When there is love For the people we love to be able to do everything.
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Minseok Oppa's Birthday He wants Oppa to be happy and wants to see Oppa smile often.
He is a lovely big brother to the little ones.
and ASF forever.
The whole story begins with 'him' and 'me'.
Evening park near home It is probably a paradise for many people who want to relax their bodies. From working hard all day Or even studying is stressful for many students. Come sit on the soft green grass with your family and loved ones, bring food to eat, and talk.
Look at the children running around happily. A cool breeze blows gently. Accompanied by the sound of little birds about to fly back to their nests. It's a picture that makes you happy, right?
'Sir!' The boy in the tower called out to another boy who was sitting alone on the swing. Kim Minseok could only wonder? Even though there are many children The various toys that are located can accommodate many children, but why? So he chose to come here. The swing on which this sad-looking boy sat
'?' The boy looked confused. Then he used his small fingers to point at himself, like, 'You're calling me?' His clear eyes were full of questions.
'Ah, that's you,' Minseok replied with a childishly innocent smile. The other boy's eyes looked at Minseok. and still expressed many misunderstandings
'What is your name? My name is Minseok. Kim Minseok, 8 years old. He emphasizes his name clearly. for the other party to remember Smiling until his rabbit teeth could be seen. An unconcealed excitement was transmitted through the boy Kim Minseok's big eyes and a fluttering heart that the other person couldn't detect. It must have been the feeling when starting something new. As a child, Minseok thought like that.
'R...We, Luhan, are 8 years old, Chinese.' At that time, I was very happy to have made new friends. Plus I'm the first foreign friend. It also comes from mainland China. It's not unusual to not have friends to play with. Minseok couldn't think of anything else but to make his Chinese friend's sad eyes disappear and be filled with happiness. Look at Luhan.
This Minseok will make Luhan happy. Minseok's secret promise that he never told anyone. Only expressive actions are required to make Luhan happy.
That's where it all started...
"Luhan! Let's go to school!" Kim Minseok's clear voice called out to his Chinese friends at the house across the street. It was like a daily routine for Minseok to have to stand in front of the house and call Luhan like this every morning. The person came and said 'Well, I want to go to school with Minseok.' Only then would Minseok appear and call Luhan in front of this house every morning.
I will do whatever Luhan wants. But when did Luhan not need Minseok anymore? This Minseok will be the one to go.
"Alu! Hurry, Minseok is waiting." Luhan's mother's voice. Encourage your lazy son to hurry up and start a new day like this every morning.
"Alright, let's go now." After Luhan said goodbye to his mother to go to school, which was the main goal of the day. The two of them are in their third year of high school and cannot miss class. Where will I take the exam to collect scores? Read books to prepare for exams. The most brutal part is probably the university entrance exam. The two of them had their own goals.
Luhan wants to enter a sports university because he likes to play football. As for Minseok, he wants to go to any university as long as Luhan is there. It may sound dirty. From a young boy who wanted to make his new Chinese friends happy 10 years ago, he has now turned into a small, cute boy. Who secretly loves his best friend who is a few centimeters taller than himself.
Minseok was a shy person and didn't dare tell Luhan. But he wasn't a fool who couldn't see that Luhan only thought of him as a 'friend'. Minseok could only feel hurt. But just being able to continue being by Luhan's side like this is considered happiness for this Minseok.
"this ! Did Minseok finish his homework from yesterday at Teacher Park?”
"Well, it's finished. Don't tell me..." When asked like this, people like Luhan have only one purpose.
"Well, Luhan isn't finished yet. Please copy Minseok's *^*" Is it not finished yet or not yet? I can only think in my heart. When did Minseok guess wrong? Luhan is always like this, refusing to do his homework. And he likes to come and make a soft, sweet sound and ask to copy his homework all the time. But Minseok always has Luhan copy his homework too. How do you get someone to 'love' you? ;)
The two of them arrived at school about half an hour before class time. Minseok excuses himself to go to the bathroom. Luhan, on the other hand, is responsible for copying Minseok's homework. After going to the bathroom on the way back to class Minseok sees this year's high school star, Byun Baekhyun, as truly envious. Both a charming smile that attracts everyone.
Even though we have never known each other before White and smooth skin Wine-red hair swaying in the wind. and good-naturedness towards people around you Make this person look good in everything. Baekhyun is loved by many people at school. and is the person Luhan loves Minseok is really envious of these people.
