Falling in love isn't easy.

But it's even harder to stop loving the person you love.

And when...

Must be reunited with the person who caused me so much pain.

tear

Good memories

Regret

The love that still remains

What would you choose?

We broke up with each other.

#Chinegiin (Twitter)

young woman with white skin Long, oval eyes indicate the owner's ethnicity. Walking into the meeting room At a luxury hotel in the heart of Bangkok With the air of a strong businessman She took her handbag and placed it on the table that was set up against the wall of the conference room, leaving some space in the middle.

Today is an online study day, which is a short one-day special course organized by a famous private university in Thailand. She chose to take the course in order to gain additional knowledge to use in her business, and the high registration fee guaranteed that she would make new friends in the business world. Not more or less...

From the corner of a Chinese girl's eye She could sense that there was a steady stream of people who had joined the course walking into the meeting room. But there was one person who caught her eye with his height that was taller than an average woman's, as well as the way he walked. Causing memories of someone to suddenly pop up in my mind.

I can only hope that it isn't....

The pleas in the woman's heart were in vain as the tall man walked towards her. The Chinese girl was forced to look up and see clearly, and it was really the person in her memory who was walking towards her smiling.

“Hello, Chris,” his deep voice greeted like he had done before. His smile was still the same and... his scent that she had said she liked was still the same.

“Hello,” Chris replied in a calm voice, eyes closed.

“Bee, glad to see Chris here today.”

“Um,” Chris answered under his breath as she walked away to the registration desk.

It seems that B's appearance bothers Kris quite a bit....

Because after registering, Chris went to sit in the chair that was set up in the corner of the room next to the table where he had left his luggage, intending to make as many new friends as possible. But now all she could do was sit absently, biting her nails.

“Hello, let me introduce myself first. My name is Wisarut. will be a lecturer about the whole thing today, but before we get into the topic I want us to have behavior dissolved first. Therefore, I would like to ask everyone who attended the training Please gather together in the empty space in the middle.” The voice of the young lecturer Tee who was now on the stage drew the attention of nearly a hundred seminar attendees to turn and look at him, all of whom moved towards the center of the room. What he said

“Alright, I want you guys to pair up because throughout this training. We need a partner.” As soon as the announcement came on the microphone, chaos ensued. When everyone tries to match Those who come with friends can pair up with each other, but for those who come alone like Kris....

“Chris, do you have a partner yet?” The deep voice that she was familiar with sounded again.

That's it.... The Chinese girl complained in her heart but when she turned left or right found that almost everyone already had a couple, so she had to answer in displeasure that

"not yet"

“Then can Bee be paired with Kris?”

“Um,” Chris grudgingly accepted. But Namthip smiled widely.

“I want you to get to know your partner. I have six questions for you to ask your friend. But there is a condition: you must not write them down, you must remember those details. Those six questions are: 1. What is your partner's name? 2. What business does your partner do? 3. Where does your partner live? 4.What does your partner like to eat?5.

Does your partner have a boyfriend? 6. What is the type of man/woman of your dream partner? I'm giving you 10 minutes to ask. You have to memorize them because I'll have random questions.” The speaker's voice spoke up and the rules of the game were announced for everyone to know.

Her partner, Kris, looked up at the tall man standing in front of him smiling absently. His name was Bee Namthip. He ran a restaurant business. His house was in the Lat Phrao area. He liked to eat all kinds of food that were healthy. I don't know if he really likes it or not, but he will choose to eat only those foods along with exercising and.....

He already has a boyfriend, that boyfriend who took over from her....

Thinking of this, the Chinese girl bit her lip. Really crazy..! It's been a year already..

"Aren't we going to ask each other?" Namthip asked first.

Chris tried to keep his expression normal.

“What is your name?” a hoarse voice asked.

“B Bee Namthip,” he replied.

“What business do you do?”

"restaurant"

“Where is the house?”

“Lat Phrao”

“What do you like to eat?”

“Any vegetables and fruits are good for health.”

Chris hesitated for a moment and then asked the next question.

"Do you have a sweetheart?"

"single...."

That answer made Chris decide to look at him searchingly and what he got in return was a look that had truth in it. But more than that, Chris felt it immediately. Where their eyes meet, that is their own trembling.

“B is single,” the tall man emphasized again.

Chris nodded.

"Alright, time's up. I hope you all remember the details of your partners," Wisarut's voice announced into the microphone, causing Bee to laugh softly.

“B hasn't asked Chris yet.” The tall man turned and whispered to the small man in his ear.

That closeness made the Chinese girl's little heart flutter. She didn't like it at all. I don't want symptoms like this to happen when I'm near him because in truth. He must have no further influence on her.

“There's no need for you to ask, and there's no need for you to know,” Chris replied dryly. Shaking his head, the tall man raised an eyebrow. But he didn't say anything further.

