THE VIBES

THE VIBES

Round 1 ‘

The drug is called poison'

On the night of November 10th of this year is my 20th birthday, this Leo. (Would you please stand up and clap your hands for me????)

Yes, as I said. So now I'm in the private room of N, my best friend since middle school. To come and drink to celebrate this joy for both of us.

“I made you wait for months, N-chan,” I said to my precious friend with an extremely happy smile. And the new can of beer that I kept opening and drinking like I couldn't stop anymore, beer~~

“Yes, I'm glad you can finally drink alcohol,” N said casually, raising his beer can against mine, waiting to congratulate him. (N was born several months before me, but he waited for me until today. So that the two of us can toast together He's a good friend, right?☺️)

"Uh, just hope I have a happy birthday." And drinking with you tonight. It made me really happy.

“Huh, you're such a kid.” N likes to say that to me with a faint smile and a look in his eyes that always makes me feel warm inside.

“Hey, I'm 20 now, not so young.”

Pork!

“Ouch, you just hit me in the head with a beer can!”

"Uh, well, you're so cocky and irritating."

“Ngh…you.” Just seeing N-chan's smile up close like this makes me happy. This would be my best birthday ever.

"what? Are you looking for trouble?”

“Oh, no.” Who would dare to argue with a brutal dictator like you? En-chan, hehe.

That's right. N, even though his appearance is cute and nurturing, it's true. But when this pillow gets angry, it's really scary. Confirmation from me, this person who has experienced this on a regular basis, haha.

But even if it were like that He is my most important friend...

It should be like that as imagined.

But when I opened my eyes in the morning

It's all over.

Pang——!!!

“…?!!!” What I found when I woke up shocked me greatly. So much so that I can't think of anything.

I was lying on the bed with N-chan. With both of them naked…

What is this all about?!

Round 2 ‘

It really happened'

Later time…

"…Hey"

“…N-chan.”

“………” He walked out to get a drink of water, not paying attention to the call of the person sitting holding his hand, his face pale and helpless in the slightest.

“En-san,” he tried to call out again.

“……” was still ignored.

“N-sama…”

Grab it!

“Don't call me in such a disgusting way!” Both N's voice and expression clearly showed anger right now. It was frightening.

“Hey, about last night…do you remember what happened?” Leo bowed his head because he didn't dare face N right now. He looked like a person who was thinking a lot and was very confused.

“I… remember drinking beer with N-chan,” Leo tried to recall as much as he could remember. “But, I don't remember anything after that, so…”

“What did I do to you, En-chan…?” I was extremely excited and scared when I asked this question to the only important friend who stood there staring at me silently.

Damn it, I feel so scared like crazy.

"…no"

“Huh?” I looked up at him without understanding.

“To tell you the truth. I don't remember anything, but…shit.”

“...Ugh.” I swallowed the sticky lump of saliva in my throat with a tingling sensation.

“The thing on my back was killing me and my body was all sticky, so I could very easily guess what was happening…” N gritted his teeth and said in an eerie sound. He was extremely angry.

“…Whoa!” Leo was shocked as he saw Ten radiate a dull black aura with such extreme anger. And the cause of this matter is probably Leo himself. What a shame.

Kwakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Terrified, Leo hid himself in the blanket on the bed and apologized, his voice shaking like he was about to cry, “I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Go ahead and kill me a million times…just please take my hands and legs and I will be… I also want to stand and sing on stage in my next life.”

Grab it!

"uncle! Forget it, shut up!” En shouted, unable to stand Leo's childish stupidity. “Don't send such terrible requests!”

All together~

Leo sprung up and sat outside the blankets like a guilty man. And because I was afraid of the cruel owner of the room in front of me.

“Ah,” N suddenly seemed unexpectedly calm.

“What?” Not being able to guess another person's mood like this was even more terrifying.

“……” N turned and stared at Leo for a while before saying, “…Uh, you just went to university.”

"I'm going to take a shower before leaving."

“What…but?”

“Forget it, just get out of my sight, now!”

“But…but, your body is in pain, right?”

