Hakawa Akari, the dark girl She is seen as the cause of her sister's death. Home, school, or anywhere else is not where she wants to be. Living on this earth is no different from hell. The day she wanted to end everything Akari meets a woman by chance. That person slowly added color to the black world.

The two began to move through various stories together. But behind the beautiful pictures lies a secret. It's like the fuse of a ticking time bomb. Until the two girls' worlds fall apart.

Until this world falls apart (

until this world falling apart)

A pile of things that can only be seen at first glance You can tell that there are stains and dirt everywhere. Lots of sheets of paper without letters or colors, paintbrushes, palettes, glasses and various types of paints.

that were placed together without any disorder Personal items were in condition as if they had been used for many years without being replaced or cleaned.

All of these items were packed together in a small room that would be shocking to anyone who saw their condition.

Are there really people living there? The dust that spreads Musty smell that is difficult to endure. and piles of those things There was the body of a young girl. He was sitting with his knees hugged in silence, without any sound. His long, dark brown hair slowly fell to cover his face. She wore an old school uniform. There was a small name tag attached to it with the letters of the name 'Hakawa Akari' on it.

At first glance, one would think that she was an ordinary girl who was suffering from something typical of a teenager. But if you observe yourself carefully According to the body that doesn't look very strong But it's not that weak. There were bruises, scars, traces of wounds that had only recently healed.

and wounds that looked like they had just been received These marks are not just one or two. But it appeared all over this little girl's body. Whether it's an arm or a leg and probably not beyond the body, including the face that was bent over

“If this world could fall apart, it would be good.”

The stillness was interrupted by the girl's trembling voice. Even if it's just a murmur

in the throat, but with the surrounding atmosphere devoid of any sound It probably won't be difficult to hear.

“Or should I disappear from this world myself?”

A smile that carries more feelings and words than anyone could imagine. appears on the face

of Akari

“Finish this drawing. Then it's better to hurry and die."

Harsh words came easily from the mouth of a 17-year-old girl, and those words

It doesn't sound like a joke.

The tip of the brush was pressed gently onto the paper. and slowly being dragged along a straight line The finish was gradually lifted with finesse.

"finished... Right?” Akari stared at the painting in front of her for a moment. before deciding

Place the paintbrush on the palette. The colors she used seemed to be the tones of the night sky.

“At this point, nothing remains.”

"I'll go look for you, bro."

She slowly stood up with an expressionless face. No worries, no hesitation.

Or what thoughts are left behind? But that expression was immediately filled with fear.

where a voice rang out

Bang!

The sound of the door opening, no, the word "kicking" would be more appropriate.

“Akari! Where is!"

Heavy footsteps were coming towards the girl named Akari. She was now in a state of fear. His body trembled with agony.

'Should I run away or hide? But whatever, Father must find me. It must be hit harder than before.'

There was no time left for the brain to order anything. The body of a 40-year-old man smelled of alcohol.

We've arrived in front of Akari's room.

“Drawing pictures again! It's really nonsense. How many times have I told you to go out and make money?

Not here smearing stupid colors like this!”

When the sound ends A box of snacks that had been left on the floor flew towards Akari's face.

“What value will it have? And it's just this piece of paper.” The figure of the man who is Akari's real father.

Walked in and grabbed his own daughter's drawing and pretended to throw it away in frustration.

Stop, stop, don't touch anything of mine again.

Enough is enough.

Ah, but if I say it...

Afraid, afraid, very afraid.

But it would be okay to suffer one more time before dying.

"father! I want this picture. I'll go find the money now. Don't do anything to that picture.”

I said go there.

"Oh, please talk about it a little. Get lots of it. The liquor in the refrigerator will run out!"

“Yes, I understand.”

Go, go, go, go.

The owner of the loud footsteps sighed before stomping away, complaining all sorts of curses.

Akari sank to the ground and sighed heavily.

“If I were a dead person, I wouldn't be able to make money, Dad.”

“Total 500 yen.”

The automatic door of the convenience store sounded loudly. Akari, who was wearing a long-sleeved sweater and

The same school uniform walked out with a bag of orange ice cream and a drawing in the other hand.

'Can you hear me? I'm sorry I wasn't happy. Have a beautiful life like we

Have you ever imagined it? I can't take it anymore. It's too tiring. Can I go live with you? Can I?

I'm ready to give up everything. No, I have nothing left."

'Here's the orange ice cream that you liked before. Every time I buy something to eat, I think of you. It's the same this time.'

'Rooftop of the city hospital I used to say that it was very beautiful. I think so too.

So I drew there as the last picture. And then add the mouse to the picture as well. Now I'm going to go to

That rooftop already. It will be where we meet, Brother Minari.'

As she unpacked the ice cream and walked out of the parking lot of the convenience store.

With a blank expression like a body without a soul Something crashed into her back.

“Oh!” Akari was startled.

“I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I'll help you save it for you.”

"It's okay, you don't have to..."

Immediately, the blonde-haired girl bent down and picked up the piece of paper. She stopped for a moment.

“…… Can you give it back to me?”

Akari frowned and looked at the person who bumped into her just now. She was a rather petite girl.

Long, golden blonde hair was pulled back. and wearing a white dress Overall, they fit together like angels.

In famous paintings, there is nothing wrong.

“....... Hey you, can you hear me?”

“Very beautiful, very beautiful, did you draw it? Is there a way to follow up on your work?”

The little girl jumped up with the drawing in her hand, extremely excited. As for Akari,

He could only stand still in confusion. But when she regained consciousness The confusion was concealed by a calm expression.

“No, this is the last picture I will draw,” Akari replied in a calm voice. But there seemed to be sadness painted on that face.

"Eh! The last picture? No, I want to see the next picture you draw. Can you draw it for me?"

Another girl said with the expression of a little child asking for candy.

"Probably not. I'm sorry. I'll be back first."

“Wait a minute. Where are you going?"

“Go into that painting.”

Empty eyes looked down at the sheet of paper, merging with the colors of the night sky and the surrounding scenery, giving the impression that it was falling.

“Can you return the picture to me or not?”

“Want to go to my house?”

"Uh, what is it? Please do it again."

“Let's go to my house. You don't want to go home, do you?” The little girl accidentally looked at his arm.

Akari's long-sleeved sweater doesn't seem to be able to completely hide the bruises.

“Don't worry. I'm asking for rent. Draw me a picture!” A bright smile appeared on the little angel's face. It was too much for Akari to resist.

“Go, go, but please return the picture to me first. How long will you hold it for?”

"Oh, you can. It's night."

After Akari received the drawing The pair then walked along the roadside walkway in the evening, accompanied by Akari.

He was the one following along, confused with himself.

Where am I going?

Oh, I really want to die.

“We've arrived, we've arrived!”

“Is this your home?”

“Yes! Don't be considerate. I am alone.”

“If that's the case. Please disturb me.”

Akari walked into what looked more like a rental than a house. Calling it home is a huge mistake. However, this room had a level of luxury that was quite shocking. Is she really here alone?

“Would you like some tea or coffee? Do you want to eat dessert? Even though there aren't many, every piece is delicious.”

"nevermind I plan to come just to sit and rest for a short time. I don't want to disturb Mr. Aihara."

While walking here The two talked for a bit. enough to mean This little girl

Her name is 'Aihara Mirai' and she is 18 years old.

"Not at all. It doesn't bother me at all. And don't act like I'm very old. We're only 1 year apart!"

“......... I still can't believe you're older than me.”

“That's a compliment that I look young!”

“Probably like that. Plus you're smaller than me.”

“Just a little, just a little.”

Their conversation continued slowly in the medium sized living room.

Decorated with all sorts of cute little things. There are dolls on the sofa and on the table. The walls are white and

Light wood floors, appliances in cream, white, light yellow and light tones throughout the room. Gives a feeling of floating that cannot be said

“Mr. Hakawa likes to draw, right?”

“Um, yes. And you can call me Akari. I don't really like my last name.”

"Understood, Akari-chan. Please call me Mirai."

“Would that be good?”

“Why wouldn't it be good? I don't have a problem. We'll be close now!”

Calling each other by first name from the first day we met is considered rare. Because in Japan

Everyone usually calls each other by their last name first. and will only call by name to close people But for these two

It must be a special case.

“Do you want to sleep over here, Akari-chan?”

“It's better not. I can't bother you Mirai more than this.”

“I've said it dozens of times already: It doesn't bother me. I'm even lonely. Let's live together.”

Mirai's eyes suddenly lit up. She stared at Akari and blinked.

Many times in a row with an expression of heartfelt pleading.

"I understand. You can stay late, but I don't pay the rent."

"You can pay when you want to pay."

“Do you charge rent?”

