The world is glowing The anger that has accumulated over thousands of years Now it has been released.
Outside the window, even though it was daytime, the atmosphere was no different from nighttime. A night without moonlight and starlight It was so dark that even the palm trees that stretched out couldn't see. Looking out into the darkness were the faint lights of streetlights and houses next door. It shone faintly as if it were far away.
slum community
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A coughing sound came from inside a small house. It was a small hut with probably only one room. A dim light shone out. It looked old and dilapidated, and even more miserable at a time like this.
A young man opened the door and went inside.
He wore a somber t-shirt that he couldn't tell what color it used to be. Pants that appear to be too loose for your size. old and torn In his hand he held a paper bag. It must have been the food he went out to find.
Inside the hut On one side was a small counter and a pantry with a few dishes and food. It's old and probably spoiled. There were tables and chairs that groaned every time someone moved them. Must have been through a lot. On the other side was a metal bed and a mattress wrapped in plastic next to the only window in the hut.
On the bed was a young woman curled up in a large windproof winter coat. There are no pillows and blankets.
This girl is thin and thin. The skin is pale, like a person suffering from disease. Light colored hair hung on her pale face. She would have once been beautiful, but a terrible disease turned a person into this. She looked weak and tired. Only the eyes were still sparkling, making this body not look like a corpse.
There was only one picture frame in the entire hut. Photo of this man and woman It was the only picture and decoration in the hut, no carpet, no curtains, nothing.
As soon as the young woman saw the young man approaching, She tried to get up. But with your body So he could only slowly lift up with difficulty. Her arms were shaking. Her power was gradually decreasing.
“Issa!” the young man scolded. “How many times have I told you? Don't get up in a hurry.” He looked extremely worried. His youthful face was eroded by wrinkles from stress until he was not fit for his age. He was a tall man, muscular from work. The face is clearly defined. But he was full of traces of starvation, his lips were dry, his eyes weren't shining like they should. His straw colored hair was dry and stiff.
He hurriedly placed the bag on the table, causing him to cry out in protest. Before quickly taking long steps to gently and gently support the young woman sitting against the edge of the bed. He was terrified that if he exerted just a little too much force, The girl in front of him would break in his hand. He reached out and poured water into the porcelain glass that was on the nightstand. before handing it to the girl
Issa took the glass of water. Send a grateful smile She supported the glass with both hands and raised it to take a sip. The young man sat down next to her and took the empty glass back.
“I'm just a little bit sick. I'm already worrying too much.” His sweet voice was hoarse and soft, like a whisper. She said as she slowly leaned on the young man who sat next to her and leaned on him nicely. He could hardly feel anything when her body was so light that it could be blown away by the wind.
He sighed, his brows furrowed tightly, “It's fine. Learn to look at yourself, you'll already be a skeleton.” He was dissatisfied but still used a gentle tone.
“It's just a relapse,” the woman muttered. She knew that the young man wouldn't care anyway. He is very worried about her. And that made her feel bad too. I don't like being sick and being a burden to him like this.
The young man turned and looked. His eyes were filled with regret and hurt. He was afraid, very afraid that one day the girl in front of him would disappear because of her illness. Chronic illness that has been present for a long time He knew it would kill her soon. Even though I know, I still can't accept it. The thought of not having you in this world is too scary.
Her symptoms never eased. or even balance It's getting harder and harder. From just sneezing, I started coughing. I can't begin to breathe. Starting to hurt all over. no strength I rarely eat anything. Until this point One of her legs had already stepped into the world of the dead.
“Let's go to the hospital,” he said weakly. Issa is so stubborn. refused to go to the hospital No matter how he tried, it was in vain.
The girl only smiled faintly. It's not that I don't know my own condition. But because I know too well Now it's too late. The two of you have been together for a long time and are poor. She was sick all year and had to keep piling up expenses. A young man works hard day and night. When I go home, I have to do housework and take care of her. Money is so important He's in so much trouble.
Going to the hospital didn't make anything better. Part of her thought that it would be good to just go away. He will be able to move on. But another heart is worried about him, wanting to stay with him and at least be able to comfort the other person. Let him sleep on his lap when he's tired. She wanted to be with him too much to let go of him.
“I'll recover on my own just like before. It's like that every time.” Hopefully he'll let you in like every time. But she was shocked when he turned her to face him. His eyes were hard, filled with anger and fear.
“So, do you think you will continue to be sick like this? Looking at the situation, do you think it will suddenly disappear on its own? Or if it disappears, it will come back. She knows it's getting worse and worse. Where are you waiting to go?” he said harshly. He was so loud that she was taken aback. He lowered his head and spoke in a whisper. “Are you going to wait until she disappears?”
She could almost hear him holding back his tears. She reached her gaunt hands around his neck and pulled him close to herself.
“I know you're worried about money. But we're not that poor. A little disorganized Work a little hard But it was worth it to you,” he said, his chin resting on her shoulder. She just noticed that he looked more exhausted than she remembered. At the same time, he looked like a crying child to her.