Leo suddenly stood up proudly and said to N, his only important friend, without fear of death,

“It's okay, I'll wait for you! I will stay with you and operate as

Special Police

For you!” Because I swore an oath to En-chan to protect him.

“Because of one stupid idiot, things It has become difficult!” “Don't struggle to take care of everything. What do you think of the situation?!!!”

“…N-chan.”

“Well, if you feel so guilty, then go put my name on the class entry list for me, understand?!”

Bang-ng !

collapsing——sagging

“………Okay………” I was so weak in my knees that I had to sit on the floor in shock as soon as N walked away into the shower and even closed the door loudly on me.

No matter what, N-chan won't get over his anger at us easily like this.

Now I……

Wanted to kill me yesterday and disappear from this world so much.

It really happened

Round 3 ‘

repent'

At the university

“Hey Leo.”

“…huh?”

“You look scary. What's wrong? Have you broken up with a woman? Or did you break up with N?”

“Louis…”

Just a moment.

“……?!” Louis was shocked, standing still and looking at Leo who suddenly swooped in and grabbed his shoulder and bowed his head, trembling worrisomely.

“Calling me like trash…you trash—Leo…!”

“What?” What is this guy saying? “You aren't always called that, are you? …by N.”

“………” I looked up at Louis with the courage to resist, stressed, depressed about life……

“………” This guy's condition is worse than he thought. Louis could only think so in his heart.

After that, Leo didn't say anything else. Then he and Louis, a high school rival who became friends and they even studied in the same faculty. The two of them walked towards their school building without anyone saying anything.

“Drinking party……?” Leo repeated the question of Louis inviting him along.

“Just like that. This Sunday there will be a party with old friends,” Louis repeated. “Mr. Hottie Leo-kun. Why don't you go have some fun together?”

“………” I wonder if N-chan will go too?

I…went to study at the country's number one university after graduating from high school. Just like N-chan.

I really like N.

I want to overcome the boundaries of this long friendship.

But I can't do it.

So, I never revealed my feelings for him and hid them.

but…

It came crashing down like this.

“Hey——-O…” I let out a long sigh. I really wanted to die.

collapse

“Hey, Leo?” Louis, who was sitting next to me, turned to me, worried to see me face down on the table like that.

“………” At least I want to remember it…!

Pork!

“Leo, hey, calm down…!” Louis tried to calm down Leo, who was banging his head on the table like a madman. Here we are sitting in a class and the teacher is standing in front of us teaching. Take it easy, friend. Louis almost wanted to shout this sentence out loud at Leo to bring him back to normal.

Round 4 ‘

Destroyed'

Although alcohol is called both a poison and a drug,

"…Hey"

“……” N-chan gritted his teeth and made an expression of displeasure as soon as he saw me waiting for him on the stairs leading up to the class.

“I already signed it for you,” I told him before handing over the package. “This is a handout.”

“Oh…then what is the matter with your respectful speech to me?” N frowned at Leo in confusion.

“Hey, N-chan…” Leo was so depressed that he didn't dare to look up at N.

“………” Shit, this guy is really… tempting. Is it okay to punch Mom?

“…Hey——O” N let out a long sigh, not knowing what to do with this idiot in front of him. Before adjusting his voice to a still, scary tone, he called out the name of the person in front of him, "Leo."

“……Heh.” Leo was startled immediately.

“I think it's best that we don't think about what happened,” N began to speak calmly. “I'm not a woman. So nothing will happen.”

“………” Leo stood still, listening to the tears filling his eyes with the utmost restraint.

“Then forget it. Think of it as just something you drink too much.”

“So stop acting like you're attending a funeral ceremony. …I saw it and it was really annoying.”

“N-chan.”

Just a moment.

“Sorry, I really need to remember.” Leo held N's hand apologetically.

flick!

N accidentally jerked his hand away from Leo violently. Because Ten's body had developed a strong reaction against Leo's touch.

“…What?” Leo stared at N in shock at what N had shown.

“What?” N also felt shocked.

“What? What was it just now?” Leo asked, his voice shaking.

“Oh…what is it?”

