This story will reflect on people who are depressed. Being pressured to study I wrote it to give encouragement to people who are going through problems. Believe that if you read It might help heal your heart a little.

Many people, many faces I, like black smoke, have been drawn apart, amidst laughter and a group of bright flowers. This black smoke was being stared at by something that had caused it to be like this.

After the announcement of the scores My mother picked me up in a red car at the school gate. The eyes that that person was staring at It almost wanted to make me crawl away. Get away from here. Legs that don't want to step out Can't stop it. Things I've encountered since kindergarten When will it change and disappear?

“Peng”

mother Looking at my test results She crushed it until it was crushed. It turned into dust and dust that fell to the ground.

“Just one thing. You can't do it again. I send you to study But you turned out to be nonsense. Did you see that you fell to number 2!”

She uses her index finger. Pendant on the little head of a child Tears that just flowed I don't dare come out. This child could only listen to her mother's depressing scoldings. This heart was pressured until it became numb to everything. Even though you were born rich and the person that mother especially loves It was not the best thing for her.

There was so much expectation that it was pressured. The hopes of the family are being watched every time the exam results are released. Make just one mistake and you will be reprimanded. Mothers don't use beating methods. But her scolding was even more painful.

He could only clenched his fist until it was soaked. Gritting teeth to hold back tears Her mother keeps claiming "love" because she wants to encourage her child to achieve good things. But why? If it's love like this? You don't have to have it...

on the next exam day The girl decided not to read the book. I want to go out of the box I've lived in for 14 years, run away from the fence of this big house. But he couldn't escape those eyes. She walked towards me. He squeezed his arm tightly until it became a red bruise. Drag her into the car and push the girl's head into the car. You dare to disobey my orders?

“Is this really love?”

Flowers that should shine But withered in a vase that was overflowing with water.

A luxury car drove into the school. All eyes turned to her. The people along the road saw those smileless faces and couldn't help but wonder. “So rich, why don't you look happy?” The girl looked at the side of the road. Saw a child kissing his mother who rode a motorbike to deliver him. Waving goodbye with a smile

Get ready to take the exam. The mother's voice swirled in her head, the pain squeezed, she couldn't breathe. Her eyes became increasingly blurry. Unsteady hand shaking The letters on the exam paper began to blur.

“Teacher!”

“My friend fainted!”

In the darkness, I heard the voices of my classmates yelling. Bodies crushed by chairs and tables The heaviness was gradually lifted. feeling of being moved Sometimes friends are warmer than family. She had never trusted anyone in her life. Live suspiciously Every night I think of a way to disappear. In front of a pile of books on the table.

In the end, he had to abandon that idea. Turning to the book that was her duty for 14 years.

He opened his heavy eyes. Found himself lying on a patient bed in the hospital room. The smell makes it difficult to breathe. Let out a big sigh. Carrying his weak body up stumbling out of school On the day the flowers fall, the road in front sees cars passing by quickly. This is what she wants He let out a small smile before rushing towards his destination.

“Pung”

“Yes..someone was hit by a car. In front of the school...."

"The patient is safe now..."

“Why? Why help me? If you escape, you will have to return to hell like usual.”

“I never even asked for this love.”

“I don't want to be the flower in a vase full of water.”

Sometimes...worried and stressed seem to be completely different. But if anyone misinterprets the meaning It's just a few lines different.

Wright's inspiration for writing this story is He saw that there were many students who had to leave because of their studies. and being pressured by people around you

Even though Wright himself had never experienced anything like this himself. But I found out from a friend. I want to describe it. It's like representing people who are experiencing problems.

For anyone who is experiencing something like this. Whether you are pressured or not. If you're stressed and thinking about leaving We want to lift you up, stand up and fight, find something good to help you smile. Don't be black smoke, smart person. Let's become bright flowers together.

Don't just hide in the corner of the room. Wright himself has encountered quite a few depressed people. This group of people would like to say that When they smile, the world is brighter. So he tries to be a light for each person.

The people they talk about are not just depressed, they include panic attacks and various stress symptoms as well. In fact, he had been seriously stressed at one point. Not pressured by those around you, but pressured by yourself. But when I came back, I smiled and laughed. Let me tell you, the world is much brighter.

It is believed that flowers have a time to wither. But if we grow new flowers from our efforts, they will have new bright ones to replace them.

This is the last sentence.

“Smile a lot.”