“Alright, let's ask about this side.” The lecturer was very knowledgeable as he approached the tall person standing next to her.

“I hope you remember,” Wisarut narrowed his eyes at BT.

"yes"

“What is your partner's name?”

“Chris, this is Sirin Horwang.”

“What business does your partner do?”

"Make my own fashion clothing brand""

“And where is your partner?”

“At Ratchapruek This is Bangkok, but I like to live in a condo in Thonglor,” the tall person added.

“So, what does Kris like to eat?”

              “ Scallop

Yes, and Japanese food,” B answered confidently.

Enough.... Chris thought in her heart, she didn't look at Bea's face for even a second as he was answering questions about her, but she couldn't cover her ears. However, Everything he said meant that he remembered everything about her correctly.

It's confusing... so heartbreaking...

Can't stand it....

“Alright! Is what Mr. B said correct, Mr. Chris?” The young lecturer turned to ask the young Chinese woman who was hiding her face and avoiding her eyes. She nodded to him with a sad expression. But the young speaker didn't notice.

“Whoa! This means he must know you very well.” Wisarut's eyes widened.

So good, so good I know how it can hurt me.

“Then the last two questions, I'll ask Mr. Chris, does Mr. B have a girlfriend yet?” Wisarut held the microphone up to Chris's mouth.

“He said he was single.” Chris clearly emphasized the word he said.

“So what are the specs of Mr. B's dream man?” Wisarut didn't notice Chris's loud noise anyway.

Chris pursed her lips, thinking of Bee Namthip's new boyfriend. The person who came between her and him and he chose the person. That's not you.

“This one, B, let me answer it myself,” Namthip said. “B doesn't like men. B likes women.” A loud voice sounded in the meeting room. “And that woman He's smaller than B, almost 170 centimeters tall, has a very chubby face, has a hoarse voice, has white skin, has a good personality, although he's a bit grumpy. He likes to eat.

Scallop

and Japanese food.”

"Oh," Wisarut's eyes widened again, looking at B and Chris's faces back and forth. "What you said here is exactly like Mr. Chris."

“Not at all,” the Chinese girl's hoarse voice said simply. “The person he was talking about wasn't me.”

After finishing the sentence that Sirin spoke into the microphone, Wisarut could sense that something was wrong between the two of them. So he acted smoothly and asked another couple. and play another 1-2 activities before taking a break in the morning.

“Chris, the break food includes strawberry shortcake, Kris' favorite thing,” Namthip said, handing the cake he went and picked up to Sirin.

"Thank you, but you don't have to be in trouble," Sirin accepted. and placed in front I really wanted to hit him back harder but because it was him. She wasn't strong enough to do it.

“Chris is still angry at Bee, right?” Namthip decided to ask.

Sirin didn't answer, acting like she didn't even hear her. The Chinese girl pretended to stare at her phone and scrolled through social media. Namthip saw that and didn't ask anything further. But still sitting next to her But he didn't know that Sirin had read the messages on social media. I don't know anything at all.

After taking a break, the young lecturer began to dive into online marketing content. Starting with an easy topic like social media that everyone is familiar with

“Alright, sir, I'll let you try it with your partner. By specifying certain products and sell on Facebook.”

“What should I sell, Chris?” Namthip turned to ask his partner.

“Your dessert is fine, it's easy,” Sirin replied, her voice returning to normal.

“Or sell Kris's fashion clothes?” Namthip asked.

“No, just sell yours.” Sirin still confirmed his previous words.

When an agreement was reached, Namthip started creating a page. and kept turning to ask Sirin's opinion It seemed easy to answer him. When it comes to work

The facilitator lets participants create creative pages while he walks through them and answers questions. Until it's almost lunch time He announced that

“Let both of you be admins of the page.”

“Chris” Namthip turned to call the Chinese girl, “B was going to add Chris as an admin, but B couldn't find Chris' Facebook page.... Please block B."

Sirin stopped, her expression that looked smooth and impassive had a coldness radiating from it as soon as she heard that sentence, but since it was work. And she is professional enough so So she picked up her phone and went to her blocked contact list before unblocking him.

But that coldness turned to confusion when she saw his Facebook display. There is a picture with her from when they were still together in that picture. She and her legs had smiles on their faces. obviously happy

.......She accidentally looked at it with nostalgia.......

'Chris must understand. That if love can come and go, it can disappear.' Yesterday's voice resounded and echoed in my head. 'And today B doesn't love Kris anymore. B, what's wrong with Kris? Can you not make it annoying?!'

……Yes! I'm annoying…….

The confusion that had formed suddenly disappeared. The Chinese girl raised her head with a firm look in her eyes.