“N-chan,” Leo called out, reaching out to touch N-chan again.

aback

N flicked his hand in the air as if to protect himself as soon as he saw Leo move closer.

Really got rejected

“………” Leo was in serious shock right now.

“Ah…sorry, I just…” N tried to make Leo understand. “I don't want you to touch me now…”

The alcohol we drink seems to be toxic.

Round 5 ‘

A clear memory'

"It doesn't seem like it's hurt much, does it?"

"What should I do? It might be true…” Leo fell helplessly on the table. After coming to confide in my friends at the club

"however We are more concerned that we are talking about such personal matters.”

“Is that why? It would be great if you confessed sooner.”

“I did my best to protect our pure friendship!” Leo said loudly.

“I saw it, so your innocence gave birth to tragedy.”

“But N doesn't remember, right?”

“So it must be difficult for him. That is why he subconsciously rejected you.”

“It must have been very painful for him. He erased it from his memory.”

“Ha…………!”

What did I do to him?

It's so scary……

I feel like I'm a statue and they smashed it with a hammer until it was shattered. Now, there's nothing left.

That's right, this is all my fault. I forced him.

I'm sure that's the case.

But what about N-chan? Was he a drunk person who couldn't protect me?

I wonder how afraid he felt?

What kind of face does he make?

What does his voice sound like?

How much?

A faint trace of evidence… on the small of N's back that morning.

…If possible, I want to do it again.

“Hey Leo?”

"………I"

It's poison.

“This is the fastest, worst thing……”

increased spread

Memories from that night gradually flowed back.

“Uh…Ugh.”

“Ah…ummm.”

“La…Leo-Ugh!”

“Kiss~N-chan, please raise your head.” I was controlling the love game behind N-chan. I pressed a kiss to his trembling, sweaty shoulder, making him do as I told him. “Front pin down and crouched like this, you can breathe out, you know that?”

“Hah, ah…you…” En-chan lifted his head and turned towards me. His expression showed that he was enduring extreme suffering.

“Mmm, ah, like this.” I lifted N-chan's hips up into a comfortable position and then I thrusted in harder, powered by my raw, irrepressible desire.

“Ah… Ugh.”

“Relax a little…ummm…just like this, hmmm.”

The alternating moans of me and N-chan echoed in the bedroom that was our love field.

I relaxed my strength and turned N-chan's limp body back up towards me. I really want to see his face right now. Ah… N-chan's face is so sexy.

“Hah hah…” N panted tiredly. Her beautiful face was soaked with beads of sweat that didn't stop flowing out.

“Ah, I'm so sorry, N-chan.” I bent down to comfort him near him. “I can't hold it back any longer.”

I started moving again and couldn't stop like I was told.

“……!” En-chan tried his best to keep from letting out an embarrassing sound. ...but I like it N-chan's sexy singing voice was extremely arousing to me.

Just a moment.

“……Yes,” N-chan said and touched my face. Ten's trembling eyes looking at me now It makes me unable to stop this desire.

“What? Umm…sorry. But I don't have—“ I knew what N-chan was trying to tell me. But that thing I don't have any.

“U-k, Mr.…

FUCK…”

“Yes, now…”

"Uh-"

“Now can't……can't stop…ah. It's really great.”

Pang—————D!

Round 6 ‘

Bad person'

And then I remembered everything that happened that night……this was really terrible.

I'm the one who's really, really bad.

Now I feel like I'm dying from this guilt. How terrible.

I was so numb I could hardly feel the warm water flowing over my head from the open shower. Thoughts and feelings of guilt in my heart over what I did to the important person I always wanted to keep. Being humiliated like that by myself was really painful.

How could I do it? N-chan…

“Such a useful dream……” I am very confused right now.

I have to forget it.

Gang…

I walked out of the shower to dry my hair. Just in time with the Line notification sound that came on at the right time for me too.

“Huh…?”

'Louis: What are you doing?'

Hurry and forget it.

Later time [8:30 p.m.]

HAKKURA Drinking Restaurant 

“Oh, you're here,” Louis greeted as soon as he saw me walk into the shop he had arranged to meet.

