Park Jimin

Jeon Jungkook

Rain of alone

On a rainy day

Why? To have to sit and endure pain like this Because the person I secretly love is a member of my friend group. Who knows? Park Jimin, a member of a group that is famous almost all over the world like... Bangtan Zone Yeodan I secretly liked the maknae of the group, Jeon Jungkook, I didn't think I'd like it this much.

But over and over I started liking it. What should I do?

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It's been almost 4 years since our debut. The famous Jimin discovered that he was in love with the demon maknae who never once called him hyung. Now it's Jiminna, Jiminnie, Jimin, Jiminah....

I'm stressed....

Jimin really likes Jungkook. But Jungkook doesn't know. And Jimin doesn't expect Jungkook to like Jimin back either. I just want Jimin to silently watch Jungkook's progress and admire him. This would probably be enough for Jimin and Jungkook's senior-junior status.

Even if the brain thinks like that But my heart squeezed violently every time Jungkook teased the members of the group intimately. I know we're close, but I'm jealous. I don't know whether to blame Jungkook's skinny nature or his own heart for not loving him...

Today was like every other day where Jimin had to sit with Jungkook and Taehyung playing games in the living room of the dorm. Jung and Taehyung, my cute dog friends. Sitting holding a telephone, each person Sitting next to each other until their best friend's arms were stuck to Jungkook's arms until they were touching each other. Taehyung's thin legs sometimes lift up to rest on Jungkook's thick legs when Jungkook loses at a game.

And when Taehyung wins over Jungkook Taehyung would immediately put both his own legs on top of Jungkook's legs..

“Oh my friend, come play together?” Taehyung looked up at Jimin who was watching him and Jungkook playing a game. Looking with those sad eyes I thought I wanted to play games too. But that thought was stopped when Jimin shook his head a few times in denial and immediately walked out of the living room. Jungkook didn't care because he was blasting Taehyung with his skills while Taehyung talked with Jimin.

"Aiiku!! Jungkook ya!! You sneaky dog!” Taehyung shouted loudly, followed by Jungkook who laughed and fired his skills at Taehyung like before.

Jimin stood by the living room door holding his own chest. He gripped the shirt lightly before loosening it and gripping it again. Ah, Jimin would definitely have a heart attack one day. If it hurts like this It must be hard to find.

Some people turned and walked into the living room again. He glanced at the two of them briefly before walking around to the medicine cabinet behind the sofa. His hand moved to gently open the sliding door and he took out a pill jar and poured two pills into his hand. Thinking in his mind, he immediately threw a small white pill into his mouth, followed by the water that was sitting next to the cabinet.

He made to get up and leave the room, but the sound of laughter and teasing from the two people in the room made Jimin decide to pick up two more pills and walk out of the room immediately.

“What medicine are you taking?” Jungkook's deep voice spoke up. Jimin froze a little. before turning to Jungkook and giving a small fake smile.

“Normal painkillers. Hyung practiced dancing a little too hard yesterday. Let's go." Jimin hurriedly said and walked out of the room immediately. Jungkook said without even looking up from his phone screen.

“Get well soon, you pig!” Taehyung yelled out, making Jimin unable to help shouting back.

“Oh, dog!” Jimin let out a small smile on his lips, pitying himself for thinking he was jealous of his best friend. Some walked into their own room and lay down on the soft bed. Soon he fell asleep.

5 hours have passed

Ah, why is it so heavy? The first thought when the beautiful eyes slowly opened. Jimin slowly raised his hand to close his eyes because the lights in the room were dizzyingly bright.

“Jimin! Are you awake!?” Seokjin's loud frantic voice caused Jimin to lower his hand. and was surprised when the picture he saw was of the band members lined up around his bed. The person on the right was Jinhyung, who stood with his arms resting on the bed and looked at him nervously. Followed by Hoseok hyung standing straight and looking at his face and smiling a little in his typical way.