“It's already been blocked. And you should also change your profile display picture, Kris. I don't want other people to misunderstand.” Sirin said in a casual tone, as if it didn't affect her at all.

“Chris,” Namthip moaned her name softly. He thought it would make her even weaker.

“If you think this picture will make Chris think of old times, you are wrong. Please change it. We are not together anymore. You should respect me.”

“Chris B just wanted to tell Chris…”

"Chris, please excuse me to go to the bathroom," Sirin cut in. then walked out of the room

...I think you wouldn't be in trouble if I didn't have any of you....

"I'm sorry B. I disturbed Chris," Namthip said and sat down next to Sirin who was eating alone.

“Um,” Sirin accepted and even though she wanted to get up and walk away, But with manners She knew it wasn't appropriate.

“But Bee really feels guilty for ever hurting Kris,” Namthip continued.

Sirin turned around to look at the tall man's face, her eyes sparkling with fear. She pursed her lips bitterly.

“Nonsense,” was all she said.

"Oh Chris, B knows B is wrong but B wouldn't feel comfortable if I didn't talk to Chris."

'B doesn't feel anything about Chris anymore. B already loves someone else. Does Chris not understand or what?....Does Chris understand? There's no longer the same B of Chris!' The last sentence from his mouth that had hurt her to feel like she was dead came back into her mind.

“If you haven't stopped yet. I'll be right back." Sirin said in a firm voice. “I don't know what you want. But I don't want to listen.”

.......without us....without you....

....any longer....

After that, the two hardly spoke to each other. The afternoon study between the two of them was quiet without conversation. And even though the two had to come out and present what they had learned today in front of the class, Sirin still refused to talk to Namthip. Until the end of the training

The Chinese girl quickly packed her bag and walked out of the room without saying goodbye, causing Namthip to hurry and pack up his own baggage as well. He ran after Sirin who walked out of the room. He grabbed the woman's wrist and turned her around.

“Chris, can you listen to B first?” Namthip asked pleadingly.

“Let go!” Sirin shouted.

“No Chris, let Chris listen to B first. Just listen to B first. And after this What does Chris want to do? B will never have anything to do with Chris again,” he begged. The tall man's eyes began to water.

Sirin stopped. She remembered that he was a person who cried very hard. And she couldn't deny that it made her soft.

"Say something." Sirin finally agreed to listen.

"Bee is sorry. Bee is sorry about everything that happened in the past," Namthip began to speak. “B knows that B has hurt Cris' feelings. B knows that it's bad. B is dishonest B was never a good lover. Bee cheated on Kris.” He moved a little closer to her. “But Chris is the one who made B. The happiest, B, the most comfortable.”

Sirin looked at the ground in confusion. A voice in her mind ordered her to stop listening and turn away from him. But another heart couldn't deny that She pitied him, he had never begged her with tears like this. He that she once loved And you know that that feeling.....never subsides.

“Chris... “Namthip walked closer and closer to Sirin when he saw that she wasn't backing down. “Bee is so glad we met today. B would like to apologize to Chris for being distraught that day because of the time we were apart. B is never happy.”

'Get out of my life. Just seeing Chris' face, B's happiness disappeared.'

“B understands that Who is best for B? I love you the most,” Namthip continued.

'Kris, don't use the word love to hold B back, okay? Kris, think carefully. Kris' holding back isn't love. It's selfishness!'

“Come back, Chris. We can start getting to know each other again. B promises that B will never act like that again. B will love Kris only. Bee won't let Kris go anywhere again." Namthip reached out and held Sirin's hand.

'Get out of B's ​​life. Stop blocking B's new love!'

“Kris, Kris is the most precious woman in Bea's life.”

'Stop acting worthless. Stop acting like a disgusting, annoying woman, Kris!'

Namthip looked at Sirin who had her head lowered, he knew she was hiding the confusion in her heart. But Namthip is confident because he knows her well. Sirin is a soft-hearted person and moreover, she loves him very much and he thinks that is enough to forgive him.

Sirin's hand was cold and she used her front teeth to bite her lip until it bled. Closing her eyes, she let both hands hold him like that. She was confused, she was shaken, she couldn't deny that she had always loved him. and has never decreased. No matter how much he hurt her

"B...." Sirin said in a hushed voice, but that was the first time she called Namthip's nickname after they met.

"Chris, Chris understands Bee, right? Chris has lost his anger at Bee, right?" Namthip smiled.

“Can Bee let Chris go?” But the words that came back were not what the tall man thought. “Let Chris go,” the woman pleaded. Small tears streamed down her cheeks.

“Chris... why?” Namthip's face was upset.

“Chris used to love B. Chris used to have feelings for B very much. More than Chris loves himself.” Sirin began to sob, “but it wasn't enough. B made Chris feel like it was never enough. Chris's feelings are never enough for Bea!" His hoarse voice trembled.