“I told you that the rental fee is for drawing pictures. I won't take the money.”

“But I had planned to...”

“Stop it, that intention. I'll change it myself Don't rush to decide.”

The atmosphere was still and silent for a moment. Before Mirai yawned and said, 'I'm sleepy.'

and fell down on the sofa

“Wait, why don't you take a shower first? Are you going to sleep on the sofa here?” Akari frowned at the woman.

Lying on the sofa with eyes closed, not aware of anything.

“Miss Mirai?”

'Are you really asleep? I fall asleep too easily,' Akari thought to herself, then flopped down on the small table next to the sofa, closed her eyes, and began to think about the events that had happened.

'I didn't come home like this. I'd probably get scolded again. Even though I really thought that I would end this repeating story.'

'I'm sorry, brother. I've broken my word again. Don't be angry.'

'…..' All thoughts stopped. Akari fell asleep. It seems like it is today.

Another really hard day for you.

Jingle Jingle

"Wake up, Akari-chan. Do you have to go to school?" A young girl's voice sounded in Akari's ear. With the hand holding her arm, she shook it gently.

“No, I don't go to school.” The other girl slowly raised her head from the table. and found that she was covered with a blanket

with a blanket And there is a pillow to support the neck. Plus there's a doll on his lap. She was stunned by what had happened.

But he replied in a quiet voice.

"You're not going? But you're wearing a school uniform."

“Just wear it for the ceremony so that dad can see it. In fact, I secretly came back into the house, or

Just go find a quiet place to sit and wait until class ends.”

"... I understand. Then you can continue sleeping."

Akari was silent for a moment. Her brain seemed to have begun to work. and had just finished processing the words that had recently come out of his mouth

“Uh, just now, I…” Akari tried to find an excuse that could offset his honest and truthful words.

Something she had never told anyone before until just now.

“It's okay, I won't say I didn't hear it. I told Akari-chan that Say it, I want to hear it.

There are a lot of stories about her. So don't be afraid.” A bright, gentle smile graced Mirai's face once again. That smile, Akari saw, was so pure that she couldn't say no to it.

“Why do you want to hear my story? It's not interesting.”

“Because I'm Akari-chan's biggest fan!”

“Just one picture...”

“Just one picture makes me completely fascinated.”

It seems like Akari really loses to Mirai every time.

The two girls ate breakfast together. The menu consists of simple fried eggs and some sausage.

In Mirai's refrigerator

"Do you want to go home? I'll send you..."

"do not! Don't send me away. Don't go near my house.”

".... Akari-chan talks like there's a demon in the house or something like that."

Akari stopped the hand holding the fork. Then stood still for a moment.

“You can say that.”

The images that entered her head It's the real father who just came back from drinking, losing a bet, or losing money.

Until he was completely helpless, he began to go on a rampage, yelling, destroying things, and even hurting herself.

“That devil. Is that the cause of those wounds?”

Mirai's eyes looked at Akari's arms and legs, the many bruises and wounds on the 17 year old.

It shouldn't have been there, but it appeared all over Akari's body. This time, Mirai didn't notice. But she looked intently.

at those wounds Her eyes became bloodshot. Is it because of anger or is she holding back tears?

Akari was silent. She didn't dare to speak. But another part of her heart wanted to say it out loud.

What she has encountered throughout this life

“Um, yes.”

Finally managed to speak.

The two of them ate in silence. The atmosphere was starting to get bad. Both Mirai and Akari decided to keep quiet. and let the thoughts in your head make more noise

“Do you want to go to my school?”

The stillness was broken by Mirai's voice, which left Akari extremely bewildered.

"look for?"

"Or do you want to go to Akari-chan's school?"

"No, I'm not going anywhere."

“Let's go, just for a moment.”

"Where are you going"

“My school, Aihara Mirai's school!”

“… Come on.”

An arm covered in bruises under a sweater was quickly dragged out of the living room.

The next destination is the gate. and headed towards a school

“Are you a billionaire?”

The picture in front of the building is a large school. Luxurious, from the potted plants in front of the school gate to the school building that looks like a five-star hotel.

“Let's go.”

The same right arm was gently grabbed. The legs of the two girls began moving forward at the same time.

A white dress blows in the wind. Pair it with a black skirt and sweater. Cross through the white gate

that looks magnificent No one came to obstruct. A long road ahead was waiting for the pair to cross. It's like there's nothing wrong with a painting.

'A little angel leading prisoners from hell towards the pure land'

Through the white gate Step into the garden Enter through the automatic doors and there are many lockers lined up.

There were some students standing and collecting things. and began to turn my attention to this

"very cute! What's your name? Never,” a female student began to greet in a friendly manner.

'Is he talking to me…?'

Akari stood confused, blinking. Looking at the student alternating with Mirai standing next to him.

“My name is Aihara Mirai! And this is Akari-chan,” the white-robed girl replied with a smile.

"What room is Aihara-chan in?"

“Room 2.”

“Hmm, like that? And you?” Those eyes shifted to look at Akari instead.

“Uh…”

“She is a friend of mine from other schools.”

“Like this. You seem like a quiet person, right? Am I making you uncomfortable?” the girl who never mentioned her name asked with concern.

'Actually, a little, but never mind,' Akari thought to himself. These are words that only you can hear.

“No, no.” Those were the words she actually said.

“She has a very cute face. Just try to dress up. It must be very cute!”

"Ah, my name is Marina. I'm in class 5. Nice to meet you," said a chatty girl in school uniform to one another.

Without leaving Akari or Mirai to say anything.

“Um, nice to meet you Mari-chan,” Mirai replied with another smile. This person is really good at getting along with others.

As for Akari, she just stood there and nodded silently.

“Look, I have this hair clip. It has a bow. Try it on.” A young girl named Mari handed Akari a white hair clip decorated with bows and ribbons.

"I'll put it on for you." Mirai accepted the hair clip and gently touched Akari's hair. Gently arrange your hair.

Pae

“Super cute! Just fixing your hair is cute, Akari-chan.” Mari immediately expressed excitement and interest.

“Really, it's really cute,” Mirai said with a delighted look on her face. Probably because it was her hairdressing skill.

Other children started coming down from the school building. It's probably time to finish school. And of course many people come straight to it.

At the buildings

“Hello, who is this, Mari?” One of the girls who had just been freed from the classroom approached the trio.

“Aihara-chan and Akari-chan, ah, it's three o'clock already? I'll wait for you both. I had an appointment to go on a trip with friends.” Mari looked regretful before saying goodbye.

"Um, it's fine. Thank you for stopping by to talk with me, Mari-chan."

“Don't forget to come say hello to school again.” The owner of the hair stick on Akari's head quickly ran off with his friends.

“So… do I have to give this back?” Akari pointed to his own head and looked at Mirai.

“Uh, never mind, Akari-chan is so cute. Mari-chan gave it to you,” Mirai said in his own thoughts.

instead of the owner's thoughts that confidently cling to his hair

'That's right. She probably doesn't care much about this hair thing. So I brought it for others to install like this. Otherwise, I would have taken it back in a hurry.'

Even though it is thought that 'Mari intended to give the hair clip to Akari' as well, but the reasons are completely different.

“Are you going home yet?” Akari brushed off the issue that had stuck with me and asked the person next to her.

“Wait a minute. I have another place I'd like to take you to,” Mirai replied, starting to lead the way again.

The door to a room on the second floor of the school building opened. The first smell that spread out was the smell of paint.

The first thing you saw after the door opened was a canvas easel. Followed by many colored tubes placed on top.

A small table with brushes of various sizes, paint palettes, paint glasses, pencils, erasers, and a canvas for painting. A complete range of paper and various drawing equipment. It seems that there is only a lack of painters who can create works from these things.

Light from the sun filters through the gaps in the curtains. Looking from the window inside the room, it hits various things that are placed there. Including a blank canvas on an easel. The atmosphere in front of the building like a dream image

that she had drawn

“The art room at this school is really spectacular. But there seem to be only a few art club members.”

Mirai turned and spoke to Akari who was standing stunned as if she had seen heaven.

This is truly your paradise.

I want to stay in this room for the rest of my life.

“Let's go inside,” Mirai said and immediately stepped forward.

"Eh, can you? Can you really come in?" Akari looked at the other girl who walked in without any interest at all.

"Why not? Come in." Mirai walked back and took Akari's hand and led her into the art room.

Akari was now standing in the place that had once been her dream.

“Do you want to draw a picture?”

"No, I don't want to."

“Really, Akari-chan? You really don't draw?”

“...Can you draw? I'm not in the art club. Plus, I'm not even at this school.”

“But here I am. If anyone comes to ask I will join the art club now.”

"Is that possible..."