Next, Taehyung stood looking at him, frowning. Namjoon-hyung looked at him and smiled, probably relieved that his junior had finally woken up. And finally, Yoongi-hyung stood beside him with his arms crossed and his face still. Ah...damn, why do you have to look so tense? He's not dead yet.

“Why did you say you were taking painkillers?” Taehyung pouted and asked. Jimin looked annoyed before answering in a stammering voice.

"A..it's painkillers." Some people lowered their heads slightly to avoid the eyes of everyone in the room.

“I ate the wrong thing or accidentally ate the wrong thing. Hmm, the medicine I took was sleeping pills. Plus, this pack has 6 pills. Jimin ate 4 of them. Are you planning to put him to sleep?" Hoseok hyung said in a joking tone, but his face wasn't amused.

"Jimin was just stressed out, so I took the pills and had a little fun."

"It's medicine, it's not candy so you can enjoy it. Just tell me, no one will complain. Why do you take so many sleeping pills?” Namjoon hyung said, using his eyes to press on and look at Jimin. Ah, don't look like that, hyung.

“Jimin is in pain. And I thought that if I could sleep, I wouldn't have to be in so much pain, so I decided to take sleeping pills rather than painkillers." As soon as Jimin finished speaking, Everyone sighed and rubbed Jimin's head to comfort him and told Jimin to get some rest before walking out of the room. Jimin hasn't seen Jungkook yet. Or will that kid play games until he doesn't care about this hyung anymore?

“Jimin, hyung knows what we're stressed about. But what if we're not ready to tell anyone? Just keep it inside here carefully and be careful not to let it hurt Jimin too much. Everyone is worried about us.” Jinhyung stroked Jimin's hair and pointed at Jimin's heart before giving Jimin a warm smile and walking out of the room, not forgetting to lock the door. Some lay down again with pain and pain in their hearts.

2 weeks have passed Everything is still the same as it used to be: wake up in the morning, wash your face, brush your teeth, take a shower, eat, practice dancing, work, compose a song, come back to eat, take a shower, sit down, and then go to bed. Everything keeps repeating as before. Including Jungkook who still doesn't know Jimin's feelings.

“Jungkook. Let's go eat." Taehyung ran out of the room and dragged Jungkook, who was sitting on the sofa, into the kitchen. Jungkook got up and followed without arguing. If there was Jimin Jungkook said that he would go soon and then continued to sit until Jin had to come along.

“Jungkook, do you want to eat cake? I probably won't be able to eat it all.” Taehyung walked out to the living room carrying the cake and asked Jungkook who was sitting on the sofa playing a game.

“Hyung, please give me some. I'm playing a game." Taehyung then managed to eat the cake, taking turns shoveling it all into Jungkook's mouth. If there was Jimin Jungkook will say that if he doesn't eat, hyung will already be fat. Will also add weight to myself.

“Jungkook, please layer on the dance moves here for me. I dance and I'm not as strong as you. If you let Ai Moo teach you, you will become sexy. I don't want it,” leaning on me again. Jungkook taught Taehyung how to dance. Even though they often touched each other Jimin tried not to think about anything. But that pose is Jimin's. Jungkook will say no. Jimin is already a good dancer.

“Jungkook, go join us in the water.” Taehyung stood in a distorted position, tugging at Jungkook's shirt. Jungkook laughed a little.

"You can act like a child." Then he followed Taehyung into the bathroom. If it was Jimin over there, Jungkook would say, "Grow up Jimin, walk away alone."

“Jungkook, unlock your skin for me. I can't do it.” Jungkook pulled out Taehyung's phone and sat down. The two people's heads collided as Taehyung leaned forward to look at him. Oh my god, my heart, I'm sorry I hurt you this much. If there was Jimin Jungkook will say Damn it, Jimin. Please try.

Today is a rainy day and at the company right now it's just him and Jungkook. Everyone else has gone back. Jimin and Jungkook walked out in front of the company. They both stopped and stared at the rain falling. Jimin looked up at the rain and wondered when his heart would be free like the rain. I want the feeling to disappear like the rain.

