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re-write from special hyunbin x donghyun

“Youngmin, do you have to practice the piano again today?” The small notebook was closed and the notes he wrote every day never bored him in the slightest when the story contained them was the entire story of The owner of the chattering voice that had spoken a few seconds ago, Donghyun had a bright smile on his face.

Has quite high positive energy within. And in that regard, it made many people next to each other feel happy as well.

Including him?

What is it that you will say no to?

“Practice like usual. Will Donghyun come in and watch us practice?”

“So we never go in and look?”

He shook his head, right as Donghyun said. In a few days he had to perform at a school performance and Donghyun would always come and watch him practice the piano. Even though the scale of the performance wasn't so big that he'd have to scream in surprise, it would look like it. It would be a lie to say that he wasn't excited about this performance. The number of students in his school was quite large and another fact was that he really didn't like meeting people and meeting them. Met a lot of people if the homeroom teacher didn't ask. He definitely wouldn't agree to do something like this.

Since transferring to this school, Donghyun was the first person who came to get to know him.

When I realized it again, I was close and stuck together.

And I realized it again.

He was completely in love with this close friend.

But all of their feelings were still kept hidden. The status of close friends would go to a higher level than that. It would probably be very difficult. The way the other party expressed the boundary between him and the person that should be just friends, everything couldn't go any further anyway.

If you were to stop feeling completely, it would be difficult.

Can the feeling of liking someone be forbidden as well?

If someone can do 99%, they want to be the remaining 1% instead.

The hands of the clock indicate the loud noise of the forty students in the classroom packing up their belongings and luggage at the end of the last lesson.

He was in no hurry to pack things into his bag, since the place he had to go was the music room from now on, not rushing home like the other students were.

“Youngmin must have played better today than yesterday.”

Smiling at the cute words that came out of the other person's mouth, he glanced at the face of his close friend, his cheeks becoming tinted due to the heat from the temperature created by the sunlight outside. It made him feel a strange turmoil inside and diarrhea.

They say that when we get really excited or meet a person that causes us to fall in love, butterflies flutter in our stomachs. Usually happens often.

“Is there something on my face?”

In fact, he secretly thought that he wasn't acting smoothly at all, but he didn't expect that he would be caught so boldly. The hundred and eighty-nine reasons that formed in his brain began to sort out first and last, almost incorrectly. In the end, all that happened was Donghyun's laughter and the scratching of his neck to relieve his embarrassment.

It didn't take long for him to walk out of the classroom and reach his destination. The music room was locked except for the silver key he had. Able to unlock

Opening the door to allow the other person to follow in, just like every day where Donghyun usually sits and watches him practice, not on a long piano chair like in general novels or dramas, sitting and lying on the floor of the music room is something. Donghyun usually likes to do this because the other party likes to eat well during the day and the music that plays naturally on his body would inevitably make him fall asleep easily.

So every day after practice, he always had to be the one to wake up Donghyun so they could go home together.

He may seem like a bad friend, but he likes that sometimes Donghyun falls asleep to the sound of his piano playing, and looking closely at his little best friend's face before waking him up is a treat. The same things he does every day.

And who uses it to look cute?

If one day he gets caught, he wants to make an excuse with those words so he knows and gets away with it.

But that was all I could think about when a few seconds ago he was still on an air date and was almost shocked when he was caught secretly looking at his best friend's face.

“Are you going to sleep again?”

“I can't sleep.”

“I see you sleep every day.”

“Ah, then let's do this, today we're sitting next to Youngmin.”

Without a word, the figure who had been sitting on the floor kissing Puk a few minutes ago suddenly stood up and lowered himself down onto the same piano chair as him, and for a second he thought his heart would begin to twitch. Don't stay.

In the past, we had never even been this close.

So close that he could smell a faint scent coming from the other side.

Today, Im Youngmin is no longer safe.

“Have you started playing yet? Do you want to listen to a talented person play the piano?”

The lovely words were delivered in such a way that he probably didn't even know how much influence they had on the hearts of those who heard them. He confessed that right now his ears were almost shut off by the closeness. This had never happened before, but it was rushing towards him at such a speed that he couldn't even prepare.