He's always been in trouble. It's all for you Tiew dreams to take care of her. His future might have been bright if she had never stepped into his life. But right now, his only wish was to cure her. When this thought came into my head She felt a sharp pain. I wanted to tell him that it was too late.
Now she's so afraid to leave. He must be alone and heartbroken. She had hurt him so much that he couldn't forgive him. She could only nod on his shoulder. It's a sign that she has given in.
He pulled away and looked at her face. sparkling eyes He looked the happiest. He smiled widely. It was so beautiful, she hadn't seen it in a long time. It had been so long that she could hardly remember anymore. She swallowed back a sob. and smiled at him and couldn't help but chuckle at the other's happy expression.
“What are you laughing at?” he hissed. She shook her head and he muttered nonsense that she didn't listen to. She was only focused on him.
"I'll go get you some food to eat. Just wait a moment. Don't disappear anywhere." He scolded like he was scolding a child. Where can you go? Haven't gotten up yet.
The next day
When she woke up she saw him getting dressed. He chose the best shirt. best pants and the best shoes He looked so much better that she couldn't help but smile.
He went over and took out all the money from the money can and stuffed it into his old wallet. Then shovel a few things into the backpack again. before running back to the stove where the rice porridge was warming before turning to see her lying down looking at him
“I didn't tell you when I woke up,” he said, pouring porridge into a bowl and not giving it to her. The smell of hot rice porridge spread throughout the hut. “When did you wake up?”
“Not for long,” she replied, opening her mouth to accept the porridge he fed her.
After only eating half of the bowl, she was so full she was about to vomit. I couldn't eat the next bite he offered me. I just shook my head. So he took care of everything. Pick up your things and take her to the hospital.
Complete all the various errands that need to be done. The nurse took her to the bedroom that would be her room from now on. It's very white and clean. It's different from back home.
“Behave well, don't be stubborn, don't be naughty,” the young man said as he kissed the woman's forehead. He still had to go to work so he had to leave her alone. “Is it OK to be alone?” But I still couldn't help but worry.
“Alright, let's go,” she said. He said goodbye to her for a moment before walking away. Life went by uneventfully, most of the time she slept all day. Some had doctors and nurses coming to treat them. When you wake up in the evening you will always find a young man coming back to your side. In the morning he went back out and kissed her forehead every morning without fail.
Until finally she was released from the hospital. At that time, it was already summer. It was bright outside and the sky was clear. blooming flower tree And she's strong It was like a dream she never thought would come true.
“Do you think you are so strong?” The young man continued to scold her. As she grew stronger, he also looked more tired. Carrying his bag, he followed her as she ran and jumped out.
“Just a little bit,” she said. Freedom and strength were really good.
This half year was the best time of her life, not being sick, doing housework, waiting for the young man to come back and eat dinner together. Live an ordinary life Every day has so much meaning.
Until winter comes Fog and smoke covered the city. The cold wind that came brought her disease back again. It's the most serious. Every time he breathed, it was painful, as if his body had been stabbed with a knife.
Their homes were locked tight. The young man didn't go out. They had enough money saved up to get through the winter without any difficulty. The air filter that the young man had bought was turned on almost all day.
young woman lying on the bed The face is covered with a respirator. His face was pale and dotted with sweat.
The young man sat beside him all day, taking care of him. Wipe off her sweat, feed her and soothe her. He knew how much she was suffering. And it made him so heartbroken that he couldn't relieve her of so much suffering.
He took her to the hospital. Waiting for her condition to improve But the doctor's words each day were like a knife stabbing into his heart.
You know now The final minutes of her life were approaching. Her time is getting less and less.
“Let's go home.” One day, she grabbed the young man's hand and forcefully said. His face when he heard her words made her want to cry. He looked heartbroken. There were no tears, no words. He held her hand in response. Bit your lip and nodded softly.
That evening she returned home.
He sat beside the bed stroking her head. The other hand held a cloth to wipe away the sweat. Her breathing was too loud.
She opened her eyes, the consciousness hurt her so much. His warm touch was the last strength she needed to continue fighting this terrible disease. She looked at his face. He looked so glum.
Reaching out and holding his hand, he turned to look and moved closer. Lying down next to her Hold her gently with your hand. Don't hurt her. There were no words between him and her.
She looked into his eyes and he looked at her.
Sorry, she thought to herself.
I don't want to go. But it's so tiring She reached for the respirator and tried to pull it out, and he helped. She could feel his hands trembling as he removed her respirator. So is his body.
She breathed in the outside air. It hurt, but it felt good. She held him close. and kissed his forehead
“We slept together,” she whispered, holding his hand tightly. and slowly closed my eyes Drowsiness assailed her. It drew you into its gentle warmth. Her consciousness was fading. But his last voice could still be clearly heard.
“Sleep well.”
she is asleep Her breath disappeared. He pulled the thin body into a tight hug. Let the pressure flow out with silent tears. She was gone and his heart was gone with hers.