Mirai picked up a paintbrush from the table and handed it to Akari. The other girl hesitantly looked at the thing being handed to her.

But in the end he received it.

“Don't come and collect usage fees from me later.”

"Oh, I promise!"

“...What do you want me to draw?”

“Eh, are you asking me?”

“Is there anyone else here?”

"It doesn't seem like it's there. Um, what's good?"

Mirai began to look thoughtful for a while. before smiling and saying

"sea"

“The sea?”

“That's right, the sea!”

“Alright. But I've never really seen the sea. Probably not exactly the same.”

"It's okay. I want to see the sea like Akari-chan wants to go."

“The way I want to go? I thought she wanted to go to the beach. So let me draw.”

“That's part of it. But really, I want to go to the beach that Akari-chan wants to go to.”

“Want to go where I want to go? You really are a strange person.”

“I take that as a compliment!”

The girl holding the paintbrush shook her head lightly. While the other person was smiling happily before walking away.

Drag another chair to sit next to you.

Is it the sea?

There must be a wave. The time would be at sunset. It should be beautiful to look at.

After thinking about it, I want to go too.

“And please stop calling me sir.”

Akari's imaginary thoughts were immediately halted when she heard the girl who was watching her say that.

“Do you want me to call you?”

“No, you sound old.”

“So what should I call you?”

"What's your name? My name. My name."

“Take it like that...”

"yes! Try calling it.”

“Miss Mirai?”

“I won't take you.”

“Mirai?”

“Just like that!”

The owner of the name looked happy when he heard the other person call his name. It's like receiving a million baht.

“But you... Mirai are older than me. Is that a good thing to call it?” Akari said, dipping a brush onto the palette.

“Good, very good. I like it better this way.” The spectators next to the painter had expressions of determination and confidence on their faces.

“Understood. I understand.” The painter nodded in surrender to the other party. Then he started shaking his brush.

onto the canvas in front of him

The sound of the clock continues to tick. A young woman is drawing intently. The brush moves

Around the canvas it is as if dancing on the image of the waves. Meanwhile, another young woman was still sitting next to him, watching intently as well. There is no conversation. and without any other noise There was only the sound of the clock on the table.

It indicates the time is eighteen hours and seventeen minutes.

“Aren't you bored?”

“What are you bored of? Sit and watch Akari-chan draw, it's so much fun."

"fun? How?”

“It's fun. It's fun. It's really fun.”

"I don't understand, but whatever."

abundantly

"student! It's almost 7 p.m. Why don't you go home and go back to the channel?!”

The art room door opened. The quietness in the room was instantly broken. The two of them were sitting in the room.

startled with shock Then they turned to look at each other. Blinking

I'm unlucky.

The same words came out in both of their heads.

“Oh, I'm not wearing a school uniform. What room is she in? Or don't you study here?” The teacher walked into the room.

Then he stopped in front of a young girl in a private suit. Looking at the two faces back and forth. Then move your eyes to the canvas on the easel.

“Did you draw this picture yourself?”

“Yes, uh, yes, yes.”

The teacher stopped. Stand and look at the painting for a moment. You must have forgotten the first question you asked.

"Uh, my name is Aihara Mirai. I'm staying in room 2 today, just bringing a friend to the club..."

“Is this friend at this school?”

“That is... no...”

“It's a pity that I'm going to compete in the name of my real school.”

What did you say just now?

“Don't look confused like that. I drew such a beautiful picture. Everyone wants to take them to compete.”

Wait a minute, what is this situation?

He doesn't scold him for not coming home. And what about the matters that came in arbitrarily?

So what's the contest? This picture isn't even finished yet!

“Anyway, consider this just a compliment from an art teacher.”

"Your name is Aihara Mirai, right? Room 2?"

"yes"

“Um, room 2... Oh, teacher just thought of it. Students who...”

“Yes, that's it. I just had some business to do so I came to school. Sorry about that.

I stayed overtime too. And this picture can be taken back, right? Do you charge for canvas? I'll pay for the paint as well."

“......... No need to, the teacher doesn't mind. But I can go back now. The school building is about to close."

Mirai nodded and slowly lifted up the canvas that was filled with the colors of the sea and the remaining sunlight.

As dusk fell, she took Akari's hand and led her out of the room.

How many times have I been dragged by your hand to go anywhere you wanted?

Akari thought to herself but followed obediently.

But it's good that nothing happened.

By the way, what was that teacher going to say just now? Mirai's story

Can I ask?

“Uh, Mirai…” Akari mustered up her courage and curiosity. Then he started calling out to the other person.

“I haven't eaten dinner yet!”

Akari's boldness was instantly brushed aside.

“Akari-chan, what do you want to eat?”

“Anything that isn't expensive.”

“I raised it myself. Please tell me.”

“Anything that isn't expensive. Even if Mirai takes care of you I don't want to bother asking for expensive food.”

“But I want to eat expensive food.”

What is that rich talk?

“Then do whatever you want. But I don't have any money to pay.”

"Tell me how to take care of you."

“Okay, I understand.”

“However, Akari-chan won't choose the food menu. Let's go eat ramen."

How did you know that I like to eat ramen?

No, it's probably just a coincidence. In Japan, people already like to eat ramen. It's a very simple menu that pops into the brain first. When someone asks, 'What should I eat?'

“My local restaurant is really delicious! Let's go eat.”

“Yes, I understand. Please lead the way.”

By the way, is she really going to carry that picture to eat ramen....

“Take two sets of normal ramen. And 2 cups of green tea as well.”

“Understood, please wait a moment for the food.”

The young employee bowed once before walking back inside the store.

“Wow, today was fun.” Mirai stretched once and smiled cheerfully.

“And I'm very tired,” Akari added, looking extremely exhausted.

But it's really fun. I had never painted in a place like that before. There had never been anyone waiting to sit and watch.

I drew a picture and never received a compliment from someone who was a teacher. He also teaches art, and now he never eats ramen.

In an expensive store like this before

No, no, we've eaten at fancy ramen restaurants like this before when we were kids. I secretly brought you to eat once.

It's so delicious that I want to eat it for the rest of my life. But I don't remember anymore. Which restaurant have we eaten at?

The aroma of soup and ramen noodles floated from the two bowls the young employee was holding.

Walk straight this way.

“Eat it deliciously.”

Right now, in front of Akari and Mirai, there was a bowl of ramen along with side dishes and green tea.

"I'm going to eat." Mirai put both hands together. then started holding chopsticks Start eating

deliciously

"...I'm going to eat now." Akari followed the other person. Ramen noodles were forced into her mouth.

Really delicious, too. It's so delicious that I want to eat a lot more.

The two of them ate with pleasure. It seemed like this meal was the one that Akari looked happiest with.

"got home! yay!"

When the room door was opened The girl in white immediately rushed towards the sofa.

“Are you really not going to take a shower another day?” Akari, who had followed in, asked with a tired expression on her face.

"Take a shower. I won't forget today."

“Very good. May I use the bathroom? Yesterday I also…”

"Of course. Akari-chan didn't bathe yesterday!"

Mirai got up from her beloved sofa and went to grab two outfits from the closet.

“This is Akari. Maybe a little small But this is the biggest one I have!”

"I understand. It's okay. I can wear it. Thank you."

Mirai nodded with a smile. and immediately headed to the bathroom

“Don't peek!”

“Look, who's going to sneak a peek!”

I haven't come home for two days.

If I go back, I will definitely get hit very hard.

So scared, so scared.

But I can't stay here forever. You can't disturb others for much longer.

I should go home Or go to the rooftop?

Why is the picture that comes to mind today? Why do you feel 'I want to be happy again'

Is this happiness? I don't know. People who don't experience happiness are as normal as others like me.

People who experience only lifeless suffering like me.

Calling for 'happiness'

Drops of clear water slowly appeared on the girl's cheeks. Times of 'happiness' always passed quickly.

For others Those moments will become wonderful memories decorated with beautiful flowers. But for Akari It becomes a memory that brings fear and guilt. It became a picture full of thorns.

in your heart

I'm really selfish.

I really want to disappear.

“Akari-chan, Akari-chan!”

Mirai's call woke Akari up from his trance.

“I'm done taking a shower. You can come in and take a shower.”

“Um, I understand,” Akari replied, standing up and walking quietly towards the shower. Not paying attention to Mirai who was standing looking at her with a worried expression. But it seems like he doesn't dare come in and ask anything.

“Don't forget to take off the hair clip first! Bring it here,” Mirai said and ran towards Akari. Take the hair clip from your hand Place it gently on the table.

“Thank you.”

“What are you thankful for, Akari-chan? You can go take a shower.”

