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The first love that never goes away

memory

Do you want to share it with others?

that once in a lifetime

We have known the word

"love"

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How good and painful is it?

I want to tell him that I love him with all my heart.

but...

I can't do it.

TT

It'll all be over. Better go read the story 5555

...Love that doesn't need to be spoken...

Hello, I'm the person who wants to share my experience. Once upon a long time ago With my first love, hehe ^ ^ Let me introduce myself first. My name is Pinky. Now I'm...um... Please give me a hug. (I don't want to remember that I'm old - -*)

Uh... let's get straight to the point.

Yes, I think everyone has encountered love before. (Both consciously and unconsciously ^

O^)

But a love that will remain in our memories forever. It is a love that always remains impressive. No matter how it turns out in the end

yes!

"First love"

My first love started in the 2nd semester of Grade 6, keke. I don't want to brag. At that time, I did a full English test. The whole class alone ^^

Very proud > //

I'm stunned and amazed, but not thrilled, haha. (I started to go off track -0-) and I never thought about it. That just that full score would allow me to find love. Haha. I'm confused as to how I found love ^^

This is the starting point.

[One morning of normal school]

As usual every morning, I sat at my desk writing homework that I didn't understand. Then suddenly my friend from another room walked up to me. Told him to help teach him his homework. Because I'm a very good person. (Please praise yourself, hehe.) I accepted and immediately went to help teach (

My work is not finished yet > <)

I walked along the wooden balcony and... that person was sitting on the way that I had to walk past. At that time, I didn't feel anything except being stunned. Really stunned. Just where I was, they called out to me.

"this"

"( ' ')" I turned around with a neutral face (maybe).

"Uh...what's your name?" He turned to ask his friend sitting next to him. His face was filled with a bright smile. Erm. . .But, I can't remember my name, is it Ra (' ')? Are you kidding? I know that. I often play jokes like this. When I don't want anyone to know that I really care about someone ^^ Haha.

"Pinky," his friend replied. which I also know. Its name is "Talay". I used to live in the same room with it in the first grade. Hehe. Even though it looks playful on the outside, I didn't know it had ever made me cry. (Thinking about it makes my heart hurt. That day I tried to hold back the tears.

TT)

"Oh, um, are you the one who got a full score on the English test ^^" His face was stained with a smile. He didn't know that I had completely fallen into the trap of his smile. Have you ever heard that love can make the world stop turning? When I first saw it from dramas, movies, and stuff like that, I thought it was really pointless. It was crazy.

Can just love do that much? But when I try to meet you

                 O_O!!

Yes, it's true.

I shook my head lightly a few times to dispel whatever was making me feel strange. Makes me feel like I'm in a dream. Sigh, I don't know what's going on. Please get out.

T^T

"Um (' ')" I hurriedly adjusted my expression to a neutral one. Oh, have I made a strange face yet?

TT  

You're so pretentious. Haha.

I finished answering and walked out stubbornly. Oh, I'm embarrassed, I'm embarrassed. Didn't I accidentally act like I was dreaming just now?

TOT  

I'm so embarrassed that I want to rip off the land and run away.

It didn't take me long to finish teaching my friend's homework. I walked back Acting like you don't care about anything or anyone, even though it's in my heart. Almost able to jump and bounce outside to dance >///<

I've known him for a long time. It's been a year already. But he doesn't know me. So how can you not let me know you? He used to be my friend's boyfriend before. But I'm not very close. Just used to be in the same room in 4th grade. And both of them are quite popular in school.

Therefore, if they are going to be together, they all know -*- but I see that it didn't end well.

A. . .I don't think we should worry too much about anyone's past, right? I'm going to get slapped right now ^^;; So it's better not to.

Oh, looks like I probably can't completely shake off that crazy feeling. I've come home. I'm still thinking a lot.

[The next morning]

Lining up to salute the national flag is very normal for an elementary school student like me.

but...

The thing that isn't normal is that "he" just happened to sit right next to me. Is that -///-? (That is, the teacher will arrange the lines for each chapter, right? So how about we sit next to each other? And since I've stood in line every day, there's never been a day where I sat together. I could still swear -0-) I turned around and saw him sitting and smiling happily. I almost couldn't turn around in time -//////-

I'm shy.

There is only one word that can describe our actions. And it's like it's not just one day. But it's every day. It's like this -///- I want to shout loudly in his face.

'We're embarrassed. Do it like crazy!!!! >

O//' 

I can't do it. Just staring into his eyes for more than 10 seconds is still difficult for us -////-

[An ordinary morning]

My school has many shops that sell breakfast. But there is one shop. next to school It's in a small alley. I want to tell you that this restaurant is very delicious >_ Hehe.

And the unusual things started again haha. Really funny. I want to laugh until I cry.