When your slender fingers play on the piano, pressing each key, Beautiful eyes were openly focused on his face. For a split second, he knew he was hitting the wrong chord. The music that had been playing a few minutes earlier stopped. The confidence he had built up had not disappeared. Since he knew well that the reason for his mistake this time was not due to his own inexperience.

But the reason that was causing him to lose consciousness was the person sitting next to him.

“It's okay.”

Still sitting motionless, his consciousness had scattered a moment ago. He was trying to manage it so it was as normal as before, but how could he stay calm when Kim Donghyun was causing him so much inner turmoil in his mind and body? To this extent, if all the butterflies fluttering around in my stomach were released, this room wouldn't even have room to breathe.

“Calm down, Youngmin is the best.” As he looked back at the smile that was only a few meters away, his heart began to beat frighteningly fast. With the silence that filled the room, he could only pray. Let the other party not hear the sound of his heart beating abnormally at this moment, but like everything else, his desires were not answered so easily, Donghyun still smiled at him. The sentence that asked about the sound of His heart was making him feel like he was at a dead end.

The consciousness that I thought was beginning to gather itself together.

At this time, it was not only scattered and turned into sludge due to gravity, but it was almost completely crushed and decomposed.

Just the slender hands that were gently supporting his face. He hardly knew how to breathe anymore.

“You know we'll always be here, so don't worry.”

Nice people often don't know that they are cute.

And nice people often don't know they're about to suffocate someone else.

“Um.”

Im Young Min's diary

12.02.2019 – Kim Dong Hyun, who doesn't know anything at all.

February 14th every year It is a day of love that many people in the world probably know very well. And it was the same day that his school had an annual show where students could come out and show off their talents, including organizing booth activities with all classes suspended. His chosen performance was a piano performance in the auditorium that was first in line.

Donghyun hadn't arrived yet and in an hour he was due to perform.

All of his worries began to build up in a frightening way, since every time he did something without confidence, Donghyun would always be the one to give him that power. It wasn't like he didn't know where the other party had gone when. Yesterday, before separating, a little close friend had already told him in advance that he might be late because he had business to do in the morning with the family.

Would he look upset if he called Donghyun to come to him right now?

The nervousness that arose, he was unable to manage those emotions at all. In the end, he was alone in the music room. Just the thought of the lights shining on him and the dozens of pairs of eyes staring at him felt like it would drive him crazy.

I just hoped that being alone would allow him to get rid of some of his nervousness and fear.

Ten minutes have passed.

Until the twenty minute period

As for managing his own feelings before performing, he found that it didn't work at all. Moreover, it felt like it was even worse now. If possible, he just wanted Donghyun, the Donghyun who always comforted and believed in him. He really wanted nothing more than this.

“Youngmin.. why are you here?”

“Why are you crying?”

It would be the first time that it seemed like his inner plea had worked. Even though there was some doubt as to why Donghyun had entered the music room right now, the feeling of pressure and nervousness about everything made him. I don't want to ask anyone else anything at all.

He didn't want to show his weakness to Donghyun, but in the end, he really couldn't stop himself.

I didn't realize I wanted Donghyun this much.

“Youngmin..”

A small person was crouching in front of him. His beautiful eyes were something he loved just as much as this Kim Donghyun. His fingers flickered and wiped away the tears that were running down his face. At one point, images of intimacy from two days ago suddenly intervened.

If he were to try kissing his best friend just once, would it make everything better?

His wayward emotions and feelings mixed together until he completely erased his consciousness. The warm breath from the person in front of him began to quicken along with the sound of his heart again. Donghyun accepted it. Knowing what would happen from now on, the smaller man still didn't move, backing away until the touch on our lips was completely complete.

The first kiss between the two of them

And it was the first kiss on Valentine's Day.

He pulled away for just a moment. The look in the eyes of the person in front of him made him almost unable to find his way. Things he never thought about, never dreamed about, never hoped for, everything in the past was happening because of his self-will. Kim Dong Hyun had already marked it, is it being destroyed or is the other party planning to build a higher wall instead?

“Youngmin..”

“Donghyun, we're sorry.”

What has already happened, if you think about fixing it, is probably difficult right now. He is starting to feel like he hates himself more and more every second, even though he tells himself every time that he will never cross that line. The other party had marked it, but in the end, the one who had broken it all was himself. The flicker in Donghyun's eyes was such that he could hardly predict what would happen next.