“Chris, it was B who was never satisfied, but now B knows. B understands."

“But it's too late. Today, it's too late.” The Chinese girl's tears overflowed uncontrollably. “There is no longer the same Sirin, B. There is no longer that stupid Chris, B. It's been dead since the day B kicked it out of B's ​​life!!!!!!!!!!!!” Sirin screamed like crazy. Those who hadn't returned yet turned to look at her and Namthip with curiosity. But she doesn't care.

“Chris B apologizes.” Namthip didn't stop trying.

“It's not wrong, B. What Bee did was that she no longer loved her and broke up with her. It was right," Sirin said with a trembling voice mixed with her sarcastic emotions. “But don't come back. Don't let Chris see your face, don't say you love Chris again. Those words were about to kill Chris. Do you understand, Bee?” Sirin moaned out in such pain that the people who stood listening with curiosity couldn't help but feel pain along with her.

"Don't come back and hurt Chris again, Bee. Give Chris life back, Bee." The Chinese girl's voice was weak.

“Chris B, I just want a chance....”

Sirin shook her head vigorously.

“Don't B, don't take it, get out,” she said pleadingly, pretending to fall down. She felt almost unbearable pain.

“Chris” Namthip tried to hug the little person.

“Chris!” But there was another voice. That was pulled up before he could hug her. “Chris Woon has come to pick you up.”

Another young woman hurriedly walked up to Sirin and pulled the Chinese girl's hand out of the taller man's grip. and push her back

“What are you doing, Kris?” the newcomer asked. She knew exactly who he was.

“Then what are you troubling?” Namthip said sternly.

“You must be busy! Because I can't bear to see Chris go back to that kind of suffering!” Woonsen's voice almost shouted.

“Don't be nosy!” Namthip shouted back as well. Sirin, who was standing behind, was afraid that the matter would escalate. So he came in and snatched Woon Sen's arm.

“Let's go back, Jelly. Chris wants to go home,” Sirin said and pulled the arm of the person who came to pick her up.

“Said you don't love B. Is it really because of E-nee? That made Chris not come back!” Namthip said angrily that he thought it would be easy. It wasn't as easy as he thought.

But because of Namthip's intense anger, Sirin regained consciousness. His words made her realize that He doesn't love her like he's been saying all day, but it's because she's the best person who understands him and accepts him more than anyone else he's ever met. She looked at him resolutely, pitying the pair of slender legs that brought her back to stand face to face with her former lover.

Beautiful lips are more visible.

“Are you angry? That didn't get me back." Sirin's voice was quite smooth.

"Chris" Namthip calls his old lover's name again.

“Thank you for making me understand the difference between love and selfishness?” The Chinese girl's tears had dried up a bit. The power of determination returned instead.

“Chris, don't misunderstand Bee,” Namthip hurriedly denied.

“Don't talk again. The more you talk, the more selfish you become,” Sirin cut in. “Let's say goodbye here and Chris hopes we won't meet again. Goodbye, Mr. B."

“Come say I'm selfish, you're selfish too! Because it came in, right? So she didn't choose me." Namthip said angrily. "I know you're still shaken by me. I can feel it all day long that you still love me. It's better not to play hard. You can't cut me off, Chris."

“Really?” The Chinese girl smiled and looked at him with various feelings: love, resentment, and pity all at the same time. “Actually, I have to thank you too. That opened my eyes... True, I loved you more than myself. But you don't appreciate how much I've given you.

You're just an insatiable person,” she sneered. “But today, right now, it's you too that makes me see my self-worth. If it is wrong for me to love myself and protect myself from selfish people like you?”

"Chris!"

“And I wouldn't choose to go back to you because I have someone new. But because I see my own worth. Without you I'm fine, without you I'm fine. Without you, I won't die. I don't see anything being more emotional than the time I used to have you. less suffering Less worrying about where you're going with who and when.

You don't even have to sit and pay attention." Sirin raised her head. “And if after this I'll have someone new It's none of your business. Thank you for letting me know. I have to move on. I'm free from selfish people like you. It is no use for me to go back.”

She looked at him without feeling any more.

“And after this, I want you to remember that Even if you die in front of me, I will ignore you.” The last sentence ended. Sirin then turned and smiled at Woonsen before taking the arm of the person who came to pick her up. Walk away from that area. Get out of that state, get out of that whirlpool of suffering...

Break up...continue

Don't dream...don't meet

I don't ask...to love you.

Don't meet....each other again.

It's over...it's over.

From now on...no.

I don't want...to be an old person.

Without us...without you

Any longer...

P.S. If you like it or not, you can tell us. As for the long story, Wright hasn't abandoned him yet.

But there's really no time. Let's just take a short break for the time being.

Thank you for reading to the end :)

Chine