I am. But no one knows And there is no need to show it to anyone. I'm happy with who I am today. It's not uncomfortable. But at the time when everything in my heart was probably a website where I secretly liked someone of the same gender as me. And we can't express anything. However, that suffering comes from time to time according to occasion. From friends, seniors, juniors, while studying, until coming to work, what I can do is
Showing normal friendship, that's it. Insert yourself into getting to know him. Some people are really close. At first we were madly in love, but after that we became very close. Until I felt nothing at all with my friend. Many times we look at these people. I imagine that we are his lover. Sometimes I want to confess and make peace with each other, but I think that's not the way, it's just friends. They were friends, of course they slept together. Put on your underwear and walk in the middle of the room.
Walking and stroking my younger brother, there is a real man. Or sometimes we call and talk over and over for 3-4 hours, but we always know that they are friends. But beyond that, I haven't told you today. I will tell you the latest case. And it still lingers in my mind at the time of writing.
/// Well, I'm playing a short video app (
TT)
It keeps redeeming. Ready to press like as usual. Until one day I met a younger person. It's a clip with a gay man who is a papaya salad vendor. Posting a teasing clip. I feel like this young person is interesting. White, with hair, but that's not my type. But it's fun to watch. When the mothers of the Somtam shop teased their younger siblings. I went and looked at every clip until there was one clip.
The younger one came with his older brother and another older brother's friend. In short, all three of them were handsome. But what stuck out to me was his brother. And another person who is a friend is also fun to love. In conclusion, I have come to love these two brothers. I tried to find the accounts of these two people until I found them both in
TT , FB
and
IG
is a very high effort I will explain the appearance and initials of the three younger siblings.
1 The first little one's name is Aod. He's the first little one I've ever met. He's thin and has a sharp face, but he's very white. He looks sweet and cute. But it's still not my style.
2 Nong Bas is Odd's real older brother. He is not tall, has an athletic figure, and looks agile in takraw. White face, Thai mixed with Chinese, very clear face, sharp nose, slightly pointed face. Tattooed all over his back. Likes to play Takraw a lot.
TT
There's only Takraw, and the only personality is crushing it for you to hear. (Bass is the person who caused the incident)
3 Nong Non is a basketball friend, tall, dark skin, not black, handsome Thai face, secretly cute, never bored looking at him.
Later, I secretly watched, clicked Like, and went to watch the clip repeatedly. The same old pictures of both Bas and Non, every time I think of them, I'm so lost. I really like the simplicity of ordinary homes, children, techniques, ordinary things, with nothing to lose, right? I added everyone. There was Basketball and Non who accepted it, I was happy and got to chat and thank them. His younger brother sometimes answered, sometimes he didn't, sometimes he asked what he was doing. The younger one answered. We can understand. Didn't get anything at all until one day....
Nong Bas posted that Goodbye (hometown) for one thing, there were people who commented something like "Good luck, have a safe trip, blah blah blah". So we commented "Where are you going?" Nong Bas replied to me, "Going to Rayong." We asked, "Are you going to work? In which area?" But he didn't answer and continued commenting on me, haha.
Here it is, you're close to us now...(I forgot to tell you, I work in Chonburi Province) So he continued chatting and asking Nong Bas: "Did you get a job yet?" She said that she still came to live with a friend first. So we asked for details. No matter what ended What kind of job do you want? Where do you want to live?
Until we fell into helping Nong Bas by default, both doing
resume
Make history in
jobthai
and scanning various personal document files Including taking the younger brother to a job interview. Think about it, I agreed to take time off from work and drive to pick up the younger brother in Rayong. to come for a job interview in Chonburi What is it that you are extremely dedicated to? During the time before reaching the dormitory where the younger brother was staying, I am very excited I really want to meet you.
Until I took my younger brother to do missions until he got a job and got a dormitory. Then a fleeting thought occurred…