Title : IF YOU LOVED ME

Author: kisa_ki

Character: DONGWOON X GIKWANG

Note:

Haha. Finally finished writing this story. I thought for a long time (or not) about who to use as a partner. Because there's already a plot, I thought it was the first episode.

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But I don't want to hurt (Ao) 55 so I mentioned this couple. Yay, I love Kikwang kiss kiss.

[ShortFic]

IF YOU LOVED ME

{DONGWOON X GIKWANG}

Love doesn't have much to do with it.

Just….in love and not in love.

That's just the starting point.

And the last point….of the word love

“Are you dating?”

“Okay…”

After that day, there was a senior who I kept watching from afar. I don't dare go close. Come in and ask to date someone like me.

People who look too bright So bright that I couldn't take my eyes off it. I didn't know that I had fallen in love with a person who seemed like a light to everyone, including me. Since when…it must have started from the moment I laid eyes on those eyes.

Lee Kikwang, my light….

But when I realized it again, I was approached by a person who was so bright like that. And this has been over 2 years now. It's really been a long time. The smile that I thought would never be mine Now I get to see it every morning. That bright smile is mine…..mine alone. Including bright eyes and clear cheeks.

It spread over both the white neck and the fragile, light-looking body. Everything like that is just mine...

“Let's go get ice cream,” a clear voice said with a smile, dragging my arm. Entering the ice cream shop cheerfully The jingling sound when the shop door opened wasn't really as bright as his smile. The atmosphere inside the shop looks warm and comfortable. Serene, suitable for sitting and relaxing.

There were not many people in the store. But it doesn't make this shop look lonely in the slightest. Because everywhere inside the store is filled with the smiles of couples. and students who come to sit and taste ice cream after class

“I don't see any need to hurry. The ice cream isn't going anywhere." I said with a smile while sitting near the window. Because Kikwang likes to sit and watch people pass by. Give me a reason

“Looking at people walking past each other on the same road but with different emotions. because they come from different areas But we met again on this one road...walking past each other, maybe we'll meet again. That must really be destiny. Just like I met you. Really glad to meet you ^ ^”

I also want to tell him that I am really happy and really want to thank him. For everything…

“You can look at my face. I already know that you're cute. Don't look too hard. The ice cream has already melted."

"Haha, I'm sorry. I was having a bit of fun looking."

"I can't help but smile stupidly. Oh! Hurry and eat, this time I'll take care of it myself," a sweet voice said with brightness. Makes me can't help but smile. That goofy smile that he likes to say is me.

Scoop almost half of the melted chocolate ice cream into your mouth. The bitter and sweet taste of chocolate when touched on the tip of the tongue made her pussy feel unspeakably comfortable. Mellow fragrance Even though the coldness is still there, now it has been completely melted by the warmth of the people here. Just because there is someone in front of me

“I want it to be like this for a long time.”

“Haha, it must be true, little one.” I looked at the sweet smile that was sent to me, which made me smile back with happiness. I really want it to last longer.

Two feet walking side by side Hands held together are warm. No matter how cold the air was, it couldn't make the two people walking next to each other feel the cold. Smiling at each other is like sending warmth and sweetness to each other. Just looking at it makes one feel warm to the heart……

But it's not this other heart. Watching the two of them now, there was only a coldness that touched their hearts.

When the two people walking side by side disappeared out of sight To make those who were only watching from behind step out of that place. A place that he thought was extremely cold. But what is really true is that this couple's hearts are so cold that they are numb. Even though I'm so numb I can't feel it anymore. But the pain still remains and cannot fade away….

It's like there's ice holding this heart together. Ice that will never melt….

The morning was clear and the sky was clear. The clear sound of little birds calling out to find a mate could be heard nearby. The sunlight that shines into the dull gray bedroom looks brighter.

I smile and welcome the new morning. Gazing at the sky and the ground of a new morning Even though my morning was more than half a day already. Looking at the various buildings and houses There were so many people walking on the road that from here it looked like a swarm of tiny ants.

"this!!! Dongwoon, how long will it take for you to come out of this room?” The shouting sound from the front of the room couldn't be anyone other than Phi Kikwang.

"Yes, I'm here." I walked over and opened the door. Be ready to remember to take important things with you. The special ring that Brother Ki Kwang gave me……

“It's really slow, you know it's already late,” the small figure complained as he walked forward with a curved face that looked cute no matter what. Makes me really unable to stop laughing.

“Here you are. Are you still going to laugh?!” He turned to scold me. See if you're really angry.

