Why?

I feel myself again.. I saw myself standing on the roof of the newly built engineering building..

It's been eight years already.. The place where Dakdanong Mekong is studied here. I'm on a promotion for the last semester, along with the opportunity for the last semester of the quota that I need to complete within eight years.. But I can't do it.

Sometimes I try to blame it on the government being unlucky in not being able to solve the problems of Thailand's education system, when in reality, It's because I'm not smart enough.

My feet are about to step onto the edge of the last wall. Before there was no longer anything between the sky and the ground behind the wall.

I'm left alone here.. Whether it's friends, they've all disappeared because they've all graduated. Regardless, the boyfriend has disappeared for a long time. Because I'm not good enough. My parents were fed up with my stupidity..

The sound of the wind passing through my ears was deafening. This is the feeling of standing on the twelfth floor of a building. I muttered to myself as I picked up my smart phone. The screen looks very worn out.. This is the only thing that was with me before I left home to study for a bachelor's degree here..

When did the dream of wanting to be an engineer fade away? But this mobile phone is still used to verify my identity.

I slowly put my finger on the button. Old telephones have to be pressed gently because if you do anything harshly to them, they will die first.. Huh.. I laughed in my throat and shook my head. "I'm worrying more about my cell phone than my own life."

I slowly pressed scroll to find my mother's number. To call him one last time to tell him that I probably couldn't take it anymore.. I will leave him for once to go to a better place.

“Don't jump!!!!” A loud shout with a trembling voice came from behind me. "Don't think too short, brother."

Suddenly, my mobile phone fell out of my hand..

“Wow.. I've taken care of it for so many years. It broke because it fell from the roof of the building.."

I muttered to myself. After that, I started to feel bored and turned back to the source of the sound.. whereas..

Good Evening

The heart's first love The last term of life

2010

“Hey little sister, why are you yelling? I'm all shocked. Look, my cell phone fell downstairs. By now it's all spread out like plastic scraps.”

“Well, I'm going to jump off a building and kill myself. How can I not shout?” The mysterious girl continued to argue with me.

“What the hell? I came up to look for the signal. The building is dark and there's no signal. E-Tac camp is terrible."

“Brother, don't lie. I'll sue the teacher now."

"What are you lying, ugly girl? Wherever you go, just go."

“Oh my gosh, people are diligent and have good intentions. If you're going to jump from a building, just jump. You ugly, handsome bastard."

"Oh.. I'm begging.."

After she finished speaking, she ran into the door. I came down from the edge of the wall because I was bored with people blocking me. I walked down the stairs slowly. I still saw her leaning against the wall crying. So I walked towards her feeling guilty..

“I'm sorry just now. You're a little angry.” I tried to adjust my tone to normal. After yelling at her

“It's okay. I didn't think too much. I just don't want you to make a mistake.” She was still crying. So I opened my mouth and found a way to console him.

"Have you eaten rice It's already six o'clock in the afternoon. Let's do this. Let's take care of you for a meal to console you."

“I was going to kill myself just now. Then you're going to flirt with me." From crying, he started to turn and look straight at me..

“B.. Baana, I didn't think of anything cheeky at all. I didn't say anything if I was embarrassed."

"Okay, then I'll go.."

What's wrong with you? I'm just thinking in my head.

"What's your name? My name is Noodle."

"I like to eat thin noodles more..." This isn't the answer to the question at all.

“Are you playing with friends? Take it carefully.” Sure enough, there's more anger.

“My name is Sayan..”

"Oh.. That's too old. My name is the same as P'Pao."

“Hey.. if you even know P' Pao Sayan's name. It shows that you yourself are old-fashioned too.”

“Then let's get off the building. The housekeeper will come and close the school building. I won't be able to get down."

I walked downstairs with the noodles. Mysterious girl who just met She still had a few tear stains on her face and looked a bit unfocused. The air downstairs was already starting to get cold because it was December.

