“Please. Lord...

Will you help me for once?"

sanxwoo (implied!binwoo) ; drabble ; bandfic, opv(sanha), angst ; rated-r*

save me...

It's difficult...

My every day...it started to get difficult.

I don't know..when did it start to happen?

Even myself..still can't find the answer from it.

But as far as I know...I just have feelings for this person.

Ah...both my eyes and my thoughts

The only hyung...that got it.

I heard those voices quite clearly.

A crackling sound--everywhere At times it also made me feel agitated.

The moaning sound that is faint..if it reverberates in my head.

A cry that… ah, God— Hyung's cry.. that no one would ever be able to hear.

The sound of calling a name over and over again...if it was just that person's name.

The only person..that has the right to own everything.

The only one....that will get the hyung.

I know that making love with Bin hyung hyung was never normal.

I know very well...because if it were the other way around—I wouldn't be able to be gentle with hyung.

In the room the brothers shared... Even though they were both careful. How much will you try to suppress your voice?

But I'm one of those people who often hears it...and always gets hurt because of it.

Why—not me...

Why...I can never replace Binhyung.

(off to read full shot - *explicit theme ahead)