Too much to resist, not to love

. . . This is my father . . .

"Dare..." A hoarse, sad voice came from the mouth of his former lover who had left him and chosen another woman to get married and have a family.

"....." The face of the person in front of me was so dark and gloomy that I was speechless. From being angry, hating, not wanting to meet, not wanting to see your face Don't want to know any stories from the other party, but today Tonkla doesn't have those feelings.

The person in front of him made his heart tremble. I feel so sorry that I can't speak.

From someone who used to stand out and look good Now there are no images left mixed with those images. Just 5 years of not seeing each other P'Tew has changed a lot.

"Can you leave your son, Talay, with Kla? "P'Tew, Tonkla's former lover, lowered his head, not daring to meet eye contact. He felt so ashamed that he had to rely on someone he had hurt so unforgivably.

Leave the other person to choose someone who can make his family perfect. At that time, Thewpai thought like that.

What he chose then He thinks it's right. Even though deep inside his heart was conflicted, the society around him at that time forced him to choose. Choose the point that normal people choose to do. Women must partner with men only.

In the end, what Thewphai thought was good and correct was not what he had envisaged. His chosen wife A person who is good and has everything has his heart broken when he finds out the truth that his wife has given her heart to another man.

Her final confession She said she was lonely. I blame him for only working and not having time for him, even though he does everything for our family. Thewphai is sad that his wife doesn't understand and is not patient with him.

She also said with an expressionless look in her eyes. She's not the only one. She still has many people that she uses to relieve her loneliness. His heart was constricting at that time and it was difficult for him to breathe. It hurt so much that I had to take a deep breath to relieve the tightness in my chest. Try your best to remain calm so as not to cause a violent incident. However, when your wife says words that provoke and hurt you, Thewpai ended the problem by picking up a gun and shooting the other person's heart mercilessly as well.

He looked at his wife's bloody picture with an indifferent heart. Don't feel guilty about what you've done. When the situation calms down He called the police. Sitting and waiting to surrender and accept karma for that crime.

When everything falls apart, nothing is good. Wife dies at the hands of her husband Leaving a baby who is less than a year old The problem is who will continue to take care of them?

Tiw has no one left to rely on or trust. His brain was blind and he couldn't think. But the face of a former lover appears, Tonkla...

Yes, seedlings...

Tonkla was the only person he thought of at that time. And Tonkla is the only person he trusts and dares to entrust his son's life with because Tonkla has a good heart and is kind. Throughout the time we've known each other, Tiwphai has the courage to take her life as collateral. If the sea were with this person His son will be safe and a good person. Thewpai believes in this person.

Tiwpai decided to contact him. He prayed that Tonkla would still use the same number. Thank heavens, he was able to contact Tonkla.

Thewpai asks the other party to come to him.

"There's no one left in my life anymore. Huh! "Manly tears flow when he feels the discomfort and tension to the point where he doesn't know where to release it. So I could only let the tears of sorrow flow down slowly.

The bamboo tree's life is now a dark place. The parents died a long time ago. The relatives were not that close. He's like the only one. The only light he could see was a seedling...

Seedlings are his only hope.

"P Pee Thiw" Tonkla was very moved by the picture in front of him. P'Tew, the strong person who had protected and looked after him before, was now so frail and fragile that if he touched his finger on the other person it would break into pieces. Shoulders that were once proud were now sagging like a person in despair. The palm of the hand squeezes tightly so as not to tremble.

pitiful...

“I beg you, I beg you, there is no one else left. Can you take care of the sea for me?"

ask..

Eyes filled with teardrops looked at the seedlings pleading and begging until the person being asked could not refuse.

"Yes," Tonkla promised even though he hadn't even seen the child yet.

"Thank you. Thank you very much...and sorry once again for having caused you pain and regret..."

"That's enough. It's been a long time ago..." Tonkla said, interrupting the other party from talking about the past that made him so sad. A past that almost made him not want to live anymore. He's hurt enough. I don't want to bring it up again.

"Dare to take care of my own child. But I dare not ask to come and visit you here. Tonkla told the person who smiled with tears streaming down his face.

