
The secret of the dough
Pang never told me anything. But I found out the secret of the powder. Whether it's accidental or not, it doesn't matter. I just wonder why. Her older brother comes to pick up Pang after school every day and takes care of him and is extremely possessive of his younger sister. If I hadn't known before that they were siblings. I might think that Pang and my brother are lovers.
I was curious, so I tried following them. The first few times I followed these two brothers home. There isn't anything unusual. They were just a pair of ordinary siblings. Until I started to give up That Pang probably doesn't really have any secrets from him. But then came the day that I thought would be the last time I followed them.
Then I found out that they were siblings who were pregnant with each other. This story gave me goosebumps. I also have an older brother. Luckily, we didn't agree with each other, didn't talk, didn't talk, it was like we were in different dimensions. Of course, this letter is addressed to Pang's parents.
And there is another secret of oranges.
"Oh, you're sitting in the way, really blocking my ears and eyes!" Som shouted when he saw me sitting on the side of the stairs. I just wanted to find a place to write something personal that no one would see.
“This whole semester. Haven't you stopped following our group yet?" Rabbit asked me, looking for trouble.
“I just want to be friends with you, right?” I asked the same question. I've asked this question so many times I've lost count since we started high school together.
“Wherever you go, you have to be seen. Is this a mental disorder?” Rabbit said to his friends in the group.
Rabbit, Nammon, Nan, Som, Mon and Pang are friends from the same group. I also want to be a group of friends. But they didn't really want me to join them.
“When you see it, make sure you do it,” Pang said, then tapped me with her foot. It wouldn't be called a kick. It would be better to kick.
Thump Thump
I fell down two flights of stairs. It hurt, but I'm fine. We're friends anyway. Even though I get this kind of thing regularly, I can bear it. I always follow my friends because I want to be a part of them.
I'll keep watching, listening carefully. Keep an eye on various situations. that happened to them Of course, how did I know about them? I told you that I am a good listener. I never criticize what they do. I just listen to what my friends talk about. and keep every detail in a addressed letter
That's right, it's because of friends. Maybe I don't know for sure yet. That I have love letters, no, your secret letters. If they knew, they would definitely let me join the group.
If so, then I'll have to let them know. One day I will send out that secret letter. This way, your friends will know that I care. And how much do you follow them? My friends will have to accept me into their group. And trust me to listen to your secret stories again. I will be very happy that day.
Is it me personally? I really don't have any secrets from him.