Moreover, this period is right after the midterm exams, so the crowd is starting to thin out. But there was still a group of people standing together in front of the building as if there was some kind of activity, which is normal for this university where all the students are looking for fun after taking exams.

She and I walked away from the group of people to go to the restaurant. Of course, I fed her as promised. But it seemed like the whole time she was sitting with me, she felt uncomfortable. Because I saw her looking at her wristwatch that had the cartoon Stitch design on it all the time..

“Where are you in such a hurry? I often see you looking at the time.”

“Oh, not really. It's just that I have to go on business at 8 p.m. Watch the time in case too many people don't get their food in time."

“Er.. Really, just now I forgot to go look at the mobile phone that fell down. By now, corpses are scattered all over the ground.”

“Oh.. It's scary to say. Why do you have to use the word corpse?”

"Oh, you don't like it? I'll try not to say it."

“Why are you going to see it?”

“Well..in case the SIM can still be used? Maybe get a new device and use the same SIM.”

“And just now.. Why are you jumping from a building? Is there anything you're worried about?"

“Well..”

We sat and talked at the rice shop for a while longer. Because there aren't many people in this shop. We sat and talked until almost 8 p.m., which really There should be a lot of people at this time, but it was just my table that was still sitting. I shared with her all my sorrows. And of course I feel much better than before.

..There are people who listen to problems and it's good like this. And after I told my story, I started asking about her. She only revealed a little and didn't receive much. Only to find out that she just broke up with her ex-boyfriend because that boyfriend was with someone else.

“It's already two o'clock. I'll excuse myself first."

“Ah, okay.”

“Thank you for feeding me, brother. I'll take care of you sometime later. I'll recommend you a great shop."

“I've been here for more than seven years. I've surveyed everything. There are still some cool shops. Another store?”

"Oh, I didn't say that around here."

As I am a person who doesn't like to travel, like to drink or smoke anything. It makes me not interested in nightlife or searching for delicious restaurants. How many areas other than within the area where I live? I had friends take me here and there from time to time, but after four years almost all of my friends had graduated.

Everyone went their separate ways and never contacted or called me again. In fact, it's not strange because studying here is like just living together to make ends meet. You don't have close friends or dead friends like you used to when you were in high school.

I walked back to the room. which is not too far from my university. Throw your bag down next to the bed. Didn't get to take off my shoes in time. I fell back onto my old bed. The smell from the blankets and pillowcases tells me it's time to wash them..

Come on..there's no school tomorrow. You can just wash it. I told myself I didn't have time to think about anything fun. Next, there was a strong knock on the door from the front of the room.

“Knock knock”

“Who is it?” I called out because no one had ever knocked in my room before.

“It's Noodles,” a small voice came through the door.

I jumped up from the bed. Sweat began to come out of my hair and on my hands.

“Why does Noodle know my room???” I thought to myself.

With that, he walked to the door of the room and looked into the peephole. I found that it was really noodles, so I slowly released the chain holding it together and slowly turned the knob to open the door.

“How did you get here?”

“Well..just finished business. I saw you walking past the university this way. So I followed along.”

“Oh.. and you haven't called me since we were walking. We will walk together.”

“Oh, what are you going to give to your daughter-in-law..”

"surprise.."

“Ah, that's it. So, are you going to make me stand and talk with you in front of the room? Won't you invite me into your room?"

I stopped.. I felt like I was so flustered that I thought Noodles might have caught on and started laughing..

“..H..Five minutes. Let me clear things up for a moment..”

"look for?? I will make you wait in front of the room for five minutes.”

“N..just one minute. Just one minute.”

With that, I hurriedly closed the door and used my foot to remove the enormous pile of trash in the room to clear it for a seat. along with stacks of papers and various books Leave the Japanese table in the middle of the room. and went back to open the door

"Oh, brother, just the room is messy. There's no need to be embarrassed," Noodle said while smiling.