“Yo, this hot guy over here.” His eternal rival waved his hand and motioned for me not to sit in the empty seat next to him. Shit, he saw his handsome face. Whatever it was, I felt really annoyed.

“What? There are more people than I thought,” I said as I counted the six people currently sitting at the table. However, they still left room for two more. So, it means that besides me, there might be one more member...who is it?

“Hi~ Leo, haven't seen you in a long time,” Jiel, Louis' hot-tempered sweetheart, greeted as I sat down on the seat next to him. Chion is ready.

“Oh, hello everyone.” I greeted my old high school friends with a faint smile.

“Huh? This guy looks like a prisoner awaiting execution like you said, Hyde,” Shion said after he leaned over and looked at me clearly. Until it's satisfied

“Do you want to die, you idiot Shion? Don't make fun of me.” I turned around and shot it in the eyes to get it to stop making fun of me.

“Hahaha, you still get angry easily, Leo.” Kikyo, Shion's mischievous partner, turned to join in teasing me one more time.

“It's because you guys like to tease and make Leo angry. Act like children,” Kaien, the kind-hearted captain sitting in the last seat, said, hoping not to crush him.

“That's it, stop teasing Leo. ...He'll cry soon." Hyde, that irritating council president, is the ringleader who brought his friends to bully me.

“That's enough, you guys.”

“…………” There was silence for a minute when Jiel spoke up. Ah, truly worthy of being the boss of these guys.

"Oh, I'm sorry, Jiel." I turned to apologize guiltily.

“Ah, never mind, but what are you going to drink? The waiter has been waiting for a long time,” he said, extending his hand towards the man who looked to be older than us who was quietly waiting to take orders. in front of me

“It's only juice for underage people!” Even so, Chion turned around and teased me again. Shit.

“Ah! You don't know that I turned 20 years old last week.” Before turning around and telling the employee who was waiting, “The drink is draft beer.”

“Heh~~ So Leo has grown up to catch up with us,” Kikyo said in a tone that was extremely enticing to me.

"Tch, it's just that I was born two years earlier than I said." Actually, I can't argue with him too much. Because of the fact that in this group I was younger than them. Even Louis, who is a friend of the same age as me, was born in the first two months of the year. Therefore, for this reason, I am always teased and teased by these guys.

Sigh……I really want N-chan to be here together. If N-chan were around, they wouldn't tease me as much because they were considerate of N-chan.

“Let it go. Don't care about it. Here's yours.” Louis, who was sitting on the other side of the table, handed me the beer glass the waiter had brought while I was arguing with Chion.

“Uh……” I took the beer glass from Louis and didn't hesitate. He drank almost the whole glass in one go.

“Hey, take it easy, don't hurry,” Louis protested, worried.

“Leo, how are you these days?” Jiel asked, turning to me. It seemed like he himself could see that I was in serious trouble.

wad!

“Hey, even though I like to tease you. But if you have any problems, you can consult with me.”

“Ouch, you can hit me with your rock-hard hands, you idiot Shion.” I swatted away his hand and it suddenly slammed me hard on the back. Until the beer in the glass I was holding almost spilled out.

“Oh… you can apologize.”

“Uh, Shiz…”

N-chan isn't here…maybe just for a little bit. It's okay……

“…Please give me more beer!”

“Hey, you look too scary, Leo!”

"If you can't handle it, you can go back to bed."

“I don't mind.”

“Ahha, so……” Hyde turned his head and looked at Shion as if they understood. And then Kikyo held up a box in the middle of the table and said,

“Okay, then let's play a game!”

“Hey, wait a minute, not yet……” Louis stretched out his hand and pressed the box that Kikyo had lifted down to its original place.

"uncle! Hey—this way.”

“En Sang~~”

“…?!!!” The beer I was drinking suddenly came out as soon as I heard N-chan's name. People I didn't think would come here……

“Yo~ En-san is waiting.”

“Sorry, I'm late………”

Ching—————D

……heavily!!!!

I felt like my life was cut short as N-chan's fierce, terrifying eyes stared at me………Well, it wasn't me, but the empty beer glass in my hand.

“Ah………” I can't find the words to make an excuse right now.