-Lunch break-
"Minseok, Ailu, let's go eat," came the voice of Zitao, a young Chinese boy who moved to study in Korea out of curiosity and the desire to try being like a teenager. Called the two roommates. Ready to hug both of them. Now was the time for lunch that everyone was looking forward to after school ended. The three of us always go out to eat together. But it seems like that hasn't been the case lately.
“You guys, let's go. I'm going to eat with Baekhyun. Leave it to Minseok.” With that, he put his things in his bag and walked out of the classroom. Leaving Minseok to eat with the two Tao's, I'm getting used to it.
“What is it, Inie? Have a boyfriend and forget your friends? Let's go, Minseok, don't worry about Luman,” shouted Luhan, who had probably already walked away. The last sentence was addressed to the little man who sat depressed and refused to get up from his chair. Tao took the opportunity to hold the little man's hand and lead him to the cafeteria.
-TAO Part-
When arriving at the cafeteria Neither Tao nor Minseok said anything. It's not that he's not good at speaking. But he just didn't know what to say to comfort the little person. Yes! Minseok secretly loves Luhan, he knows this. Even though Minseok didn't say it himself, the little man's eyes said it all. He thought Luhan would know too.
But always tried to reject this little friend because Luhan didn't love Minseok. He knows how painful it is to have a secret one-sided love. So he could only stay by the little guy's side when Luhan wasn't around. He comforts me when Minseok is sad. In case Minseok will one day turn and look at him...
-END TAO Part-
Today is a day that seems normal. Minseok started repeating the same routine. Going to school with Luhan I think of Luhan while eating. He encouraged me to stay away from Luhan during football practice. Go home alone I miss Luhan...
Minseok's daily life is full of Luhan. I don't know if Luhan has Minseok in mind or not. The sky that was once bright in the morning Instead, it turned black like Minseok's heart right now. It's within reach but I can't grab it.
Minseok was sitting in his bedroom doing his homework. It is now 8:30 p.m. 'Is Luhan going to sleep now?'
Ring, ring, ring.
Suddenly, the person I was thinking of sent a message. Minseok picked up his thin white phone and unlocked the screen to scroll through the messages the other person had sent.
-Luhan-
'What's going on?' I thought and walked over to open the curtains and looked at the room across the street that was still open. Let's go take a look.
-Luhan's bedroom-
Knock, knock, knock.
Minseok in front of Luhan's bedroom Knocking on the door, waiting for the owner of the room to open. Excited. This is the first feeling. Because he hadn't been to Luhan's room for a long time. Since Luhan is Baekhyun's boyfriend...
"Come in," came the voice of the room owner. Waking up Minseok who was lost in his own thoughts, he walked into the room.
"Is there something wrong? You called me so late." It was already close to 9 p.m. But if it's Luhan, no matter how late it is, he'll come.
"Come sit next to me," Luhan said, patting the empty seat next to him on the dark-colored bed. It tells Minseok to sit here.
"?" Minseok didn't reply. But do as Luhan says easily.
Hurry!
Luhan suddenly gathered the little man into an embrace with his head resting on his small shoulder. Minseok, still shocked by the events that just happened, sat there frozen. But soon he felt sobs and wetness on his shoulders. Letting him know that Luhan was crying right now. and need a refuge
People whose consciousness began to return little by little Gently raising his hand to embrace the taller man.
"Luhan, what's wrong?" The little man's worried question made Luhan cry. Slowly telling his own story
"Baek Baekhyun. Ugh. He broke up with me. Huh."
Because one sentence from Luhan made Minseok's conscience completely messed up. Moreover, the heart was pounding because of joy. What should he do?
“Why? Why did Baekhyun say that? Does Luhan know?” Minseok is still Minseok. Never tell your needs if you're not sure.
"Well, ugh, I went and yelled while Baekhyun was hugging a friend, ugh, then Baekhyun said that if we still don't trust each other, then we should break up," listening to another person say with tears in their eyes. It made Minseok want to cry. He didn't want to see Luhan cry. He should make this friend happy, right?
“Luhan, calm down. At that time, you were just mad that Baekhyun was cuddling with someone else. But he's just a friend. Baekhyun didn't really want to break up with Luhan at all. Tomorrow you go adjust your understanding with Baekhyun. Baekhyun, he loves you very much." He said it himself and it hurt. Do you know, Luhan, that I love you very much too?