“I'm sorry, Dongwoon was wrong.” I apologized remorsefully, causing people to think that they were really angry at me. He burst out laughing and came to pinch my cheek affectionately…..and walked smiling all the way.

I followed closely behind that small piece. But I don't know why I feel so far apart. It's like I've never been close to him once….

Please give it a little longer. A little more is still good.

It was already evening after class. The blue sky begins to be embraced by the orange color of the sun as it sets over the horizon. So that the moon can shine a soft light at night. People poured into the streets. They walked in opposite directions hurriedly.

I was still sitting in the ice cream shop where I often ate with Ki Kwang. In the same seat that we usually sit in The chocolate ice cream that had been ordered had long since melted. But it didn't draw my attention to come and sit and taste it like usual.

Turn to look at the seat across from us that is now empty. There was no sign of the person I missed. Who will always deliver sweet smiles to you….

….Empty, no one

Or has it actually not existed for a long time?....

2 years ago

A young man with a sweet, bright smile like the sun that everyone is different from. Watch and smile with that smile. Lee Ki Kwang is like a light to many people in this high school.

and including a young boy who secretly watched his small figure all the time I don't know when I fell in love with the smile of a person who was like a light to everyone.

Just looking at it, my heart suddenly skipped a beat. But when he realized it again, he was arranged to meet with someone who was just watching from a distance. Today, the young man still remembers how excited he was when he walked up to the figure that was already smiling.

“You are Son Dongwoon, right?” A clear voice greeted him before adding a faint smile.

“Yes..” Dongwoon tried to keep his tone as normal as possible. The closer you are to your heart, it seems to bounce out of your chest.

“I..that is..” Lee Kikwang, who initially smiled faintly at Dongwoon, bowed his head and stammered. The face began to absorb red blood until it was noticeable. Indicating symptoms of shyness

"I mean, I really like your friend Mir!!!!" Someone said with a red face and heart beating so fast that he could feel it. But with the young man in front of him, it was as if the once bright moment had stopped… His heart that was beating so fast at first began to slow down and he almost wanted it to stop. From what my heart was filled with, now it's squeezed until it hurts. What should he do?

How can I make it go away? Or is this just a dream? But when you wake up, you will return to the real world. Even though I already know that this is reality and not just a dream. But the boy still wanted it to be just a bad dream. He could escape from that dream by just opening his eyes……

“But..but I don't dare tell him..can you help me, Son Dongwoon?” He looked up at the young man who stood silently, asking for hope.

“…..”Should he accept that? That's how it should be. We have to help Brother Ki Kwang to fulfill his wish for love….and continue to have that bright smile..

Even if this heart must be broken……

"If you don't.."

“I will help you,” the young man's soft voice interrupted the clear voice that was laced with a little sadness. As soon as the young man accepted, some of his figures smiled widely with happiness.

“Really glad to meet you, Son Dongwoon.”

“….” The young man only smiled. That's enough, Son Dongwoon, just standing next to this light is enough. Like reaching out your hand to grab that bright light….

“Are you dating?” a clear voice said nervously, stealthily looking at Dongwoon who was standing beside the person he secretly loved. So afraid of being rejected But I've decided to tell my feelings.

No matter what the consequences are. Dongwoon gave him a small smile in support.

“Sure…” he replied with a smile. "Because I've loved you for a long time."

Dongwoon secretly pulled away. Turning to look at the two standing smiling at each other, why does his heart hurt like this? Even though this heart is probably in so much pain that I can't feel anything anymore. Why can't the image of the two of them standing side by side get it out of my mind? Weak legs lead the eyes of a broken heart to walk away.

A young boy looked up at the wide sky. The light that shines on reminds me of another person. Clear tears slowly flowed down his youthful face. Continuously pouring out…

“Uncle Kikwang, Dongwoon loves you,” he said softly, his mouth slowly revealing a very bitter smile. I hope that these words of love that the sky can represent for you….

“Let's go get ice cream,” a clear voice said with a smile, dragging my arm. Entering the ice cream shop cheerfully The jingling sound when the shop door opened wasn't really as bright as his smile. The atmosphere inside the shop looks warm and comfortable. Serene, suitable for sitting and relaxing.

There were not many people in the store. But it doesn't make this shop look lonely in the slightest. Because everywhere inside the store is filled with the smiles of couples. and students who come to sit and taste ice cream after class

“I don't see any need to hurry. The ice cream isn't going anywhere." I said with a smile while sitting near the window. Because Kikwang likes to sit and watch people pass by. Give me a reason

“Looking at people walking past each other on the same road but with different emotions. because they come from different areas But we met again on this one road...walking past each other, maybe we'll meet again. That must really be fate. Just like I met you. Really glad to meet you ^ ^”

I also want to tell him that I am really happy and really want to thank him. For everything…

“You can look at my face. I already know that you're cute. Don't look too hard. The ice cream has already melted."