"Hoy…"

His voice was brutal, like he was ready to kill someone. Well……someone said it would probably be me. It's this idiot Leo.

“………” Right now my sweat is definitely pouring out like a broken cork. I felt wetness all over my body.

“You……” N-chan emptied his bag and prepared to really attack me. If not for Louis, who was sitting on the other side, helping to interrupt him first.

“Hey Leo, take one of these. Take one.” Louis handed the box that Kikyo had taken out earlier and let Leo take some of the contents.

“You're drinking it again………” N's voice was still cold as it changed.

“Pa……because N-chan isn't here……”

“Oh~So if I wasn't here you would drink? You still haven't learned its lesson.”

"so? Will you lose your memory? And do that again, right?”

“Who will be your next victim?”

“………!” N-chan……

Mr.

You're such an idiot!

“Oh wow, that's cool you caught me.

KING!”

The sound of Kikyo enjoying the game very much.

“Then go ahead and give your orders~” Hyde never failed to give a good final word.

“No matter what King Chion orders, I won't go against it.” Even Louis joined in with him.

“Oh, then……I would like to order number 2……” Shion stopped talking and turned to look at the faces of everyone at the table before flashing a wicked smile and saying. “Whoever catches number 2, I order you to reveal your secret.”

“Are you kidding me? This is me………!” Is that a secret? Crazy like that!

“Oh~~W En-san~En-san?”

“What is En-san's secret? Say it! Say it!”

“What do you say, En-san?” Everyone gathered together to pressure En-chan to reveal his deepest secret.

“Ah, well……” Meanwhile, N-chan was thinking of a secret that could be said.

suddenly

“………!” En-chan was startled as the tip of my foot extended out and touched his foot under the table.

“………” I silently stared at N-chan's reaction. What will he do next with my offense in a place like this?

“………!” En-chan came to his senses and stared intently at me and told me through his eyes to stop what I was doing to him.

“………” I smiled and ignored what he tried to stop me. And continued to tease him by rubbing the toes of Enchan's ankles up and down his small legs.

Let's have a look. How far can a person with a smart mouth like N-chan endure this person's advances……?

"Hey En-san, what's wrong?"

“So, what happened? His face doesn't look good at all.”

“…………” N-chan turned away from everyone at the table. and refused to say anything

“En-san……” Everyone started to worry and wonder about En-chan's unusual condition.

“Ah, uh—fine……”

Close……

“………” I playfully and couldn't help but pretend to insert the tip of my bare foot into the slippery skin of N-chan's pant leg.

“Umm………!” N was startled. I saw him clenching his hands tightly, trying to endure my aggression.

“………” Huh, like this I am starting to get even more upset, then………

I slowly slid my toes up the inside of N-chan's soft thighs. purposely stimulating him

And when my toes reached the important point that I had intended

I smiled and stared at N-chan without expecting my eyes before checking to death N-chan on the spot.

By pressing the tip of my foot onto the sensitive part of the tendon and moving it back and forth with a good amount of weight.

“………!” En-chan's body was trembling. I can feel it

suddenly---!

“………?!!!” N-chan suddenly stood up and made a mistake, causing me to panic and tremble.

“En-san?”

"Hoy! what happened?"

“………” En-chan stood silently, not speaking. His hands clenched into fists so tightly that he was pale and trembling. Probably trying to be patient to the utmost with symptoms like that.

Grab it!

“………” N-chan stared intently at me. The eyes of N-chan that I see now It was clear that he was extremely angry at me.

“……!” A gulp, a sharp pain like a sharp object had been thrust into the center of my heart……….What is this? It was so painful.

Grab it!

"I'll be right back," N-chan said goodbye without looking at anyone. He bent down to put on his shoes, then grabbed his shoulder bag and walked away, not caring about anyone.

“N-chan—-“ I immediately got up and followed N-chan out without hesitation.

“Wait! What happened? Hey!”

“Fighting?!”

Round 7 ‘

Confession'

“N-chan———Wait!” I hurriedly ran after N-chan, who was preparing to run away from me.

Just a moment.

“Wait!”

I'm afraid!

