Before I'm alone

Name: Something with Alun

Genre: Love story (Y? let's read it!)

Writer: Eski

While listening to #AfterDark - Mr. Kitty

Wright wrote this story when he was immersed in something and listening to music.

Something with Alun

I can't remember when it became normal for me to stay up late so many nights in a row. All I know is that it's not a good routine at all.

One is that sleeping late is not good for your health. The second is that my father complained. And the third is the more late it is. My head became even more chaotic.

In fact, if I learn to accept the truth. Maybe I don't have to lie down and think this much.

"Go to bed now, you have an exam tomorrow."

Alan, my close friend Tonight the teacher brought clothes and lectures to sleep over at my house and ordered me in a fierce voice, fierce to death. This is the person who makes me sleep in worry every day and every night. Especially during this time

"It's just a quiz," I replied, but I closed my phone screen to talk to him.

"But it's a ten-point quiz. I can't use the word just. Mr. Edmund"

"I'm a nerd."

"Oh, I want to call people who score just enough to pass all the time like me a nerd. Do whatever you want. I have low standards." He said then turned over and slept the other way. I've been friends with Alan for so long that I know his ins and outs. So I don't understand why 'Felicia', the girl I secretly like, likes it. Until she confessed her love

Just when I was thinking of telling it. At that time, Alan turned to Sig and asked for my opinion on whether or not he would agree to date her. Because I don't want to break my face. So I told him it was up to him to decide.

And of course Alan agreed. So I have to go to bed thinking like this every night!

"Alan"

“What?” he answered me in a slurred voice.

"Felicia, this is your first girlfriend, right?"

Alan was quiet for a while. He turned around to face me, "Well, you know who I've been with. Most days, it's just you that I hang out with."

It's true, so why do I ask?

"Why? I see I have a boyfriend. I'm afraid I'll be lonely."

"Oh, I'm definitely lonely and my annoyance is gone too."

"You're so clever with your mouth. Don't let me see that you're lying down and crying alone."

"What are you doing when you cry alone? I'm seventeen already!” These days, I just lay there and think in annoyance. Never to the point of shedding tears

"So, no matter how old you are, can you still be sad? Come on, why don't you try getting a boyfriend?" So you won't be lonely."

Well, you just carried the person I wanted to be my boyfriend with, you idiot!

"Do you have a boyfriend just to relieve your loneliness?"

"No, please. Don't make me look bad."

"Well, are you really that bad? Or are you going to argue?"

"You really have a good mouth. Come let me teach you a lesson!”

"no! Don't! Alan! Alan! Hahaha." I laughed loudly because Alan climbed on top of me and pinched my waist. But it suddenly tickled and tickled. This guy gave me a serious face.

"Aren't you sorry that I agreed to date Felicia?"

sad? Does Alan know that I like Felicia?

Sigh, but since these two have agreed to be lovers And she seemed to really like Alan. So why would I have to destroy the happiness of two people I feel good about? My lover. If I miss this person, I'll find another one. Is that true?

“What are you sorry about? I don't mind. You're thinking too much." I looked into Alan's eyes and smiled sincerely at him. "Come, come on down and lie down. There's an early exam tomorrow, right?"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes! What are you not sure about? Come and come down. You're not a gentle person. It's heavy, Wei." I'm still tired just now. Damn it, come to think about it, Felicia likes Alan. Maybe it was because of its height and strength.

It's not 'alright', but it's 'yes'.

The quiz went as well as Alan and I did with the One Night Miracle class last night. Even if you can't do everything, But I was able to do many things until I felt at ease to a certain extent. Just this, he and I are comfortable. But not in a good mood. There was something that made my temples throb.

"Alan, I made you cookies. Open your mouth and I'll feed them to you." Yes, it was Felicia, not some distant person. Is it me personally? It feels like it's very far away. Both sitting opposite Felicia and her girlfriend came to eat lunch at the table that Alan and I usually sat at. So it is as seen.

"Thank you, but that's okay. I want to finish eating lunch first.”

Definitely! Hey, what is he playing at? All of my girlfriends are about to feed me the snacks I made with my own hands. You don't know anything, you idiot!

“Ah, hum,” I said with my eyes, signaling him to immediately turn around and welcome Felicia's kindness.

“Edmund, what's wrong? Is there a chicken stuck in your throat? Here, drink water."

Stuck in your house! And here he handed me a big glass of water. So, is it me or Felicia who is his girlfriend!?

“Ah, yes, hurry up and eat.” I picked up a glass of water and drank it, succumbing to my friend's innocent-looking stupidity. I was dismayed.

"Is it better yet?" Is it time to worry about your friends?

“Good, uh, I'm full. I want to go to the bathroom too. See you in class." I turned to Alan at the end. before rushing out even though he heard it calling out to him I just thought I needed to get out of Alan and Felicia's range as quickly as possible. Otherwise, he probably wouldn't be interested in his girlfriend at all. You can't help but worry about me.

It's probably embarrassing because I just had a girlfriend for the first time, so I don't act properly. But once you get used to it, it will distance itself from me. If you don't believe it, just wait and see.

one month later I found out that my bad friend, Alan, has a girlfriend. It didn't change my closeness, relationship, or the time I spent together with him at all. Everything remained the same to my surprise. Until I almost forgot that he had a boyfriend.

“Why are you here?” I asked as I opened the front door to welcome Alan on Saturday afternoon.

“Whatever, I come to my normal. What are you upset about?"

“I know, but today is Felicia's birthday. You should go live with her.” I looked bored. (bored with it) as he walked into the house

"Oh, I just found out." Oh my gosh! I really feel sorry for Felicia for falling in love with someone who is not only clumsy, indifferent, but also doesn't even care like this guy!

“Honestly, Alan, do you still want to be with Felicia? If you don't like her You should let her go."

"You think so?"

"Oh, if I were you I probably think so.”

"But if it were you I will never make you think like that.”

“What?” Wait, what does this guy mean?

The living room of my house immediately fell into silence. I can't think of anything. Feeling stupid in a way that I shouldn't have.

"Alan...friend and girlfriend. It's not the same."

“But I think it's like If it's those two things, it means you."

Ha?

"Alan...!"

In my entire life, this was the first time I felt like I had lost my best friend. Not with a feud Not because of other people But it's because...those lips that were so close to my lips

"Edmund," I heard my name being called as my lips parted. I saw guilt, pleading, and hope in those green eyes that I had grown accustomed to over the years.

Alan likes me

"Alan"

And how do I feel about it?