Tonkla's words might have sounded too cruel to those who happened to pass by, but it wasn't. He had no need to visit the other party in prison. He doesn't even have anything to do with P'Tew. It's just a former lover who has hurt my feelings. It once caused him so much pain that he almost died and it was unforgivable.

They created problems among themselves, so why did he have to admit to them? Not related at all...

But he was reluctant to accept the promise of raising the child born to him by the man who had wronged him.

But I accepted to take care of the other child because I knew that Pee Thew truly had no one left. He can take care of just one child with no problem, but he doesn't want to deal with the person who once broke his heart anymore.

"At this point, I'm really ashamed. Thank you... It's truly a merit of the sea. “Thewpai is so touched by Tonkla's kindness that he doesn't know how to repay the other person's kindness because he himself has to pay for the karma he committed in prison for many decades.

"look after yourself too"

If I have a chance or come out and stop by to see my child, I don't mind..

Tonkla just told his former lover in his heart before turning and walking away, not looking back..

"Father, please take an interest in Nong Talay." Talay at the age of 3 years old

"Huh, Nong Talay doesn't let Father love anyone. Your father must love you only. "The sea at age 5

"How much does Father love the sea?"

"Father loves the sea as much as the sky~~"

"Talay loves his father as much as the sky~~"Talay when he was 8 years old

"Le doesn't like Master Kai."

"Why? "

"Teacher Kai likes to come and talk with Father. When father is with him Father doesn't care."

"Father is talking about work. You must understand, child."

"But I don't like it."

"So when your father is working You can go to the sea and read a book in the library or go swimming first."

"Father, are you chasing Le?" Talay when he was 12 years old

The sea is very jealous of the seedlings. So possessive that he won't let anyone be near him. I won't let you go anywhere and talk to anyone. Or even won't allow me to have a boyfriend. Is the baby so addicted that sometimes the seedlings feel like it's too much?

He secretly thought, is Talay a child abnormal or missing something? Because throughout the sea, there is only him. The sea has no mother, only a father like Tonkla. The sea's family consists of only seedlings. As for Grandpa and Grandma, they have gone back to the provinces since the sea was in middle school.

Talay once asked about his own mother. Tonkla tried to answer in a way that the younger sibling would understand. The mother of the sea is in the sky, an angel in heaven. If the sea misses you, just look up there and smile handsomely and be a good kid. Mother will come to you.

The seedling hopes that when the sea grows, it will understand that My own mother is no longer in this world...

"Father Hale has a girlfriend."

"Huh? "

"My name is Jasmine. I'm a Mathayom 3 senior."

"I just started Mathayom 1, kid."

"He said he likes me. So I came to ask Le to be my girlfriend."

"So, do you like him?"

"I don't know, but I agreed to be your girlfriend."

"Yes, if you have anything, you can consult with your father." Talay at the age of 13

"Dad, Le broke up with Jasmine." After only a week, his son said they had broken up. Too soon, son.

"bay"

"Boring, Le is annoyed, likes to force Le to do this and that. So Le said he didn't want to be my boyfriend anymore, I didn't like him."

"Heh heh..."

Children, do you understand the word love yet?

"sea.."

"Le..."

"Do as you wish. Don't talk as you wish. Father is going to sleep. Sweet dreams..."

Tonkla immediately turned his back on his son and called the other party several times but did not receive a response.

Angry: Tonkla is very angry at the sea. Since he behaves like a child like this, he will not reconcile and speak until the other party realizes what he has done.

What's the point of yelling at an adult like that? too aggressive He never taught his children to act like that.

Day by day the sea becomes more willful and does not listen to reason. Didn't listen to anything at all. He knows that his child is jealous of him. I don't like him giving importance to others more than himself. But you must also understand that your father must have a society. have a group of friends have co-workers He's not the only one in this world.

Hurry!

The force of the hug from behind caused those who closed their eyes to turn their backs and remain silent, waiting to hear their son speak.

"Father..." a soft voice pleading until the heart of a person