To...you who have been broken countless times.

How are you today?

Is it raining that way? (It rains here almost every day. August is the rainy season.)

Do you like the rain? I would like to say that I don't like it at all if I have to go outside. But we really like it if we have to stay home. It felt like I had a friend next to me. Don't think we're strange. Because we think that you must have contradictions like us (laughs).

We don't know why you came to read this. Maybe I accidentally found it and clicked on it. Because I saw it through my own eyes. Or is there some reason in your mind? We don't know either.

But we want to say Thank you for coming to read. Even though there may be no one reading it, haha. You are very special to us.

Try reading the next page first. Don't leave yet because we intended to write it for the two of us.

After reading, please come and share what you think. We are ready to listen and improve : )

To you…

Have you ever fallen in love with something? It might be something small or something that no one thought anyone would even like. Maybe you fell in love with waking up early. (We mostly think you fall in love with staying up late.) Or maybe you fall in love with the moon. fall in love with yourself fall in love with someone Or maybe you'll fall in love with the sky like us.

We really like the sky. Because the sky makes us want to live Someone once said that they had never met a person who liked the sky this much. If asked how much we like it We can probably answer that we really like it. Why do you like it? I don't know either. I just like it. Sometimes there's no need for a reason.

I've heard many people, including myself, say that “Some things don't need a reason.” But recently we met a person. He told us “Everything happens for a reason,” so we ask a lot of questions. and asked him what the reason for that was So he answered briefly: “Some things don't need a reason.

Even though there really is a reason hidden in it.”

So we learned that Some things in life that we think are irrational In fact, there is always a reason in it. We just don't need to find out what reasons there are for things 1. 2. 3. But let's just live our lives. Because no one is crazy about thinking of reasons for everything in life, right? (Or you are that kind of person)

Otherwise, I'd probably be really tired. Live your life happily. Let it be as you wish.

Today we read a book. You can probably guess what it is. Or if you don't know, we can tell you (

Reasons To Stay Alive

To the broken ) If you ask me if it's good Let me tell you, it's very good. Try going to read it. But I secretly said that I was very sad. It's probably because during this time we are sensitive. I still haven't finished reading it. But if the day comes when I'm stronger, I'll read it to the end.

There is a page in the book that says

“Ultimately, we humans need courage to live our lives. rather than ending one's life."

Albert Camus (

Albert Camus A Happy Death

If you ask me if it's true? We answered that it was very true. When we have a problem, someone usually tells us. “The problem you encountered is small. We've seen more than this.” We'd like to answer that. “How do you know it's so small? Because you are not us. How do you know if it's small?” Everyone has a first time. First walk First spoken sentence first love or first time problem

which we have never encountered It makes us immune to fighting. It may cause us to fail or win. I don't see anything wrong with it. Because we still have another chance, right?

But it's surprising that every time we fail, We often cannot move forward. What is the reason? Because we're not good enough. Because we are losers. Or because we're weak? Most of these reasons do not come from ourselves. It comes from society that molds us to think like that.

The society we encounter makes us just have to be strong people. You can't be weak. Everything that you do must be successful. You can only be a winner. There must be no failure in life. It makes us very tired to conform to what society forces us to be. When we accumulate problems or stories that

Toxic

Too much in our lives becomes depression.

No one has ever blamed themselves for causing us to be like that. Everyone scolded him. Very few people can accept and love us as we are. That we are like that It's hard to live. And still have to endure the various words that come my way

Sometimes it makes us think, “If I disappear, will other people love me more?”

But then those thoughts gradually disappear when we know our reason for living and what it is. The reason does not come from the love of those around you, but from the love of yourself. It may be a small matter to others. But it is the greatest thing that gives me hope when I wake up every morning.

One day we looked up at the sky that we haven't looked at much. And think about why the sky is so beautiful today After that, we watched it every day. Each day it's not the same. The sky changes every second, just like our feelings each day. We look at constant change. Until it becomes a habit to do

“How does the sky feel today?” On days when we are sad about our lives, when we look up that day, the sky may have bright colors to comfort us and tell us. “Tomorrow it will be better” or sometimes it is sad to be our friend to say. “You are not alone. We're still friends.” It made me fall in love. and observe until it becomes the reason for living

‘Ouranophile’

A person who falls in love with the sky

So, have you found a reason to live yet? If you haven't found it yet, that's okay. Just search slowly. Don't think about anything big. What you think is normal in life may become your reason.

From…me to me