"Haha, I'm sorry. I was having a bit of fun looking."

"I can't help but smile stupidly. Oh! Hurry and eat, this time I'll take care of it myself," a sweet voice said with brightness. Makes me can't help but smile. That goofy smile that he likes to say is me.

Scoop almost half of the melted chocolate ice cream into your mouth. The bitter and sweet taste of chocolate when touched on the tip of the tongue made her pussy feel unspeakably comfortable. Mellow fragrance Even though the coldness is still there, now it has been completely melted by the warmth of the people here. Just because there is someone in front of me

“I want it to be like this for a long time.”

“Haha, it must be true, little one.” I looked at the sweet smile that was sent to me, which made me smile back with happiness. I really want it to last longer.

“Did you wait a long time, Brother Ki Kwang? Dongwoon,” a deep voice with a warm smile greeted as they arrived at the table. I chose to sit next to a figure who smiled and welcomed that person's arrival.

“Ah, it's been a long time.”

“Haha, don't lie. This ice cream is still melting just a little bit,” Mir added non-seriously while ruffling his thin hair. People who are affectionately known as "lovers"

Dongwoon just looked on and smiled and didn't say anything. I already knew that I had invited him because I had made an appointment with Mir beforehand. But pretended not to know anything

Including repeatedly deceiving yourself all the time you're alone with a certain body that it's your own lover. Even though in fact it's not at all. Always fooling yourself that you are with some body as a lover. Not as siblings Even though in fact it's not at all.

Look at the pictures of the two teasing each other. It's an image that someone like him can insert into. like over there It had been arranged from the beginning that it was just Ki Kwang and Mir, there was no place for people like him for a long time… He was just an outsider who was watching from afar and should have said that they were a perfect match. People around you think….

Enough already….with fake love. Once Son Dongwoon You're already too tired. You should have had enough...

You are the friend of the person you love...

And the person you love is your friend. You shouldn't have betrayed them…..

Two feet walking side by side Hands held together are warm. No matter how cold the air was, it couldn't make the two people walking next to each other feel the cold. Smiling at each other is like sending warmth and sweetness to each other. Just looking at it makes one feel warm to the heart……

But it's not this other heart. Watching the two of them now, there was only a coldness that touched their hearts.

When the two people walking side by side disappeared out of sight To make those who were only watching from behind step out of that place. A place that he thought was extremely cold. But what is really true is that this couple's hearts are so cold that they are numb. Even though I'm so numb I can't feel it anymore. But the pain still remains and cannot fade away….

It's like there's ice holding this heart together. Ice that will never melt….

He didn't know when Dongwoon opened his tear-soaked eyes. Looking at many people through the curtain of water Everything looks blurry. His strong body collapsed to the cold ground, exhausted. The rain began to fall slowly. His pale face lifted up to welcome the raindrops hitting his face. The clear water flowed and mixed with the raindrops until it was impossible to distinguish them.

The raindrops hitting my face made me feel pain. But it probably couldn't compare to his heart that was beating right now.

“It hurts a lot, haha.”

Images of events from the old days surfaced. Can't make you laugh at yourself. The chocolate ice cream had melted until there was nothing left of the word ice cream. He looked at the picture of the empty chair across from him one last time before giving a small smile. It was like giving a smile to the person who had stolen his entire heart. He slowly got up and walked away.

Turn your back on that past. Don't even turn to look. Let it be just a painful past But I will remember forever….

The atmosphere on the streets was filled with many people as usual. Even though the sky is covered in darkness Many different people walked together.

This is what you once told me. The people walking past each other had various emotions. There was both happiness and sadness mixed together. Looking up at the night sky. that wasn't as bright as that person Why are there so many people walking by? But today it seems like I'm the only one in this world….

“Looking at people walking past each other on the same road but with different emotions. because they come from different areas But we met again on this one road...walking past each other, maybe we'll meet again. That must really be destiny. Just like I met you. Really glad to meet you ^ ^”

A voice that I still remember well Remember every word that was spoken It still resounds in my heart and will continue to resound like this forever….

Goodbye, my first love.

And last love……

It's yours for reading this weird fic until the end.

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I feel like I'm wearing something strange.

After reading this, I'm dizzy and confused, and I apologize.

If there is a mistake or mistake, I apologize *bows*

This fic was intended to be sad. But I don't know if I'll be sad or not. I feel like at times it can't be described in words.

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