Today was another day Akari spent with Mirai. without ever returning to her house

The stars in the sky still shine brightly. No matter how long it's been The stars are still

Always looking at us

You're probably watching me too.

A girl in a light blue nightgown that seemed a little too small for her. Sitting looking out the window The black eyes were vacant. It's as if you are detaching your mind and flying into the vast sky under the moonlight.

In fact She is thinking about tomorrow.

Where will you take me tomorrow? What will I eat? What kind of people will I meet?

It is extremely rare. That the girl who is waiting for death is thinking about 'tomorrow'

Or will I have to go home tomorrow?

Just thinking about one word Her body began to tremble.

But you probably won't be able to escape forever.

The same old stories kept running through Akari's head. How many times have you thought about this? The answer remains the same.

She thought about going back. Because he didn't want to disturb the girl who was sleeping on the bed. I don't know anything anymore.

Amidst the silence of the night Akari slowly sneaks out of the bedroom. through the living room and step into the door

Her destination could only be one place.

Or two places?

Why was the room she just stayed in only a few days? To be able to feel this familiar and warm.

But it's time to go.

If I told her, she wouldn't admit it. And I will fall for your request again.

Seriously, this woman, she changed my life in the blink of an eye. Just the few words you said that night. Make my fate change from which it is about to extinguish She turned into a light

Show me a new path Let me meet new people Got to go to the place I dreamed of, painted a picture, received praise.

Eat delicious food Wear comfortable clothes and most importantly, be with you.

It's more than enough for someone like me.

Goodbye

His right hand, still trembling, grabbed the doorknob. Gently and carefully rotate it. Because I didn't want to wake up the people in the room.

“Where are you going?”

The hand immediately stopped. She quickly turned around and looked inside the room. Mirai is standing. and looked at her with an expression

unpredictable It was an expression Akari had never seen before. Is she usually always smiling and cheerful?

He made a sad, pleading expression, but this time it wasn't.

"Sorry, did I wake you up?"

“I asked where Akari-chan is going.”

“Will you go to the place in that painting again?”

“Answer me.” His voice began to tremble.

“Mirai, it's me…”

“What I did was not able to help you? You really can't? Hey, please answer me.” From the trembling voice

It began to turn into soft sobbing. Under the darkness of the room The light from the gap in the door revealed

Drops of clear water fell from Mirai's eyes. Now that smiley face is gone. There were only tears from the girl.

which Akari had seen for the first time she is crying

“Help me…”

“What do you think I did all this for? For the sake of a drawing? No, not at all. Do you think I'd just invite someone I don't know over to my house easily? What kind of person do you think I am? It's all for you, for you, for 'her'…”

Tranquility once again enveloped the room. The only thing left was the soft sobbing of the woman who slowly collapsed to the ground.

"Sorry. I'm sorry. I wasn't going there. I was just… going home."

“…Are you not afraid of demons anymore?”

“Afraid, very afraid, so afraid that I don't dare step out of here.”

“Then why still…”

“I… don't want to disturb Mirai again.”

“What are you bothering me about? I already told you. that it was never disturbed at all Do you know that I'm happy?

As much as you are with me, stay with me.”

“However, I can't stay here for the rest of my life.”

“Sure, why not? You don't have to go back. Don't go back. Stay here if you're uncomfortable.

to be with me I can rent another room for you. Please, please. I don't want to see Akari in more pain.

I don't want it anymore.”

Why did this woman do this for us? Even though we didn't know each other before. Even though I never said anything

This was probably the first time Mirai had expressed his feelings this much. It's like a dense message.

It was completely exploded in her heart.

Akari slowly walked towards the collapsed girl, bending down. She hesitated for a moment.

But in the end, he decided to pull Mirai into a hug.

“I've given up. I'm not going. I'm really not going. Please stop crying.”

Dawn comes again Mirai woke up Akari with a normal expression. As if last night was just a nightmare.

But Akari still remembers. That you made this woman cry And how much it breaks your heart.

It looks normal. How did you do it? Are you forcing it? What are you thinking?

All doubts were dispelled as the breakfast was placed in front of Akari.

"fried rice?"

“Yes! Fried rice made by Aihara Mirai himself."

“You can definitely eat it, right?”

“That's mean, Akari-chan. I cook for myself almost every day. Why can't I eat it?”

“Um, you can believe it.”

“Hey, where do you want to go today? Or do you want to sleep at home?”

"I do not know"

“Don't you have anywhere you want to go?”

"do not have…"

“Then let's draw a picture at home. I ordered paint and canvas. And then came the drawing equipment. It will probably be delivered soon!”

“Huh?” The spoon in Akari's hand immediately fell onto the plate of fried rice.

"yes?"

“Ordered?”

“Yes, I ordered it.”

“Give it to me?”

"Yes, give it to Akari-chan."

“……… Seriously.”

“Um, that's right. Don't be afraid. I don't charge her any money.”

“How did you know I was going to ask about money?”

“It's almost written all over Akari-chan's face, you know?”

The clock hands continue to move on and on and on. The two girls still lived together in this room.

Draw pictures, read books, watch television, listen to music, go for walks. Hang out at nearby places. and eat together

Mirai is now a part of Akari's daily life. And Akari is a part of Mirai's daily life.

Minari-sama, I'm sorry I was such a greedy person, but now I've found 'happiness'.

I can smile like before. Pictures of the dreams we once drew together My brother's request to me that day

I've been chasing him all along. And now I can grab it. I won't turn back. I won't think

I want this world to fall apart again. As long as there are people in this world named Aihara Mirai who have paints and brushes,

I will live with these things until I die.

Also, I'm sorry for abandoning 'Dad'. I will call 'it' with this word for the last time. That whole house

Both that man It has no value left to me anymore. I've suffered enough. That's really enough.

I won't go back again. will escape from that hand I will no longer bow my head to accept the scars.

I want to continue to be happy.

“What would you like to eat today, Akari-chan?”

“Rice balls.”

“What filling is good?”

"Let Mirai choose."

"acknowledge! So I'd like to go out and buy some water and snacks first. It's almost gone.”

“Do you want me to come with you?”

“You don't have to. Just a convenience store around here.”

"Okay, I understand. Go well."

"Oh, I'll be right back."

The sound of the door opening and closing. Akari continued to paint in the same room she had first entered several months ago. But now it was decorated with her own drawings on the walls and tables.

or beside the bed

'Time passes quickly when we are happy' is true. When I first realized I had been here for three months.

Will there be another person like me who ran away from their own home to stay at the house of a friend who they haven't known for a long time?

She thought as she put her brush on the canvas. Add color to that white. This time she is creating the sky.

Dawn with red flowers in a vase

"Oh, I'm done. It's probably something like this. Mirai likes red, so he probably likes roses like this," Akari muttered.

to himself, then turned to look at the clock

“It's been two hours. Why hasn't Mirai returned yet? Where did you stop by?”

Jingle Jingle

The house phone rang as if to answer Akari's curiosity.

"hello…?"

"Hello, do you know Ms. Aihara Mirai? This is the home number listed on Ms. Aihara's patient record. Is this correct?"

“Yes… patient history card? Mirai?”

“Yes, Mr. Aihara is currently undergoing treatment at the city hospital. Because she lost consciousness in front of a convenience store. Someone saw it and called an ambulance in time to pick him up. I don't know if you are a relative of the patient.

Or not?”

“... I'm a friend. Staying in the same room”

“I understand. If you want to visit a patient, you can inform them at the service point.

of the hospital.”

The telephone line was cut. Akari's body fell to the ground.

What happened? Why didn't I go with her? What's wrong with her?

The girl gathered her wits and whatever strength she had, got up and ran to pick up her bag. and then rushed straight out of the room

Go to the hospital immediately.

"Mr. Aihara lives in room 102 on the 3rd floor."

After the voice of the nurse at the service point Akari ran to the elevator, pressed the third floor button, and stomped to the end of the corridor.

At the other end was a middle-aged man wearing a white robe and another nurse. It must be the doctor who treated Mirai.

"Aihara Mirai, are you in this room?"

"Yes. Are you Mr. Aihara's friend?"

“Yes, that is right.”

“Right now, Mr. Aihara's relatives we can contact. Everyone is abroad. The doctor must be bothering you.

Please take care of her closely.”

“What is wrong with you…”

“Did the patient never inform me? She is suffering from chronic obstructive pulmonary disease. and have other diseases

Complicated, plus the physical condition is quite weak. Made her unconscious. Symptoms may still be

It's not violent, but I have to tell you honestly that your body…”

Tranquility enveloped the atmosphere in the corridor in front of the patient's room. Now the people in the room

What will it be like?

"I understand. Thank you. I will take care of you."

“Thank you for cooperating with our treatment. In that case, the doctor will excuse himself first.”