TOT   

"Pink, let's go get something to eat." My friend invited me not even 5 minutes after she entered the room. Her name is 'Priao' but her figure isn't as slim as her name suggests (Wow! It's dead. I didn't say it. I'm so clear >

O<)  

"Oh, um, I'm hungry ^^" I answered easily. Well, I told you, I'm a good person. I don't know how to reject friends ^^;;

Rice and curry shop next to school

As I said before, this restaurant is delicious beyond words. There were a lot of people and it started late. Don't expect to be able to eat at the restaurant.

Sigh, and finally me and Miss Preaw got breakfast. There are so many people.

"Sit here, it's free," Priew said happily. How can I not be happy? There are 4 tables and a lot of people. ~ ~ -0-

"Wow, that's good. There's almost no seats." I sat down following my friend's words. Put out a plate of rice and you're done. I almost wiped my sweat with my hand. There were really a lot of people. Oh, it's already 7:00 a.m. No wonder - -

Me and Preaw couldn't sit down for more than 10 minutes -

v-;;;  

He walked with a friend. Carrying a plate of rice And then stop at my table -///-

"Sit with me ^^" He politely asked to join the dining table (maybe) and sat down. And why are you asking? - - Heh heh, if you're asking about my face? --- -0- It's definitely like this. There's nothing wrong with that, and I guess that slim's face is the same.

While he was eating with another friend Me and Preaw could only keep our heads down. You can almost scoop rice into your mouth. I'll tell you straight away. I don't dare to look up. I'm so embarrassed. So embarrassed.

T///T  

My friend is in the same situation. But I don't know why the slim one is in the same condition.

T^T

Can you hurry up and finish eating? I love you.

T/////T  

I'm so embarrassed that I can't even put rice down my throat.

And then . . .

What I prayed for has come true ^

O^!!

Finished eating, Father Koonnan. I almost bowed down.

T///T 

But it's not over yet.

"Hey, it's getting late." His friend said after he finished drinking water. which I know again (I know a lot of people.) His name is 'Green' and we used to live in the same room when he moved in. At that time, he had a nice personality. But now...let's not talk about - -

"Wait a minute, I'm in no hurry :)" he finished telling Lee Green. Then turn towards me (two people) and smile at me. What is it (' ')? Smile for me or be slim? That is, it's just innocent >_// Honestly and

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"..." Seeing that, who would dare say anything? I really want to tell you. 'Hurry up~ We'll eat if you stay like this. We probably didn't get to eat enough.

v- '  

But I couldn't speak. If it were someone else There's no way I'm like this. No matter how much he is called a gangster, I'm not afraid. But with him, it's a special reason -///-

He sat and chilled for a while. Then got up and left.

As soon as he left, both me and Slim straightened up and sat up almost immediately >///<

"Sigh/Sigh" Me and Preaw sighed together. What kind of sigh of relief did you let out? (I didn't suspect anything at the time. But when I came to remember my past life, this is where my doubts arose. Very suspicious - -?)

"When Ford sits, I couldn't eat at all >_<" I agree with it without any arguments.

"Oh, that's it." Sigh, I feel relieved, my body is very relaxed ^0^

[Line up to salute the national flag the next morning]

And today it is still the same. He's still standing right next to me -///- It makes me feel good. Make it almost every morning I'm so embarrassed I'm about to explode. He probably doesn't know. That I feel for him more than just a friend. I don't know when it became this big.

I don't even know myself yet. Having to describe something like this makes my heart flutter. The body almost rolls as well. >/////////////////<

So we won't talk much anymore. I'm so embarrassed!!

While the teacher came to the front of the line saying something he didn't know. I don't know what I'm listening to. I secretly turned to look at him. And the timing was so good. He turned around just in time. Oh, he gave me a sweet smile that touched my heart. (But I still wonder You really gave it to me. A face like a termite like me!? -0-)

I feel like I'm attracted to him >////< I can't stop looking at him. We stared into each other's eyes for quite some time. I'll be able to regain consciousness. Oh, I'm about to melt, you crazy person!!! >

O//

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

One day, I'll probably be killed by ants. How can you be embarrassed every day like this?

I've changed. I can't control myself.

T^T  

When I see him, I can't take my eyes off him. And it began to develop Increase the level. I've also started watching when he comes to school. In the past, he came to school at 7:00 a.m., now he comes at 6:40 a.m., something like this too. I used to think to myself. Who came to school this early? Is it because of me? *0* But probably not.

I'm probably not that important to his life -3- and the highest level. I even found an excuse to leave the room, such as locking the door, etc.

And because he's the highest level guy. That hurt me so much.

Well, it was a normal morning. I always come out and lock the door. (The main purpose is I want to see his face ^///^) Suddenly he brought a fake cockroach to tease me. I really want to tell you, I'm really shocked, but I'm just pretending to be shy and not paying attention. Then walked away into the room, crazy person.

