Because during this time I saw that people close to me were suffering from daily life that was not quite as desired and the feelings were unbearable. Until life seems too difficult Even with just a little bit of change, you will be able to live your life more happily. Therefore, I wanted to write this short story to give encouragement to those who feel unhappy in their lives.

There are many difficult stories to think about.

I want to remind everyone not to forget. The little things that are in our hearts What is it that he wants?

Don't forget to take care of it too. I love you all.

Toi is a descendant of farmers from other provinces in the northeast. Grew up on dirt and grass. He had a rather difficult life because of his poor status.

But Toi is a smart person who can be called a diamond in the rough. He was able to enter the medical school at a famous university in Bangkok.

Hoping that one day, when he graduates, he will be able to return to work at home. Take care of your family to have a happy life.

During the time that Toi was studying He had an affair with a woman.

Her name is Sammy. She is a beautiful woman with a chubby, white face. She has good status at home. She is of Chinese descent and is the child of a noble family. which is different from Toi in every aspect

But the two became close and began dating each other until they graduated and began entering their working lives.

At first the relationship went quite well. But when entering the third year Toi gradually came to experience the feeling of embarrassment when he was with Sammy.

Toi often likes to eat sticky rice and papaya salad at Auntie Num's shop, which is a cart selling it on the side of the road. But Sammy often forbids him to eat and gets into fights. But because Toi loved Sammy so much, he agreed to stop eating. Because Sammy said Somtam is an unclean food, high in sodium, has a bad smell, and is not good for health.

It also makes the image of a fortune teller bad. And it made her who came with Toi look even worse.

Toi kicks himself for being able to live in a society full of people he defines as good people. So he agreed to do whatever Sammy said. The food he must eat according to Sammy's instructions. Most are clean food. Healthy food is good for your health. Organic salad vegetables that are not seasoned at all.

There's only sweet or salty salad dressing. He never enjoyed it but was willing to eat it for his lover.

If you have time, go out to eat at a restaurant. Sammy often invites Toi to eat Western food that tastes greasy. which Toi doesn't like to eat at all Plus I have to be the one who pays Sammy every time. Even though his heart wanted to eat food that wasn't very expensive.

Toi wants to save and send money to his family to allocate to pay off debt and meet daily expenses. But Toi didn't dare tell Sammy. Because Sammy doesn't seem to want to associate with grassroots people like his family.

But because you must want to progress in every aspect of your life. I want to upgrade myself. So he agreed to maintain his image and patiently did as he was told.

Sammy suggested.

No matter what you do, Toi must always be considerate of Sammy. He began to absorb what Sammy had instilled in him. Toi began to earn more money from his work as a doctor. He spends on luxury items, clothes, bags, shoes, he has to show off his brand. Lifestyle must be chic and chic.

If you have free time, you have to go to the spa. Take Sammy on a date to a fancy restaurant in the Thonglor area and go on a boat trip to show off your wealth with discipline.

Go to the gym regularly Look and feel in good shape and health. Do everything according to the rules until Sammy is very satisfied.

But Toi felt happy. It was as if his entire life was bound by heavy chains and tortured reluctance. Even though the results received only praise But in his heart he became bitter and was gradually eaten away by feelings that he couldn't bear.

The daily life he had to go through was like a doll that needed winding up. lifeless

One day, he saw a cart selling fresh coconut milk ice cream passing in front of the coffee shop where he often sat and soaked. Toi, who was sitting blankly, thought back to his childhood when his mother used to borrow money from a neighbor to buy coconut milk ice cream for him to eat when he was still a spoiled and spoiled child.

He still remembers the car of that nation well. It was as delicious as if my heart was ready to die and go to heaven.

Without realizing it, Toi got up and walked towards the ice cream cart. A glimpse of Shammi's face appeared. But he couldn't stand it. Because Toi thought that coconut milk ice cream might help him feel better.

While Toi was walking towards the ice cream cart. He came across a couple who were eating ice cream.

“One large bowl of coconut milk ice cream,” I had to tell the seller.

Suddenly, the woman with her lover turned around and looked.

Toi stared at the girl's face firmly. Toi accidentally saw his lover while she was eating the same ice cream that he was eating at a street cart that she had always forbidden Toi from eating.

Sammy stood frozen, staring into Toi's face in silence. Meanwhile, the young man next to Sammy was completely clueless.

“Here, Aum, darling,” the young man innocently put ice cream into Sammy's mouth. Sammy opened his mouth and ate expressionlessly.

“Oh, it's like this. Is this a bland bastard?” Toi looked at the face of a good-looking young man standing and feeding ice cream to his girlfriend. Looks like he is the son of many noble people. It would really answer Sammy's question.

"I've got a big bowl of ice cream," the seller greeted Toi.

Toi is very sad. He grabbed the ice cream and turned and walked away slowly like a gentleman without any interaction with Sammy. Even though in my heart I wanted to snatch her head and slap her so that she knew and would survive. But I had to suppress my emotions. In the end, I just thought.

Toi tried to think and tell himself that If you love someone, set them free. Go be as happy as he wants to be. Even though I feel offended by this phrase, I repeat it to myself.

He began to put pressure on himself to surpass someone like Sammy in every way, even though he wasn't born into Sammy's rich family. He was determined to get over Sammy.

He set to work diligently and continued the rules Sammy had taught him about food, lifestyle, socializing, owning expensive possessions and always looking expensive. But this intensity didn't last long. Toi suddenly began to feel despondent.

Not having much energy despite taking care of your health all the time

Toi has undergone treatment with a psychiatrist and is now suffering from depression.

Toi decided to take a week's leave and return to visit family in the provinces.

When Toi reached home The first words that Mom greeted Toi were

“Have you eaten yet? Come to Mae Tam Somtam for me to eat. Same recipe for three chili peppers.” As soon as Toi heard that sentence His tears flowed. I don't know if it's because I'm sad or relieved.

“My child has come home. Sorry for being gone for so long,” Toi said to his mother through tears. In the mucus-covered embrace of the formerly whiny son

for one week The family must be able to heal their son and bring him back to his old self again, probably because he must already be intelligent and able to adjust and adjust quickly. In the past, you may have been brainwashed and have forgotten yourself with excessive desires in your heart. The hope of wanting to be more prominent disappeared into love and wanting to work for others.

and throughout the week Toi was healed by his mother's children's recipe for papaya salad with crab and fermented fish and fried chicken. Plus, I get to eat coconut milk ice cream after almost every meal. and dared to say with full confidence that this was happiness This is his life

Toi returned to Bangkok to work as usual and he began to live his own life and be his own person.

It is based on fulfilling his small wish every day to become a force for good deeds, taking care of his patients with a heart that comes from happiness and sincerity.

And those powers were based on his small desires as the power that passed on. In order to intend to work in medical service with heart

Five years later, Toi became a famous medical professor who was rumored by patients to be a friendly doctor. Not arrogant until gaining the trust of many patients And his fame attracted him to a woman who fell in love with him for who he was.

and fell in love with him because of his easy-going nature Importantly, this young woman is the granddaughter of the Prime Minister.