"Jimin can wait until the rain stops. I'll hurry back. I made an appointment with Taehyunghyung to play games together." Jimin didn't answer, just smiled slightly at Jungkook. Jungkook also hurriedly braved the rain, leaving Jimin standing alone.

Jimin waited until the rain subsided and then hurriedly hurried back to the dormitory with her pretty feet. When I was about to walk to my own room The room you must pass through is the living room. joyful laughter Anyone who hears this must smile. But that doesn't apply to Jimin. A sobbing lump began to form in his chest, but some of his body was unable to swallow it. I made myself not look at the couple in the room and immediately walked back into the room.

Knock knock~~

Jim Hyung knocked on the door and stepped into the room. A warm smile was given to Jimin.

“I think we should let it go for a while. I think it's too much for us to bear.” Yes, Jin knows everything, every action, and every look that this extremely good member of the group has for Jungkook. Jimin has endured this long enough.

"Hyung, Jimin is hurt." Someone pointed at his heart repeatedly. His eyes were bloodshot, his nose red, and he bit his lip until it started to bleed. Expressing pain through your eyes But there were no tears shed..

“Hyung knows, knows Jimin is hurt. How did hyung get Jimin to let him go? He's such a talented hyung. Let it go with the rain Let it go,” Jin said, Jimin bowing his head and clenching his fists. I tried to restrain myself from crying in front of my brother.

“I love Jungkook. I love Jungkook too much. Do I love Jungkook too much?” Jimin said in a trembling voice. Jin caressed his brother's head with such gentleness that Jimin had held back so many emotions and tears.

“Not too much. Jimin just follows the voice of his heart, not the voice of his head,” Jin said before walking away with the same warm smile as when he arrived.

"Jimin likes me?" After Jin walked away A new person walked in to take his place, causing Jimin to widen his eyes in shock.

“No.” Jimin said in a trembling voice. His small hands clenched together tighter until his nails dug into his flesh. Legs trembling in fear of Jungkook's feelings. The full mouth was bitten until blood began to seep out.

“I heard it. Jimin likes me, but I..” Jimin held his breath before he almost fainted when Jungkook said the next sentence.

"I don't like Jimin. I think of Jimin just as siblings,” Jungkook said before walking away with a calm look in his eyes.

Jimin walked to close the door with a blank stare. It was like a dam had collapsed. The tears that had been held back for too long were flowing out without any signs of stopping. Crying until his eyes were red and his face was red and his head ached. Jimin cried like heavy rain with a sky as cloudy as Jimin's heart. falling without stopping It keeps falling.

Falling until the sky begins to lighten And when the sky breaks The rain had to stop because it had no longer function..

It's been 2 days since Jimin stayed in his room, didn't go to work, didn't eat, didn't go out to see the light, but stayed in his room. Go out to drink water sometimes, go to the bathroom, take a shower, and when there's a chance of meeting Jungkook. Jimin immediately avoids Jungkook's face. Jungkook himself hadn't seen Jimin for 2 days and could only hear his sobs at night.

who often tries to hold it back but can't Jungkook also felt guilty for talking to Jimin like that. But it would be better to choose not to lie to the little guy. He actually knew how Jimin felt about him. When the elder's eyesight began to change, he himself changed his personality as well. He rarely spoke to Jimin because he was afraid the questions in his mind would be missed.

I try not to get close to Jimin because I'm afraid Jimin will like him more than before. who doesn't play with Jimin like before Because I was afraid that Jimin would think that he felt the same. I didn't hate him, but I didn't love him either.

Today is the 3rd day that Jimin can't think of anything to do except cry alone. Until Seokjin had to talk to Jimin before he agreed to go to work. Even though the body is at work, the mind is wandering. When practicing dance, practice like someone who has never danced before. When practicing singing, he often sounds in the wrong key and can't remember the lyrics every time. When he takes a break,

The small body usually kept to itself and was quiet. Sitting still with empty eyes Laying the pain under a smooth face

The members looked on worriedly, including Jeon Jungkook.

