Title: To My Sweetheart |

To you, my beloved.

Rate: PG-13

TW: *Suicide*, Broken Heart, Lost, Christianary |

Reference: Two-haeded Calf Poem

Note:

In the story, the names of the characters are not mentioned in order to avoid any connection or acquaintance with the characters. If you are under thirteen years of age, having your parents help guide you would be great.

Please use your discretion when reading.

Tomorrow, when the sun shines on your skin This body probably cannot respond when it has lost all the sensations it once had, as it should. If someone were to destroy this body or throw it into the salt water to become one with the sea, it would probably be buried back in the ground and returned to the earth.

But tonight, she's still alive. Make the most of this short life with the beloved man on the beach. Watch as the orange light slowly disappears into the sea and is replaced by pitch black. The sound of the waves and the wind blowing is as beautiful as music playing with the melody of happiness, expressing love and giving condolences.

It was a perfect night, wasn't it?

Just the foam of the waves lapping up on the sand and the moisture at the tips of your toes. The feeling of heat on the soles of your feet as you stepped onto the sand with your bare feet. Ordinary, monotonous things bring so much happiness beyond belief. Whatever it was, looking at it now was more beautiful than these eyes had ever seen.

His face was raised to the soft silver moonlight that even Sasi was happy to shine brightly, bathing the entire beach like a dance floor. A heartfelt smile gave to the wind in her heart, begging for help to carry it everywhere so that every memory would remain buried deep in every molecule of sand.

The eyes of a dying person...why are they able to see everything so beautifully?

Even the stars in the sky, the magic eye could see them piled up all over the sky. So bright It's twice as beautiful as before.

In her eyes, she saw everything around her more beautiful than ever before. But the man he loved saw something that could not be as beautiful as her, who still smiled sweetly on the waves of water and the wind without ever getting tired of it.

Her weakened body still waved and moved in a passionate and enchanting pose, like a goddess in heaven dancing and playing with the moonlight. God was so cruel to him... for sending an angel down to earth and only to take her back in such a short period of time.

Pain, many requests and prayers, praying for the merciful Lord to take this soul instead. But tonight the answer was clearer than any miracle she could tell because she was leaving. That is God's denial.

A cold palm, colder than the sea breeze that carried sea salt all over his body, touched his face. Gently wipe off the warm water droplets from your face. Even in this place, she still had a smile on her face.

Two arms embracing the body of this woman, the love of my whole life. The tip of his nose pressed against the soft hair, inhaling the aroma mixed with the scent of the sea into his lungs. Experience as much as you can...remember everything that is you for the last time. Capture every feeling and every touch that I'm sure no matter how many hundreds or thousands of years it will take, I will never forget it.

Her embrace was weak, but it was filled with love. Steam it until you breathe in and receive it fully into your chest. But above all, the one feeling that is so clear is that of brokenness. She was strong enough to live a happy life...but why was he just standing here in front of her crying?

Why was this smile so beautiful when he would see it for the last time? Why was her laugh, so hoarse and weak, so audible when he had the chance to hear it for the last time?

She invites him to dance. The round moon watched as a witness. He gave her a sweet smile of comfort, a promise to assure her that choosing to love her was the best thing that happened in his life. Embracing him as he moved slowly with the wind, she snuggled against his chest and listened to his heart.

Until you ran out of strength to stand He sat down on the wet sand with her on his lap. Lean on the back of his chest to feel the slow heartbeat..it always stands still with you.

Two hands grabbed two arms and forced them to embrace her. The soft humming of the wind carried his ears with every word. It was not a command but a romantic declaration of love even though no words were spoken. The melody of her favorite song and he hummed it over and over until he lost count.

His body was cold, but why did he feel so warm? I want to embrace you and not let you go. But her forever is over. All that is left of him is to continue living without her, his beloved.

She will be up there. at a star She said with a tired laugh. Even though he couldn't see it, he knew that the angel who shone brightly and dyed the entire world would still smile sweetly no matter what. He was the only one who let tears flow down his cheeks without being ashamed of heaven or earth because she probably didn't even have the strength to turn around or help wipe away his tears. No need to be tired or suffer from this poor body again.

God took her away from him so quickly.... But meeting you was such a wonderful blessing that even if I were to live another ten lives, I wouldn't exchange this blessing for anything.

The first light of the day appeared on the horizon. The moon said goodbye with a diluted silver light that was soon erased by a soft orange light that was not as hot and burning as it always was. It was as soft as her mourning over the fire.

Her body was still...the seawater was blowing against her legs, but she didn't move. I didn't feel anything anymore the moment the first light touched me. Although lifeless, this body is still embraced with love. A loud cry was heard on the beach, tears mingling with the sea water.

No matter how loud you scream Begging until your throat was dry, your voice hoarse and unable to speak. She still lay there peacefully....and her face still wore the same smile as last night, but looked even more lively than when she was still breathing. Up in the sky, they would take good care of and welcome the return of their sweet angel.

On the other side of the sea She will be waiting there. Don't be worried or worried. Someday he will meet her again. Therefore, he must live a happy life as she wants. To collect it and give it to you when we meet again.

Living to remember her wouldn't be such a bad thing if it was a punishment for him as a human who had committed any sins. But if we meet again among the stars..he will only ask fate and the Great Father not to take her away from him again.

To be with you until the heavens and oceans dry up. No matter how long you have to wait, it will happen. If the last light on the horizon is hope

*Two-headed Calf peom* 

It is a poem by Laura Gilpin.

Laura Gilpin)

It's quite loud. The plot is about a two-headed calf that is born late at night and dies in the morning. But he lived that short life happily with his cow on the farm. Living your life to the fullest, no matter how small it is, can make you happy. It is about giving value to every life.