hello

The fifth story is a short story.

It is our memory with someone.

At that time we still didn't feel anything. But when they met again, some feelings from that time were revealed.

That girl

I have one fairly close friend.

We're not close to each other.

But they are more close in the sense of being a place to vent for each other.

When you're satisfied, it's over and you go your separate ways.

Haha, like a mood.

FWB

It's just that we didn't vent physically. But it's more about releasing emotional feelings.

I don't know, I can't explain it well.

That woman's appearance couldn't be called beautiful. It doesn't catch your eye or attract you at first glance.

But when I got to know... It's dangerous.

Because her personality is cute

After getting to know her, you will be able to see her cuteness gradually.

Well, I didn't think of her more than a friend at all.

You and I can be friends. But I can't be a lover.

Because she and I have the same feeling, that is, we don't want to learn to live together. It's just a place to stay when things are uncomfortable.

You think it's strange. And I wonder if there's something like that too?

There was some trepidation. But if we don't pay attention to it, what can it do to us? Is that true?

Until I saw her again after not knowing each other's movements for a long time.

She already has someone beside her. That person looked good, charming, very cute.

I am also pleased to see him happy.

But when another day came, I saw her with another person.

Hmm... maybe we could be friends.

At that time I thought so.

I kept watching and observing with concern.

Finally, I couldn't stand it, so I went to ask.

She answered me with what should have been a pretty good mood.

Those people are not friends. Not a boyfriend either. Plus, it's not that they're dating or even know each other. She is not committed to anyone yet.

She is satisfied with herself now.

Looks like she's happy.

By the end of the conversation, my stomach was churning.

Some repressed feelings seemed to explode.

Finally, everything flows out of the body.

Both vomiting and tears

I know that in the past... I love that girl.

But because I know that she will definitely never like me. So I kept hiding my feelings.

Denying that you feel anything Until that feeling gradually accumulated, bit by bit.

For three years at that time, I waited ...

Waiting for her to vent something to me.

I want to be her important person.

There's a side of her that only I know.

I want you to feel that you can depend on me.

I want to be next to her

But now that space for me no longer exists.

She will never see me as a lover.

Except that in my next life I will be born like you.

Maybe you love me

In this life, I hope you will find the person you love. and really love you

If not, I'm ready to stay like this as your friend forever.

It was like seven years ago then.

END.

Thank you for coming to read :)