It's a short story that I practice writing.

About Kavin man lying on bed Thinking about this and that.

Thank you very much for coming to read :)

It's morning. The warm rays of dawn filter through the cracks around a pair of floor-length pale pink curtains, giving the faint shadow of a mahogany cabinet in one corner. On the opposite side is a low wooden table of the same color. And next to the table was a single bed.

The bedspread is the same color as the curtains. A man lay as if he were fast asleep. But the eyelids were still wide open.

Gavin was awake, swimming in thoughts like he had every morning for the past several years.

He misses his father and mother.

His father was one of the coolest people he'd ever known. Dad is the head of human resources at a company. Dad can communicate in English, Chinese, Japanese and German. He is very good at mechanics. No matter what was broken in the house, Dad could fix it all. Dad helped Kavin create a piece that he couldn't deliver to the teacher in Mathayom 3. Dad said that when he grows up, he must be a much better person than him.

As for mother, she is a kind person. Mother studied home economics and likes to make snacks to give to neighbors Mom said she started dating dad in second year. and answering father's request on graduation day Mother likes to read Kwanruen. It has influenced him to like thick magazines as well.

Then he thought of his wife and his only beloved son.

The sunlight that had been shining through the curtains for almost an hour had already made the room warmer. Gavin was still sleeping in the same position.

The room door opened. Three young women wearing white uniforms stepped forward. One person followed behind him pushing a metal cart like the ones that serve food in hotels.

"Good morning, Mr. Kawin. Please allow me to wipe myself off."

Gavin didn't answer, but the three nurses began to undress and clean him.

Kawin is distraught, still thinking about his past life.

He moved into a university dormitory during his freshman year. So he began to live his teenage life to the fullest. But in that same year The hometown was on fire. Both parents died in the fire. Kawin had to apply for a scholarship to study from then on.

After graduating from university He who was number one in grades got a job at a big company. and meet people you like The two soon got married and had a lovely son. Kawin then invited his wife to open her own company. The company's business is very prosperous. Until the day the economic downturn hit us.

Fortunately, I had saved a lot of money because I intended to buy a house. This money was used in times of greatest need. Since then, he has worked harder until the company's income returned to positive after being negative for a year.

Life during that time was quite hectic.

The company is doing well. But he had to work day and night in order for his children and wife to have something to eat. Until one day, he had business in another province.

By the time the work was finished it was already 9 p.m. Kawin dismissed the idea of ​​staying the night and hurriedly took the car back to Bangkok. If he didn't stop anywhere, he would probably be home at 11:00 p.m. But that night he didn't make it home. The young man fell asleep from exhaustion and plunged his car into the canal. I don't know if it's good luck or bad luck. Someone helped him in time.

But he had been drowning for too long. The ability to control the body is thus forfeited.

With the power of physical therapy Gavin, who spent two years as a vegetable, was able to move his eyelids to communicate. But other losses that follow cannot be reversed. His wife became the head of the family instead. and must earn a living to support him and his children He really admired her strength and tried to train her body to become normal again.

Until the day she brought another man to introduce her. People who are better equipped than he is today and will support him with funds for his treatment and his children's education. He gave her a pleading look. After the couple returned He cried for several days.

Today is the day that is the result of decision. He has confirmed permission to remove the ventilator with his own eyelids and fingers.

It's already very late. The light shining through the window became brighter. His ex-wife and adult son sat next to the bed that was tilted to about thirty degrees. Gavin glanced at the two of them. And try to smile Even if the mouth muscles don't obey The farewell was done by the more competent party.

Then the doctor and nurse walked in. The nurse carefully inserted a syringe into the upper arm. He narrowed his eyes out of habit even though he didn't feel anything. Almost ten seconds had passed. He started to feel very sleepy. Part of the nerve instinctively tries to restrain consciousness. But it didn't work. He slowly absorbed the sinking feeling.

Old images of my life surfaced, from childhood to the day I walked to school holding hands with my mother. Graduation date The day I met my ex-wife The day the child was born A day to overcome various problems Until the day he drives his car down the canal, I miss him, I miss him so much...