N-chan rejected me like back then………It was so painful.

“………!!!” N-chan was so angry that his whole body was shaking.

“Ah, I'm sorry…………” I hurt him again. Oh my gosh, my current situation is probably no different from that of a useless cat that was about to be discarded by its owner.

"Mr! That kind of expression You remember it……”

"what?"

“You remember everything! And you enjoyed my reaction!”

“Is that right?!”

“Wait………”

“N-chan, what are you talking about?”

“………I” N-chan gritted his teeth to cool down his emotions before saying what he had been repressing in anger. “It is impossible for that alcohol to make me drunk!”

“I never lost my memory!”

what?

“What? But at that time……”

“What is it?”

“……That morning.”

“When I woke up Your face was so pale that I was startled.”

“Oh, this idiot truly regrets doing this from the bottom of his heart.”

“I think so.”

“No, that is……!”

That's not it……

“It was very difficult. So I thought I should pretend like nothing happened.”

“But………I can't do it.”

“Every time you touch me. My body will respond.”

“It remembers many things: your scent! Your hands! Your voice!”

“I'm strange because of you!”

“Wa—-Wait…wait, wait a moment, En-chan. Wait a moment……” I felt like I couldn't respond to the truth that N-chan said……

It's confusing……

What the hell is he talking about……

What does it mean………

He remembers everything

His face revealed nothing to me.

But this man Was he starting to get annoyed because of himself?

No, it's more important than that……

Ah, but it seems like I'm beginning to understand something a little bit from here.

“…N-chan.”

“You let me act like that even though you weren't drunk……?”

“………!” N-chan's face was clearly red now. He's shy?

“N-chan—-“

“Nah, na—-you, you don't have to talk about anything embarrassing!”

“Ah ah—-N-chan, you didn't say anything embarrassing either, did you?!”

"Mr……!"

“Even so. Your selfishness in remembering things Keep it for yourself! Forget it, this dream is close at hand. I will make it come true!”

"what?? What are you talking about……?” N-chan stared at me blankly before shouting again, “Who exactly did it and forgot it! You were the idiot who started it first!”

“Ah——a, forget it!”

Just a moment.

I appeared and hugged N-chan tightly, not letting him escape again.

“N-chan.”

“………?” N-chan buried his red face in my embrace.

It's time……….

“All this time There is one thing I must always keep hidden.”

“The feeling of love that I have always had with you.”

“With honesty I want to tell you first that I'm truly sorry for what I've done. I'm sorry, N-chan."

“Hey N-chan, please go outside with me. And when the time comes for you to forgive me……”

“Please let me hug you again……” I said, full of love.

“You truly are an idiot,” N-chan said in a scary tone to me again. “I won't call for that idiot Leon again.”

collapsing——sagging

“N-chan, you are so cruel.” I sat with my head down and complained on the ground on the side of the road, not ashamed of anyone. (Even so In reality, there aren't many people passing by in this area.)

Grab it!

“Who is the real cruel person? You idiot!” N-chan seemed to be getting hot-headed again…… He couldn't even guess.

“Lord…has my confession of love not had any effect on him?”

“What nonsense are you talking about? Have you gone crazy, Leo?”

"Oh, N-chan is cruel."

“Sigh—-This guy is……”

"however When you've behaved better Came back again and……”

The poison that I drank

“I might listen to you.”

It has a little bit of sweetness hidden inside.

— FIN —

@jielne :

How are you? We haven't seen each other for a long time. First of all, you have to say thank you. 'Thank you everyone'

Mr. Leo and Mr. N, do roles like this make you have fun?

It may be seen that in this story the language is a bit raw and has a bit of coarse words. Different from what we've written before. Therefore, if there is something wrong, please apologize.

It's the first story. We ended the story without limiting the episodes. And there are no more spoilers ahead. I'm in the mood to write. So I rushed to write it all in one go and finished it in one sitting.

I don't want to say that there might be a second part or anything. But if the story is really interesting to follow……keep it in mind.

Because I personally really like the characters in this story. Ah, I've been rambling for a long time.

So we'll meet again, everyone. Thank you.