Luhan looked up from the small shoulder he was temporarily relying on. Minseok looked at his tall friend who was crying like a child a moment ago. The eyes are the same as they were then. I probably won't be able to make you happy.
"Thank you, Minseok. Thank you. Minseok is my best friend." Luhan smiled now. Because of Luhan's smile, Minseok couldn't help but smile. I can only be like this.
-Minseok's bedroom-
After finishing comforting his friend It's time to console myself. Minseok could only sit and cry silently in his room. I don't know how long. But the light in the bedroom opposite had already gone out. 'You've never thought of me more than a friend, have you?' Will there ever be a time when you'll look at me?
Is it me who's been thinking alone all this time? The more I think about it, the more it hurts. Tears that seemed to stop flowing again flowed from his large eyes without any signs of stopping. 'Stop thinking, Minseok. You're not important. If I wasn't here, you probably wouldn't care...
Vibration from a thin phone Makes Minseok stop all his thoughts.
-grey-
'What else is there?'
No need to keep the caller waiting long, Minseok immediately answered the call. He tried to keep his voice as normal as possible. He didn't want Tao or anyone else to worry because of him.
"Y...Yeoboseyo" I'm not very fond of. The more you force, the more you resist. Why didn't you do anything as you wanted?
(Is Minseok free?)
"Wha...it's free."
(I'm definitely not bothering you.)
"Yes...sure."
(What's wrong with you?)
"No..." In the end, I couldn't close it anymore.
(Minseok, you're not alone. You still have me...)
"Huh, Tao..." Just one sentence from Tao and finally I told Tao everything. His voice sounded very worried about me.
He is the person who is always beside me. Why can I ignore this friend? Tonight I can sleep.
The next morning, I went to call Luhan in front of the house like every day. But it was different today because Luhan left the house early in the morning. It's rare for a lazy deer to wake up this early. If it weren't for Baekhyun Today I must go to school alone.
“Minseok, this way!” I turned towards the voice calling, and it was Tao. He was waiting for me at the entrance to the school.
"Let's go to school." Tao put his arm around my shoulders. It's like he told me. You still have me. I could only smile and thank him. I don't know what to say. Now it hurts to the point where I can't speak.
I didn't meet Luhan in the morning. In the morning we will study elective subjects. which is the subject that you want to study Of course, Luhan and I didn't take the same classes. But in the afternoon I have to attend Teacher Kim's class. Anyway, we have to meet today.
“Minseok, thank you very much. Thank you very much!” Luhan said while shaking both of my hands. His face looked very happy. Behind Luhan, Baekhyun stood and gave him a friendly smile. Everything is as I want. I want Luhan to be happy. I want my new Chinese friends from 10 years ago to have only smiles.
But why am I not happy at all?
In the evening, the school rooftop is probably a favorite place for many people. Watching people from high above doing various activities within the school. Some people gather to talk with friends before going home. Some groups are practicing sports. Some people were walking out of school to go home. Like right now Luhan and Baekhyun are walking out of the school grounds holding hands.
Unable to know where the two of them will go next. Minseok didn't know but watched the two of them walk away from the school until they were out of sight.
“Can't it be me?” Minseok didn't answer. There was only Tao who hugged the little person from behind. He continued to look down. Where Luhan and Baekhyun had just walked out.
“Let me take care of you. Let me be the person who makes you happy, okay?" The tall figure tightened his embrace. To make the little person confident in what he said Minseok remained silent but his small body turned to hug the owner of the promise just now.
"Trust me," Tao whispered to the small figure in his arms. This Tao will make Minseok forget Luhan. The small figure nodded in response but still hugged Tao tightly with tears of joy. At least Luhan, the person he
I've secretly loved you for many years and have been happy. It's time for him to be happy. with the people who love us
In the evening, when the wind blows gently, it invites you to relieve stress. People like times like this. When we are happy When the people around us are happy and when the people we love are happy.
Who told you that you want Seok to be happy? So why is it like this?
Do you agree with this, Lu Min? really?
That's it 55555
It ends happily. But each one is happy in different ways.
Today is Minseok oppa's birthday. Wright sat and wrote fiction all day.
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Happy reading, reader.
-Buyong-