“Are you going crazy? Resist not being cleared first. You'll definitely trip over something and fall headfirst."

"Read.. I really am alone."

“Oh..um.”

“Er, do you have a glass? I bought this too..” She picked up the carrying bag she had secretly hidden behind her and showed it to me. Inside were two iced tea bags tied. And it looks like a little more biscuits.

“Ah.. I'll go get it for you. Sit there first.” I pointed to the rectangular Japanese table in the middle of the room.

"Oh, it's up to you."

“How were you thinking of coming to the room of a guy you'd only known for a few hours?”

“And what do you think women will think of inviting each other to eat for a few minutes? Are you gullible?”

“B..Crazy, who would think like that?”

“That's my answer. Same with P'Dee."

"That's a different question. Come on.. It's simply translated as "I trust you."

“Heehee.”

“Laughing like a messenger,” I put the tea in a glass and the bread on a plate and walked back to the table.

“This one is delicious. They don't sell every day. Sell ​​only every other day.”

“Wow.. So you mean you sell it for one day and it lasts for two days?”

“No, the seller's aunt is from Macao. Can't stand for long..”

“Spit..” This is what I said in my heart.

“Speaking of which, my sister's room looks just as spectacular.”

“Y..How?”

“Well..the ones that pile up. Is this a computer part? Why are there so many of them?”

“Oh, that's right.”

“Are the three laptops on the shelf used by just one person? Oh, there's a pile of DVDs. Oh, there's even a Korean series. I really like this story. The princess is busy with the tea-selling prince.”

I let her explore my room until she was satisfied. Because it seems like she's exiting a lot of things that come into my room. Actually, I don't have any hobbies other than sitting on the computer and the internet. Including collecting computer waste that even though it can't be used, we intend to keep it for a gallery in the future. Including a pile of DVD movies that are both rented and downloaded by bit. and mountains of plastic model boxes

“Your room is the strangest I've ever seen. My male friend's room isn't this big yet."

"I'll take it as a compliment."

"Heehee, that's it. I think I admired it."

“If there is a problem with the computer, please tell me. You're really talented, I'm not bragging."

“Wow, is that true? But maybe there's no chance. Because I don't have a computer to use myself.”

"Oh? Studying here and not having a computer is difficult.."

“Yes, but you must be fine. There are many machines in use.”

“Do you want to use your laptop? I've bought many machines, but I really use them myself. Two machines."

“Really??? Can I get this machine?”

“Brown Vio? Ummm, let's pick it up and have a look. In case you forget to delete the clip"

"Wow, there's a pornographic clip stored on the device, huh?"

“No.”

"Oh, I'm just teasing you."

“H..Stop joking. I won't lend it to you."

“Ah, just kidding. But if you give it or not, it doesn't matter to me. Whether you have it or not, it's no different.”

“Okay, if you don't use it, you can just give it back to me. Anyway, I'll take it back. In case you use it for typing reports or making PowerPoints, you have to use this.”

“Thank you very much, brother.”

"Wow.. what do you think? It's okay."

“You are such a good person. I'm probably delighted."

“Aren't you delighted? People like you?”

I started to grab her hand and hold it. She was a little shocked. But the other hand was still holding my favorite brown Vio. I began to stare directly into her eyes. I found that her face was starting to turn red from ear to ear. It's because she herself is quite a white person, so it's easy to notice.

“Can't I be your older brother? That man of noodles..”

“What do you mean?”

“Can I have a date with Noodle? I'm sure you're ready to do it for the noodles. I will definitely not make Noodles sad.”

"H-I can't give you an answer."

"Um.. I understand."

“But.. but after seven days I'm going to give you the answer. Can you wait?"

“Anyway, I've been living like this alone for a long time. If there is meaning I want the noodles to fill me up. And I'm sure that I'll fulfill the part that Noodle's ex never could..”

“Stop talking about him.”

