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Guessing the ending is more difficult because there are many endings, making it interesting. So I remember that I composed it.

bad end

So I edited it to make it look more elegant.

And I hope there are some people who like this story ^^

Father told me I had to get married. So I found a mate for me...but I don't want to..I just want to live my life like a normal woman.

But if you escape, you must continue to escape without end.

And then I met a young man... His gentleness and gentleness made my heart beat like a war drum.

That man was my partner and I told him I didn't want to get married.

He looked at me and smiled and told me that this marriage was just an arranged marriage.

We agreed to be good friends only as husband and wife born of a false marriage.

He is a very kind man. He has helped me in every way on many occasions.

But he also has a cheeky side...sometimes he teases me to make me angry..but to me he seems cuter than anyone else.

Today is a night where the stars are extra beautiful than every other day.. By my side is my friend who is getting married to me the next day.

He said to me that he fell in love with a woman from the first time he saw him... that woman was so beautiful it was as if he was staring at the twinkling stars in the distant sky when his eyes met those pairs.

He looked into my eyes under the stars... and said,

"I've been looking for that woman for a long time."

“That woman must be very lucky...I'm always rooting for you. Someday they will meet each other."

He smiled softly at me. His smile was very beautiful, both his eyes and his voice were very mesmerizing.

"But he doesn't love me. He's never even seen me as a man...but that doesn't make me sad at all.”

The day of our wedding had finally arrived.

Wedding day...which is like a party

We wear clothes that many people don't wear very often. It was as pure white as Gabriel's wings.

He told me that "Today you are more beautiful than every day."

I don't know why the feeling inside is overflowing. It's a feeling I can't understand... my heart is not working properly. It hurts and I want to tell him the same. "He looks really good today, too."

The practice kiss that had been practiced for one night today actually kissed me. His lips were as gentle as fluttering flowers.

I really can't tell you what this feeling is... I think I must be sick.

After the wedding ceremony was over, I had to move in with him as queen.

But fate seems to be deliberately bullying me.

At our anniversary celebration....

Made me realize that... everything cannot always last forever...

At the banquet, a group of rebels sneaked in and attacked the former queen who was the mother of the male king I loved.

The King came to protect his loved ones, including him.

Why does it have to be him?

It might be a selfish feeling. But I didn't even get to say those words...

Can you please wake up and listen to me first?

I just understood the whole story. Please don't punish my stupidity in this way.

"I love you, can you hear me...''

I haven't had time to say that I love you too for you to hear once..please.

The cries were loud with grief...but the story had only just begun.

The friend I love closes her eyes in arms filled with tears mixed with blood.

The mother wept until she fainted amidst the rain drops that fell at an unknown time....

"Hurry and find a doctor!!! What are you standing there looking at!!!"

Even though I know in my heart that it's probably too late...

The matter of that day has passed. It's been so long that the feeling of our embrace has begun to fade...but I feel like we were still embracing each other at the recent party.

But when did I become afraid of this place? Where he once handed me flowers that grew in the crevices of rocks and said that he was stubborn like me.

And when did I Come here every day To water the flowers that he said he really liked.

His grave was filled with the white lilies that I brought him every morning.

I'm sorry that today I came with tears and thoughts.

"I miss you so much."

The sound of wailing echoed throughout the cemetery, harmonizing with the wind like a song praising God.. but this song never reached the heavens..

Mother told me that I must marry again to have a successor to his dynasty. When I become full-fledged queen

But I can't.....can I really betray myself?

How long has it been since I secretly cried alone? For so long that his scent faded with every second I breathed.

Every night it was as if he was praying for something that didn't actually exist...as if he had left me so far away that he couldn't hear my heartbeat.

After all, I couldn't hurt my best friend's mother.

I can't stop thinking about him for one second...

But then I might make Mother disappointed in me..

Meeting the man Mother found for me made me think of meeting him that day...

I really can't help but cry.

I miss you so much... the thought is so painful.

The man asked me that I must love him very much, right?

I don't know what love is.

But my dear friend is more special than any other friend. More special than any flower

Tonight the stars are still as beautiful as that night when we sat next to each other.

I feel very tired...

I miss you again...where are you, my prince? Will you miss me?

And the crying comes every night like saying goodnight.

“Have you chosen yet?” the man asked me.

"Yes....I will do everything for Mother until..."

I will die

It's really tiring to cry without knowing the end.

I miss you... I miss you so much... I beg you.

The thought of it destroys me little by little like a large stone is crushing my heart.

It's like a punishment..that I never knew before how much you loved me.

Please, stars....let me sleep forever. At least please tell him. That I love him as much as he does.

"Are you okay?"

"not at all"

"Sorry...sorry."

A young woman sits and wearily cries in front of her friend's grave, even though she knows there's nothing she can do to fix it.

"You're here. The royal family is looking for you...are you okay?"

The girl shook her head slowly as tears filled her haggard face. Sad eyes looked tiredly at the name of his lover.

"Do you know...when I put on my wedding dress again? At that time....the time I had him was like a knife stuck in my chest...a wound that I couldn't see but it hurt so much..I was afraid."

"I understand."

“If you can understand, please leave me here....If I'm still alive in the morning...please kill me.

I will not hold any grudges against you.”

The girl said with a tear-stained smile...it was a smile that had disappeared for a long time.

"I will not kill you...but I will fulfill your wish...but if in the morning you are still alive..you must promise that you will live for me."

The woman smiled as a promise... before slowly leaning down next to her best friend's grave before closing her eyes.

I miss you a lot, you know... Maybe it was my guilt when I found out so late. But the time with you I'm really happy.

The spring sun shines through the large trees and reaches the ground. The song of little birds lulls the clouds to sleep. Morning has arrived.

The sound of horses brings a procession to this cemetery.

There were a lot of doctors at the back of the train.

"Hurry up!!! Treat her!!!! Hurry up."

Everyone stood still because they knew that she was left with only a lifeless body...

Thank you stars for listening to my request....

"I heard that..."

The whisper of a loved one comes from far away along with a soft final embrace. like saying goodbye

Before I heard anything again

white lily Expressing the same pure love with white roses besides white lily also expresses Sweet, sincere, and honoring love is often used instead of the phrase "I feel good knowing and being close to you."

Even though in the end we didn't love each other.

             Pray for your eyes to be free from pain, I loved when you smile. So pls don't cry anymore. Even if we have to say goodbye.

I can't say I will love you forever but now I love you, Sweet heart ❣️

“May your eyes be free from pain. I love the way you smile So please don't cry any more. Even though we have to say goodbye

I can't say I'll love you forever, but right now I love you, my heart."

***Last updated 10/4/66