I don't know what he was playing with. >///< Hehe. After a while, he used the cockroach to tease others. Which is my roommate. And then there's another surprise. That person secretly likes him too. It's really fun. She runs around the room and screams all over the room. -3- Then I realized it myself. 'Oh.

Why don't we do that? Maybe I'll be able to be close to him a little more', but it's not too late~

Sigh - -*

In the brain today I don't have to study. I'll miss him right away. You don't have to do anything.

T///T  

Haha.

There's no reason why I want to cry. I'm just not sure. That between me and him, we love each other, or is it just my imagination? That he acted like he liked me. Did I create an image for myself? There are still many things that I don't have enough confidence in yet. To believe that I like him and he will like me back.

If he refuses this I have truly become dust that is blown away by the wind.

TOT  

And another reason that makes me very unsure is What about your ex-boyfriend? If that person knew that I was about to steal her husband Didn't she come and make an appointment to slap me? Anyway, that's all. I'm not afraid of her at this point. Just during my lunch break, I like to go to the library. (The original reason I entered was because of him -///-)

And then I went and saw him playing with her -0-

I'm angry. I'm very angry. >

O!!!

I was so jealous that the blood almost rose to my face and I invaded and tore him apart. But I can't do it here. I have no right to be possessive of him~ That day I could only express it with my eyes. with little words and ran away from there I really can't stand watching. My ex is playing with my ex.

And the important thing is that they look very close to each other. Hey, I won't think too much about it. If before that I've never heard of an old girlfriend like her before. How much do you want to reconcile with him?' I felt pain in my chest so much that I couldn't sleep all night. Because that picture is addictive. I'm almost in tears. I want to tell you.

But I didn't want anyone in the house to notice, so I just kept it in and didn't say anything.

But the problem isn't over yet. My friend, her name is 'Somjid'. I ended up liking him too. It hurts again. Somjid and I have been in the same room since Prathom 4 - Prathom 5. 5 We are quite close. Then I'll come and make my friends sad. Why can't I get down?

T^T

I'd rather be sorry myself. (I'm not pretending to be a good person. I'm telling the truth!!) Oh, my life is full of problems.

TOT  

Ha ha ha.

Should I make up my mind? I shouldn't have loved him. There are many beautiful women that he will choose. I probably wouldn't be one of his choices.

(Do you believe it? I think it's been a week or so. I forgot all about it. What were you stressed about? Haha, I laughed to myself and said, "Yes, I was stressed to the point of almost crying." When you forget, you forget completely. And here I am, why am I stressed out?!!!)

Well, when we still don't believe that he really likes us. So I came up with a plan to prove my love. It must work. It's on my level already hahahahaha ^

O^

After school one day

Today my room ended earlier than usual. So I came to wait for the important piece in front of the room. With a smile that is very . . . um, I don't know this one, let's imagine it ourselves. This important piece is my friend. But other people like to treat me and him as lovers. So I took this opportunity. Be sarcastic to them too.

Did you see that killing two birds with one shot? Hehe ^_^

"Hey, it's here. I'll go call it for you." A friend in the process, haha.

"Um, okay."

But I happened to see him walking out first. So I hurriedly took a piece of paper and stapled it into a heart shape to tease him. Hehe. I really want to know what he'll do. ^^

His face was shocked ^^ Thank you for making that face. Because it lets us know He probably likes us too (maybe).

Then an event that went wrong as planned happened.

T^T  

Because I'm only happy Until my friend got embarrassed and ran away. You crazy bastard, what are you going to do? I haven't finished speaking yet. I immediately ran over and told him the truth. There will be a big misunderstanding and it will be confusing. >

O<

"Hey, wait!!!!"

"Go tell someone else you love them." Haha. Who says they love you? I didn't even say 'I like you', I just handed him a heart-shaped piece of paper, haha.

"We're joking."

"(' ');;" He had a plain face. And then I went out. Heck, I almost made it in time. Haha. I was sweating while playing.

I turned back to tell my fellow process members. that everything is fine

I looked past the backs of my fellow process members. And then I felt like I was doing too much. He made a face like he couldn't believe it. His eyes were devoid of everything. I feel very sorry. I made the person I like make that kind of face. (And I want to say

That picture has always followed me. It never goes away.

T^T)  

After that day Everything changed. .

He who always had cute eyes on me disappeared. There's only him who keeps avoiding me, escaping me. His eyes are sad. I'm so sorry I really want to go back in time. But I know that I probably can't do it.

Happiness really only lasts overnight.

excuse me

I really want to tell you. If we hadn't thought at the time that she liked me too. I would have told you with my heart and the words of love from my heart.

We made her disappear from our lives.

I don't want it to be like this at all. . .really

From that day, I cried for three or four nights.

T^T

But this has been many years ago. She wouldn't think of anything like this. But we still think about it haha. Just today we're friends and I'm happy.

[Because you and I have never spoken. But you made me know You're always beside me. I feel and feel And because we never spoke That's why I'm not sure how much "We love each other . . ."]