“I..sorry.”

"I.. I'll be back first."

"Do you want me to walk you over?"

“M..It's okay. I can go alone.”

She finished speaking and picked up the bag she was carrying. while carrying my brown laptop back in an agitated manner And it made me feel guilty for talking to her like that. And the important thing is that she didn't take the mouse and battery charger adapter with her..

I walked over to the bed and lay down again.. I turned and looked at the empty Japanese table.. The two iced tea glasses were still standing. Along with a plate of crispy bread that I still haven't finished eating.. She must have been embarrassed that I accidentally said that. So hurry back...

In the end, my answer will be Whatever it is, I probably can't care much about it. Because I had to accept the fact that I had been alone for a long time. Too long to treat others Or carefully position yourself with others without affecting the mind of the opponent..

That night, I fell asleep with a glass and a plate of snacks on the table..

The next day the weather was still cool. Although I'm glad that Bangkok has a cold winter, it's not as cold as my hometown, Lampang. This year, I heard that my father had several days off. Actually, we planned to travel to Pai like in the upcoming movie. But..I probably won't have the face to go back to my father and mother..

I picked up a nice sweater and wore it to walk to class as usual.. Surprisingly, today's weather is unexpectedly cold. I suspect it's because I haven't followed the news from the Meteorological Department as I should, which probably has good news that this year will be so cold that there will be snow in the middle of the city.

In fact, it's still only seven o'clock in the morning, which I realized.. There is no class today. So I don't want to waste my trip after coming out. So I walked to the cart that sells grilled pork from the regular shop that I often buy and eat. Greeted as usual and ordered five sticks and two sticky rice as usual. The vendor laughed loudly and said that the Meteorological Department was lying that this year Bangkok was cold.

Because the country is still burning with political fire. Red shirts and yellow shirts mob onto the streets. But I saw your aunt selling grilled pork like this. He still carries a talisman of a slap paw and a red turban every day. I saw that they made it and it sold well, haha..

I put my butt down on the bench. Looking around I saw that many people had begun to wear sweaters.

While standing there talking The image that appeared behind the vendor that I turned to look at It's a picture of Noodles wearing a sweater walking out of an alley. The sunlight glints on her face and hair. It looks so sparkling. Or..do I really like this kid?

When you see me She immediately walked towards me with a happy expression on her face..

I thought to myself that at least I was lucky that she didn't hate me that much..

"P'Yan.. Let's go see the morning sun."

“Where??”

“At the edge of the Chao Phraya River.”

“Look.. then how do you go?”

"Taxi. I don't have class today. Let's go together. I'll pay for the grilled pork."

“Oh, so who pays for the taxi?”

“How are you?”

The cost of sticky rice with grilled pork is thirty baht.. But getting into a taxi takes one step and it's thirty-five..and I don't know how much more I have to run. It's such a defenseless thing, but let's face it.. at least the fact that she was the one who invited me herself. It shows that she doesn't hate me. and it seems Going for a walk in the park in the morning

It's probably a romantic date atmosphere..

"I don't know how to make such a cheerful face and give you goosebumps." Noodle turned to talk to me while I was thinking about something fun.

"Oh..it's nothing."

“You probably weren't thinking about something obscene, were you?”

“B..Crazy. Just thinking about a date by the river. In the park, it just seemed romantic. That's all. I didn't think deeply about it."

“Haha.. Young people these days are really nice,” the taxi driver teased. This made us sit there, embarrassed, not daring to say anything until we reached our destination.

“Haha... The weather is nice.” I stood and stretched after getting out of the taxi.

"Awesome, right? Normally when I'm bored and stressed out, I come for a walk here by myself." Noodle acted boastfully.

“Very good.. if it were you then When I'm stressed, I probably have to find a game of shooting and killing to sit and relax from boredom.” I looked away at the river.

“It's like a psychopath. But..it suits me well. Nerd kids must be like this,” Noodle smiled.