After the shadows of the robed man and the female nurse disappeared from view, Akari didn't hesitate to open the door.

and stepped in immediately Her head was filled with questions that she wanted to ask the young woman lying on the hospital bed.

“Oh, Akari-chan, you came so quickly.” Mirai turned and laughed dryly at Akari.

"Why"

“Huh?”

“Why didn't you ever tell me this?”

“If I tell Akari-chan, she will definitely be worried about me, so I don't want to tell.”

“What about you? Do you know what kind of condition you are in right now?!”

The saline line runs throughout the arm. The expression on his face makes you know just how exhausted he is. Trying eyes

Will hide the pain But it was only able to conceal a fraction.

That is Aihara Mirai now.

“Um, you know, right now I can't see my condition at all, right?”

"Hey Akari-chan, let's go to the rooftop."

"Eh?"

“I want to go get some air. Let's take a look at the view.”

“Are you okay?”

"That's all. I can handle it. Besides, Akari is here with me."

"okay…"

“The wind is so cold,” said a young woman in a hospital uniform, holding her hair to keep it from blowing in the wind.

“Is that so, are you cold?”

“No, I like this weather.”

"same for me The atmosphere up here is really good.”

“Why do you like rooftops?”

“… My sister likes rooftops.”

“Is this the ‘place in the picture’ you drew? Pictures from that day"

“Um, that's right. I like to relax here. Sometimes they secretly brought me along, but now…”

"I'm sorry, my brother has died."

"Um, it's okay. I understand. Don't think too much."

“… Dad, I like to say that I caused your death.”

"So Akari-chan thinks like that?"

“That might really be me. If that day I didn't tell you just for fun that I wanted to eat dessert.

I probably wouldn't walk away. Don't go to the convenience store, don't get hit by a car…”

No more words came out of their mouths. Akari turned her head to look at the sun-filled sky.

Saying goodbye to the clouds The moon would soon take its place.

'Hey Akari-chan, don't think like that. It's not her fault'

'It's me'

'That my sister died It's because of me'

'Your older brother, Hakawa Minari, died because of me, Aihara Mirai.'

The scene replayed in Mirai's head again. A blonde blonde girl is standing.

In front of someone's lifeless body

"Let's go back. It's getting late." Akari turned to the other girl. Her eyes were still watery.

Overflowing inside Probably from missing someone who will never come back. Someone who really likes this place

Someone that you love with all your heart

“I can be alone. Akari-chan, please go home.”

“No, I'll stay here. The room will be wide. Why can't I stay with you?”

"How can a hospital room be as comfortable as at home? Come on, don't worry about me."

“Mirai, I will stay with you.” This time Akari won't give up. She was determined with all her heart to stay and take care of Mirai.

“...Fine, I'll give in to Akari-chan one day. Just one day!”

“Um.”

After the agreement is completed The phone rang. It was the sound of Akari's bag.

Akari actually has a cell phone. But she doesn't really like using it. After all, there's no need.

Who do I need to contact? And she doesn't like playing games. I carry it around only for emergencies.

“I'll beg you for a moment.”

“Um, hurry up and answer the phone.”

Akari walked out of the room with her cell phone. She walked over and stopped at the window at the end of the hallway.

before touching the screen The tip of your finger stops on the answer button.

“Hello…?” Who would call someone who doesn't have a care in the world like you?

“Akari, is that Akari?”

The voice she heard was that of a woman who was about 39 years old. Owner of a familiar voice The first sound Akari heard after opening her eyes to the world. The voice of Hakawa Ryoko, her mother.

"mother?"

How long has this woman been missing? Ever since I left Father began to act more depraved every day.

Until mother couldn't stand it From trying not to care and acting like family members don't exist. In the end, the mother ran away.

But right now, my real mother is talking on the other side of the phone signal. From somewhere in this world

“I haven't actually changed my phone number yet.”

"What's the matter?"

“… Hey Akari, please help me organize my father's funeral.”

What did she say just now?

“Akari?”

“Funeral? father?"

“Haven't you received the news yet? Her father died the day before yesterday.”

“If you don't believe it, go look at the house. The officials are probably handling some of the belongings right now.”

“Did Dad die at home? officer?"

“… Ryu, your father got drunk and committed rape. Physical harm In the end, the victim's husband took a gun and shot him.”

'deservedly'

Can I say those words to my real father?

Just thinking about the bloodline of that piece of trash flowing inside of me makes me vomit.

A funeral? Why should I do it?

"Mother isn't coming back to arrange it herself?"

“I am in America, newly married, have a new life. I don't want you to go back and arrange a funeral for someone like that.”

“I have a new life now. Why do I have to go back and hold a funeral to mourn the person who beat me every day?

For almost ten years now?”

“…So are you going to leave Ryu as a corpse without family? She is his daughter.”

"I'm sorry, but you were once his wife, weren't you?"

“Akari!”

“I don't arrange it. I won't do anything for him.”

“At least go apologize to the woman who was hurt…”

There wasn't even a second for Ryoko to utter her next words. Akari hung up the phone and immediately turned off the phone.

Now she was so angry that she almost threw the phone in her hand. His eyes were red with so many emotions and thoughts that he couldn't say.

Are you going to apologize on his behalf?

I'm not at fault. and has nothing to do with it anymore

Besides, it's already dead. Apologize instead, what will you get? Did you get forgiveness for it?

I don't want it.

Even his real child doesn't even think about forgiving him.

I don't have the slightest thought of pity.

I really want you to know. that even when dying No one even thought of compassion and wanted to organize a funeral for him.

Akari sighed heavily. It's as if all the thoughts in your head are lifted. Throw it out with a breath

“Better go home and get things. There aren't any demons there anymore. There is nothing to be afraid of in that house.”

If my heart was brave enough to face the memories that would flood back into my head when I stepped into that house.

After going back and telling Mirai the whole story. Akari excused herself and went back to the house to pack her things, while

The girl on the bed acted like she wanted to go with her.

“I can handle it, please come with me. How can Akari-chan not be lonely?" Mirai's voice trailed off with a pleading expression on his face.

“No need to, just go pick up some things. Get some sleep, Mirai.”

“But, but…”

“Do you want to eat something? I'll buy it for you right now."

“No, Akari-chan is angry!”

“…Then I won't stop by the cake shop. I didn't buy you any fruit cake. Because Mirai doesn't want it."

“Wait a minute! Times like this have to be reconciled. Not threatening each other!”

Does not buying the cake count as a threat? Akari chuckled softly before saying 'just kidding' and walking away.

“The palette, paints, brushes were already there. You probably don't have to take it.”

“As for the school bag… I don't want it anymore.”

“The book… I don't want to read it. Leave it here.”

Akari muttered alone amidst the pile of things scattered all over the floor.

"...Would you like me to go into your room..."

Since the day you left Mom and Dad forbid me from touching anything or even entering their room.

Even though the truth can sneak in while Dad isn't around. But Akari never thought of doing that because she was afraid.

But now no one is stopping it anymore.

“Please allow me…” a request that received no response sounded. Followed by the sound of the doorknob opening.

Akari steps into the room. The condition inside was full of dust and cobwebs. But things were still placed in an orderly manner.

A young girl walks around looking at various things as the younger sister of the deceased. Handle everything gently. until her eyesight stumbled

in one book

"diary?"

“True, you said you were going to start writing a diary a long time ago.”

Even though I feel a bit guilty reading it without asking. But Akari decided to pick up the book and open it slowly with excitement. It's like watching a favorite movie that has been waiting to be released for a long time.

Monday, April 11. Today the weather is extremely good. I really want to go for a walk in the park...

Tuesday 12 13 14…

Akari sat and opened the notebook gently, page by page. It's like she's wandering now.

In the world of the eternal memories of the girl she loved so much.

This story of memories goes on and on. until a piece of paper

Starting with the date, month, and weather, continuing with the usual feelings. But Akari was stunned.

When reading the next sentence

Today I came to sit on the roof of the hospital as usual, but I also met a girl.

She doesn't seem cheerful at all. Plus, drag the saline line as well. I went to greet her. And then we talked.

The little girl said her name was 'Mirai'. She was a very cute girl with very beautiful hair. I really wanted to have golden hair.

Akari was silent for a moment. Praying that her premonition wasn't true.

Today I came to see Mirai-chan again. She looks more cheerful now. It also comes with snacks. But she said

I like crispy fruit snacks more. But the hospital doesn't sell this... Plus Mirai-chan's parents live abroad.

There was only one nanny taking care of this little girl. You're so cruel. Abandoning the little angel!

The story in the journal still has a girl named 'Mirai-chan' as part of the day. The more you read

Akari was even more confused. Why is the story of this Mirai-chan so similar to the Mirai she knows?