Time passes from days to weeks. from weeks to months It's been a month since that incident. Jimin who was once bright and always had a smile on his cute face, now there was only Jimin who was indifferent and whose face was as smooth as the ocean without waves. Bang PD Nim became dissatisfied with the little person's behavior so much that he called Jimin to talk several times.

But Jimin's answer was still the same and never changed. It'll disappear soon.

No one knew what Jimin's disappearance meant. Jimin never eats with other people. Jimin didn't sit and talk like before. Jimin never smiles even when the stories Hoseok tells are so funny that Jin falls off his chair laughing. Jimin doesn't call anyone's name. Jimin didn't show any emotion at all. Jimin only spreads this emptiness until Yoongi himself begins to fear that Jimin will do something he shouldn't.

2 months have passed

Jin, who was starting to wonder if Jimin hadn't come out of the room since then, was cold. Normally, no matter how sick I was to the point of not being able to open my eyes, Jimin would come out and tell Jin every time, but this time he didn't..

Add~

Jin walked into the room. Jin almost fainted there because Jimin's room was like the first day he moved into the dorm. There wasn't a single thing that belonged to Jimin left in this room. Jin's shout made the other members run to see. It turned out that everyone almost collapsed.

"Hello Bang PD Nim! Jimin's gone!!" When BangPD Nim connected, Namjoon immediately shouted and got the answer that everyone should gather at the company.

When we got to the company and Bang PD, Nim sat and slowly told everything.

Jimin asks the manager to fire Jimin because Jimin doesn't have the right to resign himself. Jimin gave the reason that Jimin isn't strong enough to stay. and also told Jungkook that Jungkook is not wrong and Jimin is never angry at Jungkook..

For an unknown amount of time, Jungkook kept gulping down the amber colored liquid in the green glass bottle. By the time we realize it, it's too late to fix it. Before I realized that I had the same feelings as Jimin. By the time I realized that I couldn't live without Jimin, it was too late. Jungkook just realized that he, too, loves Jimin.

Since today, Jimin has disappeared. I can't contact him. No matter how much I search, I can't find him. until God seemed to forgive him Jungkook, who went out to buy soju at the mall, saw something very familiar. Jungkook immediately hugged him from behind with nostalgia.

"Jimin, Jimin, I miss Jimin so much. Jimin..huh" as soon as he embraced the thin body. Jungkook groaned and his eyes immediately streamed down. Jimin gasped. Her eyes widened in shock and a small hand tried to remove the hand but it was no use. Jungkook grabbed Jimin and turned his head and snuggled his soft cheeks, not far away.

“Jungkook, let me go!” Jimin twisted his face and pushed away, but Jungkook's thick hands held his thin waist and looked into Jimin's black eyes.

"I won't let Jimin go this time, Jimin. I'm sorry. I love Jimin," Jungkook said.

"But for a long time I had to let go. Because I.. ordered.. to.. wait. What did you say just now?” Jungkook laughed at the small figure's reaction.

“Jeon Jungkook, I love Park Jimin,” Jungkook said and smiled, making his cheeks become rounder and pinker, hiding the tears that were starting to fall in his eyes.

"W..What are you saying..huh..am I deaf..huh?" The small body sobbed out until Jungkook couldn't help but hug him into the small shoulder.

“Be my girlfriend, Jimin hyung,” Jungkook said. Jimin stopped in a state of happiness or shock, he couldn't tell.

"It's not true.. Do you love me.. and can I trust your heart?" Jimin said in a stammering voice.

"You can believe it. I love Jimin. I'm sorry that Toey said something. I just realized it too late. But now I know That I can't live without Jimin." Jungkook took his small hand and placed it on his own heart. Jimin's face heats up with embarrassment before he nods in agreement. Jungkook was happy before lifting Jimin until he floated and cried out with happiness.

Happy end??’•

P.S. From Nong Kuk Jimin and I wore masks, sunglasses and big hoodies. Plus, there aren't many people in that area. No one sees it.

Haha, I'm not good at dressing. This is the first story. that can be decorated until the end -.-

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