“Nerd, do you love me?” I turned to look into his eyes..

"That's cheeky." Noodles doesn't play along. Just turn away.

I walked to the end of the walkway. Looking at the Chao Phraya River.. This morning the tide was quite high. There were enough waves and wind to smell the scent. But it was not at all like the sea. Even though my house is not near the sea, I have had the opportunity to visit once or twice as well. The feeling of being in front of the sea

It's like it can lift up my stressful issues. It's a mountain that can be completely removed from your shoulders.

“Let's find a place to eat grilled pork.” Noodles pulled my arm.

"I'm sorry, I only bought one."

"Oh.. I don't have a really big stomach. You can rest easy."

"Oh, so last night.. How about bread and tea that you can't finish? Aren't you so embarrassed that you hurried back and didn't get to eat everything?”

“Oh, it doesn't matter. Normally, I don't buy that much for just one person. Last night especially for you."

“Oh.. I see you hurry back here.. Made me think a lot all night. So I didn't sit down and eat any more."

"Oh, really.. Wow, what a shame. It's delicious too. But oh.. I just told you I'd give you the answer. Did you think about it so much that you couldn't sleep? Hehe. Are you happy?"

“Why are you happy?”

“Well, I feel good when people care.”

“Many nights.. the lights in the bedroom were turned off until it was dark. But my heart still sees her.. I still see you, who still looks cheerful when you walk away from me..”

"P..That's enough, brother. I'm getting goosebumps. What song is this?"

"Oh.. Have you never listened to the switch in P'Bird's heart? Oh, teenagers are bored."

“Oh, the people listening to this song are not teenagers anymore.”

"Oh wow.. your mouth laughs so bad."

“But the tremolo is fine. He's really talented. Good at computers and also good at singing.”

I feel good... At least I know that our relationship isn't going in a very bad direction. And she seemed to respond well to me and was able to talk to me quickly. Anyway, the answer I'm likely to receive within the next few days should be a good one.. I think so

“It's almost ten o'clock already. The sun is starting to get hot.” ​​I started to say because it looked like I was sweating because I was wearing a sweater.

"Last night, when I watched TV, they said it would be cold for another week," Noodle argued with the news on TV.

"If you're wondering.. It's because Noodles is close to you. So you don't lack warmth." Secretly dropped a pearl.

"B.. already crazy" the joke worked.. Noodle acts cutely shy.

We are happy to be together every day. In the days that followed, every time we had free time from school, we always went everywhere together.

Until time continues to pass It was as if time was running so fast.

And the last day for the answer I've been waiting for has arrived..

Last day for answers.. She had a tense face. His eyes looked sad. She walked towards me slowly. Not like before

“Why are you making that face, hmm?” I saw a look of concern on his face, so I started to ask.

“I have the truth I want to tell.. Will you be angry?”

“Huh? The story about you asking to be Noodle's girlfriend? If you're in trouble, you can tell me directly."

“It's not like that!” She said loudly to me, causing me to be startled. “The thing that you like about me. I myself am very happy. You're a good person too. In fact, the first time I saw you, I already know that you are a good person. But I just lost my support for a short period of time, that's all.”

“So what's the matter?” I wondered even more than before.

“Sik.. h..huh..heh” she started to cry.. "I'm sorry. Haha. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Noodle only said sorry.

"Wait Si Bamie, what's wrong? Why are you crying? What are you apologizing to?"

I tried to force it from her. So what is she apologizing to me about?

"If I don't shout to stop you that day, then I will.. you will.." Noodles stammered.

“What is it, noodles??? I'm completely confused. What's wrong?" I tried to grab her shoulder to ask.

"I also.. probably won't agree.."

.... I stood in complete shock. Suddenly, I felt a shiver up my spine as if I had just been tricked by a ghost. The hand that was holding the noodle's shoulder felt an icy cold sensation.. It was completely different from the mood and atmosphere just now...