Why do we like the same things? The appearance that you wrote about is the same and most importantly...

'City hospital'

A place that serves as an important link in this complex story. Akari is headed there.

along with the notebook and doubts that overflowed in her heart

Have Minari and Mirai ever met? Will Mirai remember Minari? And do you know about us?

From what Akari had read in the journal The two of them are very close. There was a time when you often went to the hospital.

Probably because I went to see Mirai-chan. During that time, you looked cheerful and even happier. Plus I make desserts more often.

In greater quantities as well At that time, Akari thought that he would share it with friends who were just getting to know each other. Her idea was half right.

The person Minari-senpai made the dessert for was probably 'Mirai-chan'.

I really want to eat the desserts made by you again.

After the thought continues Akari finally arrived at Mirai's doorstep.

All the doubts you carried along the way It's about to be unlocked behind this door.

“Mirai”

“Huh? Have you come back yet, Akari-chan? How are you..."

Mirai turned to look at Akari. She noticed the notebook in the girl's hand. A mysterious smile appeared on his face.

Even though I couldn't guess what that smile meant, But Akari could feel the sadness on that face.

"You've read that diary."

"um..."

“It's so embarrassing. Has Minari-sama written to me at all?”

“..... You already know? Do you know me? You know that I am Minari hyung's younger sibling? Why don't you ever say it? Why do you…”

The more I heard Mirai's words, Akari's mood became even more heated. She thought Mirai might remember her sister, but she didn't know.

that it was her brother But the words from a moment ago had confirmed it to her. That this woman knew about her and her sister all along.

“I was once so sick that I couldn't leave the hospital,” Mirai said immediately when she saw that Akari was about to leave.

Asking her a thousand questions in no time

“One day, I walked up to the rooftop. Then I met a woman. She turned to me, smiled and invited me to talk.

Gently, after that I often went to see her. We talked. She stayed with me. give me encouragement Makes me never feel lonely Until the day I was allowed to leave the hospital.”

Mirai stopped talking and lowered her head. A confused Akari looked at her sternly.

“Then why didn't you ever tell me this…”

"Hey Akari-chan."

“She used to say You were the one who caused Brother Minari's death, right?"

“…Then why is it…”

“That's not true.”

“Why do you dare say that?”

“Because the person who caused Brother Minari's death was me.”

The notebook in Akari's hand fell to the ground. Her hands were trembling with fright.

What did Mirai say just now?

“That day, I left the hospital. Call a bus to go home. But there weren't any cars passing by.” Akari didn't leave a moment to ask. Mirai immediately told her the story of the next scene. It's like telling a story.

“So I decided to walk back. Even though I know that my condition is not strong But I don't want to continue waiting aimlessly.

I keep walking along the sidewalk. until the convenience store Fatigue convinced me to stop there.”

"Then I met Minari-sama."

Mirai tells the story while looking out the window. An indelible memory is now playing out.

In her head it was like a movie.

Mirai at that time Walked in and met her familiar face. That older sister carried two bottles of water and

Cup of instant ramen in hand I'm going to pay. The little boy didn't hesitate to run up to greet his older sister.

The first thing she received was still a gentle smile as always. Along with the question:

'Have you been released from the hospital, Mirai-chan?' Their conversation began with nostalgia and joy.

Mirai walked over and picked up a packet of snacks. and fruit candy her favorite He went to pay and walked out with his older sister, Minari.

“Minari-sama said he would send me home. At first I refused with all my heart. But had to give up because she was stubborn.

I'll send it for you.” Mirai continued to tell the story with a sad smile. Until now, Akari was still listening to the story.

Intentionally, she still doesn't understand why Mirai said that she was the one who caused her death.

“On the way back We had fun talking about nonsense. Until I forget how tired I am.

I was hungry so I took out a bag of candy to eat. But I dropped it…”

A situation that Mirai would never forget. is happening from now on Candy falling to the ground Roll onto the road

The girl next to her said, 'It's okay, I'll take it for you.'

A young woman steps onto the road To follow the colorful candies It's like being an angel of death in the form of an angel.

Invitation to a faraway place A large truck was hurtling towards her. Just like that, a large sickle was being cocked and it was attacking the innocent girl.

Now it wasn't just the candies that fell, Hakawa Minari also fell to her end.

She left in front of Aihara Mirai, the sweet angel of death.

“If I don't drop it, If I refuse you that you don't have to send me If I don't choose to stop at a convenience store

If I stand and wait for the next bus Minari-sama probably…”

Even though the smile is still there But clear tears fell from Mirai's eyes. She held back.

Can't take the pain anymore. The secret she had always kept and the guilt she felt in her heart, Akari now

have felt it

“The officer said there was no one else with you when someone found… you…”

“Um, yes, I'm afraid, very afraid. The scene in front of me at that time was too much to bear.”

Mirai ran away.

Escape from Brother Minari's body.

Escaping from the reality

Leave me there alone.

“If I don't run away then call an ambulance Minari-senpai might be able to survive…” Mirai cried out.

Without being able to hold back any feelings anymore She is truly the angel of death who took Akari's sister away.

“No, it's not. You died immediately after being hit. That car ran away as soon as it crashed. Even if she stays, I won't be able to help you.”

“…” The sound of crying continued. Mirai thought it was her fault. It is you who makes a person disappear from this world. It's her fault A girl who always has a gentle smile and keep giving you that smile

Everyone else has disappeared. Both Minari and Mirai could not smile anymore.

“And how do you know? That I'm your younger sibling." Akari tried to suppress the resentment in her heart.

Then he asked her next doubt.

“Minari-sama and I don't just talk about trivial matters... Brother Minari once told me about it. Sister's story

Very cute of you. He also showed me a picture of Akari-chan. He always tells her stories. Said he really wanted me to meet my sister. But when Akari is brought here? I don't have time to see her all the time. Do you have a health check?

Are you talking to the doctor? It's really the worst.”

It's because of this that you like to take me to the hospital...

“And Minari hyung once said that Want me to take care of you... 'She looks sad all the time. Looks lonely and empty every time

who is alone If Mirai-chan went to be with her It might help you be happier while I'm not around'…”

… Ah, have I made you this worried?

Even though I wasn't really that sad at the time.

The real sadness started after I didn't have you to stand by my side...

“Don't be afraid, but after I regained my composure, I also want to make amends to Minari-sama. Just a little bit is good.

So I decided to go find Akari-chan. I think she must be really sad. But when I got to the address that I had given to me, I went to see her... Being hurt by someone I was so shocked I went to call the police, but instead I heard her shouting, 'Stop it, Dad.'

I stood stunned for a long time. From that day on, I often secretly looked at her. How are you? But I never dared to go look for it.”

“Until that day, the day she walked out of the house with the picture. And that blank face… I can guess.

She must be about to commit suicide, right? What you've been through I've seen it all along And I'm really shocked that she carried it.

for that long If one day she gives up, it wouldn't be strange... But I can't allow that. I've told Brother Minari about it.

That I would help stay with you when you weren't around, no matter how scared or afraid I was to approach you. But that day

It is probably time for me to live up to my word.”

What am I listening to? Is this all true?

It's already too much. It's more than I can take.

Akari, who had been standing still for a long time, covered her face with one hand and immediately ran out of the room.

She's breaking even more than before. Wounds that were once healed Now it was even deeper than before. Mirai herself could only keep her head down.

Review what you have said. She had always been afraid to tell the truth. The more I was with this girl, the more scared I became.

I'm afraid she'll lose Akari. But now the story has reached a point of no return. What are you hiding?

Not anymore Even if you have to lose She could only bow her head and accept this punishment.

Or choose to escape from this prison of guilt. With a door that has another side as the 'end'

In the same room that was called home This place used to have two people living together. They lived happily together, but now there was only a girl who loved creating art. who was sitting on the sofa with a blank expression

She didn't want to know anything anymore. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I don't want to accept what I have seen. She didn't want to bear anything anymore.

But I went out that day. Because I said I wanted to eat snacks… If I didn't say so, you wouldn't have to leave.

No need to meet Mirai, no need to…

I don't want it anymore, I don't think of anything anymore.

How do you think about finding the wrong person until your brain explodes? People who leave never come back.

I really want to die.

Ah, the same old thoughts are back again. I really have never changed.

God, please answer me, why was I born like this?

Why do we have to encounter these stories?

Should I just end my life?

Tonight the stars and moon still shine brightly as before. There was only a light in Akari's heart.

That was extinguished, she became the old Akari again. Akari before meeting Mirai Akari with nothing left in life

Akari who wants this world to end

I'm not angry at Mirai because she caused me to die. or something like that

I'm angry that you hid, lied, and acted like I was a fool.

