you & me forever

“Hey!!..get in the car now. You'll miss the bus soon." The voice of 'P' Dee' called out, calling his friends to get on the bus..that's right. We're going to have a party at the sea. "Come on 'Fai' and sit here. You reserved seats for us and" "Thank you. Pee Dee is the cutest. Whose boyfriend is this?" "My younger sister's boyfriend, haha." If I could choose, I wouldn't do that..

5 hours have passed

"Arrived at the sea!! Yay!!" The sound of the sea waves. blue sky How beautiful and what? When everyone arrived at the accommodation, they put their things in their proper places. After that, they went out to play in the water and have fun. I was one of them, I was very happy at that time. It was so much fun that I didn't even know. Death is creeping in to take the life of my important person.

That night, I argued with Pee Dee so violently that I ran out of the room. Go straight to the main road near the accommodation "Fai! Wait for me first! Fai! Come back and talk to us about this!" I was too busy keeping my head down and running. Running without thinking about life, thinking 'I'll probably get tired soon and stop following myself', but that thought

Made me lose him..forever..

Bang!! The sound of a car crashing into something was deafening. "Scream!!!! Someone got hit by a car!!” when I turned to look. I saw a body lying still in a pool of blood. "P'Dee!!!" My shout was shaking. I hurriedly ran to pick up the body. "Brother Dee!..Stay with me first! Don't rely on it to be okay! Please..I'm sorry..huh.."

I said in a trembling voice with tears streaming down my face. "Fai..I'm sorry.." P'Dee's voice was soft and trembling. After speaking, Pee Dee closed his eyes and remained silent. "P'Dee!..I can't leave you like this..Wake up..P'Dee!!" I shook P'Dee's body as hard as I could. But there was no response at all.. Pee Dee has left me.. forever. “Little brother, I love you.. I love you the most.. therefore.. wake up please.

Don't leave your little one alone."

Love is a beautiful miracle. But it is hidden with sharp thorns. Even though love hurts us But I still love and care for him. Even though we will never meet again.. After passing through Pee Dee's funeral I have to continue living my life..without him. A month has passed.

Entering the second month without him. My life.. seems to lack color. I walked out of the house Walking around aimlessly The rain suddenly came down and fell continuously. I keep wandering until I reach a bridge over a small, fast river. When I don't have a good brother anymore. What will I live for? For my parents? For friends? For the person who loves me?

I didn't have anything from the beginning..I'll follow you soon..I closed my eyes slowly and threw myself down. The body can feel the coolness of the water. And the suffering from lack of air. Phi..Dee.. 'Silly child..' 'Haha, Fai..' 'I love you.' 'Did you know that I like to eat chicken stir-fried with ginger made by Fai the most?' 'Nong I love you. Are you older?' 'Fai..I only have one younger sibling..'

Memories of me and Pee Dee slowly flowed out of my head. 'I love you, little brother.

you & me forever..'

Wait a minute, I'm about to go find you...then my consciousness slowly faded away..