I tried to keep myself calm. Gather your thoughts and ideas about that day. The day I first met you on the rooftop and gradually interpreted it. Meanwhile, Noodles was still standing and crying, mumbling only words of apology.

“What happened that day?” I started to ask her again.

“I saw you standing on the rooftop that day. I saw a sad look in his eyes. It's yours and I just want to help you so that you don't make mistakes. But it turned out that I had committed an additional sin that caused me to fall to my death.”

..H.. “Look!!!! Fall in and die????”

"Yes.. I'm sorry.. but you have to accept the truth that you're dead..."

“B.. Damn it, how could you fall in and die? When Noodles shouted to me You stopped and turned to look at me. And then I dropped my mobile phone."

"Yes, I dropped my cell phone."

“That's it. Did you see that? Then you turned around and yelled at me. Why are you shouting loudly? Made my cell phone drop.."

"But.. you're really dead. You fell from the rooftop when I yelled for you."

“Home!! Stop talking nonsense, I'm really angry."

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Hahaha."

"Dammit, I told you to stop. I told you to stop. What the hell are you saying?!!!???"

“Just a moment and I'll be able to prove it myself.”

...I was shocked again. This time, the thrill ran from the coccyx, down the spine, all the way to the head. This emotion is what they call hair-raising... Noodle's eyes and voice began to change. But I myself started to feel a bit uneasy as well. So tried to pull her back down from the rooftop.

But it was as if a hand came and violently pulled my arm. It was so strong that I floated along with the force that pulled me away from the door. I was shocked because I didn't think the noodles would have this much strength to pull me. So I turned to look at the source of the hand holding my arm, but it was.. empty.

Noodles is still standing and looking at me in the same place. I'm still stunned.. Because of things that cannot be seen It's dragging me back to where I am. Standing noodles I started to scream and scream. Fear rose to the utmost. I started to tear up. An invisible thing dragged me past the noodles. With a sad look in her eyes, she said briefly to me, “

No one can escape this karma.”

"karma??? What karma, what have I done? What are you going to do with the noodles?? Why must something like this happen to you?”

It wasn't until I had finished asking her. I slowly floated up on my own. I began to shriek and realized that I was not speaking human language. Because what you see in front of you is I stood on the edge of the building's wall just like last week..

“I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.” Noodle continued to cry and mumble words of apology.

That moment What's holding me back It suddenly relaxed. Me..slowly Can see the ground below more clearly.. more

And the only thing I can do is open my mouth...

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

“Thump..” The sound of objects falling to the floor.. Force times perpendicular distance.. I started thinking about Isaac Newton's laws.

I opened my eyes.. and found that my cheek was stuck to the ground It looked like a groove from the force of my falling. Within a few seconds, my smart phone fell down as well. and shattered into small fragments..

I began to move my body and it turned out that the image I saw was my own broken body. ...seven days ago Bottom of the building.. He doesn't have any activities.. Those kids just stood around watching me fall from the building and die.. Before long, my memories began to look like a tape showing old images..

I myself still see people who are gradually Walked in and watched. Some of the girls let out screams. Some people make disgusted faces. Some people even vomited.. But I still have my eyes closed. The image that I saw among the students who were watching me gradually appeared as an image of noodles slowly approaching.. until they stopped in front of me.

“Do you believe it or not? That I'm really dead."

“Um..” I answered in my throat without any hesitation.

“But..I also have another truth to tell you.”

“Today there are a lot of truths..”

“You don't have to be shocked. Soon I'll be able to stand up again as usual.. Now I have to stay like this for a while.. And I must continue to be like this. Until you truly expire.” As soon as she finished speaking, she went to collect something. Then held out his hand for me to see.

“Is it the same as the one I picked up for you the other day?”

“Um.. that's right, this SIM.”