I know you didn't mean it to be like that. But how? Her actions made me

'Broken' anyway

Time gradually passed. Akari was still in Mirai's room. Even though I feel guilty for still being here

But where else does she have to go? Besides, deep in her heart. Still expecting that girl to come back. No matter how angry or disappointed you are. The fact that she had found so much happiness because of that child did not change.

Even if we continue like this, nothing will happen.

Maybe we should do something.

But what will you do?

Akari who could only sit and think. Decided to get up, look around, and what she chose was What you love most

It's better to draw a picture.

But the paint is all dry... Plus there's no canvas anymore...

If Mirai is there We probably asked her to order it, but now… she's not here.

I don't know how to order it myself.

A child who would never think of touching technology called a telephone unless there was a necessary reason.

Do you have or can order online?

The 'art room' was the only place Akari could think of. If you go to a store and buy something and come back to draw, you can do that.

But she wanted to sit and draw in the art room. So he quickly dismissed the idea of ​​going to the store and left immediately.

Even though I'm afraid of being caught not being at that school. But if you met that teacher, you might be able to survive.

Very luxurious atmosphere Spectacular school fence and a walkway decorated with flowers

It was a place where Akari felt completely inadequate. But if it's an art room She must be somewhat worthy, or not?

“No one is still there,” Akari muttered as she opened the door to the room. She remembers the way here.

precisely Why? To be able to remember this much

What should I draw today?

Akari sat down, picked up a palette, poured in water, started mixing paints, and put his brush on the canvas. This time she chose to draw.

'Flower vase'

I didn't plan to draw it for anyone. Just thinking about the dull atmosphere of a patient's room, I wanted to draw.

A vase of flowers just popped up.

Since that day Akari ran out. She never went back to see Mirai again. It's been about a month now.

Even though I'm a bit worried And now Akari is calm. Compose your thoughts and started to lose some of his anger.

But the feeling of resentment and not daring to face it still lingered around her legs.

"student!"

"Eh!"

Akari jumped in shock. The voice she had heard sounded outside the art room door.

“Oh, that girl. The one with Aihara Mirai, right?”

“Yes, yes, yes.”

“Aihara, why aren't you coming? And how did you get in? Didn't the guard in front of the building inspect it at all?"

Akari only laughed dryly. In fact, she sneaked in while she was sleeping…

"Mirai is resting at the hospital..."

“Oh, that kid, I thought he was getting better. and will come to study again.”

“…You don't come to class normally?”

Having said that, Mirai has never gone to school. Because I don't go until I get used to it. So I forgot that it was normal.

Must go to school... Is it because of me? Mirai didn't go to study.

“Um, Aihara never comes to study. Her parents had actually enrolled her. But her physical condition was not ready.

So there was only a name on the name list. The teacher doesn't know many details… eh, but it seems like there was a phone call from Aihara's parents yesterday. Wait a minute, I'll go call Aihara's homeroom teacher.”

“It's okay…” He didn't finish speaking. That art teacher quickly walked away.

“…Mirai… the matter you hid from me. How many stories are there exactly?”

Not long after, the same teacher returned with a woman wearing a white shirt and blue skirt. Tie your hair back He appeared kind but strict. You can tell it's a teacher just by looking.

“This is Teacher Yuki. Aihara Mirai's homeroom teacher, uh, what's her name? Aihara's friend."

“Akari…” By the way, this teacher never asked or told me his name…

"Hello, Akari-chan. Are you Aihara-chan's friend?"

"yes"

“Have you visited Aihara-chan yet?”

“...During this time, I haven't been able to go. Just then, a little thing happened…”

“Let's go.”

The teacher named Yuka cut Akari off immediately with a look of concern and sadness on her face?

“Is there something wrong? Why did you tell me to go visit Mirai…”

“Yesterday, I received a call from Aihara-chan's father. He said that he had been informed by the hospital that

Aihara-chan… Her condition is much worse. Found a respiratory infection and…”

"And what is it, Sensei? Please tell me, what's wrong with Mirai?" Akari said hurriedly, impatiently. Now what happened to your friend? Why doesn't she know anything? Even though he actually lives in Mirai's house. But he didn't know anything about what had happened to the homeowner.

“...there is a high risk of heart attack and right heart failure. Teachers can tell you that much.

Now Akari-chan hurry…”

Didn't even get to finish the sentence. Akari rushed out of the art room, ignoring the two teachers. Now she doesn't care anymore.

Why, why am I not with you? Why did I escape? Why did I leave you? Why don't you go visit her?

How is she now, Mirai?

Please wait for me.

Anger, hurt, crushing pain. There's no more left. In Akari's head, there was only an image of a smile.

Only Aihara Mirai's. She no longer cared about how much she had been lied to, hidden from, or hurt.

I don't care who her brother left. Ignore any fear She only cares about the person waiting for her.

Akari ran out of the elevator. Headed straight to the same room, but now it was empty. There is no such girl.

stay in bed longer All the things that used to be lined up were gone. The girl collapsed on the ground.

There's no more strength left.

“Excuse me, are you here to visit Mr. Aihara?”

Akari was snapped out of her reverie by the sound of a nurse approaching her.

“Yes, yes. Where are you?” The girl's reply was filled with trembling and tears.

that cannot be suppressed

“The patient is now transferred to the emergency room. Please follow me.”

Akari followed the woman in white, anxiously following her footsteps.

Please, Lord. Let Mirai be there waiting to turn and smile at me.

When they arrived, Akari bowed her head in thanks to the nurse and quickly rushed into the room.

A young girl in a hospital uniform was lying motionless on the bed. Many IV lines wrapped around her body.

There was also a breathing tube covering the girl's mouth.

“Mirai…” Akari approached with a face filled with pain and fear.

“…” The girl on the bed slowly opened her eyes. When I saw the picture in front of me. Tears fell from her eyes.

Mirai uses a hand full of IV fluid. Pull out the breathing aid.

“Wait! What are you doing, Mirai?!”

“That's all, this pipe just helped me a little. Wearing it is uncomfortable. I can't even speak to Akari-chan."

"but…"

“Just like this, I won't die. Don't worry. I just want to talk to you.”

“Thank you, thank you for coming back. I thought I'd never see Akari-chan again…”

“It's me. I'm afraid I won't see you again. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I disappeared. I'm not angry at you anymore.

excuse me…"

“You're not angry at me anymore? But I…”

“If I were you, you would probably tell me to stop being angry at you too.”

Just one word Tears streamed down their cheeks. A woman named Hakawa Minari who is like

Light in both lives Someone who was always beside the sad girl as an older sister. People who stay and talk

Exchange stories with the little boy who had always been in the hospital alone.

Just mention this person. The girl could only cry with all her heart.

“That is, if it is Minari-senpai. He will definitely come to comfort us both.”

“Um, that's right.”

“… Akari-chan, can you come see me tonight?”

“…? Yes, if the visiting time isn't over…”

“Even if the time is up, you must come. Please come to me.”

“… Is something wrong, Mirai?”

“I'll tell you tonight. You can go back and rest. Don't forget to eat, Akari-chan, and snacks too."

"… understand"

No matter how suspicious Akari only accepted Mirai's request and walked away.

What exactly is she going to do, Mirai?

I've never really guessed her thoughts.

11:00 p.m. Time to visit patients in the emergency room is over.

A notice board was prominently posted in front of the emergency room. But Mirai's words still resonated.

In Akari's head

'Even if the time is up, you must come'

For that girl Akari looked left and right suspiciously. Even if I feel guilty for doing this. But she secretly walked into the department, ignoring the notice board. Stealing like a thief Head over to Mirai's room, open the door.

Very gently, in that room, the curtains were opened. Revealing the night moon next to the stars. and a young woman sitting on a hospital bed She is no longer intubated. It's like she's waiting for someone.

The person she's been waiting for has arrived. princess on the tower Finally met the prince It's like a scene in a story.

“Here it is, Mirai.”

“Um, thank you for coming, Akari-chan.”

“So what's the conclusion? I'm terrified of being caught stealing.”

Mirai chuckled at Akari's serious words. The visiting girl grimaced at being laughed at like that.

But there was no sign of anger or resentment.

“Let's go to the rooftop.”

“Eh… now?”

“Um, now.”

“Just sneaking in is really wrong. I'm going to secretly take sick people to the rooftop again…”

“It's okay. No one will come to scold anymore.”

“…? What does that mean, Mirai?”

“Come on, let's go.”

After overcoming the obstacles of patrolling guards and the horror of sneaking out of the patient's room,

Go to the rooftop until you succeed. Akari opened the rooftop door of the city hospital. The late night breeze blew across their thin bodies. It felt so chilling to the bone.