Donghyun walked out.

Inside the square room, only him remained as before.

The feeling of being broken and shattered until there was nothing left, the tears that first flowed down in worry are now turning into sorrow and sorrow in love.

What will he do if the next day the relationship between him and Donghyun is broken?

Glancing at the clock, there were only a few minutes left and he should have gone backstage to get ready, but his toes were still heavy and he couldn't even move them anywhere. Regret was biting him. Consuming himself in every second, he sat and reflected on himself until the last minute before the performance and until the long hand passed the zero on the clock face.

Ah..it's already five minutes past showtime.

“Why don't you go up and perform?”

The door violently slid open, and without wasting any energy, he turned to look and knew who was stepping towards him right now, Kim Donghyun, who had walked out half an hour ago. come back to him again

“When we spoke, he turned to look at us, Young Min.”

Who dares to turn around and look at each other and act like nothing happened at all?

“Have you been practicing for many days to not perform?”

“Then why is it, Donghyun?”

“And is kissing with us really that sad?”

The last sentence rang in his ears, causing him to turn his head to look at the person standing behind Donghyun's face. He had never seen the other person in this form before, he didn't understand what the other person was saying. He said, since the incident that happened a few minutes ago, the person who got out of here was Kim Dong-hyun, shouldn't the person who should hate him be Kim Dong-hyun?

“Do you really like us?”

It was as if something hard had hit his head, and a feeling of numbness surged through his shoulders, causing his entire body to explode on the spot.

How did Donghyun know?

This was what filled his head.

"Ask me if you really like me."

"Yes, I like it. Are you satisfied?"

"Then go perform. After the performance is over, then we'll talk."

In the end, he was easily dragged out of the auditorium. Donghyun's expression was quite tense throughout the entire walkway, not a single sentence of conversation between him and the little person occurred.

“You can go up.”

Until they reached the backstage area, Donghyun didn't give him another smile.

The sound that came out of the conference room's speakers made him start to piece together the story a bit. It must have been Donghyun who told the MC who was conducting a story on stage to stop waiting for him. Applause began to grow louder in turn. As he stepped onto the stage, he forced his heart to cool down. Closing his eyes, he closed his eyes and regained his composure. He turned to look at the people standing at the back of the stage and found that he could no longer see anyone.

Kim Dong Hyun is extremely cruel and doesn't even think about giving any encouragement.

A large, clean white piano stood majestically in the center of the stage, with spotlights shining from above. It looked strange. As he last braved it, he walked over and sat on the long piano chair, closing his eyes. It was only a moment before he began to sing the song in his heart. Yes, he really meant it, since the first chords he started to press were not the chords of the song he had been rehearsing for weeks.

The sound of the piano sounding for a moment filled the auditorium with silence, turning his head to look down from the stage, even though the light was shining in, he could barely see the faces of the people below but Donghyun. It is always the exception in every matter.

Donghyun was sitting in the front seat and smiled at him.

Just that, the feeling of disappointment that had arisen just now had disappeared completely.

River flows in you

It was the song that he started playing today. If you asked about its meaning, he probably wouldn't be able to answer it correctly. But the intention that is being conveyed and conveyed to the people below the stage is love, and if it were to be spoken in a sentence, it would be a plea that doesn't want you to go anywhere.

The applause sounded again as the performance ended as the lights dimmed and filled in darkness. The person running towards him from behind the stage made him smile again.

“That's strange, playing another song.”

“That song Donghyun hears every day and if he performs it again he gets bored.”

“But other people haven't heard of it.”

If he could make one wish, he would wish that the smile of the person in front of him would never disappear. The events of a few minutes ago came back to his mind again, and it was as if Donghyun had realized it too. A hand was holding his wrist. The backstage storage room was being used as a storage room. It's a place to talk about the two of us, if we don't count our nervousness about performing on stage. This matter must be the first level of excitement.

“Do you have anything to say to us, Youngmin?”

"I don't know, I've said it all."

Donghyun raised his eyebrows and it made him think that it should be him, who had to look suspicious like that.

“So, Donghyun, do you have anything to say?”

"have"

“Come on.”

“But actually, the fact that we didn't push ourselves away when we were kissed probably says it all.”

14.02.2019 – Kim Dong Hyun, Im Young Min's first boyfriend.