“Beep Beep Beep Beep” .. the sound of Stitch's cartoon wristwatch...screaming out. to remind time

“It's time. I'll come right away."

I don't know where she's going. But when she finished speaking He walked through the crowd that was still watching me and then disappeared.. while I was still sleeping. with the images around me moving slowly It's like you're in a dream. I lay down and looked at the people surrounding me.. Until I felt it again, which made me flinch.

“Thud..” The sound of an object falling to the ground was loud. But it's on the opposite side from where I'm facing. Now I felt like I was starting to move, so I turned to look. And then you have to shout loudly.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

I couldn't believe that the picture I saw in front of me was.. "noodle!!!!"

The tingling sensation returned again. This time, it ran up to the head again. This is what is called the hair-raising symptom.. I've never felt anything like this before. I feel like I'm afraid of ghosts.. Yes.. I'm afraid of ghosts. I know I'm a ghost.

Those pair of eyes stared at me.. Amidst the blood flowing from the eyes and ears including the mouth of the noodles It's a truly horrifying picture..

“This is it. Another truth I want to tell..” Her mouth muttered. with blood spattering from her mouth

“Noodles.. This means...”

“Yes... I also committed suicide like you. And I did it before you even...”

"D.. How? Why didn't I hear the news????"

“I..did it before this building was even completed... I..I regret every time I have to do this. Doing self-destructive karma..is really severe.”

“Do..why..”

“Love.. My reasons..are really nonsense.. I completely understand the reason why you don't want to live.. Because hopelessness gnaws at my heart every time I'm alone. I've been alone all this time. So I thought it was unreasonable to continue living without any hope. Different from the mouse..

That's just because my ex-boyfriend doesn't love me. I came back to myself and ended my life without him caring or giving any meaning to my death..”

“..B..noodles”

"Do you know.. throughout the past seven days I think having you around It's the only thing that gives me meaning.. I live like this. I've been doing this alone for a long time, and every time I regret what I did.. But when I met you Just a short time It makes me feel happy that I have met a good man. with him too

And every time I'm happy with this. The more you will regret your actions. Because if I don't kill myself.. I might meet you somewhere in this university. Without causing you pain..or regret.”

“Get up..”

"yes?"

"Even though I know it's a sin.. But at least the fact that I'm here It makes noodles' lives change, right? Noodles, don't blame yourself again.."

“But until then This will never change.”

“Well.. It's only a matter of time before I have to repent of my sins... Just.. having a mouse next to me. I'm satisfied."

"elder sibling..."

“If there really is a next life.. We might be born as soulmates..”

“God.. Even though my body has many sins.. But if there is one wish that I would like to ask for.. I want to be with this man forever..”

"Well.. you definitely won't leave me."

..Because this is the first and only love of my life...

1 month later..

"Hey, do you know about the new building yet?"

“Which new building? Is it the Vid Operations Building?”

“Oh, that's what I heard. Fresh and hot stories that my seniors told me about. Really scary.”

“Is it a ghost story, idiot?”

"Oh, fuck.. Did you know that in a new building there were two students who jumped to their deaths?"

“Two people?”

“Oh my gosh.. there are rumors that they are a couple. And it's like the man secretly cheated on him with someone else. A woman jumps from a building and dies. And when a man finds out that his girlfriend jumped from a building I'm hallucinating. I thought my boyfriend was following my back all the time.”

"Bruh, that's scary."

"Not only that.. Not long after that This man jumped off a building and died on the rooftop, exactly the same place that woman jumped..”

“Shit, I'm so scared... Now tell me about it. I'll have to go study again."

“Who are you listening to? The story is so damn messy. Where do women and men follow each other? When we jumped, they didn't know each other at all.”

“Oh, Brother Yan. When are you coming to set up? And do you have class today?”

“There's only one class. I'll go sit and study."

“Oh, so how did you come? And how do you know that they don't know each other?"

"Oh.. I know..Heh heh heh heh heh heh heh."

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