This December, I will leave with you.

This December, I will leave with you.

I started talking to a guy. He is a very good man. Never did anything to make me regret it. And he never flirted or talked while talking to me. We started talking in early December and started dating on December the 31st at almost midnight.

On that day when he asked me to date him, I felt very happy. That day was the day of the end of the year that I felt the happiest because I usually countdown alone. But when he came in, everything used to be boring and colorless. It turned out that everything in my life began to become colorful and lively again.

But those happiness did not last long. It turned out that the happiness I once had was starting to fade away from me little by little.

Because his family doesn't accept us dating. and his mother I want him to marry the woman he chose for me. That person is a person who is perfect and suitable for everything. Regardless of social status or even personality, everything is good. Unlike me, nothing suited him.

"Ta run away with us, we'll take care of you ourselves."

"Will it be good, October?"

“It will be okay, you trust us. We don't want to marry him. I know that I love you so much that I can't love anyone else."

Finally, I immediately nodded and answered him. Even though I know that escaping the problem may make it worse. But I'd like to try it out. Because I love October very much too.

Today is November 30th, we made an appointment to get away from here.

But October didn't come as planned. No matter how long I wait for him There was no sign of October at all.

After that day, no matter how much I greeted Oct. He never opened it to read.

Finally, I found out that October is getting married this coming December. And I was invited to attend as well.

I felt so much pain that I couldn't even cry. It is very painful to learn that the person we love is getting married. And I had to see pictures of lovers wearing wedding dresses with other people. How dare I go like this? I was afraid I would cry at both of their joyful events.

But in the end, I chose to go and congratulate them.

There are a lot of people at work today. And the work was big enough for both of their statuses. I haven't seen the newlyweds yet. But that's good, I'm just going to put things in there for them. Because I still don't have a strong enough heart to be able to clearly see the picture of October standing side by side with that woman.

But it seems like the heavens are bullying each other. A newlywed couple is walking this way.

When October saw me, he looked a little shocked. But soon the eyes he looked at were very sad. I think we probably feel very different now.

"Thank you for joining May and P'Tula's event."

"Yes," I simply replied because my brain was very empty right now.

"Then May, let's go find a friend over there first, P'Tula. I'll be able to talk to my friends easily." May finished, then turned and smiled slightly at me and walked away immediately.

"I'm sorry, Ta, we really can't disobey you," October said in a very sad tone.

"It's okay, October. We understand you." We understand because we don't have anything suitable for her. And we couldn't have children for her mother.

“You are very handsome today, October. Smile a lot. We want to see you smile." You smile a little. If you make a face like this, we'll cry after you.

“You too, smile a lot. Eat on time When sleeping, she also covers her with a blanket. Now that the weather is getting colder, she likes to lie down and kick the blanket. And don't forget to carry an umbrella in your bag as well. They say it will rain heavily this month. The important thing is that you have to take a good look at yourself,” October said in a very trembling voice.

“Well, you too. look after yourself too Don't take care of others until you forget to take care of yourself. She likes it regularly. And don't forget to eat a lot of food. You need to start eating vegetables. There aren't any of us waiting to eat vegetables for her like in the past.” I tried to sound as normal as possible, but it was impossible. My voice now is as trembling as October's.

"We love you, Ta."

"We love you, October."

We both spoke softly so that only the two of us could hear.

After that, October walked back to his bride. standing and waiting

The pair walked up to the stage to thank all the guests. It's a very appropriate picture. So much so that the tears I tried to hold back It came out.

"Goodbye October."

After that, I walked away immediately. Because I didn't want him to see the picture of me standing there crying.

December is fast. Even though I came with him, I also left with him.

After this, my December will probably be lonely again as usual.

END

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