“Oui… so cold.”

“Let's go back?”

"No, no, no. I won't turn back, Akari-chan."

“…? Have you been saying strange things since just now? What are you thinking, Mirai?”

Amidst the wind that blows past The figures of two young women stood on the rooftop of a tall building. Surrounded by stars, moon and stars. In the blue-black night The full moon shone brightly. Even though the truth is that light

will come from the sun It's just a borrowed light, but at least it can light the way for someone.

“Just like me. The moon,” Mirai said, looking up at the vast sky.

“Akari-chan, you know what? I lied to you about a lot of things. I've never been to school. never knew student life

or something like that When I took you away That was the first time I walked into that school as a student.”

“…The teacher there told me…”

"Eh? You secretly came to my school? That's really bad."

“I'm sorry.”

“Just kidding, that day I walked like an expert. I opened the map to look before I got there... It's a great investment, right?"

“Um… I can't believe it. That she did that much for me.”

“… I have lived in hospitals since I was a child. Parents also went to work abroad. Left me with a bunch of money

They say they don't have time to take care of me. But you love me very much. If you want something, just tell me... I don't dare say.

That you want 'love' or 'hugs from your parents'?"

“But the nanny took really good care of me. But it doesn't help fill the void in my heart.

Until I met Minari. You complete me Be a light for helpless children like me in life. Until the day I leave

When I regained my composure, a sliver of light remained. It was you, Akari-chan. I chose to follow my words.

Set a goal in life to help her.”

“… I never thought that someone would tell me that I was my goal in life…”

“It's true! Otherwise, I wouldn't be here.”

“Me too. If that day she didn't walk up to me I wouldn't be here right now.”

“By the way, I'm sorry I chose to walk and crash into you... I didn't know how to approach her, so…”

“It shows that you intended to crash.”

“Ha ha.”

“But… thank you, if I were your remnant of light. You are my light.”

“...Um, that's it…”

"What's wrong, Mirai?"

"Hey Akari-chan."

Fear flashed in Akari's eyes. Almost every time Mirai called her like this. It's usually a bad thing...

“I… my body. I can't take it anymore.”

“… What does that mean…?”

“Even though the doctor doesn't say it directly, I don't have much longer to live.”

"What did you say, Mirai? You…"

"Maybe. I might suddenly have a heart attack right here."

“Because of that, Akari-chan…”

"…what…?"

Here, where the wind blows and is closer to the sky than anywhere else. The girl in the hospital gown slowly looked up at the sky. Her body is very fragile. But it's so beautiful It is a beauty that is ready to break.

Akari looked at the figure. A body ready to be blown away by the wind Ready to be blown to bits.

Like glass falling to the ground

“Do you still want this world to end? Do you still want to…end your life? Akari-chan.” The face that once stared at the sky. He turned to look at Akari with a strange expression on his face. She had never seen an expression like this on Mirai before.

A girl who always has a smile on her face. laugh cheerfully Be there to support her, comfort her, embrace her.

You who are broken every time, what is that child thinking right now?

“I don't know, if there's no Mirai, there's no light. What kind of path should I choose to walk? I don't know.”

“…So?”

"um…"

I am afraid

I'm afraid of losing anyone again.

I'm afraid of the darkness that will come. When the light goes out

“Are you afraid?” Mirai said, as if reading the other person's mind like that.

“…Yes, I'm afraid I'll lose you. I'm afraid…”

Why is the moment of happiness so short? Why doesn't it last forever like sadness?

"Um, but I'm about to die."

“…” Akari shook her head lightly. She wanted to deny that fact. The truth that she didn't want to accept the most.

“Akari-chan, do you want to go with me?”

“…? Where are you going?"

“I once dreamed that I want to try floating in the air. I want to look at the sky and see stars surrounding me.

I want to experience the wind that blows past. And I want it to fall next to me...

Someone is falling together.”

That face once again revealed a gentle smile, but this time, it was a smile that invited Akari to move forward.

Hold that woman's hand and follow your dreams together

“She means…”

“Um, can you help me ‘Fall’ with me, Akari-chan?”

“I didn't realize that the person who had stopped me Now you are inviting me to die together.”

“That's right. I don't want to believe it myself either, but death is so scary. Just thinking about it.

must die alone Into the endless darkness I have to leave someone behind, I have to give it to you.

Alone in a world that should be broken like this I felt selfish.”

“You can refuse. I don't mind. Akari-chan has changed, right? That day she said

You already know happiness, right?”

Not at all, Mirai.

I never change It's still me who wishes for myself to disappear.

It was me who was saved by you. And still praying for the world to fall apart

What happiness is that? I experienced it because of you

If you're not here What value will it have?

The noise of the people around you is deafening. The atmosphere is nauseous. Pain that has become normal

In a world like this, if I don't have you, I don't want to live in it.

"Let's go, let's go Mirai."

“… really agree.”

“You thought about it, right? That I will agree.”

“Just thinking about it. That if I were Akari-chan, I would probably choose like this.”

“I never really beat her. From the first day we met until today.”

Mirai chuckled. The gentle smile Akari had seen on the first day he met her reappeared.

The girl with beautiful golden hair stretched out her hand. Now the angel who had taken Akari

Step out of hell Became the angel of death who gently invited you to an end. And she accepted the invitation.

“I'm going now.”

“Um.”

“Akari-chan, aren't you afraid of heights?”

“No, not afraid.”

"You're so talented. Then don't let go of my hand."

"Oh, I promise."

“Thank you, Akari-chan.”

The two girls looked at each other. Exchange innocent smiles Two hands clasped together tightly before slowly closing his eyes

An entire legion of legs stepped out and trampled the empty air. and fall

When I open my eyes Now you are surrounded by the night stars. There is a full moon shining.

descending into the bodies of the two The wind that blew past seemed to blow her away. Her distance from the ground

gradually decreasing Even though I feel afraid But when I touched another girl's hand That fear immediately disappeared.

It's as if you're under a spell.

I just want you to be here.

The only sound that came through was the sound of the wind. If Mirai said something, it would be

'It's really windy' or something like that? Akari thought to himself. She didn't know what to say. The duration is so short.

It would definitely not be enough to express the feelings that were overflowing in my chest. But while she was thinking

A voice resounded.

“I love you, Akari-chan.”

He didn't even have time to answer back. The spell has broken. Now it's all over.

This world isn't falling apart. There was only the distorted world of the two girls. that eventually breaks down and dies

'I'm really selfish. Go in and help her. and brought her to end her life like this

No matter how many lives I have, I will never be able to forgive myself. But just imagining the image of you being happy with someone else.

Without me there A picture of her crying and feeling sad. Without me to comfort you or even the picture

Her breath was gone. without me beside you Just think about those pictures. I can't stand it anymore.”

“Because of that So I chose to pull you together. It's a really bad idea, right?

In fact, this is how I think of myself, the gentle and cute Aihara Mirai. The truth is full of twists and turns.

and has always been broken I lied to you again, Akari-chan. I really lied to you all along.

But those last words It's not a lie. I love you from my heart. It's a feeling of love. which cannot be named

both as friends The person who watches you Someone who cares about you The person who wants you to be happy or someone who wants to

Stay by your side forever I want to own you alone. This kind of feeling What kind of love is this?”

Aihara Mirai passed away on her birthday, just shy of her 19th birthday.

'Mirai, do you know why I chose to end my life with you? Because I'm confident That it couldn't last.

Even though we haven't known each other very long, But what she gave me It's too much to measure.

I used to be a girl who just sat and moaned, cried, and cursed God for sending me to birth like this. Having a mother is like not having one.

Having a father is like living with the devil. There is only my older sister who is the motivation for me to choose to continue living my life. But when I left

I became a worthless creature, powerless, unable to live my life any longer. It was a baby bird that had lost its way in a cave.

But then you saved me Take me to experience good stories, good people, good food, and let me experience happiness'

'I think that happiness will last. But in the end, God teased me again. let me know the truth

Behind the scenes of you and me Make me feel all sorts of guilt Make me so broken that it's hard to turn back But when I heard that

She's about to disappear. Everything collapsed, including happiness and sadness, nothing lasted any longer. That moment.

I immediately realized that my most important thing I have become a person named Aihara Mirai.'

'You stole that feeling from me from the first moment we met. I already believed that 'love'

It can really change a person. I don't know. How do I love you? Close friend, important person, family.

A benefactor or a lover, it's the latter. It sounds strange. But maybe I love you like that.

Well, no matter what kind of love A truth that cannot be changed now and forever.

That is, I love you, even though I didn't say it at the time. But I love you too, Mirai.”

Hakawa Akari died at the age of 17.